#tofall

[kafus]

for the did ama, what's something you wish more people understood about did? (this can refer to singlets, people newly diagnosed, stuff that the community in general just may not know or acknowledge, etc)

i kind of share something similar to this in this ask to do with child alters if you wanted to see that

anyways there's probably a lot of angles i could go at this with but hm. i kind of hate how the online community is SO focused on alters themselves, identity alteration, like i think to a lot of people to be perceived as a Valid DID Haver you have to have alters with different names and different pronouns who act totally different from one another and that's just... not... not necessary or even common.

i took a bit to answer this because i wanted to pull up this study which has this quote, referencing some kluft research:

Many clinicians and lay people believe that DID presents with dramatic, florid personality states with obvious state transitions (switching). These florid presentations are likely based on media stereotypes, but actually occur in only about 5% of DID patients [60]. The vast majority of DID patients have subtle presentations characterized by a mixture of dissociative and PTSD symptoms embedded with other symptoms such as posttraumatic depression, substance abuse, somatoform symptoms, eating disorders, personality disorders, and self-destructive and impulsive behaviors [23, 61].

DID is a heavily covert disorder for many and while it's not unusual or even surprising that going into therapy and purposefully interacting with alters + using social media where that sort of behavior is expected/encouraged can cause us to become more "florid", many of us aren't like that... at all! and the lack of representation for people with DID who don't have super distinct alters or who simply don't want to share that information online is actually kind of appalling to me. DID is a dissociative disorder caused by childhood trauma first and foremost and comes with all the struggles related to those things. alters are just one piece of the puzzle. and the continued focus on alters harms both singlets because they don't understand DID outside of that, and people with DID... i can't tell you how many times i've talked to people with very obvious DID who thought they didn't have it because they didn't match social media depictions of the disorder. it's like everyone's trying to be like Sybil, subconsciously or not, and that's just... not always how it is!!

of course people with DID who have florid presentations are valid too and there are aspects of my DID that are very Not covert but growing up my situation was a lot more subtle and even now, there's so much about my DID people don't see because the only acceptable way to parse or talk about your symptoms and experience online are by well defined alters and the majority of our alters are just Not like that. i have so many alters that are just "me but slightly to the left" who would be hard to detect personality changes with, etc. many such cases.

tldr very good to keep in mind that people with DID are traumatized and dissociative individuals with a variety of symptoms that may or may not fall into the "idealized" standard depiction of DID on social media and in fiction, and i REALLY wish there was more discussion on the other parts of this disorder more often

[wolame-o-ccx]

Hello High&Low tumblr this video shall be my introduction to the fandom....... *Cries*

[m1shapanda]

twirls hair barks tartaglia is kinda cute..

[ericlovessharks]

iwant to fall asleep on callw him

[hiemaldesirae]

Swap Nonny here: Vox unfortunately DOES GET Wounded by Adam!! It's how Alastor gets him back! However how Adam gets Vox is different.

Due to Vox helping Charlie he is at Adam's level, unfortunately because of the nature of contracts Lucifer physically cannot give Vox the full power he's owed unless he frees Vox, because the contract has an inbuilt safety in it that Vox won't go against the owner of his soul. When Lucifer realizes that Adam is about to KILL Vox (yes, Adam does announce it to all of Hell) he knows even with all his abilities he's not going to make it, so he flings/summons their contract/Vox's Chains to protect Vox and just like Alastor's staff acts in cannon, the contract/Chains save Vox (while also freeing Vox's soul.) Vox survives but flees, heavily bleeding Cyan as he attempts to find somewhere to hide out, but loses consciousness.

Swap Alastor is far more powerful then Show!Alastor he doesn't have a leash, and he has 2 powerful Overlords and numerous souls under his control. (He's definitely continually added to 'Vox's,' side of the company even if the souls would be under his name. They're still sinners Vox would like.)

This Alastor gets the killing blow on Adam. He tears his heart out and *eats* it. Only Lute and a few other exterminators escape, since so many Geotia and Valentino with his souls had shown up to the fight, alongside Velvette with Niffty and the Cannibals and Rosie.

Vox is barely conscious when Alastor finds him and takes him back to V-tower. That's when Alastor strikes the deal. Vox can still work at that silly hotel...but he has to come back and Rejoin the Vees, and come back and join Alastor in bed evernight in bed, and of course Alastor will heal Vox (and won't let him die) as long as Vox gives him his soul. (Of course if Vox hadn't been suffering from blood loss he'd have noticed Alastor's strained smile, how the deer was struggling not to start fixing Vox right then deal or no deal)

Vox, having lost too much blood and in pain agrees. The deal is struck.

Unlike the regular color chains on Alastor's other Thralls, Vox's are red. Alastor red.

"Marriage Red, my love." Alastor purrs as he sews Vox up. "I told you, Beloved, you'd be mine next time I had you in hand. Now you'll never leave me. Never."

OH ! Oh ...........!!!!!!! oh . oh. my god.

Fucking. WHAT THE FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

spits blood coughs and throws up on your carpet. this is so fucked up im in love FUCK. this is so very horrible im going to go insane theres nothing i can eve n add to this. ou . explodes and dies. what the FUCK swap nonny im going tofall to my knees and keel over. i love you ohmy GODD

[zombiefishmonster]

hey what if we kissed and we were jo and anne maria from tofal drama revenge of the island.

[zvaigzdelasas]

Trash overflowed from bins on the streets of Edinburgh on Tuesday as a strike by council workers hit the city during its internationally renowned arts festival.

Tens of thousands of performers and tourists have poured into Scotland's capital for the festival, which runs through most of August.

But many have spoken at their revulsion at the stench as bins overflowed around the city[...]

"I'm from London and we've seen some quite bad protests and bad riots but this is up there," street performer James Tofalli, who was picking up litter outside Waverley train station, told AFP.

"I've not performed today. Not performed yesterday and for a few days because it's not a nice place to play."

Jenna Rank, an Australian tourist, said she had been excited to show "beautiful Edinburgh" to her partner, with the festival running in full for the first time since 2019 before coronavirus struck.

But she said she was left deeply disappointed after encountering an overpowering stench. [...]

"It was quite breath-taking and not just the smell. For some people it's their first time. It's a shame to leave that kind of impression."

Ian Tomlinson, who was born in Edinburgh, said he had never seen the city this bad, as fears grew about a surge in the population of rats and other pests.

"This is embarrassing. I am actually embarrassed to walk around the city at the moment and see so much junk," he said.

Cleaning staff working for Edinburgh City Council went on a 12-day strike last Thursday after rejecting a 3.0 percent pay offer which it called "derisory" in the current economic climate.

UK inflation is currently at 40-year highs of 10.1 percent on the back of soaring energy costs, and is predicted to hit 13 percent or even higher next year.[...] Scotland's First Minister Nicola Sturgeon said the strike action came while Edinburgh was at the "centre of the cultural world" and rejected claims of a lack of government funding for local councils.

Local residents have been asked to keep their rubbish inside rather than put it on the street. Waste and recycling centres are also shut.

Miles Briggs, a local government spokesman for the opposition Scottish Conservatives, said the rubbish piling up on our streets risked damaging the city's reputation.

"These annual festivals are supposed to be a source of pride, not humiliation," he said.

lol get fucked pay the binman better. Any pay rise less than inflation is a pay cut

[ateezrecsandreviews]

Hongjoong Recommendations

@ateezrecsandreviews Hongjoong fanfic recommendations :)

(updated with word counts)

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8 newly added fics are at the bottom of the list (2022.12.03)

**Tell Me to Stop - @tenelkadjowrites (4.4k words)

Having been best friends with Hongjoong since childhood, you thought a camping trip might help breach the growing distance between the two of you. However, when a storm sweeps Hongjoong’s tent away, you find yourself in rather cramped quarters with him when he has to share your tent.

**Project Omen (feat. Wooyoung) - @mintsang (40.5k words)

you’ve never been close to your father, so when he passes it doesn’t affect, aside from the residual business that you have to take care of in his absence. exploring his basement uncovers a sealed chamber in a hidden room, a man with what looks like a tail staring back at you.

**I Missed You - @hanjisungs-bigtittyg0thgf (8.4k words)

You’ve been best friends with hongjoong since middle school but had limited contact when he became a trainee... But tonight’s movie night is different from any other.

**The Best Friend’s Code (feat. Seonghwa) - @tenelkadjowrites (11.3k words)

Hongjoong swears up and down that if you don’t touch each other, it won’t ruin the friendship…and what is the harm in blowing off some steam?

**Fire & Flames - @serendipityunho (5.9k words)

You never expected. tofall into the arms of the notorious bad boy of the campus, Hongjoong, after getting locked out. But yet again, he never expected you to end up into his arms either.

**under my skin (feat. Wooyoung) - @hongism (7.1k words)

Wooyoung should never have admitted that he liked Hongjoong bossing him around, and he most definitely shouldn't have done it so publicly. Aka Hongjoong knows how to get under his skin and god damn if he doesn't do it fucking well.

**For Your Entertainment (feat. San and Mingi) - @atiny-piratequeen (4.3k words)

Being the partner of a crime boss is hard sometimes. With Hongjoong hard at work, you feel neglected, so you’ve picked up the pastime of being particularly handsy with other close members of the mafia. Is it a bad idea? Probably. Does it catch the attention of Hongjoong? Definitely. Are you in a teeny tiny bit of trouble? Absolutely.

**Deal - @hongism (10.3k words)

Rule number one: do not under any circumstances sleep with a roommate.

**Man Spreading - @barnesbabee (2k words)

Hongjoog’s pictures made you a little shifty, and maybe drooling over them when he was still in the building wasn’t the smartest move.

**Seven O’Clock - @serendipityunho (3.1k words)

Somtimes, you just need a little more than just talking to forget about your cheating ex. Good thing your best friend had just the right solution.

**Attention (feat. Hwa) - @beginningofwonderland (6k words)

Your boyfriend Hongjoong is too busy with work for your and Seonghwa's liking so you decide to distract him with rather inappropriate means.

**Mistleblow (feat. Hwa) - @choijjongho (6.1k words)

You always look forward to the nights you spend with your boyfriends, Hongjoong & Seonghwa, at the BDSM club

**505 (001) Kim Hongjoong - @heterotragedies (11.5k words)

Intimacy, arousal, euphoria, and a concept of fantasies. the idea of skin on skin, breaths mixing into one, & hearts beating in sync

**[10:36 p.m] - K.Hj - @hyuckilstan (600 words)

What's better than mean dom Hongjoong? Note: @ateezrecsandreviews summary

**Night Shift (OT8, Hongjoong focus) - @atiny-piratequeen (2k words)

Kim Hongjoong is the new CEO at KQ. He forms a team of… Somewhat reliable men to help with a project to improve the company. Unfortunately, his workers seem to be focused on extracurricular activities.

**Kinktober Day 9 (Night Shift Universe^^) - @atiny-piratequeen (4k words)

**Punishment - @toxicccred (3.9k words)

What happens when you distract Hongjoong from his work? He loses his temper, obviously. Good thing that’s exactly what you were hoping for Note: @ateezrecsandreviews This is for the hard-core brats

**Cuckolding (feat. Seonghwa) - @hongism (6.9k words)

You and your husband, Hongjoong, invite one of his best friends over for dinner. Seems like a perfectly normal evening, as far as Seonghwa knows. But he can't help but salivate over the curve of your hips when he thinks you aren't looking. Luckily for him, you and Hongjoong have some... interesting plans prepared for the evening. Note: A personal favorite of @ateezrecsandreviews

**Thursday, 5:38pm (feat. Mingi) - @abiaswreck (3.2k words)

Spending quality time with Hongjoong in the studio can be boring when he’s busy. Thankfully he knows how to keep you content and entertained. Note: A personal favorite of @ateezrecsandreviews

[calamitycrown]

So for the garden au how dose Sun feel about sunflower seeds? How would he react to Y/N eating some? also i love your artstyle it's very cool and Moon is just gorgeous

Sun is actually alright with y/n collecting them and eating/selling them! It’s a little strange for him, especially at first, but he’s aware that the sunflowers they come from aren’t sentient like him. In fact, Sun helps out by holding the seeds they harvest! (He’s tofally not just there to make sure y/n doesn’t fall and hurt themselves 👀💧) The only compromise y/n had to make was that they couldn’t cut off the heads and hang them up to dry for obvious reasons..

[akesdraws-blog]

✨ What I love most... is her smile. ✨

Version: TMNT Bayverse Character: Mikey Warning: Sadness, Heartbreak, Unrequited Love, Best Friend

🧡 Miguel Ángel was always the sun and the emotional pillar of the family, there was not a moment when he did not seek to make a smile. And gosh, that beautiful smile that Michelangelo had. You don't remember when or how you were so attracted to that mutant party boy, you were able to listen to him for hours and hours, you didn't care what he talked about.

-Hey Cupcake, are you in for a game of Mario Kart? - Mikey quickly appeared with two controllers -Obviously, I'll make you bite the dust- you left everything you did for him -The loser orders the pizza!-He threatened with emotion to throw one of the controls at you Game hours always seemed so short when you could be by his side, even when you could feel those big arms hugging you every time Mikey won a game, you'd admit you let him win a few times just so you could see him with that huge smile.

Meeting them was always the best thing that could have happened in your life, although now my life has taken a complete turn, of course their favorite activity was playing pranks on their brothers.

-Okay, my part is already done- you spoke quietly as you left the empty jar of honey in the cupboard -I want to see Raph's face- mikey rubbed his hands with emotion -Raph? But didn't you say it would be Donnie?- you asked confused towards Mikey -Because Raph left with Casey a while ago- you added with a nervous smile -And Donnie went to the Police station to help them locate some people- Mikey added worried -So... who's going tofall for the joke?- they asked at the same time just before hearing something break from the dojo -When I find the one who threw me a bucket of honey, he'll want to hide with the Krang- Leo's voice was heard, who was quite annoyed

Of course, the fact that they couldn't agree on which brother to play the joke on ended up having to run to save their lives. Even so, those escapes were still the most fun in the world. But you were also there for him when his mood plummeted, you hated to see him sad.

-Mikey? Guess who found your favorite comic?- you spoke excitedly as you entered the den -Mikey?- as you entered the den you found him sitting on his drums playing with the drumsticks. -Hello Pastelillo- I greet you with a small smile You knew perfectly well that kind of smile and throwing away your bag you rushed to hug him, and after a few minutes you heard everything that had happened, the accident at the station, the fight with his brothers, it was too much for everyone, too much for him. -Listen to me, Mikey... you're not a monster- you took his big face in your hands -Of course I am, just look at me- he gave a little bitter laugh avoiding looking at you -I see you- You sought his gaze to smile at him -and I see a beautiful being, I see the brightest ray of light that can exist- you caressed his face with your fingers -Never call yourself that again, because you are not, none of you- You took their hands without looking away -They are heroes, you are my hero Mikey- you finished speaking to receive a big hug from the orange band -Thank you, I needed to hear it- I hid his face in the crook of your neck -Now let me see that beautiful smile you have or should I try to tickle a turtle?- you encouraged him to tickle his neck, making him move slightly with small laughs. You would do anything to be able to see that charming smile on your beloved mutant, on your hero.

You knew it, you loved him too much and you would do anything to make that smile never disappear. You really would do anything to see him happy.

-CAKE!- Mikey excitedly knocked on your window -Mikey?- You quickly went to open your window to see him with the biggest smile in the world -Something good happened? I haven't seen you smile like that since I gave you a pizza for yourself- you said funny -Do you remember when we talked about the ideal date?- the one with the orange band mentioned with emotion -Well, guess who has 6 fingers and convinced April to have a date today?- big smile -That's great Mikey!- you congratulated the excited mutant -It's thanks to you! If you hadn't supported me, I'd never have done it- he told you and then gave you a big hug -No wonder you're my best friend- I finished saying and then released you from the hug -I had nothing to do with it, I just gave you a couple of ideas- you told him with a smile -This handsome turtle is leaving, I must look even cooler for my date- he said as he passed his big hand over his head as if combing his hair -I'll send you a message later, bye!-he finished saying to leave for the buildings Losing sight of him in the shadows, you closed your window like the curtains to release a long sigh. -I think that explains his excitement in the afternoon- Raph was heard speaking, who was sitting on the floor with a bowl of popcorn -I imagine so- you said to let yourself fall on your sofa -I never saw him smile like that- -Hey... Maybe I misunderstood but... Didn't you like Mikey? I'm just saying, we all believed it- asked the big red while he was watching you -Was he so obvious?- You asked with a hint of amusement in your voice. -If your tactic to make him fall in love was to give him advice to go with another girl, I think you were wrong- he added as he raised a handful of popcorn to his mouth. -Do you know what I like the most about Mikey?- you asked him while you looked at the ceiling of your apartment -Actually... We all wondered that- he said with a small tone of seriousness. -His smile of his-you answered -What I love the most... is his smile... And if he can smile when he's with someone else, I'll always support him- you finished speaking while tears escaped from your eyes -I think you're the strangest human I know- Raph finished saying as he rested his head on yours You were always going to love Mikey and that beautiful smile that captivated you, even if his smile was for someone else. You didn't care as long as he was happy.

💔 💔 💔 💔 💔 💔 💔 💔 💔 💔

I don't know, my brain wanted me to suffer today and I did. 😭 We don't always get the happy ending. 😢

tags: @post-apocalyptic-daydream . @turtle-babe83 . @turtlesmakemehappy . @dilucsflame33 . @thelaundrybitch . @scholastic-dragon . @leosgirl82 . @tmnt-tychou . @mackbunny .

[songmingisthighs]

I am back to freak out in ur ask box 😎

1. Yes. Just yes. Slay Wooyoung. You do you. I will wait for your yummy mommy agenda to become true but fr Mingi needed emotional support not emotional damage 😭

2. MINGI BEHFJSKGKKDKF THAT WAS SO OUT OF POCKET BUT SO CUTE . YES FINALLY Y/N AND MINGI ARE ADMITING THEY LOVE EACH OTHER OTHER FRICKING FINALYYYYY * screaming crying*

3. If my future manz ain’t this whipped for me. I dont want him.

ALSO SAN FILIMING AND WAITING FOR MINGI TOFALL 😭 HES SO PRECIOUS AND CUTE AUDJCKFKF GAWD I am happy Mingi and Y/N are finally all goods again the last chapter was angst that hurt the heart, my heart 😭 HONGJOONG BETTER BUTT OUT. GRRRRRRRR

Okay thank you for listening to my tedtalk 😎💕

will wooyoung's yummy mommy agenda end bc (y/n) and mingi finally decided to stop being stooped ????

and pls mingi simping over (y/n) in such an out of pocket way is such a mood like though i can't defend him, i can so totally sympathize with him

but yea will hongjoong try one last time ???? and if he does, can we just throw him in a pit with like a hungry bear ?????

lmao ted talk pls 😭😭💕

[asociallyawkwardduckling]

Chapters: 2/?

Words: 8,646

Rating: M

Main Relationship: Weiss Schnee/Ruby Rose

Summary: The worst punishment Heaven can dole out is for the offending angel tofall. Fall out of the glory of God, away from his grace and the safety it provided. Falling is a punishment far worse than death for at least in death you can be with The Almighty Creator. Falling was the worst thing that could happen to an angel but honestly:

Who knew falling could be so freeing?

[07170]

Bus drivers want you tofall and spill your coffey. they think aboutit at night to fal asleep

[mawr-gorshin]

Cliffs

Imagine a railroad track that ends where the bridge is out,over asteepcliffthatno onewouldeverwant tofall offto hisdeath. People on a trainare going on that railroad track, right to the end of it.Theydon’tseemawareof thedangerthatthey’reheadingtoward. Marxists, liberals, and right-wingersare all on that train, racing toward certain doom.Theselastof thethreeare allrunningto thefront,as…

[nachosforfree]

Bruh ain't it midnight where you at get in bed

I am in bed i watch danny tofall asleep his adult boyish charm soothes me

[fapper]

We arent doing shit in this class bruh . Like im about tofall asleep. Numerous people meed to get fired bro