#toshi and his half brothers u will always be famous to me

[cowboypoisons]

back on my toshi ranting for a sec here! ^_^ can we tell the hyperfix is kicking my ass…

rewatching the kyoto goodwill event simply bc i missed him badly 😓 and i got to the ep where we get his backstory and when i tell you i GASPED.

so when it switches to older him having that conversation with whoever that woman is, he asks why the kamo clan took him in and she says bc his father’s ACTUAL wife (cuz yk toshi’s mom was just a concubine) gave birth to a child that didn’t have a technique.

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DO WE REALIZE WHAT THAT MEANS 😭😭😭 HE HAS ANOTHER HALF SIBLING…who we can assume is male based on how these clans function

personally i believe this child is older than noritoshi by at least a year for 1) the narrative and 2) the amount of sense it makes??? techniques usually kick in around 5-6 y/o and there’s no exact date for when it happens. could happen when you turn 5 or your last day as 6. so they could’ve most likely waited to be sure, but i feel like they already knew…

(unsure if kid straight up had no curse energy or simply didn’t have an innate technique; either way i don’t think it mattered to the clan)

but this kid doesn’t have the technique and toshi is brought in as the new heir. when i tell you the ideas started FLOWING. little noritoshi wanting to get along with his older sibling because they were family, but doesn’t realize his entire existence is an insult to this child. an insult to everything they knew at this point. THEY should be the heir, not serving tea to some bastard child who got lucky.

AND ARGHHHHHH THEIR RELATIONSHIP KINDA MAKES ME SICK??? IM SO NORMAL???

and then don’t even get me started on when he finds out abt his mother’s second son, his younger half-brother and he’s transported back to his youth and he feels so SICK. he now feels that exact feeling of being replaced and he just can’t actually go up to them. he can’t make that connection (NOT YET ANYWAYS!) and reach out…

he wants to hate that little boy for having a childhood with his mother, something HE never got. but god he can’t. his kid brother would be around the same age he was, wouldn’t he? he’s just a kid…so when toshi finally meets him, he refuses to continue the cycle. he loves that little boy and does his best at being a great older brother

…ARGHHHHHHHHH IM GONNA KMS 😹😹😹

noritoshi kamo…and ur relationship with siblingism and replacement…mmmmm i love u, u traumatized lil guy…