#tumblr comprehension evades me yet again

[coruscannot]

what is up losers ⁉️

sorry I haven’t posted in 4ever. I live to serve. myself.

life update I’m a year older now and also I’m playing Ghost of Tsushima very enthusiastically (aka I have fallen into obsession and will not shut up about it for another few months).

I’m going to teach myself how to make a blog to post captures possibly. anyway bye 🤺

[ironwoodprotectionsquad]

I should say when I sent the post saying how I felt things turning out like they did was James fault, I did not intend for it to be harassment. I tried to pronounce it in a way that would not feel overly mad or confrontational, I disagree strongly with you but that is not worthy of harassment.

Hey anon. If you are the asker of the ask I think you are I have not yet gotten around to replying. I will admit, last night I was so annoyed and frustrated when I started typing something out then kind of stopped (thanks to some help from friends) and decided to take a deep breath, calm down and come back at it when I was fresh again. Honestly though that post that I think you are referring to was a response to what I believe is a different anon who has been sending me harassing messages for days along with just the general hatred this account has gotten even since the start. Not even asking them to leave me alone nor Tumblrs anon block was stopping them and I had reached a boiling point from it all. Here are just a few of the messages that post was about.

These are honestly just a small fraction of the hatred I've received. A lot of asks I just deleted and others are just buried further then I care to look. Going through this reminded me again about the very first time I got a death threat in my DM's and I made a post about it and the very first comment I got about it was someone telling me it was my fault for receiving a death threat because I dared to keep anons open. The ridiculous thing was even if my anons had been off I still would have gotten the death threat because it went to my DM's. Conveniently the RWBY fan who had told me this in a public ask had nothing to say on that.

I don't mind different thoughts and ideas. We all have very different life experience's and beliefs. We all are going to look at the same piece of media just a little differently because of that and that is okay. That's a good thing actually. I am trying to be better about keeping a cool head when replying to hate and I fail and I am sorry. And to anyone out their I was angrier to then I should have been, I am also very sorry. I am trying to get better at logging off if the anons are getting to me.

I don't know how long it will take to properly respond to your ask, I am uh very behind on asks right now and I want to go through a lot of information for your ask just to go through everything that I have said that is scattered all over my blog and try and make a more comprehensive discussion....well that is the intention but ADHD brain may have other plans admittedly. I will respond and if it takes awhile it is not because I am ignoring you it is because ADHD brain sucks, and as I said their are a lot of asks that I need to answer that ADHD brain could get distracted by and this ask could get long if my brain cooperates with me of course.

Again I am sorry it felt like the post was specifically about you, I had reached a breaking point and needed to vent out anger specifically about that anon who has been block evading and such and just the general silence about this happening to the greater RWDE community by people who claimed to want us all to be kinder to each other maintaining complete radio silence about this.