#tw aidia’s feelings

[dearestdaffodils]

Born to be an F1 wag, forced to be a full time college student and part time worker 😔

[dearestdaffodils]

Sometimes I really think I’m destined to die alone

Cause who the fuck would want me… like ever

“And I wouldn’t marry me either”

[dearestdaffodils]

I’m sorry but Magne in season 3?? He’s pissing me off like no other

What happened to my soft himbo I hate it here

[dearestdaffodils]

WHY IS BEING AN ADULT SO FUCKING HARD

[dearestdaffodils]

A few updates on things:

I am trying to work on some content to put out (formula 1 as well as some series that I had put on hold)

I am also in school and working part time. I don’t have a lot of time to work on things for fun. I am about 9 months from graduating so things are crazy and I’m working way more than I have in the past. Please be patient as I try to get things sorted

Certain series (ie; stranger things, outer banks, career day) have been put on hold while I work on school and other projects.

Updates are coming so please stop asking and just be patient. It is slow going but I am busy with my personal life atm

[dearestdaffodils]

Why don’t I get to be loved romantically by someone? This doesn’t seem fair

[dearestdaffodils]

I feel like I’m losing my grip on reality and everything is just sliding away from me like I don’t feel like I’m living the life of a normal 22 year old like I go to classes and work but nothing in between and nothing feels real

[dearestdaffodils]

[dearestdaffodils]

Maturing is coming to the realization that I am going to die alone because who could ever love someone like me

[dearestdaffodils]

Send help, how do I talk to boys

[dearestdaffodils]

No bc I’m crying cause I know that Eddie Munson would literally never look in my direction but I would give up my right kidney to be comforted by him rn

[dearestdaffodils]

Straight up not having a good night and would like to smooch Steve Harrington

[dearestdaffodils]

I don’t think I’m made to be loved romantically

[dearestdaffodils]

Dear universe,

Please give me a secret admirer. Thank you.

Sincerely,

A depressed, lonely girl

[dearestdaffodils]

I’m having horrible period cramps and only cuddles from Eddie or Gareth can make them better *dramatically collapses*

[dearestdaffodils]

Screaming because I’m finally moved into my dorm completely and now I just want to cuddle with Eddie and Gareth