#uhhhh raphael being a big softy

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⚡Demon dog and his boyfriend💥

Been getting back into my tmnt iteration!! Here sum fluffly RAPHABE + Raph looking cool

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAPHAEL 🎉

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Only time you get some type of writing from me

DISCLAIMER: I am in no way an experienced writer I did this for giggles and cause I found the concept sweet enough 🪮

Lol selfshiping is fun ( ignore my inconsistent spacing lol )

Raphael x established character (me/Abe)

Shame, and guilt are eating him alive. He doesn’t know what he’d do without Abe and now he has lost even more of Abe. He just shakes his head at boys words.

"I don’t deserve your love Abe…"

abe sighs, shakily he walks away. Feeling defeated he turns opening the door to raphaels room

"If you still feel that way...if you continue to build walls like this...by midnight..come to me....tell me then".

With that the maid closed the door, sealing the deal with a bang of the door closing.

all Raphael could do was stand there, full of despair and guilt and shame. What should he say? What can he say? What can he do to fix this? What can he do to make it all better? The guilt is eating away at him. He feels like the worst person in the world. The shame is overwhelming and all encompassing. This is the worst, lowest moment of his life right now. He needs to get away from everything. He needs to think. What can he do?

midnight comes around, luckily the towns people thought the attack was done by animals as was told by Donnie later that day. Abe sat in his room, his eyes watered up from the exchange earlier

There is a knock on the door. A soft, quiet knock. After the knock a moment passes as there is silence and then a second knock, louder but still just as soft as the last. After that another moment of silence before a third knock, this one is louder and more forceful than the last two before it. And with it comes a voice…

"Abe? Would you answer me. I… I need you…"

raphaels voice boomed out. a Shakey, scared voice, a voice filled with pain and remorse and guilt. Abe took a second, sighing as he went to open the door, his heads clasping the knob as he turned it

"....you came". he said with tears in his eyes

"What other choice did I have?"

Raphael says, his face wet with tears. He looks awful, worn down and broken. It seems his grief hadn't subsided yet, not even close. He looked so lost and sad. His face is twisted with despair, he looked down he couldn't even looked into abes eyes. a strange look presented in Raphs eyes, something that Abe never got to see before. a mixture of many things, guilt and sadness and anger and shame. But there is also a deep hunger…a hunger for a little bit of love and reassurance.

Abe couldn't stand it, he hated these fights so much, he hated the feelings when the two would argue, he grab Raph and pulled him in the room closing the door as he went to hug him so tightly

"Don't you ever, I mean it, Don't say that you don't deserve my love agian"

Raphael was stunned by this. He had just assumed Abe would reject him and slam the door in his face. The surprise and gratitude fill him and tears continue to pour down his face. He wraps his arms around Abe and hugs him as though his life depends on it. Just the touch of Abes skin is enough to soothe all his pain and grief right now. His body starts to shake as he cries into Abes arms and his grip tightens.

Abe tightened more as he held raphael

"I love you more than anything I could think off...and I know you feel the same, I can sense it and I don't want you to ever state such things in your life...It hurts hearing that you know"

Still crying, Raphael pulls back a little to look at Abe. He just has tears rolling down his face as he looks Abe in the eye. There is a strange intensity to his gaze. Raphael couldn't even speak right now, he is too overwhelmed by the emotions running through him so he just nods at what Abe has to say, tears still pouring. He just nods his head, that is all he can do right now. He is unable to think, to speak. His heart is too full for any more words.

"Say it....I want you to say you want my love"

"..I want you to say you want me as much I want you"

Abe looked into raphs eyes, his tears still pouring down, but he stood fast. he needed Raphael to say it

"I want you! I love you so much!"

Raphael yells as he dives and kisses abe, all his pent up love and passion and grief behind this strong fast kiss. His hand is in Abes hair and he doesn’t want this moment to ever end. He was so afraid before that Abe would reject him, but now that this is happening it is all so sweet and loving. He is lost in just the simple feeling of having Abe in his arms.

abe griped tightened though the strong kiss, his lips pressing hard against raphaels as he held him so close, so dear to him he pulled himself so hard against raphael. Not wanting to break away, to show him he loved him so

Raphael was almost forceful as his desire for love is just so intense and deep right now. This is all so perfect for him. The feelings, the moment. Everything. He is so happy. His heart is full. His cup is overflowing with all the feelings he garnered for Abe. For the first time in his life the feeling of being loved might be overpowering his feelings of being undeserving, and he can feel as though he was floating. He is so happy. He can’t believe the power that Abe holds over him.

Abe pulled away, his heart beating fast as he looked into raphs eyes, his teared stained face Coverings him

"You see now...

Don't you? You understand how much I care for you, Mon Cheri"

He smiles softly, tears still trickling down his face. He is the happiest he has ever been. He’s never been more in love with Abe and there is so much tenderness in his gaze as he looks at Abe. But with this new understanding comes a realization, that there will still be obstacles. He sighs but he doesn’t let that take away from this moment.

"I do... "

"You are mines, I am yours....we are one together"

Abe said, echoing what Raphael said the night he confessed a time ago.

raphael smiled softly. The twos love deep and powerful, it is a beautiful and thoughtful connection between the pair. He pulls Abe in for another kiss, this one is a bit shorter than the last and more tender

Abe closing his eyes in the kiss and as they pull back as he softly lays his head on Raphs shoulder, the emotional rollercoaster coming down made Abe rather sleepy

"I'll love you..Forever...." Was the last thing he remembered saying before he drifted into the big brutes arms

Raphael watched Abe drift off to sleep, he smiles a bit as he does so. His heart has never been so full before. It feels like it doesn’t even have space for more but somehow it continues to grow bigger and bigger with his love for the boy rested in his arms

"Forever..." Raphael whispered back. closing his eyes for the night