WHAT FOR ? i can diagnose myself in a heartbeat. i thought being invulnerable would protect me, so i pushed people away for years, leading me directly to my greatest fear: being alone. independent , private, selective , REBECCA WELTON from apple tv+’s ted lasso . as bossed by holly ( she/her, 26, est ). uses beta editor
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general headcanons.
WC: 0.8k | CHARACTERS: anakin skywalker, reader
NOTES: current personal headcanons for anakin that i carry with me through every piece of content i write for him. may misalign with canon content i haven’t read
WARNINGS: sexuality details | cursing | mentioned: nudity, media pieces from irl
updated 12.10.22
he wears contacts for battle, but has wire reading glasses he uses alone at home. is no longer ashamed of them as he was when he was a boy, but he has no reason to bring them up in conversation therefore not many people know about them (link to full version)
won’t wear a shirt if he can help it. shirtless when at home, or working out. sleeps naked or in just sweatpants. goes commando. doesn’t like the way clothes feel on his skin especially if the fabric is rough
is capable of cooking, but does not cook or eat for taste. it’s an enjoyable experience to fill his stomach and no longer feel hunger, but the taste of food means nothing to him and eats for nutrition. his meals are bland because he doesn’t care
the only time he is picky when it comes to food is the texture. he’ll not eat something if he disagrees with the texture. things slimy will not enter his mouth. however, he would eat a bug randomly for a “battle pick me up” and say its because theyre “full of protein and nutrients” and he really likes it when it catches people off guard. likes it even more when they’re visibly disgusted
he loves drinks though. at one point he’s introduced to a magenta-colored fruity drink that is not made on any other planet. he’s surprised by how much he likes it, and gets it every time he’s on world.
will not say no to a hot chocolate but it must be prepared a very specific way
his dorm is messy, but he knows where everything is
the genre of music he likes the most and most frequently listens to would be called “90’s alternative and indie rock” in our universe. bands like muse, switchfoot, radiohead, rage against the machine; a little of u2, linkin park, nirvana, deftones, remy zero, vertical horizon. would venture into snow patrol, coldplay. etc.
there’s a song he can’t stop listening to, from a holo-film he can’t stop re-watching called i’m still here from treasure planet. he doesn’t fully understand why. it moved him so deeply he’d have dreams of running through a field and feeling the wind in his hair, using the full extent of his powers in an uninhabited environment to be reminded of what he’s capable of without his life or the lives of others on the line
listens to music when he pilots his squadron on his ship because he feels like it “pumps them up”
heavyweight on the mats, but lightweight when it comes to drinking— is embarrassed of that
he finds himself jealous of people with loving families, but quickly snuffs it out.
loves working out, loves endorphins, loves blowing off steam. makes the room shake when he uses the punching bag. has broken one off the chain with his metal arm when he forgot to pull his punches
uses grown people as weights to bench press as a party trick
sings well but does not sing in front of other people. it’s very gravelly and light as a feather. he doesn’t know how to put power behind his voice, but its pleasurable to listen to if one is lucky enough he hasn’t noticed one in the room
is not a gifted dancer. rhythm does not come easily, nore dance moves. he’s stiff and uncomfortable doing it. and will sit out the entire night during a celebration that features a dance floor and blaring music— however, noble dances with rigid movements and steps he can memorize? considerably better at those
is not the best conversationalist because he lacks a certain class with it. he skips pleasantries and gets straight to the point. direct, blunt, and impatient. lacks a filter.
his sexuality eludes him for the most part, it’s not something he takes a lot of time thinking about. he’s demisexual, so he can only be attracted (sexually or romantically) to someone he knows and has spent time with. anatomy doesn’t matter to him, but he’s more inexperienced with amabs as opposed to afabs. that’s purely coincidental
he’s uncomfortable with emotional conversations and physical touch because he always assumes the other person is uncomfortable with/during it. he struggles with physical attention the most to the point where people avoid touching him because they believe so steadfastly he does not like it. he’s much more reserved when it comes to people that aren’t within his inner circle of companions
as said previously— he has a way of conversation that’s very direct which aids him when he’s inspiring those like his troops and ahsoka. he won’t hide things from them, and he’ll say his honest piece. and he’ll inspire those around him doing it
doesn’t like pets; likes droids bcos “there’s not a mess to clean up”
programmed c-3po to care because he wanted his mom to be cared for and worried about
any vehicle he uses is used until it’s barely holding together. he doesn’t waste, and that includes swapping ships out for a newer shinier one when his latest model can be fixed with a couple new parts and some elbow grease. besides he’s named it, and once he names it, he feels obligated to keep it running til it dies
has a very specific brand of humor and when he finds something funny it’s usually something odd or unusual. his laughter is contagious and sometimes the surrounding circle laughs simply because he’s the one laughing first
acted like a fuckboy when he was a virgin, used it for attention. however he can’t flirt for shit when he’s talking to someone he actually really likes
insomniac. not just because of premonition dreams, those came later. he has a hard time staying asleep
hobbies include: working out, eating a bantha’s share, searching for a cheap thrill like a fix, learning languages, working on ships and droids that require it when he has the time, sparring
x reader hcs. —
he’s gross and he will take your gum from your mouth with a kiss
likes it when you ask him to open things for you or grab something from the top shelf out of your reach
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Hi! There was a long Jily fic based on the Red album by Taylor Swift. It had James as a bodyguard and Lily as a famous singer. Any hits????
I think this was by @petalstofish and it ended up being taken down, and then published as an original work? I can’t find the fic online so I think it’s the one you’re talking about, but do let me know if my memory is serving me wrong!
Updated 12.10.22!
Its called Fearlessly Yours, Red by Sarah Berry. Goodreads link here!
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hii - love ur account, was just wondering if u cld find this fic, i’ve checked through your account but can’t find it. i think that james was famous (footballer or actor i can’t remember) and he starts going out with lily. he tells her about how his ex girlfriend told a magazine abt his personal life. lily told peter things abt james - not knowing that he worked for a magazine - and then he wrote an article. so say sorry lily writes something to apologise to james. that’s all i can remember. xx
Anyone?
Updated 12.10.22!
Title: Three strikes 'til you’re out
Author: TherestheSnitch
Rating: E
Genre(s): Romance, Smut
Chapters: 11
Word Count: 6,598
Summary: Lily Evans knows nothing about baseball. Or baseball players. She knows even less about James Potter. However, when some bad press risks James’s endorsement deals, Lily finds herself thrown into a fake relationship with him. Can they convince the world they are together and save James from the tabloids? Can Lily keep her heart as she learns about James? Or will they both strike out?
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