#veetxt

[chihirolovebot]

on a real note that bit near the end of the video was genuinely haunting. hearing somerton talk about how gay writers are erased from history was one thing (with all the irony being that he stepped on the backs of numerous underpaid, underprivileged and uncredited queer writers to build his youtube channel) but when h revealed it wasn't even somerton's quote in the first place? the worst, most crushing sort of irony. how do you lament about the erasure of gay people and gay writers in history... whilst erasing a gay writer and taking his words as your own?

[zorualesbian]

i love my best best friends @mastersord and @indiefolkdeathgrips

[sunnygang]

I need a haircut. And a masculine one at that.

[dailypokemonfusion]

fusiondex page had to be deleted because tumblr was breaking the html every time i tried to add new pokemon, tomorrow i’ll update the theme to one with a search bar so you can search for pokemon instead!

[chihirolovebot]

being so normal and regular abt modern domestic physouma . he makes sure phys takes their antidepressants every single day. he knows when theyre having a bad day , when they curl up on the bed or sofa under the weight of a bunch of blankets, head turned against the sunlight , and he's just sort of there, hovering ,never leaving them alone. quietly opens up all the windows and brings them food under the guise of having leftovers . holds them a little tighter when they sleep. and you know he kicks up a fuss if phys doesnt want to share the bed ( or couch, or wherever because ouma can sleep anywhere ) .

like whatever . phys likes buying flowers and plants to look after because it gives them a routine and something to get out of bed for even on days when they dont feel like it. they make ouma sneeze but he'd die before he says anything about it.

theyre both bad at cooking but ouma can make a couple of basic meals and phys likes experimenting . i think phys makes breakfast and ouma makes tea/dinner and beyond that they Scavenge . phys drinks a relentless amount of tea and hot chocolate but ouma isnt allowed caffeine . neither of them like spicy food . phys likes making eggs in the morning but is finicky about texture and finds that the safest way for them to eat them is either as an omelette or hidden in something else ( ouma encourages them to keep making eggs because theyre good for you ) .

they have a strict laundry day because they both know they'd let it slip otherwise , ouma because he hates doing it and phys because they'd get distracted and forget.

phys starts working a salaried job with the professor as soon as they graduate university ( which they do at seventeen or eighteen ) and he buys them a cute little apartment in the city. ouma moves in not long after they get together ( maybe they met at hopes peak .. ? ) and they share the space . and phys watches this apartment with a nice view of osaka turns into Their Home. every time they come home from work exhausted , sensory overload with stuff sticking to their neck and shoes too tight and hair in their face , ready to throw their bag down and scream—they see him . curled up like a cat on the couch or experimenting (to detrimental effects) in the kitchenette or sometimes just waiting for them to come up and they just feel themself light up .

incompatible sleep schedules but once phys is asleep Theyre Asleep so its okay . they go to bed anywhere from 11pm-2am and ouma will go with them but not sleep for ages . combo of fucked up sleep schedule , undiagnosed insomnia and trust issues abt falling asleep in front of someone first . hes a creep and stares at them whilst they sleep bc he finds it kind of adorable and also , like , theres a person so close to him in a way that he never thought there would be , like theyre here and theyre asleep and vulnerable and they trust him and its so surreal he has to jam his fist in his mouth before he screams sometimes . hes a stick insect once hes asleep btw . phys wakes up at 7am and hes clinging to them like a koala bear.

the Big Light never get used . they have so many lamps and phys loves stringlights so much . ouma find fun and cute and creative ones with coloured lights and cute shapes and they hang them up everywhere , all over the doorways and walls, and instead of doors they have those beaded curtains that hang down because they both like how they swish and ouma loves using them to make dramatic entrances and exits .

casual touch . sleepy nights curled up on the couch watching shitty 70s spy flicks , ouma with his back to phys' chest with his head lolling on their shoulder whilst they fiddle with his hair to keep their hands occupied .

[chihirolovebot]

every reader insert fic should have an ostensibly platonic friendship outside of the main love interest that people think is a very cool sweet platonic bond but some part of your brain wants to know what would happen if they got together . for nourishment

[chihirolovebot]

My dealer: got some straight gas 🔥😛 this strain is called “physouma chapter five” 😳 you’ll be zonked out of your gourd 💯

Me: yeah whatever. I don’t feel shit.

5 minutes later: dude I swear I just saw ouma torture the physicist with a cattle prod

My buddy Saihara pacing: the exisal is lying to us

[chihirolovebot]

taking a small kind of unofficial break from sleep awake .. its 2 weeks till i have to hand in my dissertation and i have to start another piece of creative writing for class so safe to say its wringing my brain dry a bit . thank u guys for the patience :3

[chihirolovebot]

hey girl. yeah, no this is—look, your boyfriend's in a real pickle. yeah. yeah, he seems to have drawn the sacrifice card, so... no, i mean, there's not much we can do. hey, okay, he didn't have to lie about being the sage. what? no, you can't come get him. i mean—hey, look, it's outta my hands. the wrigglers are descending already.

[chihirolovebot]

i want whatever kirara from jjk has going on

[chihirolovebot]

dr character designers getting ready to put another female character in a seifuku ( it doesnt have anything to do with their talent theyre just lazy )

[chihirolovebot]

sparkly eyed excited ouma sprite save me . save me sparkly eyed excited ouma sprite .

[chihirolovebot]

back in uni as of tomorrow . weirdly i actually think it will help my writing schedule by giving me more of a routine so i’m hopeful on having the interlude chapter up by the end of the week :3

[chihirolovebot]

i love sleep awake i literally feel like i grew it from my womb and gave birth to it