#vixxen.txt

[mistervixxen]

i love being horny about corruption. it’s like a skill tree for perversion

when i bought this insertable toy, it absolutely did not fit. i couldn’t even wrap my fingers around the widest part of it

but i love being stuffed full and stretched so it hurts

and today i got it to fit! this massive, grub shaped silicon, unyielding and agonizing, shoved into my cunt.

the best part? after a few forced orgasms, i then got the absolutely horror of pushing the damn thing out of me! stretching me wide again as i soaked along the sides of it.

corruption, progress, two sides of the same coin. i’m a very happy fuck toy today

[mistervixxen]

I don’t just want them to fuck me.

I want to be locked into a heavy cloth straight jacket, my arms can’t move, loops and straps on my shoulders and waist let them move me like a rag doll. They take my sight with a blindfold and they take my hearing with noise cancelling headphones. With one last wet kiss, they gag me with a ring gag, so there’s no worry about how much air I’m getting in- they can throw me around however they want and know I can take it.

My thighs are stretched wide over their lap as they sit me down on the largest cock we own. It’s just a little too big for me, but they’re not in a rush. Besides, it’s not like I’m going anywhere.

Maybe they turn on a movie and only fidget with me when they’re bored. Maybe they’re watching every gasp that comes out of my gag. Either way, their hands only leave my hips, leave the pull of and push controlling the cocksleeve my body has become, to tease at my tdick. Maybe they lean close and murmur something in my ear that I still can’t hear. Something about how I’m still too small. They jack me off between two fingers but stop before I get too close to coming.

It’s awful.

There’s a whisper of touch against my cunt, spread wide around the silicone. Some disappointed sound makes its way to my ears. Too tight, if they make me come now, I could hurt myself. It’s for my own good.

They put their hands back on my hips. Maybe they bounce their leg, letting gravity fuck me because they can’t be bothered.

And maybe when they’re bored again, they’ll toy with my tdick. Maybe if I moan just the right way, they’ll let me come. I’d bounce on their cock myself, prove to them that I can take it, but I don’t have the leverage. I can hardly squirm for them. I can’t beg. I just have to hope my cunt gets wet enough to satisfy them.

[mistervixxen]

“you’re a good set of holes for me to use” “what a fun fidget toy you are”

so here’s my pitch. you’re working from home today and i have the day off. gag me and tie me up next to your desk, but not how you think. it might take some work, but if my legs are frog tied and secured up, i should be able to be a functional ink pot for your fingers whenever you get bored. a wet hole waiting and hoisted up at just the right height so you don’t have to reach. the blood might rush to my head a little, but im a good toy, it’ll be fine.

fuck me between meetings, fuck me during meetings and remind me to keep quiet. dont waste a second thinking about getting me off i will whether i want to or not, each one less satisfying than the last as my body just reacts to the endless stimulation, just fidget with me. entertain yourself with my pathetic squirming. ignore the muffled sobs, that’s just like the humming of your laptop as it warms itself for you.

hell, grab an actual pen nib and use me as an actual ink pot. take notes with my cum and torture my cock if i start to dry out.

need a coaster to hold your drink? after a few hours of stuffing fingers in me as wide as they go, i bet your water bottle will fit. or at least it’s funny to watch your toy flinch from the cold. i better not flinch too much tho- i have no idea what punishment would await me if i dropped something.

and at the end of your day, you can unattach me from your desk and spread me out on your bed. it’s a looser fuck that you’d prefer, but your toy might need some percussive maintenance to tighten back up for you. spank my ass, my thighs, my cunt, and jerk yourself off with my body. a fleshlight, a fidget toy, a desk pet, i’m all-in-one for your convenience.

and once you’ve made me messy, just leave me hung up in the shower- i’ll drip dry over a few hours until you want to use me again. no no, don’t listen to the begging and sobbing, i don’t need to orgasm properly unless you want to run a factory reset, and i think you’ll want your settings saved for tomorrow.

[mistervixxen]

yayyy i fit such a big toy inside me so easily, it hurt soo good, i bet i can buy something even bigger now—

[sees blood on the toy when cleaning it]

…fuuuck

[mistervixxen]

holding in my heart that transmasc dom/tops are real ✨🙏✨

[mistervixxen]

local idiot distracted by his own ass in short shorts again

[mistervixxen]

saw a delightful post about validation and kindness for pillow princesses and the blog said men dni, so i’m not reblogging but oh gosh it was such a nice post. i’ve been really struggling with guilt about being a pillow prince. it feels really selfish to me (and tbh i spent a good chunk of therapy crying about it today 😅) but that post just made it seem so beautiful. like being of service for tops in that way was actually wanted and valid.

it’s really hard to imagine stone tops, as a concept, but it’s so nice to hear from them.

[mistervixxen]

“this massage gun is a nice gift but i don’t really work out so idk when i’ll—“

this is THE BEST aftercare for rope bottoming i’ve ever done for myself holy fuck

this post is not an ad but it fucking should be. rope bunnies buy yourself a massage gun. i literally forgot to stretch before getting tied with my hands behind my back today and was worried about my shoulder and now i feel AMAZING

[mistervixxen]

okay here’s the fantasy

i have someone i trust. who respects me. and we brainstorm a scene together where i get drunk. but im such a lightweight and they make fun of me for how quickly i got so loose. and they touch me and touch me and touch me. their hands on my face, in my mouth, on my body, in my cunt. i want to do whatever they want, i want to please them and, the best part, they want to please me too. they fuck me, whatever way feels good to them but it feels good to me. i like being used.

and then they hold me and give me water and wait with me while i sober up.

when i come back to myself and i ask them if they had fun. i can feel that they did, my thighs are still sticky. but they say “yes, love, you were perfect for me” and then i crawl up and kiss them, lips finally returned to feeling, and tell them they were perfect for me too.

anyway, i’m drunk, someone come fuck me please

[mistervixxen]

fine. fuck it. i’ll dom.

but i’m going to be mean about it the entire time.

[mistervixxen]

bioessentialism in kink is bad, my anatomy has nothing to do with my desires, blah blah blah

my cunt is not meant to go this long without something fucking into it. it's not good for me! the natural state of things should be that i get railed on a semiregular basis. if i have to wait much longer without getting stuffed full, im going to develop hysteria

[mistervixxen]

saw art of someone licking tcock so reverently and wet and who do i need to kiss to get my dick sucked like that??

[mistervixxen]

the point of the horny sideblog is to post/reblog without shame

i am NOT going to make a second hornier sideblog for the stuff i’m too embarrassed to post about. if i can’t post it here, i don’t need to post it.

[mistervixxen]

thinking about those posts that talk about being “passive” during sex and conflating “planning” with “physical movement”

i want to be very very veryyyy active in planning a scene. i want to be annoying about it. i almost want to give my Dom a script, but will compromise with a scene outline in bullet points. if i had a Dom who i could hand a work of fiction to and say “let’s do this” id be over the moon. sex is a community theatre stage play and baby i am a very over enthusiastic director. i’ve got! a props list!! i have ideas about lighting design!!!

but i do want to physically move the minimum amount during the scene. i do want to be told what to do and when and how during the scene. i do not want to jerk someone off- i want them to fuck into my body like im their fleshlight.

i am passive in the scene in a way that i want to be “lazy” in the scene. but the idea of being passive outside the scene?? like if the Dom wants to take charge of the planning, i will not say no to that initiative- chase your bliss babe, let me be your toy to play with exactly how you want. you bring your own script and i will happy props manage for you.

but my mind is where i’m doing my best work. you want to brainstorm? i’ll bring the thunder.

[mistervixxen]

nothing makes me more masochistic than competition

who would win : a submissive’s fucked out cunt and over stimulated cock OR a dom’s wrist

i sincerely hope the dom will try again sometime but the agonizing multiple orgasms are almost as fun as winning is, so i doubt they’ll do any better.

[mistervixxen]

my description says “verse” but i’m really bottom leaning…

but i rope top sometimes, so that’s verse, right? i like performing service, that’s kind of topping, right??