#warinsideofmyhead

[thewarmthofmyaloofness]

2018 war inside my head

[bipoandlost-blog]

"New year, new me" -bullshit

2016 was a real mental war for me, I have never been that bottom in my life. I lost friends, a place to call home but the biggest concern was, I lost myself. I didn't know who I was, were was my place to be nor what to do with myself, I still don't. But I truly believe this year I will get my shit together. I know already it will become one hell of a battle, but I can't continue like this. It isn't only ripping apart my will to live but also hurting my close ones, a lot. I can't let them suffer anymore because of me. I just can't.