#what a xuxi

[neednolighttoshine]

For 2,5 years he’s been shunned, holed up, depressed and suicidal. I’m not delusional, if the allegations are true he’s the cause of the same pain and suffering among the women accusing him. All I’m saying is and eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind.

I will never forgive people who intentionally set out to destroy other peoples lives. I’ve seen several people on here, on Twitter and on TikTok already who’s come forward and apologised for lying about being SA’d by Lucas. It makes me sick to my stomach that people will go out of their way to ruin a person like that.

My heart broke while watching the documentary. Seeing him so broken, honest and raw brought out my own buried emotions and made me face them. I’m glad to see him working through it with the help of friends, family and members. And I’m so, so relieved that he’s able to look forwards.

Life is now. You’ll face setbacks, tragedies, grief and sorrows - but you’ll also be faced with joy, happiness, love, inspiration and warmth. Try to enjoy the bright bits of life, and don’t watch as it passes you by.

[veryajunice]

i couldn't watch the documentary without crying. my xuxi... i really don't know what to say, it hurts so much. literally he said that he wanted to die. what if it had happened? what if he had committed suicide? all the stupid creatures would have loved him and been sorry for him if that had happened, right? but after a incident like that, every single those cruel who caused it would have been an 'angel' and said things like "we love you, we are so sorry, we'll miss you etc." right? after it was all over, we would literally have lost someone because of the bullshit they said without knowing anything about the truth. like what happened to moonbin, to sulli, to jonghyun, to hara and to more innocent and beautiful people like them... you remember how they left us? yeah because of some human garbage saying bad things about them, causing them for nothing and bullying them for no reason. what if we had lost one more person again, how would you live with it? even one word you say can change someone's life in every way, you know? a word can make a person live or a word can cause their end...

he was a sunshine but they stole his brightness. he lost his precious smile since then, he looks so fucking tired. when he said he couldn't eat for a while or lost his hair, i couldn't help myself crying, i felt so bad for him. and maybe some people don't know that but every single thing he said he had been through during his hiatus like not getting out of bed or losing appetite etc. are literally major depression symptoms... and it's so sad to see that someone who has the brightest smile like him was in depression like for 6 months or maybe longer... guys, he is a HUMAN like me like you like us.

a fucking stupid sasaeng ruined his life and the most heartbreaking part is that people believed that bich not him and forced him to apologise for something he even hadn't done. and the funnier thing is the "company" haven't done any single thing about it, hah- ah sorry wait the company has done something, right?! yeah just have made him apologise to this shit again and again. even he himself exposed that person, yeah because our really thoughtful (!) company never takes action. so he had to get his life in order.

and the other heartbreaking thing is when he said "i really want to be with them". lucas has always been the sunshine of the group, the mood maker of the group, the giant baby of the group... he has been there for every single of them since the beginning. and actually he still is as we have seen even though the company tried so hard to not make him obvious with a mask and a beanie lol. but you know how nct members are important to him and how he is important to the members. i really don't know how they felt about this situation... especially every wayv member, mark, haechan, chenle, renjun, taeyong and jungwoo. they all couldn't say anything about it and forced to act like nothing happened. but at least it still makes me happy to see them together and supporting each other no matter what.

though everything has been hard, my baby is so strong. i'm so glad he opens his heart to us and sharing hard times he went through. maybe we failed to protect the most loving person, our sunshine but i'm sure he will get over every single bad thing. because he has his fans, his friends, his members... i hope everything will be better for him. he deserves the world. we still love you like the first day our little giant baby. i want to see you smiling brightly again. we care about you a lot, darling. we love you wong yukhei. and i'm looking forward to seeing your new activities! fighting my man!

and one more thing... AAAAY YOOO LUCAS HAS COME BACK TO ATE THE INDUSTRY LIKE HE DID BEFORE BITCHES AND HE IS SO FREAKING GOOD WITH LONG HAIR WHAT THE HAECCKKK OAHH MY GODFD

[kpopcrockpot]

WayV + SungTaro Help You Through a Breakup

gn!reader x WayV (plus SungTaro bc I felt like it)

Beta'd by @livelaughlovehyunjin 💕

Kun

Holds you while you cry, then takes your face in his hands and promises you that you will find love again

You tearfully remind him that your ex was supposed to go to a wedding this weekend with you

“Ah, right. Good thing I have a nice suit. I can buy a tie to match your dress.”

So he escorts you to the wedding and makes sure you get home safely

Ten

He lets you be sad for a night, then insists on helping you bounce back

Takes you dancing and even pays for your drinks

Fully encourages you to dance with people who are willing to buy you drinks

Posts pics of you dancing with strangers to his Instagram story to make sure your ex knows you’re gonna be fine

Winwin

Winwin helps you create a Tinder profile, because he knows a thing or two about collecting men

Xiaojun

Isn’t sure how to help you at first, but he knows he has to do something

After a while of being sad because you’re sad, he asks if you want to listen to music and build legos with him

His reassurances are simple but sweet

“You’re going to be okay. This is for the best.”

Lets you cry on his shoulder and calls Bella over for cuddles

Hendery

Fully supports you but doesn’t know how to show it besides making weird jokes and sending you Tiktoks even though you’re sitting in the same room

But then you happen to be walking through a restaurant with Hendery when you pass your ex, seated at a table with a new lover

Your eyes widen and you quickly follow the host to your table, horrified to see your former other half with someone else so soon

Hendery stops at the new couple’s table and, without saying a word, unscrews the salt shaker and dumps the entire thing into your ex’s drink

Lucas

Boy cannot STAND to see you upset

Like it physically hurts him to know you’re sad

So he brings you a giant teddy bear, tickles you to make you smile, and hugs you when you cry about being single

You pass out on the couch together, and Xuxi holds you tightly in his sleep

Yangyang

“I hate him!” “WE hate him!”

“What an asshole!” “SUCH an asshole!”

“Fuck that guy!” “swearing in German”

Shotaro

You were the one to break up with your ex, but Taro still doesn’t want you to be sad or regretful over it

So he keeps you busy by asking you to review his dance videos and approve them for posting on Tiktok 

He even teaches you a few moves from a dance challenge and grins so big when you do it well on the first try

Sungchan

His texts to you are as follows:

“I’m so sorry :(“

“Where does he live 👀”

He brings you many ice cream pints, and manages to spill the mint chocolate one on himself

[yxkhei]

@jvngwcos​​

Happy 1st wedding anniversary, my love! 

God, feels so crazy that we’re here, but I’m so fucking happy that we are. A whole year married and we haven’t killed each other or driven the other insane, which I clearly consider a massive win here. I know I may be a pain in your ass (figuratively AND literally) but you still shower me in love that sometimes I don’t know I deserve. But when that happens, you always reassure me and let me know that I do deserve this love and I deserve you. This year hasn’t been the easiest for the both of us, but we’ve constantly managed to make the best of it and come out on the other side with a smile on our faces and even more in love than we were before. Which, I didn’t even know was possible, but here we are! 

I’m so proud to call you my husband, and so happy to be your husband. You’ve shown me in all the years we’ve been together what true and unconditional love really us, and I will never take that for granted. I will never take you for granted. I’m so excited to see where life takes the two of us over the next..however many years we’re together and on this planet. I’m always going to be by your side, baby. 

Thank you for loving me and being my partner through everything. I’m going to love you forever.

Your Xuxi. x

First off, some bits from Giorgio Armani. 

Piaget Possession Ring.

Possession Palace decoration ring in 18K rose gold set with one Possession-set brilliant-cut diamond (approx. 0.02 ct).

A specialty wedding photo album.

A star map from the night we got married.

A framed, special print of my wedding vows to you.

A custom 3D Lamp with the photo being from our first dance.

Little love letters from me that’ll last you the whole year!

Salvatore Ferragamo tie...though, you won’t be wearing it like you usually wear ties. Wink wink.

Calvin Klein boxers, with yours truly’s face on it!

Finally..since I we’ve been sharing my car for the last..year or so, I wanted to get you a special one of your own. Here’s your Porche Panamera GTS, baby~ It’s in white, but you can exchange it for another color or a whole different car if you so choose. But I saw this one and knew it would be perfect for you.

[yyukhei]

I just wanna say that I watched the twitter clip of Lucas talking about his mom and I hardcore uwued. Ty for sharing it! Mama's boy xuxi who calls his mom mommy 😭🥺 Also the fact that he said numerous times before that he does miss his family but he's a tough guy (and probably wouldn't admit it/show it) but he eats thai food to remind him of his mom!! 🥹

- ❤️

Same to you!!

Did you see the clip when he said he wouldn't tell his parents when he was hurt as a kid because he didn't want them to worry? And that when he healed he thought he has superpowers. He is literally so sweet.

I know he's sensitive, so I can only imagine what he's been going thru.

[changkis]

changkyun AND xuxi coming out with new music next month WHATS HAPPENING

[22-02-2024]

JUNE, 2023.

June was the month I went back to my forte… as in playing sims BECAUUUSSEEEE I just found a way to crack the DLCs :3 and by cracking the DLCs I mean is using Xuxi’s credit card to buy them all because what do you mean I gotta pay $1200+++ to enjoy all the contents… NO. Anyways I introduced you to Jim Pickens heheheh. I just realized that Sims Gallery can be accessed by all users worldwide and SOMEONE deadass created a Jim sim hahahah there’s no way I won’t download it. I think I have told you that my Jim lives in a smol cottage with his raccoon pet… HAHAHA the raccoon in Sims behaves the exact same way with cattos!! o: and my Jim is currently learning magic like.. wig. I just made him walk past the waterfall and turned out it was the gate to the magical realm hahaha. I want him to be an evil wizard :3

Later on, you asked me if I was ready to move in with you.. you asked me to live together with you. I mean, you had spent around less than a month at my place, not that I minded it but I just thought you were just messing around when you said “Maybe I should move in here.” But I guess you were being veeerrryyyy serious about it. But hey, here comes the plot twist: you asked me to move in with you instead. I told you I have five cats and they’ll have to come with us, and you didn’t mind at all waahhh I love you so much I was so glad to hear that. And so, we began to live together since then <3

Anyways, we visited your parent’s house in June too… you told them in person about our news…… hehehehehehehe they told me the ring was beautiful, too. Eomma looked so excited and couldn’t believe her last son would be the first one to make a move. She wished her well. Appa was excited too –and he was also excited with Gamgammi which we brought with us to your parent’s house.

[sunnygiggless]

Intro Post ✨

hello! you can call me sunny! here’s some facts about me:

pronouns: they/he

age: 20

current interests: kpop, markiplier, overwatch, and writing

kpop ults: ateez, alexa, txt, rolling quartz, day6, itzy, xdinary heroes

you may know me as my previous @ sunny-from-elysium ! long story short this is my new account and i hope you find your way back <3

i have a writing blog!! @sunnysnotebook

!!Disclaimer!!

this is generally a sfw blog, HOWEVER, sometimes i will read something that is nsfw and give it a reblog because supporting writers on tumblr is important. i will be tagging nsfw content as such if you would like to filter that out. you are welcome to still follow just take care of yourselves <3

DNI Info:

do not interact if:

you are uncomfortable with me being 20

you are hateful in any way (that being anything from racist/homophobic/transphobic to just hating on people for what they enjoy)

eaj apologist/eaj anti (jae from day6)

lucas/xuxi anti

other than that, enjoy your stay~ ✨

[sunflower-dancing]

Yuta: *laughs* I’m joking Xuxi. Let her do what she wants.

Well hyung likes serial killer documentaries so maybe...???

[junkhei]

(201226) lucas ♡ make a wish – world stage indonesia 2020

[hwajoongie]

bitch i ??

[clubyukhei]

[fyisuperm]

Baekhyun - 1st Japan mini album / Lucas - Kick Back

[yyukhei]

xuxi's spotify profile has been updated (it's the jalapeno pic) and verified! i come to you with every miniscule lucas news I come accross btw lol

WHAT OMG that actually feels like a sign or something. I mean I don't think he'd ever just randomly come back but why would they update his profile with an unreleased song unless he was planning to release it?!

Also, pls always come to me, I love it and I love you

[22-02-2024]

SEPTEMBER, 2024.

I think my parents heard about what happened to me in August, so next month they announced they wanted to visit us. They even wanted to spent some nights at our place! Papa got way so emotional on the first night. I noticed he went on a talk with you, I never asked you nor him what was between you two because you guys would have told me if y’all wanted to but you didn’t do that, so I guess it was just between you boys. But hey……. He seemed uh, sad and happy at the same time that night? Happy probably because he had never seen me this happy with a man :3 but maybe also sad, knowing that he had to let me go to you. Hehe. You, him, and Xuxi are the only men that will always have a special place in my heart no matter what.

[bwaldorf]

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