#what if he was playing the ling cin and reaping the benefits he could get from me
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Absolutely paralyzed with fear
#what if he really was just joking#what if he was playing the ling cin and reaping the benefits he could get from me#long con***#i just. he joked about saying no and now its all i can think about#if he says no im going to be a mess#at least i know what bus to take to get to moms house#and i could see if sophie has the weekend of and go hang out with her#i could also just. walk into the ocean and never return#if he says no i can go to the beach and throw rocks as hard as i can until i feel better#yeah. its not a big deal. not a big deal at all#i will be crushed if it happens i will but ill be okay. my life will not end if a man i see once every 4 or so months led me on and then#rejects me. knowing i was coming here to ask him to be my boyfriend. knowing i want nothing more than to be wirh him#ill also tell his mom he fucking crushed my heart#god i hope he says yes
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