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SaurusLex in! I can't even female :O

SaurusLex in! Hello guys and gals!

So… okay it was an impulse. Today’s day was so awesome that I had that itchy feeling that I need to share it with the world. Than here it is a blog on tumblr – that’s strange but let’s deal with it. Today being a geek really hit me. Let’s say I’ve got this work – let’s say I work for “Turtle Company” (It’s not its real name obviously – I wouldn’t tell you the real name of it :D) so I work for Turtle Company and most of my colleagues are female. We had break together (me and three other girls) . They were talking about some hairdresser and hair stylist… I had no idea what they were talking about… I was just watching some Resident Evil 7 gameplay in my Star Wars t-shirt and i didn’t bothered anyone. And that made me think… Can I Even Female? And that was the thought that pushed me to write this blog… I don’t know how to be girly girl… I am just myself – geek in adult world. They asked me about my opinion of the hair stylist work… and I didn’t know what to say. I mean it’s good… I think? Come on gals… I’ve got green ombre on my hair… green ombre that one of my best friends did for me… I didn’t visit hairdresser for years – how am I supposed to know? It doesn’t mean I do not look after myself, I just prefer different ways to express myself. I love video games, TV series, movies and theatre I don’t know anything about hairstyles, about what a is fashionable or “cool”. My brain is stuck on lightsabers and The Tardis . That was the thing that pushed me to share my experience with you. Despite of that? Today i spend eight hours at Turtle Company… my brain was… let’s say I loose few IQ points. It’s just a simple work as a member of return and complaints section in Turtle Company. I have a lot of work, and I am always fighting with costumers (no I do not appreciate it that much as somebody may think). What’s more I need to fight my coworkers as well because they just do not think, and when they think… they over think everything. I mean I really like my job, it’s simple, it’s fun (especially when customers are funny) and it’s so far away to what I want to do with myself in the future that’s overwhelming. But at the same time – my life would be so much easier if I were allowed to just sit on my ass and play games. Okey we should stop daydreaming- I am adult (so I heard). But hey! Today I also went with friends to bar to grab some beers. There were a lot of new people. I hope I didn’t scared them off. I can be so weird on first sight. We were in pub where you can play games on Play Station and other consoles – we didn’t play but that’s okay, I had loads of fun anyway. Those are people that I feel comfy with. Now I am going back home – it’s almost midnight and I don’t know what to do with myself. I have some more work to do when I get back. My mum wants me to dye her hair, and I have a lot of college stuff to do for tomorrow. Because I am studying too. I want to be Educator for deaf children. University is strange place. I mean it’s great but people are just more weird then I am… and I don’t know if that’s good. Let’s say it’s some experience and for today’s note let’s be quiet about it. The main point is to just show you that I am person too. Geek is a person, we are fangirling or fanboying strange things, we get overexcited , we love strange things and we are just passionate about what we love. Stick with me and I will tell you about my feelings. What is strange to me (and believe me… there are a lot of things that I find strange and you will find perfectly normal), what’s normal and what’s just not acceptable. And maybe next time if you want to call someone strange you will think two times. Maybe he is strange but for him this little strangeness is perfectly normal?

(P.S. sorry for mistakes – English is not my first language. I think I can get to more people writing in English plus my bosses would not know I am writing about them :D ) SaurusLex out, take care!