#when people ask for it 🙄) but in the way where I’ve gone three winters without buying winter boots for myself even though I have really poor
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#I’m so….stingy and afraid of using money sometimes#(and no not in the stereotypical way of not wanting to buy food or asking for money back#when people ask for it 🙄) but in the way where I’ve gone three winters without buying winter boots for myself even though I have really poor#circulation and get this burning feeling in my feet just going outside when it’s cold#and now we’re in a hotel that my uh… non religion bound godmother got us through some kind of rewards system#and there’s a mini fridge with weight sensors (2)8#(which was empty when we arrived) and I even asked like if we can use it without them demanding money and they still said yes but I was#afraid to put anything in there#when they asked for a 500 sek (~50 eur) deposit that will be returned when I check out I nearly started crying#and I automatically turn the tap to the coldest to wash my hands to save electricity (for the electricity bill)… and yes I know that’s worse#for hygiene … I’m just… Like That…. turn off the lights as quickly as possible for financial and not only environmental reasons…like why am#I like this……#(I know why but I get on my own nerves)#vent#if I’m buying for someone else I’ll spend on whatever they like if it’s within realistic means…but for myself? yeah no… maybe a book a year#or something#I’m so annoying!!!#like I need the house to be sold so I can get the chunk of my savings we spent on mattresses to sleep on back …. I won’t get a job this#summer either and I just…don’t have money
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