#which is true but then irl it’s just kinda. uuh

[cats-in-the-clouds]

sometimes there are traits and style choices that are super cool and sexy in fiction but then when someone in real life chooses to be like that you’re like oh yikes nevermind and then after an unpleasant experience you can never appreciate it in fiction ever again

[madestrcng]

tagged by: @dcputyrook​ tagging: whomest ever

BASICS:

Name: Bee ;w; Age: 22 Pronouns: they / them Sexuality: Gay Zodiac sign: Capricorn  Taken or single: single pringle Four Things About This Blog: ✘ I originally made it to be a John Seed blog while I was still playing through the game, but after considering and playing more of it, I decided on Staci instead.  ✘ Partly why I decided on Staci was because he was similar to a muse I use to play that I missed, and mostly because I found @badwclv​‘s blog in the tags while I was on my personal and I just ???? wanted to have a reason to write with them and I hadn’t seen any blogs for Staci when I looked. So I was the first to write him on here. ✘ uuuuuuh, a lot of Staci’s backstory is based on previous characters I played from other fandoms that I thought were similar, my own personal experience (see below), and some fanfics I had read about him. His secondary verse (cult verse) is heavily influenced by a fanfic actually. Embarrassing to admit haha I just found the story concept and Staci’s development interesting and I wanted to see where I could go with that. ✘ I write Staci as being Native American and had grown up on the Rez. Mostly because I myself am Native American and grew up and lived on an Indian reservation all my life before moving for College. I decided to do this partly because of how Staci looked (nonwhite, dark hair, etc), and also based on the general area of where this might all take place. Montana is home to a lot of different Indigenous tribes, like The Cheyenne, Crow Nation, Bitterroot Salish, Blackfoot, just to name a few. I decided on Blackfoot because their reservation is North of where Hope County is supposed to be set. Idk if that is really that interesting but I just ??? wanted to do it, because not a lot is known about Staci before EG, and I found it as a way to build his character and connect to him more personality. Like, if he and I shared experiences even if they were mundane and small, it would make writing him more real to me?? Idk f that makes sense, but point is that bc of this I created like 5 other FC5 OCs or Other Characters (Wheaty) on my multi who are also Indigenous and I get to thrive??? writing native characters??? Thanks I suck lmao

Three Mun Facts: ✘ I will go the fuck off about character theories or headcanons for the most minor characters ever. I only really do it on discord because I fear being annoying and spamming but, I got some deep ass metas in my head. ✘ I wanted to be a filmmaker since I was 4 years old, and I made some short films in middle school and high school. So when I graduated I moved across the country a month later and went to film school. I graduated with a degree in film & cinematography, and every time I watch Inside Eden’s Gate or any of the shorts made for Far Cry, I cry because I wanna make some shit like that. Super wild. ✘ I can play bass guitar and use to be able to play piano like a mf but I stopped and now I’m really rusty. Anyway, hire me to be your bassist in your punk band ;3c

EXPERIENCE:

How’d you start: I rped Naruto over texting with my best friend in Middle School. Platforms you’ve used:  I pretty much jumped right into tumblr after that, never did the forums or anything. I think for awhile we used skype :0 but I only really rped over skype, email, facebook, and texting on and off for awhile with her. But I found uuuuuh, a Durarara!! rp group randomly like two years later and was like oh???  Anyway, so I’ve used skype, email, tumblr, aim??, facebook, and I now RP on Discord a lot more. Best experience: honestly hard to say, I think when I just met people I really hit it off with and we just meshed well is always the best. But if I have to be specific uuuuh, I once joined an RP group about Gods or something, and I eventually got my best friends to join which is what got them into Rping. Also through it I met another girl who became like, my best friend online for YEARS after that, from age like, 13 to age 20?? And also bc I was a big gay, I fell in love with her which uuh, didn’t end well but point is that, the best part is just making friends who you love and adore who stick with you even after the group or fandom you were in together dies.  Worst experience:  fuck ok honestly, I had someone who would hound me to ship all the time, and would follow me every time I moved blogs. They would constantly hound me to write smut with them (even tho I was underage) and if I said no they would just be like oh well too bad and would start writing their character doing some shit with mine and get really fucking mean to me if I didn’t reply. Also would constantly bug me to reply to them and guilt trip me, even if I wasn’t home to reply or if I was at school, they would get really mean and vicious about it. And would post horrible shit about me on the dash and stuff when I wasn’t home to reply to our threads.

And they would constantly like, play if off like I was the bad guy and the abusive one and was overall just really toxic and super mean to me and my friends? Pushed away my other shipping partners, forced me to tell my best friend I cant ship with her anymore or else??? And we were all like, 14 or 15 at the time when we met them, and they were like, 36 and had a kid and was married. I didn’t get away from them until I was like, 18 :))) and they had made so many people dislike me and shit because of the dumbass stuff they said about me, so I had to leave tumblr for awhile. Anyway when I came back like, months later a bunch of people had come out of the woodwork who I don’t even remember to apologize to me and be like wow some shit went down and this person showed their true colors and everyone kinda realized they were toxic and a liar bc I guess they tried to do it to some other people. It was wild.

MUSE PREFERENCES:

Original or canon: Canon usually Favourite face: oh geez uuuh, i guess Rami Malek since I’ve used him A LOT, or Erin Richards. Least favorite face: idk man, I guess people who use FCs who are dead irl makes me uncomfy. It just feels weird to me :/ Or people who use White FCs for nonwhite characters, sometimes its up to interpretation though like a video game character or something. But when it’s super obvious a poc and they use a white fc it’s super weird for me. Multi or single: both, but I have trouble maintaining a multi.

WRITING PREFERENCES:

Plots or memes: plot usually, sometimes I don’t know what to do with memes or I don’t know what the other writer is comfortable with. I like to hash things out and make a game plan so I don’t screw something up. Best time to write:  I usually write at night, but sometimes I crank out replies during the day if I have time or if the muses suddenly strikes. Do you like your muse(s):   I love all my muses so much it hurts wowie How long (months/years?): uuuuuh, started in 6th grade so uuuuh, 11 or so years now?? Something like that, I feel like my writing peeked in high school but then again, if I look back at it, it was probably all cringy and dark bc I was a little edgelord.

[katemarley]

I’ve Been Tagged....

By @lithugraph​

RULES: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.

🌸 LAST…

Drink: Fruit tea Last phone call: Yesterday, to my dad Last text message: Group text with friends Last song I listened to: “Forsaken Love” by Xandria (their new album Theater of Dimensions is out + this song gives me SpAus feelings xD) Last time I cried: That was while translating Chapter 4 of “All our Yesterdays” by salytierra to German :D (Ah, the feels... I love that chapter!)

🌸 HAVE YOU EVER…

Been cheated on: No Kissed someone and regretted it: More like “been kissed and regretted it”... I was literally taken by surprise and my main thought was “...Did he really just do that? Ew! EW!” Been depressed: Feeling down, yes, but not really depressed Been drunk and thrown up: Thankfully no Kissed a stranger: No Drank hard liquor: ...Does Gin Tonic count? Lost glasses/contacts: Yes, my glasses were literally Gone with the Wind (more like ... blown away by a full-on storm) Been arrested: No Turned someone down: Uh, yes... The first time I did that I was so bad at it... The poor dude, I still feel kinda sorry for him -.- Cried when someone died: Yes

🌸 IN THE PAST YEAR, HAVE YOU…

Made a new friend: Yes Laughed until you cried: No, I usually just laugh until my stomach muscles ache xD Met someone who changed you: No, much less in the past year. Several people I met in the past partly contributed to how I am now, but none of them actually changed me ... or made me change. Found out who your true friends were: More like “found out there are a lot more people who are willing to stand by me in my life than I thought”, but that was three years ago. ^^ Found out someone was talking about you: No

🌸 GENERAL:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: 3 (I think ... There might be more, but if so, I don’t think I follow them on tumblr) Do you have any pets: Sadly no Do you want to change your name: No, it’s been part of me for so long now, I’ve become used to it What time did you wake up this morning: 7am What were you doing last night: RPed Name something you cannot wait for: Changes quite frequently... For the release of the latest album of a favourite band, of the latest volume of a book series I enjoy reading... for the date of a vacation or a con... Things like that. Usually things I have to wait for. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yep, to several Toms, actually :D What’s getting on your nerves rn: My inability to write faster :’) Blood type: I don’t know, actually, but since I know the blood types of my parents, it has to be either 0 or A. Nicknames: Basically short forms of my IRL name Zodiac sign: Taurus Pronouns: She/her Favourite tv show: Uuh, that’s a tough one because I don’t really care about TV shows... I mean I like Kommissar Rex and I’ve been rewatching old episodes over the past months, but I wouldn’t consider that my “favourite” show. Hair colour: Dark blonde Long or short: I like all hair lengths and I’ve actually already had most of them in my life, from a short bob to long hair that goes down to the hips. My preferred hair length for myself is chin length, I’d say, but I still vary it. Crushes: I used to have several in the past, but not lately Tattoos: No, I don’t trust myself I’d still enjoy seeing them after a few years’ time xD Righty or lefty: Lefty

🌸 FIRSTS…

First surgery: Never had a surgery *knocks on wood* Well, except for having enlarged adenoids removed when I was 6 years old First piercing: I don’t even have pierced earlobes xD First best friend: Ramona from kindergarten First sport you joined: Gymnastics, because my mom forced me to when I was still in kindergarten... I hated it. Zero talent. First vacation: The first I remember was a visit to Mainau, an island in Lake Constance

🌸 RIGHT NOW…

Eating: Nothing Drinking: The fruit tea I mentioned before I’m about to: Go to work Listening: To nothing Want kids: Still not sure about that

🌸 WHICH IS BETTER?

Lips or eyes: Eyes Hugs or kisses: Hugs Shorter or taller: Doesn’t matter, I like both Older or younger: Doesn’t matter unless they’re acting immature (not when they’re having fun but on a general basis) Sensitive or loud: Both have their pros and cons. Sensitive, rather Hook up or relationship: Relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: Not a troublemaker

🌸 DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

Miracles: Depends on the definition of “miracle”, I’d say... If a miracle is something exceptionally good that happens to you out of the blue, then yes Love at first sight: Yes, because it happened to me once Heaven: Yes Santa Claus: If by Santa Claus you mean St Nicholas of Myra who lived from 15 March 270 to 6 December 343, then yes...

I tag: @thegoliathbeetle and @salytierra, but only if you like to do this. Feel free to just ignore it if you don’t. ^^