#why does this hurt sm
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Currently trying to not cry because I got a cartilage piercing and it's still sore so whenever I go to put my headphones on a wave of pain hits me and I'm just one step closer to overstimulation.
#head in hands#it looks so nice too#why does this hurt sm#if it's not my headphones hitting it it's my glasses#jay's tism thoughts#autizzy#overstimulation#overstimulated
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"beti chandi ho ya lakshmi tumko itna farak kyu padta hai agar maa baap khush hain apni beti ke saath"
#gaurav was so right about this👍🏼#rant because im tired#yes im the only child and yes im trying to be responsible enough#no i need no male sibling or another sibling because im my parents daughter and i understand my responsibilities#my parents saw me and thought im the most perfect thing ever and no they are perfectly healthy but never tried for another stfu please#if my parents aint that bothered then why does it hurt you sm man#why is the same thing appreciated when its an only son ?#im their very potential child who also does witchcraft so hesitate to say anything🥰🔪
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Honestly.. this is really fucking me up.
He hasn’t responded. He’s probably not going to.
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How does someone go from being someone who you feel you can trust with all your vulnerabilities… commits to shaping goals for you within your dynamic. Talks to you for most of the week, every week for over four months… then fucking this. Nothing.
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Are we just never going to speak again?
#why does it hurt so much differently/more when it’s your dom#I fucking hate this.#I’ve been crying off and on since Tuesday night.#sub thoughts#sub thots#d/s sub#d/s blog#d/s#bd/sm community#subby thoughts#d/s dynamic
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Fully hating here. Politely maam? never write again 🥰
#i am KINKSHAMING#FULL HATE I AM BEING A HATER#that would HURT?!#I fucking hate booktok so fucking much#i HATE!!!! booktok!!!#this is coming from someone who likes!!! romance books!!!!#I like smutty nonsense!#also fully being a hater again i fucking hate!!! tiktok writing#why does she spell h1s like that but then writes string normally#i am being a HATER!!!!!!#booktok#romance books#i hate booktok sm#HATE!!!!#Im an entire freak but the tiktok writing and the booktok and the everything about this makes me legit angry#im so tired of people writing tropes rather than story#fanfic friends???? nothing u could ever do would be as bad as this
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unfortunately, in order to learn how to draw Dragonborns, you have to draw Dragonborns
#i love them sm but ive never really drawn reptilian characters or anything#so this is like running headfirst into a rock and asking ‘why does my head hurt’#like I KNOW why im struggling with it#just need to visualise them in my style (<- the horrors)#a-drama-addict speaks
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mfer has NO light in his eyes
#why would they do this 😭😭😭#at first I was like oh it’s just the art style - but then chuuya HAS light in his eyes??#why does this hurt sm???#beast dazai#bsd dazai#sierra’s posts 🌸
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it is absolutely wild the way i’ve allowed people to treat me
#every year i write an end of year recap i’ve been doing it since 2019#this year So much happened but one of the big things was breaking up with my ex#and it genuinely blows my mind how badly i was treated and the fact i stayed as long as i did#year and a half of clownery when i knew after 4 months i’d been sold a lie 😭#i feel so bad for past me because girlie you didnt deserve that!! nobody does!!!#it’s helped me sm in my current relationship because i know what it’s like to be the collateral for someone’s self hatred#it’s motivated me to heal and develop self esteem so i dont do that to my wonderful partner#they have really shown me what love is and let me tell you! it’s nothing i experienced with my ex!#mind blowing mind boggling i am never letting Anyone treat me that appallingly ever again#literally crazy i wish her a lot of healing and growth cos goddamn how are you terrified of being a bad person yet treat people like you#treated me. no wayyyy no way#i so believe in that thing of what people are most scared of they’re most likely to do#goddamn! 2023 man. wild time#valentina talks#i definitely made many a mistake which is why im not really like. Angry at her because i understand and i’ve had to change a lot and grow a#lot too. i think everyone just is perpetually making mistakes and growing and that’s okay. but it doesn’t mean the people you hurt need to#forgive you or think your actions were okay#just yeesh. i’m glad it’s over and i moved on
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im doing a full rewatch of black sails bc i am maybe hyperfixating and it seems like the kinda show u need to watch twice to pick up all the foreshadowing and parallels, and man the anne and max plot shit is pissing me off just as much if not more than the first watch
#girl why the fuck do we need to see max be mistreated and hurt a third time in a row with absolutely nothing in return#esp bc annes animosity comes from nowhere and does nothing and would just as easily be replaced with simple distance or pettiness if#they wanted to keep the internalized homophobia thing#why does max need to suffer for annes emotional arc#now that i know how max's arc ends (with almost nothing of the same effort and symbolism given to other characters) it bothers me sm#that this is the relationship that ends up defining her#my post#black sails
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i feel tired after just THINKING about detangling my hair
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good afternoon my throat is swollen and my head hurts how is ur time going
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i wanna draw in the sketchbook i bought soooo bad but im so fuckn tired from today, bc i didnt even sleep last night, and ive been up for 24hrs now. plus my like, Entire body hurts from pt + walking + standing + my watch
yeaaa ok i think im gonna just lay down for a bit and not do anything, bc my joints feel so fucked up rn
#sorry why does tumblr keep trying to suggest a fake tag for this and then fuck with me#WHAT DID THEY DO TO THE POST MAKER. NOT EVEN THE EDITOR IT WASNT LIKE THIS ON OTHER POSTS#this is so much harder to make tags what the fuck#anyway. yeah literally my wrist hurts bc i started wearing a watch again. no i dont know why it gives me honest to god carpal tunnel#just for wearing a fucking watch#gordon.doc#i bought the sketchbook to do tradit sketching and just fucking around w how to draw bc digital is grinding my gears rn for sm reason#but urgh. body hurty.#got up at 6pm yesterday and its not 6 25pm#i dont even feel like Sleepy tired i just wanna lay down to rest my body
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thinkin bout. 2 gay alternates kissing. holding hands. developing their relationship nd morality. one is in pursuit of gabriel and wants to kill him/every other alternate and the other still worships gabriel and will do whatever he says and so these 2 most likely have a long drawn out hard battle that ends in heartbreak and close to death bc their goals and life clash at this peak. but then they kiss again....
#tanner talks#OBVIOUSLY thinkin bout T nd watchman's dynamic#T: hey so i need to kill gabriel. i will have his head on a stick and nothing can stop me#watchman who is conflicted with this info nd knows he needs to kill T to protect gabe: ok so ur about to hate me but- (ATTACKS)#ough..... theyre both distraught nd conflicted nd T is like please i dont want to hurt you dont make me do this#nd theres so much tears nd heartache in the battle but also a longing sense of softness and hesitation#(pats my face) these 2. oh my gawdddd. i think about this scenario sm bc its gonna come up as a conflict sooner or later#and it could make or break em....#i think about em so often......#or when T is successful in killing gabriel then how does watchman react...#T: (holding gabe's head in his hand and bloody and almost dead) i did it.#watchman: (UTTERLY HORRIFIED.)#nd then how that conflict would pan out...#T is just i did this for you and for every innocent person and for me and i love you#and watchman is just you killed my lord nd my father. if you loved me why didnt you listen to me#STAWWWWPPPPP IM THINKING BOUT THIS SM MAYBE THEY WOULD FIGHT AGAIN... OH LORDDDDD#i want these 2 to just kiss nd hold nd melt into each other and have so many emotions.....#maybe have a kid they share bc they both kill 6 and are able to get some kids back.... idkidk....#SORRY im rambling sm..... these 2 gay demons oh lord....
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I think it’s interesting how they mentioned how alice tries to go back to alfred after her book is torn apart, and the red cross nurse clocks it and screams at her. all this time I thought the red cross nurse was screaming at harold for jumping onto the bed, but turns out she’s screaming at alice for trying to go back to alfred.
#it makes sm sense now why alice responded that way like. all this time I thought she was just defending harold sdfhsdjf#I think we just couldnt tell bc the video (which we all totally watched) was focused on harold when the nurse started shouting#I mean its also possible she’s screaming at both of them lol#it also goes to show that alice would've read to alfred anyways even without the book since she does know it all by heart. the book was#just one of the only treasures they have left so it being ripped apart hurt them both :')#maybe if the nurse didnt interrupt alice wouldnt have imagined the whole tube station to be part of the story. maybe if she was allowed to#actually spend time w alfred. just maybe tho#alice by heart#doggo rambles
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