#why they gotta do my wife like that WAHH

[skitskatdacat63]

I DONT WANNA WATCH JJK ANYMORE

[cosmosrival]

hey ree!! i love your art so very much, it's lovely and it also helped me reconsider my opinion of kama for the better (their design really turned me off at first rip...) so thank you so much for that! tho what i wanted to message you for was to ask where i can read up on kama's lore and background? i don't follow jp fgo very closely so i'm not sure where to start and idk if just reading wiki entries for them would be very helpful. ty for reading wahh i hope you're having a nice day!

THIS IS... A MESSAGE SENT BY AN ANGEL I THINK???????? RIGHT AFTER MY KAMA RANT.....

THANK U SO MUCH FOR THIS, it means sosososososo much !!! and you’re very welcome !!! ;_;/ i feel you a lot because i used to be just like you !!! then i saw their third ascension and... Oh... Oh... The Galaxy Theme... me, a space nerd... i will look at them shyly from afar. i will just gaze at them from far away and not involve myself in the fandom......

......but then i was like I THINK I SHOULD DRAW THEM AT LEAST ONCE. AND DECIDED TO COME BACK FULL FORCE AFTER A BAD DEPRESSIVE EPISODE (with the help of some fgo mutuals too c’: ) and here we are!!! 

(i put u on my lap like i’m a grandpa telling a story) i’m going to be honest: there’s still a lot about the God themselves that i don’t know yet !! but from what i’ve read, their bio on the FGO wiki is actually pretty accurate when it comes to their backstory, their trauma and most importantly: their anger !!

FGO has chosen to focus on Kamadeva himself and the moment Shiva murdered him. Indian mythology can get confusing in the sense that: THERES A LOT OF REINCARNATIONS EVERYWHERE and i can barely keep track of them all (RAMA HIMSELF IS A REINCARNATION TOO) !! i know that kama gets reincarnated as well after his death, but FGO has chosen to simply freeze the original Kamadeva in time and add him to the Throne just like that. The FGO timeline is very different from the original indian mythology because in FGO, Rati who’s his consort and wife doesnt exist because DW wanted to make space for the masters to insert themselves !! which is why teaching kama about romantic love is the main drive point for master x kama ships !! and thats totally fine, kiss a horny god, BE FREE 💖 (but i think that bc of this, we’ll never have a Rati servant and i’m... :((( )

this FGO timeline can have its bad sides too unfortunately since DW has chosen to give kama a child first ascension to symbolize the different types of love (which is why theyre a lot less innocent in their final ascension) and obviously, it caters to creeps and i can totally understand why people would be put off by Kama in general because of this. it was a bad move for such a beautifully designed servant imo. which is why i’m going to keep away from it !! the only first ascension kama content you’ll see from me is just kama and ishtar acting like cute sisters !!

anyway !!

my main sources for reading about them are... their fgo wiki page since we all gotta start somewhere and this felt like the easiest place to do so!! 

their bond craft essence translation is also very interesting !! since their FGO timeline self is basically the main part of the cake !! THEN COMES THE FILLINGS 

kamadeva’s wiki page helped me quite a lot !! their french wiki page told me a lot of additional info not available in english and i was like :O !!! so if ur not an english speaker, make sure to check their wiki page in another language u know!! 

then ofc there’s tons of other websites u could check and read upon (AND ALSO !!! ASK ACTUAL HINDU PEOPLE IF U KNOW SOME THAT ARE INTERESTED IN MYTHOLOGY) !! for my part, ive been just scouting pages at random and looking up articles of their backstory and creation as well as the hindu god family tree... BUT EVEN THEN, there were a LOT of texts contradicting eachother and many sources that said one thing then another one said something else and... yeah. IT CAN GET CONFUSING VERY FAST

in some texts it says that kama is the son of brahma but in other sources, it says that kama was simply born Like That ? because kama (lustful love) is just a concept originally !! IT... IT ALL COMES DOWN TO HEADCANONS IN THE END, REALLY. 

it’ll always be a fun journey to find lore tho !! bc mythology is fun c:

I HOPE THIS HELPED U SOMEWHAT... !! if u have any precise questions about their lore though i’ll try to answer as best as i can!!!! and if i cant answer, i’ll ask one of my hindu friends about it !!! :D 

[sanhatation]

Wahh I'm so sorry I haven't sent an ask in like forever! BUT OMG YOUR CALLIGRAPHY!! IS THERE ANYTHING YOU CAN'T DO AHSJDGH I'm learning how to do calligraphy but I only know how to do the lettering sjdkjd how do you make it look so nice!? You're so creative!! I think you stole my talent when I was born 😩 what are some of your hobbies? Or things you like to do? Also have have you been!? Let's see I really love quotes but one of them has stuck with me for awhile now (1/4) -⛄

“People can be so quiet about their pain that you forget they’re hurting. That’s why it’s so important to be kind” those quotes are so beautiful and inspiring I love them!! I think my least favorite song hmmm it used to be cotton candy and star because idk they just didn’t…… Interest me or like call to me idk if that meshes sense but I think cotton candy has grown on me I listen to I a lot more but star idk it still doesn’t have that spark but I really love the lyrics (2/4) -⛄

Astros lyrics are so pretty! My favorite songs hmm I never really thought about it…… The first one that pod into my head is again or lonely I think I those two would have to be my favorite I can listen to them all the time and I keep thinking of sanha’s “hey hello” sjdkjd yes’!! Ahem then mj’s “I’m lonely againnn” I really like how it sounds because it’s like a soft sort of upbeat song if that makes sense but for again I always think of the dance practice video which I loVED omg (¾) - ⛄

That one move!! You know what move in talking about!? During the “떠오르네” I think that part..!!! oml it kills me!! And JUST LOVE HOW THEY ALL LOOK (especially sanha he be killing me!!) and then I also really like how thus me sounds as well and jinjin’s rap I’M!! I LOVE HIS VOICE HE BE SKATING!! And his little twirl AHH! Aha sorry this turned out to be really long 😅 (4/4) -⛄

AAHH thank u so much!!!! i think i picked up calligraphy a little over a year ago??? so ive been practicing a lot ;; and my hobbies yeet i have a lot tbh i love to sing, do graphic design, really any kind of visual art but especially calligraphy, line art, zentangles and painting !! and i enjoy dancing too even tho my skill is …questionable…and i also love photography, acting,,…fashion….astro…

tbh ive been GREAT !!!! smth exciting that happened this week was my sister came home and just last night my brother and his wife arrived and wow its the first time in five years that my whole family is all together !!!! my eldest sister has been in korea..my other sister has been in california..my brother has been at college…so ya its vvvv exciting!!!!! how are YOU?

thats a beautiful quote i love it!!! and i agree. kindness is so important, and when it comes down to it its all that rly matters!!! absolutely no point in being mean or rude for no reason

OK TBH IM SHOCKED !!!! i think Star is definitely a Fandom Fav^TM so ive never heard anyone who’s just eh abt it !! the lyrics to star pull me in so much and the melody itself is v me ig so i love her ! i get that tho, some songs just dont click….sis i love Miss cotton candy tbh she’s probably one of my faves too (a moment of silence for jinjin’s “GIBUNI JOA LA LA LA”) 

dude lonely is honestly so underrated. i cant figure out how to explain it…..it’s like……so chill yet so energized? like idk how else to put it other than it perfectly PERFECTLY captures the feeling of Fall???? like ?? there’s some sort of serenity to the breeze and falling leaves yet there’s like…a spark??? an energy and warmth???? aHHH THERES NO WORDS TO DO IT JUSTICE !!! but i know u know what i mean

again….shouldve held on…..she is so beautiful yet sometimes i still Cannot Believe astro produced that song when they did. like i cant even believe its real????? like WOW we didnt deserve her honestly

the dance practice????? we dont TALK abt her……………that One Move…yes i know exactly what ur talking abt and its off limits im sensitive why are they so loud…..literally everything abt the choreography is just so !!!!!!!!!!! BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i gotta say i think my favorite part is legit when they do like the rly cool “blindfold” move !!!! AND ofc moonrock’s SICK spins…and ugh u right they looked so good fhhsasdlkj i love skinny jean-stro

“HE BE SKATING” I CACKLED GHDJSAJ U RIGHT THO ! u ever just think abt his voice in Lie and just :( that man has so much Technique idek anything abt rap but he has TECHNIQUE OKAY

(PS i love reading ur long messages so dont be sorry!!)