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worldbuilding for your fave school of magic if you have one? thats what ive been doing w the light (though tbh elemental is my fave recently) if u mean story though tbh bogha and pitka kinda intrigue me from what little ive seen of em 🤔

i dont know much about the magic itself in warcraft. arete worships the light, but the naaru make her uncomfortable. back in BC a friend once made the comparison: “Imagine if aliens came to Earth and said, ‘Oh, you guys worship Jesus? Hey, we know him. In fact, here he is.’ That’s basically what seeing the naaru is like for mortal races on Azeroth.” the one caveat of course is that Arete is undead, and so to wield the light causes her physical pain. her story is defined by her martyrdom and how it persists even through to her undeath. she is willing to take on the pain of others if it will heal the people she cares about, and in the back of her mind she probably thinks that one day she will be rewarded with the restoration of her own life after restoring so many others’. but the world, nor the light, is kind to undead.

As for Bogha and Pitka, they are two outcasts united through mutual interest. “Symbiosis” is the emblem of their relationship and the grounds on which they continue to travel together; the moment either of them fails to benefit from the arrangement, they plan to part ways. Though this initially began as something mercantile through their adventures together, it has evolved to a deliberate drive to maintain that symbiosis. Both of them slowly and cautiously reveal scraps of the lives they once lived upon realizing neither of them want to return to their origins.

Pitka comes from a family of jewelers in Alterac. Both miners and appraisers, her family has been involved in both the acquisition of precious gems and production of jewelry for generations. However, when Perenolde betrayed the Alliance and sold out Alterac to the old Horde, it disrupted her family’s operations and they all scattered to the wind, coveting what fragments of the overall fortune they could. By the time Pitka was born, much of what remained had been frittered away, but nevertheless the Syndicate and other travelling bandits dogged her family for years hoping to scrape up any possible remnants. Now-estranged family members hired thieves and even assassins to attack their own relatives for the little that remained, but her own parents relocated many of the heirlooms (and Pitka’s potential dowry) for their own benefit. Fed up with being burdened by a fortune she could not even claim, Pitka left her home and family reputation behind to forge an entirely new identity for herself. No stranger to dirt nor design, Pitka’s mining and jewelrymaking talents have kept her afloat. She must be careful, however, lest she be discovered as the heiress of the lost fortune.

Bogha hails from the Thunderlord clan, another group in Warcraft’s history that dissipated due to poor decision-making. Being born into an already-broken Outland, Bogha was de-facto raised a soldier. His lean frame led him to develop agile berserker tactics and hunting skills over brute strength. He expressed an interest in shamanism over fighting, but by this time it was a lost art to the Thunderlord clan. Regardless, in coming from a culture which prioritized teamwork as a key to victory, Bogha stuck by his clan through the reopening of the Dark Portal and committed many reprehensible acts in the name of unity. Then, after witnessing his many brethren become fel orcs, he dissented and hid among Horde squadrons, self-exiling to Azeroth. Consumed by shame but desperate for community, Bogha traveled to the most remote corner of orc-friendly lands that he could: Quel’thalas. He took up residence with a dance troupe in Silvermoon, despite knowing he was treated more as a novelty than a member, and made his living both as a performer and a scribe. His fluid movements from years of battle and natural lightness on his feet as a hunter belied a grace atypical for orcs, evoked also in his bold yet beautiful calligraphy. When the ostracization from the blood elves became too much, Bogha tried and failed in other communities and then ultimately resigned himself to a solitary life. Wedged between a world he regrets and a world where he doesn’t seem to belong, Bogha now travels in search of somewhere to heal the wounds of the past while nurturing his dreams of the future. 

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There are a lot of best free Mac games that are available. You can download and try it everything if you want to. Just uninstall those games that you did not find interesting or not your style. Uninstalling those free games can save you space for new applications that you may find interesting.

Be sure to uninstall it properly and not just dragging it directly to the bin. Or else associated files of the uninstalled games will pile and eat up space of your Mac hard drive. So it is necessary to uninstall applications properly.

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Section 1: What are the Best free Mac games?

Games are one of the best things to entertain yourself or spend your leisure time. It is also a good way to release your stress and keep yourself from getting bored.

There are a lot of free games available for Mac that you can choose from. Although the word 'FREE' does not mean that all features and special skills or power would be available. You may need to buy or pay for it. Nonetheless, even without buying or availing those features, you can still enjoy the free features the games has to offer.

The top 8 games listed below are the best of the best free games for Mac. It will surely be fun even without spending a penny on in-app purchases.

So read on and choose your games wisely!

Top 1 - Fortnite

Survival games are the trend these days. Fortnite is one of the best survival games that you can enjoy on your Mac for free. Battle with your friends and be the one to survive amongst 100 players.

You also have the choice to unlock other weapons and skin by buying it. Nonetheless, you can still enjoy and have fun with your friends playing Fortnite to the fullest for free.

Top 2. Starcraft II

Plan and strategize to win the intergalactic war. Starcraft II is the best strategic game for your Mac. Although you need to pay to unlock all features of the game, it is still worthy of your time. You can enjoy playing the three-story commanders and Wings of Liberty story campaign for free.

Top 3. Contract Killer 2

If you like shooting games and dream to be an expert long-range shooter, then Contract Killer 2 is the game for you. As said on the game's name, you will play the role of an assassin and kill your targets before they see you. It is the perfect games for people like suspense and action.

Top 4. Counter-Strike: Global Offensive

If you grew up playing the old version of Counter-Strike, then you should try this. Counter-Strike: Global Offensive or also known as Counter-Strike GO has the same gameplay as the old version. But with new maps, characters, and weapons that you can enjoy for free on your Mac devices.

Top 5. Speluky

We all grew up with Super Mario. One of the favorite adventure game of all time. It has simple gameplay yet very addictive. Jumps around enemies, explore different worlds, collect money and save the princess.

Speluky almost has the same vibe as Super Mario. However, in Speluky you do not save a princess and explore different worlds. Instead, you explore different underground tunnels to collect treasures without falling into traps and enemies.

Top 6. Super TuxKart

If you are searching for the best racing game, then this is it. It has 21 tracks within the storyline that you have to unlock. You can also customize your kart by adding some add-ons. Also, you can play it as a single player or multiplayer with your friends.

Top 7. Hearthstone

Hearthstone is the best card game for your Mac. Collect different Warcraft cards of spells, weapons, and pones that you can use to customize your deck. Hearthstone is easy and absolutely free to play.

Top 8. Canabalt

Canabalt is one of the best running game today. It is not just some typical running game with a simple run and turns gameplay. Canabalt obstacles are one of the best with jumping and running on different sites. You will surely never get bored with Canabalt.

Section 2: How to uninstall properly game applications on Mac devices?

If you got bored with a game, you probably want to uninstall the application and delete all associated files with it. Well, dragging that application straight to the bin will not complete and efficiently do the work.

Doing the proper way can be done manually or using a third-party application. If you want to manually uninstall the application and delete its files, then you need to allot time or it. It may take you some time to search and browse each folder on of your Mac hard drive for the application's associated files. Manual cleaning does not really guarantee a 100% efficient way to uninstall applications and clean all associated files on your Mac.

So, the best choice would be using a third-party uninstaller and PowerMyMac is the one for the job. With just some few clicks away, it will uninstall applications and delete its associated files. Leaving your Mac hard drive more space for newer applications and files.

Here is how you uninstall applications and associated files using the FoneDog PowerMyMac. With just 8 easy steps, you can now have more space for your Mac hard drive.

Step One: Installation of PowerMyMac

Go the website of FoneDog. Download the tool PowerMyMac. It will take a couple of minutes to finish the download of the tool. Install the PowerMyMac on your device. Wait for until the installation is completed.

Step Two: Running the PowerMyMac - Uninstaller

Launch the PowerMyMac.

It will display different system status of your Mac. Select the Uninstaller within the ToolKit button.

Therefore, click the ToolKit button and select the Uninstaller button after.

Step Three: Browsing of Applications on your device

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Click the Scan icon on the lower right of the device screen. Scanning progress will be shown at the left corner of your device screen represented by a circle.

For a Re-scan, simply click the scan icon again. PowerMyMac will start to scan your device again.

Step Four: View scanned Applications

Select the View button. Navigate into the application’s list. On the left side, you will see the installed application on your device.

Step Five: Locating the Game Application

You can browse through the application list and find the game application to be deleted. For an alternative, type the name of the game application at the search bar located on top. Select the game application and it will expand the files under it. The program will flash it on the right corner of your device screen.

Step Six: Choose the Game Application to Clean

Select all of the associated files and folders of the game application.

You can as well browse each folder to be deleted onto the Sort By nearby the Select All button.

Step Seven: Start the Uninstallation of the Application

Click Clean icon located at the lower right of your device screen.

Step 8: Finished!

Select 'Confirm' to finish the process. The process will end after a couple of minutes.

Section 3: Wrapping Up

Mac devices are a useful and handy device where you can do your work and at the same time spend your leisure time by playing free Mac games. With the Top 6 best free Mac games listed above, spending your free time will be surely more fun playing with those games. Boredom will never come your way with the game listed above. WARNING, the Top 6 free Mac games can be very addictive. So make sure you can limit yourself in playing.

But if you get tired and starting to crave some new adventure, just make sure to uninstall properly the game along with its files. Dragging the game into the Mac bin is not the right way to do it. It will just leave some cluttered files on your device. And, if you keep doing it the wrong way, cluttered files will pile and eat up space of your Mac hard drive.

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If you want to uninstall games and its files, then allow PowerMyMac to do the process for you. You will not have to worry that some files may have been left from the process. Because PowerMyMac will surely completely delete everything without any trace leaving behind.

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Saga Frontier

Sailor Moon R

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Sailor Moon: Sailor Stars

Saint Seiya: The Lost Canvas

Saiyuki

Saiyuki Reload

Sakizo's Illustration Artwork

Samurai Warriors 4

Samurai X: Trust and Betrayal

Sankarea

Scissors Crown

Scrapped Princess

Searching for the Full Moon

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi

Sengoku Basara

Sengoku Basara 4

Seraph of the End

Shaman King

Sheep Farm in Sugarland

Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso

Shiki

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Shining Blade

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Show By Rock!!

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Sleeping Beauty

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Starry Sky

Suicide Squad

Super Danganronpa 2

Super Mario Bros

Super Mario Galaxy

Sweet Pool

Sword Art Online

Syokugeki no Soma

Syunya Yamashita’s Figurine

[ T ]

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Tales of Zestiria

Tamako Market

Tamen de Gushi

Tangled

Tarzan

Tasogare Otome x Amnesia

Tekken

Tekken Tag Tournament 2

Ten Count

Their Story

The Cain Saga

The Chiral Night

The Devil Is A Part-Timer!

The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya

The Exiled Realm of Arborea

The Familiar of Zero

The Flower We Saw That Day

The Idolm@ster

The Idolm@ster 2

The Idolm@ster Cinderella Girls

The Irregular at Magic High School

The King of Fighters

The Last Story

The Legend of Zelda

The Little Mermaid

The Maid Fuku to Kikanjuu

The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

The Nightmare Before Christmas

The Pale Horse

The Prince of Tennis

The Riddle Story of Devil

The Seven Deadly Sins

The Seven Heroes and Five Gallants

The Touhou Project

The Tyrant Falls in Love

Thor

Tiger & Bunny

To Aru Kagaku no Railgun

To Love Ru

To Love Ru Darkness

Togainu no Chi

Tokimeki Restaurant: Koi no Recipe de Tsukamaete

Tokyo Ghoul

Toradora!

Touhou Fuujinroku Mountain of Faith

Touhou Niji Sousaku Doujin

Touken Ranbu

Tower of Saviors

Toxic

Trinity Blood

Trickster

Tsubasa Chronicle

Tsukiuta

Tunshicangqiong On Line

[ U ]

Ultra Street Fighter IV

Un-Go

Unbreakable Machine-Doll

Ungo

Unlight

Unofficial Sentai Akibaranger

Urusei Yatsura

Uta no Prince-sama

Utau

[ V ]

Vampire Knight

Vocaloid

[ W ]

Wand of Fortune

Warm Bodies

When They Cry 3

White Album 2

Wolf Girl and Black Prince

Working!!

World of Warcraft

[ X ]

xxxHOLIC

[ Y ]

Yamada-kun and the Seven Witches

Yosuga no Sora

Your Lie in April

Yowamushi Pedal

Yumeiro Patissiere

Yuri Kuma Arashi

Yuri!! On Ice

[ Z ]

Zankyou no Terror

Zone-00

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Ace of Diamond

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Air

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AKB48

Aldnoah.Zero

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[ C ]

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Catherine

Chaos Online

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Clannad

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Cookie Run

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Durarara!!

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[ E ]

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Marginal4

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ME!ME!ME!

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Mobile Suit Gundam Seed Destiny

Monster Hunter

Mujihi na Otoko

[ N ]

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Nanatsu no Taizai

Naruto: Shippuden

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Neon Genesis Evangelion

Neuro: Supernatural Detective

Nico Nico Douga Jikkyou Play

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No Game No Life

Noblesse

Noragami

NORN9

Nourin

Nurarihyon no Mago

Nyotaria

[ O ]

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Ore no Imouto ga Konnani Kawaii Wake ga Nai

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Original Character

Oumagatoki Kaidan Romance

Ouran High School Host Club

Overwatch

Owari no Seraph

Pandora Hearts

Panty & Stocking with Garterbelt

[ P ]

Pandora Hearts

Paradise Kiss

Persona 3

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Persona 4: Dancing All Night

Petshop of Horrors

Pinocchio

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Prunus Girl

Psycho-Pass

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Puri Para

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[ Q ]

Quan Zhi Gao Shou

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Rage of Bahamut

Ranma 1/2

Re:Zero kara Hajimeru Isekai Seikatsu

Reiko the Zombie Shop

Reines des Fleurs

Repo! The Genetic Opera

Resident Evil: Revelations

RG Veda

Riddle Story of Devil

Rise of the Guardians

Rozen Maiden

Rozen Maiden: Traumend

RPG Maid Lounge Bar

Rurouni Kenshin: Meiji Kenkaku Romantan

RWBY

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Saenai Heroine no Sodatekata

Saekano: How to Raise a Boring Girlfriend

Saga Frontier

Sailor Moon R

Sailor Moon S

Sailor Moon: Sailor Stars

Saint Seiya: The Lost Canvas

Saiyuki

Saiyuki Reload

Sakizo's Illustration Artwork

Samurai Warriors 4

Samurai X: Trust and Betrayal

Sankarea

Scissors Crown

Scrapped Princess

Searching for the Full Moon

Sekaiichi Hatsukoi

Sengoku Basara

Sengoku Basara 4

Seraph of the End

Shaman King

Sheep Farm in Sugarland

Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso

Shiki

Shingeki no Bahamut

Shingeki no Kyojin

Shining Blade

Shining Hearts

Shining Tears X Wind

Show By Rock!!

Silent Hill

Silent Hill 2

Skullgirls

Sky Doll

Sleeping Beauty

Sora no Otoshimono

Soul Eater

Sound Horizon

Space Battleship Yamato 2199

Spice and Wolf

Spirited Away

Starry Sky

Suicide Squad

Super Danganronpa 2

Super Mario Bros

Super Mario Galaxy

Sweet Pool

Sword Art Online

Syokugeki no Soma

Syunya Yamashita’s Figurine

[ T ]

Tales of Vesperia

Tales of Xillia

Tales of Zestiria

Tamako Market

Tamen de Gushi

Tangled

Tarzan

Tasogare Otome x Amnesia

Tekken

Tekken Tag Tournament 2

Ten Count

Their Story

The Cain Saga

The Chiral Night

The Devil Is A Part-Timer!

The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya

The Exiled Realm of Arborea

The Familiar of Zero

The Flower We Saw That Day

The Idolm@ster

The Idolm@ster 2

The Idolm@ster Cinderella Girls

The Irregular at Magic High School

The King of Fighters

The Last Story

The Legend of Zelda

The Little Mermaid

The Maid Fuku to Kikanjuu

The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya

The Nightmare Before Christmas

The Pale Horse

The Prince of Tennis

The Riddle Story of Devil

The Seven Deadly Sins

The Seven Heroes and Five Gallants

The Touhou Project

The Tyrant Falls in Love

Thor

Tiger & Bunny

To Aru Kagaku no Railgun

To Love Ru

To Love Ru Darkness

Togainu no Chi

Tokimeki Restaurant: Koi no Recipe de Tsukamaete

Tokyo Ghoul

Toradora!

Touhou Fuujinroku Mountain of Faith

Touhou Niji Sousaku Doujin

Touken Ranbu

Tower of Saviors

Toxic

Trinity Blood

Trickster

Tsubasa Chronicle

Tsukiuta

Tunshicangqiong On Line

[ U ]

Ultra Street Fighter IV

Un-Go

Unbreakable Machine-Doll

Ungo

Unlight

Unofficial Sentai Akibaranger

Urusei Yatsura

Uta no Prince-sama

Utau

[ V ]

Vampire Knight

Vocaloid

[ W ]

Wand of Fortune

Warm Bodies

When They Cry 3

White Album 2

Wolf Girl and Black Prince

Working!!

World of Warcraft

[ X ]

xxxHOLIC

[ Y ]

Yamada-kun and the Seven Witches

Yosuga no Sora

Your Lie in April

Yowamushi Pedal

Yumeiro Patissiere

Yuri Kuma Arashi

Yuri!! On Ice

[ Z ]

Zankyou no Terror

Zone-00

[swampgallows]

i just woke up, it’s close to noon here, five hours is good enough i guess. i keep thinking about college and how fucking suicidally depressed i was then and how ive spent half of this year being unemployed and generally just struggling to take care of myself in the most banal and basic ways possible, and how depression really does just delete years from your life. you live through them in a daze,  you’re already a ghost, you’re already dead. questing in wrath of the lich king is honestly some of the last shit i remember concretely before going into a two year gray area of passing my classes and nothing else. i remember breaking up with my boyfriend because he chose raiding over me. i dont want to talk about it again. the memory is still painful. still, even still, ten years later. and in late 2008 i was attacked in my dorm room and i was screaming and my roommates thought i was being a big ol slut. they thought any guy that came over was someone i was fucking. when i went to blizzcon in 2008 and my brother stayed in my dorm they thought i was fucking him too until i told them he was my little brother. they tried so fucking hard to suppress my interests and make me “like them”. “there’s more to life than world of warcraft and pokemon” they said as if going to college basketball games and rewatching disney movies has any more enrichment or depth beyond what i was fucking doing. my life is so full of hatred, from myself, from other people, just being fostered in me in general, and it’s only within the last few years that i’ve gotten to heal from it at all, all the time being hurt more and more

i was talking to a friend yesterday who is just 19 and thinking about where i was when i was 19, which of course puts me in 2009 again, the year i dropped out of existence, and i was telling them about how i was essentially raised by the ilk of 4chan and the piece of shit community on wow that, like, since i’m around ~liberal genderqueer~ tumblr-type spaces all the time, genuinely shocks me to remember still exists, of those fucking hypermasculine overcompensating military dudes. and we were talking about how like, nerds in general tend to have shit social skills or anxiety or are Othered in ways that have them reinforce this piece of shit pecking order where the loudest and meanest proclaim themselves the Leader and everyone just follows them because theyre too meek to challenge them or they mistake arrogance for confidence and assume any asshole crowing that loud about how Right they are all the time Must Be Right. 

and i thought of my own life, my ex QP, my old friend groups, my abusive ex boyfriend, how i mistook so long their malice as strength, how i was duped by their self-aggrandizement. they had no skills, no talents, no girlfriend (except when i dated them), no women in their lives in general, no real friends they could count on (except, for my abuser, an older man with 3 children and a brand new divorce whose house he muscled and manipulated himself into—”i cant even bear to be in the old master bedroom anymore”—and my abuser promptly MOVED HIMSELF INTO IT) no hobbies, and the one or two hobbies that they had—fishing, video games—they were fucking less-than-passable at. my ex-qp wasn’t good at video games. he would use cheat codes or just play the strongest character and rely on everyone else to pick up his slack. warrior, carry, tank, what have you; all of us his underlings to support him to victory—”I’m doing all of the damage and getting none of the kills”—he would whine, oblivious to the concept of teamwork and seeking credit within the only realm he had a semblance of succeeding in. 

anyway so when i first joined tumblr i swung the pendulum in the other direction because i absolutely had to, it was for my survival to become a virulent feminazi as they put it, and i was obnoxious about it, and i reposted rape statistics all the time and challenged people all the time because i had to. i had to let it overtake me in order to purge all of the 10+ years of toxic social conditioning that places like 4chan and their little infestations in WoW and all of my abusive partners instilled in me. i had to be vocal about rape this and sexual assault that because i spent the better part of my adolescence trying to laugh away the fact that i was raped as a child, trying to make jokes about my “delicious flat chest” and pedobear and “surprise buttsecks/it’s not rape if you yell surprise” and “delicious loli”; some of the images i had willingly saved on my ancient hard drive are absolutely harrowing to go through now as an adult knowing my mushy impressionable 14 year old traumatized mind was trying to cope with and gloss over what had happened to me and with the future i was facing as a budding adolescent in this kind of environment. men didnt want to be responsible for what happened to me or with what would happen to me, it made them uncomfortable for me to talk about it, so i was told to laugh it away, that nobody cares that i was raped, that i was stronger if i could just laugh about it, that no topics were beyond reproach or off limits, and that if i wasnt desensitized to my own suffering then i was weak, i was a sheep, i was a burden, i was letting my emotions get the better of me.

obviously, tumblr as a whole DIRECTLY acts in opposition of this: everything is rooted in our traumas, which we are expected to lay bare for all to be taken seriously: 4chan demanded that we invalidate the trauma by making a joke of it and allowing the masses to pick it apart for their own entertainment, to become part of the anonymous “legion” by offering up our individuality to be consumed by the group (as a currency of “lulz”, basically); tumblr, reflexively, demands we validate the trauma by making it an open and public integral asset to our identity, to have easily digestible and categorized characteristics so as to fit into the tumblr hierarchy of needs, their own misinterpreted facsimile and microcosm of existing systematic oppression, and obtain a sort of fixed currency of privilege or “woke points” dependent on identity politics. so i definitely needed to purge my previous conditioning with this reclamation of my identity as a survivor, etc, and had about 7 years of misplaced anger and fury condensed into a good two or so years instead, and even now im still parsing details. 

it wasnt until i was 22 that i had even heard the term asexuality and it wasnt until i was 25 that i realized i was bi (or “could be” bi), even though i had already been in love with and sexually active with women years prior lmao. i had been told by every possible source that having a dick inside me would change my life and change my outlook and change me into a better person or whatever the fuck, that i would “understand” and “grow up” and “become a woman” or whatever and guess what it did fucking NOTHING, just like every teen drama romance or whatever tries to stress over and over, sex is not a magical lifechanging event that hands you a million dollars and a healthy brain. it changes your life in some ways and it’s definitely not something to be taken lightly but in no way is it a cure for anything.

i dont know where i’m going with this, im just fucking pissed off about my life, im pissed off that healing takes so long and that i had to do any of it in the first place. im so pissed about all of my time wasted with this fucking piece of shit body and fucking piece of shit brain and i wish i could just go back to work and be a functional human being but im like just a short leap away from doing any of that. i have to get in touch w my previous HMO once the new year starts now that im confirmed for medi-cal, and i should have done it months ago, but i have to just accept that this whole time ive been not USELESS but just utterly CONSUMED by self-preservation, that it is taking most of my effort to want to be alive and stay on this planet any longer. especially now with my teeth bugging me so bad because i cant fucking take care of myself so im grinding my teeth and clenching my jaw and i guess eating improperly or what have you idont fucking know. im going to buy a waterpik even though it’s fifty dollars and i have not made ANY MONEY in the last 6 months or done ANY of what i wanted to do and i still have a number of commissions needling at me that i genuinely like cant fucking even look at withotu fucking hitting myself and crying, and im seriously not trying to make fucking excuses, i am so fucking ashamed and consumed by self-hatred about this, this has been a problem for me SINCE COLLEGE where i was an ART MAJOR that i had to fucking beat the shit out of myself to try to draw anything “seriously”, and i do mean literally beating myself, bludgeoning myself with my morris sticks and smacking myself in the face/head and clawing at my skin, and i fucking hate it

i just know i need like SO MUCH recovery or healing or whatever the fuck, i feel so long overdue for very basic shit, and part of me feels like a withering plant, like pouring water over dry leaves thinking it’s just going to saturate itself and be instantly rejuvenated. im losing leaves in the process, as it were, and getting no “water” all this time. i feel like i’m in drought mode. these last six months are me basically conserving all i have, toeing away from the edge of the cliff because iw as so ready yall i was so fucking ready, i was ready to jump off, i spent whole lunch hours just ready to fucking leap, staring down the void, staring at the winding road that went up the mountain, staring at the deer who stared back at me, hiding my face from Adults who treated me like a wind-up doll, i just couldnt take it, ic ouldnt be somewhere that sterile, i couldnt be spending so much of my life getting so little back, i coudlnt see my friends ever, i couldnt breathe, but in general my brain is sick and i need to heal from all of these things, i need to figure out how i can cope with being alive because i am going to be alive at least a little longer and i need to not fear and crave death simultaneously. i do not want to die, I DO NOT want to die, but i cannot live in a constant state of recuperating. my life has just felt like the Shutting Down... screen for the last 2 years. 

NEED a new dentist NEED my teeth fixed PLEASE GOD open the stem cell dentin treatment to clinics worldwide GOD fix my TEETH PLEASE let me REGROW my TEETH NEED therapy NEED to fix my brain NEED to figure out how i can cope with being unable to support myself in this shit fucking economy NEED TO RECOVER NEED TO GET BETTER PLEASE IM FUCKING SUFFERING