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fluffyblue-multifandommess · 2 years

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the worst part of this hypersomnia phase isn't even losing most of the day to sleep or the awful dehydration headaches, it's that no one will fucking believe that I haven't been going to bed later than usual.

i have been going to sleep at mostly consistent hours for 6+ months, and my body just decided a couple months ago that it requires more sleep than before, and that's why i've been sleeping in later and later.

but i guess the reality that someone's body and capabilities can suddenly take a dive through no fault of the person inhabiting that body just doesn't fit the narrative that sleeping disorders and many other disabilities are just self-inflicted in some way

#vent post #blue personal ramblings #i get that it's very convenient for them to just assume i must be lying about going to bed at 23h00-1h00 #it's very convenient for them to believe that -I- am doing something which has caused me to sleep until later in the day #rather than to believe that i am helpless in the face of this problem #if they can just blame me they dont have to take any steps to accomodate my annoying oversleeping-induced schedule #they can just keep telling me to try harder #sorry about the repetitive posting on this issue but it has been really grating #like. im feeling bad enough about the derailed sleep schedule as it is!!! i really dont need people adding to it #with their guilt trippy 'have you been playing a lot of video games?' bullshit

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