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Fred Weasley x reader - it's been a while ~

Summary : The twins invite you to spend an evening with them, as in the good old days, between alcohol and drugs the old feelings return

Warning : none

(inspired by a wattpad I read a long time ago)

(I am not english)

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The sun was already high in the sky, 1:30 pm, I was in my chair in front of the window reading a book with a small sandwich in my hand.

The room was quiet, immersed in the light of summer, a light breeze caressing the leaves of the trees, I put down my sandwich to take my glass of water and bring it to my lips

A thud coming from my window, made me spit out the water, I stand up and bend over to see what caused the noise

A big brown feather ball looks at me lying on the grass, it was Errol, the Weasley owl, I should have known, a smile appears on my face, I love this family, I’ve spent every Christmas holiday with them, even though it’s weird being the only Slytherin in the room

he gets up and jumps on the windowsill, I take the little envelope and hand him my glass of water

I sit beside the owl and open the letter, a strong smell of firecracker emerges, the twins!

I spent all my school years with them, even though I was less noticed, I remember all our hours of detention, even when I wasn’t in custody with them, we’d hang out with Lee in the hallways waiting for them, between each joke drawing we will train on the field of Quidditch, the twin drummer and I chaser

I was on Slytherin’s team and they Gryffindor, they train a lot more than me, drummers are the mainstay of the team without them it’s the shit, especially for those idiots from Gryffindors

storytime

I remember one day in May, we were in fifth grade, the weather was still cool but the sun was there. I was in the stands reading a special magazine great sorcerer stolen from Ron, and the Gryffondor team was on the field training, the training was rough, sweat flowed down their foreheads and they breathe hard

the captain had just given the team a minute of a pose, a sense of relief was heard, all the players rushed to the bench, I look up from the store and look at the players 

only one of them was still standing

Fred, it was him

he puts his hands under his shirt and lifts it revealing his beautifully drawn abs and shoulders and dripping sweat that made him even sexier

I couldn’t get my eyes off him, I was hypnotized, I didn’t even hear Lee sit next to me

(Lee) you hear me ? ; he put his hand before my eyes

(y/n) what’s up ; I say, without taking off my gaze of the big redhead

(Lee) I have a date ; he says proudly

but I was always in my thoughts and didn’t listen to him

(Lee) but are you listening to me ? ; he leaned towards me and he leaned over me

(Lee) and what are you looking at ?! ; he turned his head to see what captures my gaze

at the same time, Fred turned his head towards us, which made me come out of my trance and realize that I had been drooling for 3 minutes about him

he smiles, winks at me, and turns to one of his teammates

I shake my head and turn to Lee

(y/n) are you okay ? ;

(Lee) you ask me ! have you seen yourself, my poor old lady ? ;

(y/n) I don’t know what you’re talking about ; I’m taking over the magazine

he coughed 

(Lee) Fred ; and he coughed again

(y/n) you dream my poor ;

(Lee) oh yeah, of course, I was the one drooling about him just a minute ago ;

end of the story

I return to reality, my gaze returns to the letter, I unfold the paper

Darling, we invite you to spend a chill night with us and Lee like before Appointment at our store (Weasleys' Wizard Wheezes) this Saturday at 8 pm

Kiss, the troll, your Freddy and the other

I sketch a smile, head for my office, grab a paper and a pen

I give my answer to Eroll who had regained his strength and he flies away in the blue sky

All that remains is to wait

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Saturday - 7 pm

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I get out of the shower, head to my bed two dress choices,

either chill, mon jeans my white t-shirt a little over size or a small floral dress

let’s be realistic, with the twins have never know what to expect, so the jean

I leave but hair loose, and put on a little lip gloss, it’s a night between friends, I’m not going to make any effort

I say goodbye to my parents, yes I still live with my parents, waiting to find something to do with my life, I go into my fireplace

(y/n) Diagon Alley ! ;

green flames my surrounded and pouf I had arrived, I salute the concierge and leave the "station" (I believe it is the equivalent in the muggle world)

after the dark hours, the side road is back as before, there were a lot of people, I had a hard time making my way to the Weasley shop, finally at the door, we can see that he has a lot of people maybe even more than on the outside

I was going to come in when a weight fell on me, I turn around and see the young radio host, my old school buddy, Mr. Lee Jordan smiling

(y/n) hi little head ; I hold him in my arms

(Lee) we do the same fucking size ;

a group of girls pushes us for enter in the shop, as soon as the door is open, they start screaming and running around inside

(Lee) come on, let’s go inside before we get crushed by youngs teens full of hormones ;

Inside, after avoiding the Pygmy Puff herds, we went into the explosives department, there are plenty of them, big red and gold, little ones shaped like Chocolate Frogs

(Lee) you saw, that one, there wouldn’t be marked explosive, I would have eaten it ;

I nod my head and keep looking at the different types of explosives, a shadow draws my eye to the right, at the other end of the shelf, a girl our age looks at us, I lean back slightly, rectification she looks at Lee.

I hit him on the shoulder

(Lee) ouch, what !? ;

(y/n) you are still single ;  he looks at me sideways

(Lee) never, granny ;

(y/n) shut the fuck up, not me, her ; I show him, not very discreetly, the girl who had not moved

he stealthily looks, passes a hand through his dreadlocks, and advances towards the girl

(y/n) okay cool, leave me alone, I won’t say anything ; I say in an ironic tone

a few minutes later, he comes back to me

(Lee) I’ll be back later, I saw George at the top of the stairs, if you don’t want to pity being alone ;

(y/n) fuck you, hurry up your sex session is waiting ;

we make a high five and he leaves again two choices, either I cross the crowd of people to go to the stairs or stay quiet in this corner of the shop and wait for everyone to leave

I go ahead to see if there are still many people, and yes indeed the number of people in the shop had doubled, how is it possible I’m too lazy, I’ll wait and keep looking at the explosives

Have you found what you’re looking for, miss ;

the voice made me jump, I turn around and see a huge mass leaning over me with a big smile

I turn to the products with a smile on my face

(y/n) not yet, sir but you can help me since you work here ;

he stands next to me and pretends to be looking for something

indeed I work here, but as you can see I am the boss of this place ; he put a lock of my hair behind my ear

(y/n) The boss ? Really ? ;

yep ; he had his eyes on me

I look at him from top to bottom with a disgusted look on his face

(y/n) a redhead and a second-hand suit, you must be a Weasley ; he began to laugh

a second-hand suit ?! ; he pretends to be upset

( y/n) I missed you frederick gideon weasley ;

I step forward and hug him, he hugs me back. the hug may have lasted 2 sec but it was so nice, comforting, warm and peaceful

(Fred) me too, the troll ;

(Lee) fuck me, if I don’t see what I see ! ;

we parted slightly, he put his hand behind my back

(Fred) how you doing ; Lee comes running at us with a big smile

after a few minutes, Fred decides to take us up to the office

it was a large room with two desks, one in front of the other It was a mess, empty and full cauldrons, spilled position vials on the floor, half-torn books and a whole bunch of other things that I have a hard time figuring out

(Fred) make yourself comfortable ; he sits on the chair of the right desk

(Lee) cool ; he goes to the other chair in the room and falls into it, leaving me alone in the middle

(Fred) Behind you, there is plenty of product not yet put in shelves ; he pointed the finger to the box pile behind Lee

while Lee looks closer at the products, Fred beckons me to come to him

once arrived at his side, he taps his thigh and looks at me with a wide smile

(y/n) what? ;

(Fred) sit down ; he says calmly always with the same smile on his stupid face

(y/n) I would never do that Weasley ;

He was about to answer when someone came into the room abruptly, startling Lee who knocked down the explosive box that had previously held in his hands

(George) stops moving ; he shouts to Lee 

No one made a move after some second nothing had exploded, George walks up to the box and takes it in his hand, we all turned to Lee

(Lee) guys! how you doing, it’s been a long time hehe ; he stands up and stretched his arms to the sky

(George) instead of doing nothing came to help me close the shop ;

We go to the exit of their office, from the floor we can almost see the whole store and it was still full cracked

Fred leans towards me and puts his hand on my shoulder

(Fred) if you want to stay here ;

(y/n) no, I will help you, it’s not a few people that will kill me ; he smiles at me and we go down to help others

An hour later, the shop was practically empty, the streets emptied slowly and we could see above the roofs a magnificent sunset

(Fred) follow me, I’ll show you something ;

(y/n) waits, I have to help Lee at the checkout ;

(Fred) he doesn’t need help, come on ;

I follow him even if I’m not sure it’s a good idea, know it, it smells prank.

When we reach the floor, we pass in front of the office and arrive in front of a door, once opened we enter the part where they live.

It was small, in front of us a narrow and small staircase that gives to their room and the side of the stairs a small room that served as a kitchen with a small window in the background.

We go up the stairs, to the left George’s room and the right the bathroom and the side Fred’s room.

he opens the door to his room and beckons me in

(y/n) you’re not serious, are you ? ;

he rolled his eyes

(Fred) come, little perverse spirit ; he makes a mocking smile

I walk into his room at my own risk, like the rest, his room was small but "tidy", some clothing in disorder but I expected worse.

he sits on the bed and signals me to go to the window

From its window, we could see the roofs of the neighbourhood and even the bank in the distance, but especially the sunset, which was magnificent seen from here

(y/n) beautiful ; I turn to him with a smile

(Fred) isn't it, now we can do whatever you want ; he still had his stupid smile and he caressed the empty place next to him

I gave him a false smile, crossed my arms and prepared to answer, but the chaotic noise of Lee and George was heard.

(y/n) sooo bad, next time ; I say ironically and leave the room to join the others

They are in the kitchen, I lean in the door frame, they had their head in the cupboards

They take out their heads with Firewhisky bottles

(George) holds ; he hands me the two bottles, he searched one of the drawers and took out a small box

(Lee) what is that ? ;

(Fred) That, my dear friend, is what will make us spend an exceptional night ;

he appeared behind me and put his hand over my head

George comes out of the kitchen and comes down the stairs, followed by his brother and Lee and me with the bottles in our hands wondering what could hold the box.

We settle in the middle of the empty shop, Lee on my right, Fred on my left and George on the other side, the night was already here, only the moonlit the street and the neon lights of a bar at the other end of the street.

Fred casts a spell to create a campfire in the centre

(George) now, my friends, it’s time to have some fun ;

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End

pt.2

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a vacation to become more? (pt.3) - Alex Høgh Andersen

hi, before I start I wanted to thank , for the feedback and everything, it’s really nice (I suck for the thanks)

I try to be regular, but I’m not going to lie, I have to improve x)

If you have some ideas, for pt.4 or whatever, tell me

I am not English

no warning

pt.1   pt.2   pt.4

good reading

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It was quite an hour that we were walking in the center of Copenhagen, even if the sun was present, there was a fresh wind.

Of course, Alex insisted on buying it from me, he literally ripped it out of my hands, pushed me and ran to the cash register.

After leaving the store, I hit him on the shoulder a little upset but amused, (it’s always like that with him, I can’t help but laugh at everything he does, even if I’m angry).

I’ll buy you a beer ;

just one ? ; had he said with a sad fake look on his face

(45 min later)

Anyway, here we are in front of an umpteenth tree, where Alex had thrown up after a party, even though I thought it was funny, and he was very excited to tell me his late-night stories, but I was there for cultural and tourist purposes.

from what I understand, you must be known here ; the street where we are is full of bars, there were restaurants, some shops of all kinds, but especially many bars

yeah, but not because I’m a big drunk as you imply but because I’m an amazing actor, loved and appreciated ; he says, standing in front of me, hands behind his back, eyebrows raised and a small smile, as if waiting for compliments

instead of giving her that pleasure, I turn around and head to one of the street bars

where are you going ? ; says he, with the same intonation as a child who has just been refused something

shut up and follow me ;

I walked to a bar that seemed good to me, since the big baby had still not moved, I sat at the only free table, half the shade and in the sun

a waiter came up to me, he seemed overwhelmed but he had the smile

hej smukke dag er det ikke ; he says, in offering me the menu of drinks

hi, I’m sorry but I don’t speak Danish ; I say, with a smile and I took the menu

excuse me ; he turns around, a customer was waving at him to come

it gives you time to choose, I’ll be back soon ; he said, always with a smile, then he walked away

I saw him leave, he was tall, blond, a smile like in the toothpaste ads, not bad, and he seemed to be my age.

Once the young man is out of my sight, I focus on what I’m going to drink.

does it look more appetizing than what’s on the menu ? ;

I pull up the menu, so he doesn’t see my face

you hide, and then it’s me “the baby” ;

you finally decide to move your ass ; I said, always the hidden face (to annoy him but especially to hide my laughter, to see him "jealous" is too funny)

he was going to answer but he was interrupted

you chose, miss ? ;

I think, yes ; 

Alex collapsed on his seat, with a smile in the corner

so I’m listening to you, what do you want ? ;

I’d like "your favorite drink" and a beer for the ogre, please ; I say, with my best smile to the waiter

he nodded, repeated my smile and left

my gaze rests on Alex who was holding back from laughing

what ?! ;

nothing ;  I look at him foolishly, what makes him laugh ?!

tell me, I want to laugh too ;

you don’t want to know, it’ll break your heart, your tiny little heart ; he says, while spanking his sad eyes

come on, you know I’m strong, I have a heart of stone, tell me ;

Okay, okay, madam no one can break my heart, I’ll tell you ;

He approached me and beckoned me to do the same, I roll my eyes, but do what he tells me

we were a few centimeters apart, I felt his breath pass over my neck, the warmth of his body, and his perfume. I looked up, he looked at me with his eyes so beautiful and blue, and I got lost there for a while. I came out of his eyes and felt him move, and he came a little closer to my ear

this man, the waiter ; he had a deeper, more sensual voice

the waiter...; i say, more interested in his voice than in what he said

....

I feel like time has stopped, I could have stayed here all my life

....

he's gay ; he suddenly moved away from the cocoon we had formed with our two bodies

but what ; I was more hastened by the fact that he detaches himself from me, than what he had just told me

don’t cry, my darling ;

he had regained his place, slumped on the chair with a smile, proud of him 

fuck you, shit I thought it was important, or even funny ; I blow with a light laugh, also bending down on my chair

he laughed, making fun of me

I saw him one night at a bar near here, he was with his boyfriend ;

Alex ; 

a woman placed our drinks on the table

Eva, how are you ; he had straightened himself up, and already had his beer in his hand

she had to be my size, short dark blonde hair , dark blue eyes, and she was dressed like the waiter

well and you ; she turned to me, and smiled at me, I smiled back at her ; I see that you are in good company ;

he nodded, and winked at me, while taking a sip of his drink

nice to meet you, i’m ;

Y/N, I know, Alex told me you were coming ;

I looked at him amused, he rolled his eyes

what? I’m just glad my friend is coming to see me for the only vacation she has in the year ; he took another sip

but of course, I never said otherwise ; she says, by making fun of him, I couldn’t help but make fun of him too

Well, I go to toilet, take the opportunity to get acquainted, you have the same passion, which is laughing at me ; and he went into the bar

she glances around her with hesitation

I think I can take a break ; and she sits in Alex’s place

so, you work here ; 

yep, this is where I met Alex, not on the terrace, but inside at the bar

I’m not surprised, now I know all the bars in town but no monuments or cultural stuff ;

Alex still hasn’t taken you drinking in the bar there ? ; she pointed at a closed building

it’s his favorite place, he goes there all the time, it opens around 8 pm, the atmosphere is super nice ;

I arrived yesterday, but I think that tonight I will not escape it ; I say laughing

no, but anyway, you’ll know the city in a month or two ;

I don’t stay long, barely a week ; I took a sip of my drink

she had a little laugh

you think ? ;

I am even sure ; 

I mean, you really think he’s gonna let you go ;

I put my glass before me, and lifted my gaze upon her, she looks at me with a look full of hints

okay, I see where you’re going with this, I see, but no, Alex and I are just friends ; I said with a lick of laughter

sweetie, just friends really, you play it like in the movies ? ;

I took another sip, as if not to feel embarrassed, to think of something else, that the idea of him and me

speaking of him, here he is

I saw him coming out of the bar, and going towards us, Eva got up when she saw him, she came to me, and whispered in my ear

friends dont look at each other like that ; and she leaves

leaving me there with my thoughts, my red cheeks and the stupidly cute guy who came back to sit in front of me

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End

pt.4 soon (I hope)

aesthetic :  just Alex and You

if you have ideas for the next part, tell me

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a vacation to become more? (pt.2) - Alex Høgh Andersen

pt.1   pt.3   pt.4

Warning : slight sexual tension

good reading

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I wake up with the daylight, walk to the window to see the weather, it looks nice, I go to my suitcase to get dressed but a good smell enters the room.

Alex is a good friend, he doesn't care if I go down to the kitchen dressed in my pajamas                                                                                                               So that’s what I do, at the bottom of the stairs, I can see him from behind, he’s shirtless, his back is so well sculpted, how it is possible?, it’s muscle moves in rhythm with his movements, a sudden urge to give him a back hug .

He goes to a room next to the kitchen, maybe the pantry, I take the opportunity to go to see what he's cooking , scrambled eggs and bacon, classic but super good, I’m hungry all of a sudden,I hear him coming back.

Damm it, I was sure that I had bought more eggs  ; he said with an annoyed look

Good moooorning ; I say with a piece of bacon in my mouth.

he lifted up his head, with a big smile

I thought you’d never wake up ; he said

I sat on a bar chair, he sat in front of me putting breakfast between the two of us.

you could have called the firemen to see if I was okay, aaand I heard in Denmark they’re pretty sexy ; i said with a wink, I take another bite.

Why , I’m here, I could have checked, you know the sleeping beauty ? ; he said raising his eyes from his plate and smiling in the corner.

I rolled my eyes

you think it’s going to be nice today, I want to do some sightseeing ; I take a piece of bacon

I think yeah, but you should get a jacket in case ;

ok ok ; he was reading something

What you reading ;

the new Vikings script, but it’s none of your business ;

Really, that’s so cool let me read !

No way ;

Come on, please my friend ; he looked up at me with an annoyed look

No fucking way, my friend ;  He took a bite of his breakfast, and I stole the script.

he got up from his chair, and I backed up

give ; 

Wait I’m reading ; I kept backing up and moved him forward

Y/n ;

I am not finished ; say I with a wide smile on the face, but eyes continued to read

he comes running at me, I dodge him and go upstairs, I lock myself in my room, I hear him shout my name and laugh at the same time.

I sit against my door to finish reading, Alex knocked like a madman always laughing against the door.

my eyes went through the lines of text, when I block on a sentence

A feeling of sadness appeared in me, I stood up, and put my hand on the handle

Lucky boy ; I opened the door and he threw himself at me, we fell to the ground, I kept laughing with him

Come on, give it back ; I handed it to him, he looks at the page where I stopped

I can’t wait to see the new season ; I said always on the floor

Your never watch Vikings what you’re talking about ; He says, looking down on me

I just have to motivate myself, that’s all ; say I look up to heaven

Yeah, that’s it, well then how you find this scene ; he looks at me with a perverse look

what scene ; i say, looking away

oh come on, tell me, you imagine me shirtless in the bedroom, pass by the fire of the path that will reveal my incredible abs ; he was put on the side always on the ground

Stop it, you idiot ; he sat next to me and put his arm around my neck

I will go straight to the bed, with a deep look on my face, and climb on the sheets, and run straight for your neck ; it was close to my neck, and my breathing had increased

Humm, my neck? ; 

your delicious neck ; I began to laugh softly

too bad it’s not with me you’re at the scene with ; 

that could be arranged ; I felt his breath against my neck

Get out of here, I gotta get dressed ; he cleared his throat

Outside ; he kissed me on the cheek

okay ; he gets up and hands me so much to help me up

you don’t want me to help you dress ;

Get out of here, you pervert ; 

I throw one of my shoes in his face and he leaves laughing and closes the door behind him .

good after that vasi to dress up with a jacket, I’m still super hot

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Alex and you aesthetic : https://www.pinterest.fr/aaalllice/just-alex-and-you/

That is pt.2

Soon pt.3

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[aaalllice]

Random night in Small Heath

idk if i ... maybe i should explain this ... it's like 3am and i just wanna hang out with the boys in peaky blinders world ... that's too much to ask ?  

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imagine you just relax in a random night out with jonh finn micheal and isiah.

( I let you decide your life) (are you a peaky blinders? or just live you to Small Health nothing more? it’s up to you ))

Wearning : mention of rape on the reader , bad words, alcohol

the story is not at a previous moment in the series (just that Finn is a little older and Michael is already there)

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Anyway, you are friends with the youngest Peaky Blinders and except Isiah, they are all part of the Shelby family. You are not afraid for your life, you are more than well protected, you fear nothing or nobody, the feeling of invisibility makes you a bit arrogant.

Tonight is another night and like every night in Birmingham the bars and the streets are full.                                                  You and the guys love this atmosphere, being the kings of these streets and that nobody resists you, you love to hang out, drink, laugh, do bullshit ( like throwing firecrackers at people who are fucking in the street )

So it was a good night the whole gang was there, you were going to have fun, John was already very drunk, Michael was never really drunk, but he already had a glass of whiskey in his blood. Finn and Isiah had already had two beers before coming, so you were the only one with a dry throat so far.              We had to fix it! 

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I’m gonna go the first person -I-

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We’re all rushing to the Garrison, in addition to having free drinks, Arthur became the owner so an atmosphere of madness is guaranteed.

after a few drinks, I realized I was alone, the guys were gone, the traitors. I got up hard, I took a few steps before getting accosted by a bastard, 2 short minutes without the guys and here, and I get fucked up. The man looks at me as if I were a piece of meat, he starts touching my hip.

Okay, either I kick his ass or I ignore him and rush out to the door, I chose the second option, I feel too drunk to try anything (how many glasses I have to drink 5 or 6 can be 10), arrived at the door, the man pushes me out, I’m falling to the ground, damn it, I shouldn’t have drunk so much, I’m having trouble getting up, I shouldn’t have challenged John to box before yesterday, I still have bruises everywhere (of course he didn’t want to hit hard but I told him and that if I didn’t teach myself to hit I could never defend myself).

 Before I was even standing I felt raised and pressed against a wall, the asshole is trying to take off my top, all right, this is the time to remember John’s moves, but as usual, I’m never really focused when I’m with the guys, fuck me!                 

Well, like anyone living in Birmingham I have a knife in my pocket, I push him as hard as I can, to get him off my neck, he pulls back a few inches, by the time I grab my knife, and in less than a second, I stick him in his left leg.

He throws a chilling scream in my back, pulls out the knife, and sends me back more violently than the first time, that’s when I realize what’s going on, I’m going to get raped. No, it’s not possible. I push it, I hit it hard. I’m too drunk and upset to succeed.

Call for help, we’re a Small Health, everyone’s too high to see what’s going on, I feel his teeth sticking my skin, I’m in so much pain, I push him harder.    When suddenly I feel it gone, away from me, but not because of my blows but rather because of an external force.

I fall to my knees, caught my breath, and raised my head, I had come to my senses in a second, ready to hit that bastard, some movement I learned before yesterday came back to me in memory. but And there, just as I was about to get up, I saw the man’s body fall heavily to the ground.

what the fuck? ; I didn’t think I could put k.o someone just with my thoughts.

So, you might need another private boxing class ; said he has half in blood, and drunker than at the beginning of this evening.

Are you fooking kidding me? I thought I was going to die ; say I, with arrogance mixed with anguish (my honor was at stake, if I was seen weak it was over for me)

Ok ok come this way; he put his arm on my shoulder, I feel protected, it was comfortable 

thanks, John-boy; he gave me his famous arrogant smile

I think I saw the boys on that street, let’s go; we started walking, still in the same position

Bloody hell, I thought I was gonna lose a tooth ;  he touching his jaw

Would the great John Shelby have been afraid of losing ? ; with sarcasm

No never, he hesitated, maybe a little, I mean a little fear for you

he just said... no we’re just friends he’s worried because we’re friends nothing more but maybe.... no.... not John one of my best friends, no way,.....

I was going to answer when a big firecracker fell right on our feet, we are throwing to the side to avoid it, half surprised, we heard laughing.                    it was the boys, who try the new firecrackers to steal from the Lee family, Michael threw them on us.

we are looking at John before we laugh, we joined them running (John always with the bloody face) We threw 30 firecrackers that night, drank some more beer, and set fire to a nice car before returning to the Garrison, where everyone had gone, only Arthur who fucks a woman on the counter, He greeted us and told us to go fuck ourselves in passing.

We settle in the backroom, the youngest is asleep quickly. With John, we waited until Arthur left to close the garrison and return to the room at the back. I sat on a bench, ready to try to fall asleep. After what had happened to me, I had tried to forget, but nothing did, I begin to worry, what if the man came back? No, John, he took care of it, but what if it happened to me again? And if it was my fault, maybe I shouldn’t have come tonight. John comes to bed next to me (or rather on me if you want my opinion)

he looks at the ceiling,

It was a good night, don’t you think? I mean, after...

Shut up, I don’t want to think about it anymore

Oh yeah okay,......., you just want to feel my strong arms around you ; said he with a light laugh

I pretend to give him a slap

in fact, yes

I didn’t have time to add a word that he had already put his arms around my shoulders

good night darling

good night john-boy

and this is how normal nights end at Small Health, even if in my stomach something fly, drenched, explode, a strange feeling that I had not felt before, John and I had always been close but no more than with the others of our band. I always found John handsome nice and funny and caring but he was just my best friend that’s all, nothing more

But that night was almost like all the others, for once I fell asleep on something more comfortable than the sidewalk, stairs, or my bed.  

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this is not what I wanted to write basic, I wanted to make a story short folds with more chill and more gangster atmosphere.

I don’t think to make a continuation but well if you wanted to tell me.

I mention a serious matter, that should not be taken lightly

ispiration song : freaks

High Enough

Love Is A Bitch 

Wisky in Hell