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Rsa vs Nrc
Riddle vs Alex ( twst Alice Leddle )
Crewel daughter and Riddle are together in town and talking about something they both can relate, as in art and history and Crewel stay closed to Riddle
Malleus + Disomia vs Price Phillips ( twst of that price from sleeping beauty)
Crewel daughter invited Malleus and his friends/bodyguards as she needs help as she have a client of a foreign land to asked to restore agroot ( decorative gargoyle) and needed his help on stone materials that are uncommonly used and she feels very uncomfortable around the human prince for obvious reasons
Idia vs Heracles ( twst of Heracles)
Crewel daughter and Idia are getting some new video games to play together ( legs say Crewle daughter is a secretly a gamer and otaku because y not? ) And she is off putting with Idia cousin and prefer to hangout with the recluse as he's more interesting to be around
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RSA vs NRC w/ Crewel Daughter | Yandere Twisted Wonderland
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Riddle Rosehearts vs Alix Lidwelle
“As the rules state: on the designated day we shall be in attendance of the latest additions of Art in all of Twisted Wonderland.”
“And as the rules state: on the designated day we will devote are time to one another and our enjoyment to Art!” 
This is the closest Riddle equates to being a fan of anything
Its one thing to have a textbook based knowledge on images
Than to be with (Y/n) Crewel as she tilts her head at world renowned paintings
“Based.”
“Based? Why?”
“I don’t like the vibe I’m getting.”
There was nothing he loved more than looking at art with you
So much so that he even made it a rule that you two travel to different art museums together
If anything this was his day
That is until he sealed the deal…but until then this a thing
Our thing 
Now its almost ruined when the blonde comes skipping in you two’s direction
“What’ya guys doing?”
He can explain or rather you can since the student isn’t even looking at him to answer
“We are carrying out a tradition that we have done for years.”
“Tradition? That sounds..kindof boring? But you can join me for some tea if you want a break at least.”
“Tea but it isn’t even ti-”
“Come on (Y/n)!! Besides why would you want to follow the rules on a lovely day like this?”
HOW DARE HE!?
If his respect for the arts and your non reaction he would have lit the blonde on fire
Better yet behead that arrogant, stupid, idiotic–
“No. I enjoy traditions and its a shame you don’t seem to respect that.”
“W-what?!”
“Come on Riddle we have seven hours left on our ticket. Let’s not waste anymore time.”
“I agree.”
Riddle delights in the red that over takes Alix’s cheeks
And the stomping feet as he prepares to throw a tantrum
The prefect sticks a tongue out from behind your back
Smirking as he offers his arm
“Shall we commence on our adventure on the designated day?”
“As the rules state it, we shall.”
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Malleus Draconia vs Prince Paul w/ Restoration Crewel Daughter Reader
You are quieter soul 
Opting to work in the silence as you restore and refurbish antiques
That’s probably why you get nervous about accepting a job at the Royal Sword Academy
So you bring support 
And who better than the one fae who enjoys gargoyles and you+
So you’ll invite him with you and he’s glowing with happiness
An invitation!
From his beloved no less 
You selfishly are quite grateful that he’s a people deterrent
Able to work on your work in peace 
That is until Paul comes
“The sound of such lovely sounds!”
“W-what?”
“Ah, and a beauty is the maker! You’ve entranced me with your sounds–”
“Sir, I don’t really–”
“But alas I have yet to introduce myself! Woe is me! The me being Paul Phillip, it has been to long since I–”
“Oh and your just going to keep talking, great.”
But leave it to your resident guard dragon to swoop in and save you
“Ah the Prince of Briar Valley what a surprise to see you here!”
“My mate…friend is uncomfortable with your presence.”
“But she hasn’t-”
“Go now.”
Be sure to convince him not to go full dragon on him
Smile and thank him 
And he’s happy 
Gargoyles, (Y/n), crushing his rivals, and courting (Y/n)
Its all the great and good times
Now you know you can trust him to protect you
Lilia says that will be enough to proves you
Aww and he was looking forward to deliver a blooody head
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Idia Shroud vs Huckman  
You’re no gamer 
But your naturally skilled at everything you touch 
A perfect accessory to Idia’s high-level for multikills 
“You have three hours to beat the level, Idia don’t waste it shuddering in the corner.”
“Y-Y-YES MISTRESS!”
Once he gets in his groove your plowing through 
And since your actually lasor focused on the game
You don’t notice the way he focuses on your features
Just inches away the lips he’d dreamed of being graced with touch at the very least was so close
If he could just pretend to–
SLAM
“Whoops sorry cousin about your door.”
“Noooooooooooooo!!!!!!”
“Quiet! I’m nearly there!”
He’ll play possum as his cousin insistently shakes him
“Hey i know your not actually dead. Idia? Idia?”
Its you that intervenes making his heart go: Doki doki!
“Retriever boy leave for now I’ll deal with you later. I need him in peak condition for the next hour I’ve granted him.”
He snaps to your side immediately
Keeping his eyes glued to the screen as his cousin let’s himself out
"T-thanks!"
Now which tech-terror will he send to make sure ‘later’ never happens
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animeyanderelover · 9 months
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Can I request for Killua (HxH), Ciel, Alois, Ash (Black Butter), Tamaki, Midoriya (BNHA) and Rei Batsubami (Kakegurui) that when they get home they find their darling hidden in a closet (maybe even crying) because the poor darling was having a panic atack :c
Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, delusion, paranoia, clinginess, abduction, panic attack
Darling has a panic attack
Ciel Phantomhive
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☕ He's slightly frustrated when he comes back home and can't find you nor do any of his human servants know where you are. You couldn't have escaped, he deduces that much when he asks Sebastian about your current whereabouts and the butler advices him to probably check on you, a shallow answer that irritates the Earl as he question the demon again about where you are, finally getting a useful answer from the demon. He heads to the room with quicker steps as Sebastian's advice just spells that something isn't right, although he doesn't see you upon first entering. Until he hears rapid breathing coming from the closet and opens the doors, revealing his darling curled up, trembling and breathing rapidly in and out, barely noticing him. Ciel just stands there for a few moments, blue eyes looking at you as he's unsure what to do. He has an idea of what is happening right now yet still doesn't know how he should act right now. After a few moments he bends down to your height.
☕ He asks you if it's alright to touch you, fully aware that it might not be what you want at the moment. When he has nightmares about the day he lost his family, he doesn't want to be touched either. Very careful and mindful as he guesses that he shouldn't overwhelm you even more, he just stays with you and talks with you. Just attempting to help you focusing on other stuff to calm you down and distract you and he does point out that you should slow down with your breathing, although he doesn't do breathing exercises with you as he doesn't know that that could help. When Sebastian peeks in and asks if the master wants him to prepare some tea to help his darling, he agrees before quickly dismissing the butler. Ciel stays patient and calm, attempts to ask you after you've calmed down what happened to you and if there was something that triggered you. If you experience panic attacks more often, he'll hire someone to assist you and help you.
Alois Trancy
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👅 Now, Alois rarely leaves his s/o alone at all and if he has to, he's usually in a really bad mood so that's more work for Claude. As soon as he returns to his mansion, he's about ready to throw another tantrum as he storms into the bedroom, violently pushes Hannah away who wants to inform him about something. He just throws the doors wide open, eager eyes searching for you as confusion shortly fills him as he initially can't find you. Then he hears the choked sobs coming from the closet and is already feeling the dread, when he rips the doors open only to find you hidden there, shaking and crying, he loses it. Let's be honest, Alois isn't the best in dealing with a panic attack as his attempts to help you are basically just smothering you whilst yelling at Claude, Hannah and the triplets to do someone to make you feel better. So there he is, kneeling down next to you and hugging you closely to his chest as he lashes out on his servants, especially those who were with you are screamed at as he blames them for not doing anything to help you.
👅Alois is probably even going to blame them for making you like this, the fact that his own actions such as his clinginess and his abduction might also be potential triggers for this don't even cross his mind, he's delusional after all. The aristocrat is basically threatening his servants to do anything to help you or otherwise he will punish them all, he just wants his darling to feel better and stop crying.  It's likely that at one point he'll start crying too because he's just so confused to why you're reacting like this and because he just wants it to stop, seeing your tears only makes him feel more paranoid. He's not leaving your side for the entire time either, glued to your hips and about ready to shout at anyone who interrupt you two. Even long after you've calmed down he refuses to budge as he's now triggered himself and for that paranoid. Alois will definitely question you about what made you feel this way and either you give him an honest answer or he'll just make his own conclusion and do something that isn't necessary.
Ash Landers
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▫️For the angel it is physically painful to leave his darling as he has sworn to protect them and keep them safe and sound from all harm. His plans to cleanse London unfortunately do require for him to leave you alone, he has to play his role as the Queen's butler after all. There's always a certain amount of anxiety at the end of those days as he hurries back to you. You have to give him one thing, Ash is unusually perceptive so there's this unexplainable dread when he returns and he just knows that something isn't right when he steps into the house. It's already enough for him to scramble to your room, noticing the muffled sounds coming from the closet. His hands are already shaking when he opens the doors but one look at your trembling form, eyes red and puffy from all the crying, and he's pushed over the edge and starts crying too. His poor darling! Ash falls down on his knees, hands still shaking as he tries to reach out to see if he can touch you.
▫️In all honesty, he's partially aware that he should stay composed but that is quite difficult when seeing you having a panic attack. He looks like he's about to have one too, asking you what he can do to make you feel better. Anything, he'll do anything to help you to calm down. He's very distraught and blames himself. If he would have just stayed with you instead of playing with that rotten puppet of his, you might have not suffered from a panic attack. Ash eventually manages to get you out of the cramped closet and into bed, even if he has to lift you up and carry you, so that he can better attend to your needs. He's doing the breathing exercises with his darling though as he notices that they feel a uncomfortable tightness in their chest and that they're clearly hyperventilating. At this rate he needs those breathing exercises just as much, he experiences similar symptoms. He skips the next few days and instead stays with you, terrified to abandon you again like he did before and leave you suffering all by yourself. It's his fault in his mind and that thought pushes him into punishing himself again.
Killua Zoldyck
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🪀 Killua is protective and paranoid as he's scared for his s/o and their safety, considering from which family he comes from. On the other hand he can't just take his darling everywhere, especially if he has certain things to take care of. Considering his occupation, Killua has keener senses than the average person so he notices that something feels odd when he returns home and it's when he picks up the sound of rapid breathing and muffled sobs that he storms to your room, eyes quickly falling onto the closet. As soon as he sees your form hunched over inside the closet, his heart just twinges because he can sense the waves of fear and dread coming from you. He still tries his best to stay calm though, crawls towards you and asks you what's wrong. He'd love to just take you in his arms, he has a feeling though that you might not want to be touched at the moment so he probably starts with slightly touching your hair and caressing it, doing his best to stop you from hyperventilating.
🪀 He's freaking out a bit on the inside as well as he's not used to dealing with someone who has a panic attack so he can only really guess what would help right now. At one point he gets you out of that cramped space though, head racing with thoughts of what he should do right now. He tries to distract you, gives you chocolate to munch on or suggests for you two to watch something to take your mind off whatever it is that made you panic. You end up eventually still in his arms as he cuddles you, his grip slightly tighter on you as some of your panic seems to transfer to him as he starts hyperfocusing on every little creak and sound, slightly paranoid as he doesn't know what triggered your panic attack. Or perhaps he doesn't want to consider that your abduction might be the potential trigger. Killua definitely watches over you more closely after that day though, scared that it'll happen again. He's upset that you had to go through something like this in the first place, wants to help you to not suffer from another panic attack anytime soon.
Izuku Midoriya
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💚 Between his life as a hero and self-proclaimed lover of his darling, Midoriya is far more often on missions to save people and catch the bad guys, time he sometimes would prefer to dedicate with his s/o. This guy is definitely through, he has some serious delusional issues going on to the point where he likes to think that you're unhappy when he's gone so he often buys you presents as a way to make it up for you. After a long day of work he is just looking forward to seeing you but his happy mood drops quickly when he enters your bedroom only to find you hiding in the closet, in the midst of a panic attack. Izuku knows what it's going on, I'd like to think that he's gone through something similar before, that doesn't make him panic any less though because it's his sweetheart suffering from a panic attack right now. His intention to comfort you is pure but he's probably being a bit too smothering in his approach as seeing you going through something so terrible is one of the worst things to him. Seeing you like this forces tears into his eyes.
💚 Midoriya switches sort of back and forth between drowning you in hugs and kisses and giving you sweets or other things in order to shift your focus on other things. If you like some specific food, he instantly gets it from the fridge, because he always has stocked up what you like. He does the breathing exercises with you, he's encouraging you to focus on him and he's sweetly praising you all the time, although he is very clingy. He's freaking out on the inside still and only gradually calms down when he realises that your heartbeat slows down a bit and your breathing normalizes itself. He's burning to ask you what triggered you but still decides to wait for a while longer, a while longer where he keeps you wrapped up in his arms. He dedicates a few pages to the topic of panic attacks afterwards, writes down what can help and buys items like different kinds of scents or just something to squeeze, basically anything to help you stay grounded.
Tamaki Amajiki
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🌗 Tamaki is also a hero and has to leave his darling at home. From a logical point of view he understands that it's necessary, he has to earn money after all to provide for the both of you but that doesn't make it any less nerve-wracking or fraught for him. His darling is his biggest comfort, his security blanket and even if their relationship is currently a bit strained due to his abduction, Tamaki emotionally relies on them a lot. He returns with hopes of not being yelled at only to come that close to suffering from a panic attack of his own when he sees you hidden in the closet, trembling and hyperventilating with tears cascading down your face. I'd still label him as the one who would deal with a panic attack the best simply because I genuinely believe that he has experienced them himself. So he knows what to do and first of all he wants to move you out of the closet and at least sit down on bed because it's already cramped as it is inside there and he wants to help you right now.
🌗He gets everything he can think of that could help, from a different assortment of scents to plushies to hug and squeeze to some herbal tea to hopefully soothe your nerves. Whilst you find yourself surrounded by all the different stuff he has given you, afterwards he's staying right next to you. Shaky hands are rubbing your back or are running through your hair all whilst he's trying to instruct you through the breathing exercises with you. Tamaki needs them right now too in order to not suffer from a panic attack too. He's having a relentless inner monologue, the voice in his head unable to shut up as it blames him for being the reason why you're currently going through such a horrible experience. What other explanation could there be after all? You've been unhappy ever since the abduction so it's his fault. It's that idea that ultimately pushes his own tears to fall down as he starts apologizing all of a sudden. He didn't mean for this to happen. He just didn't want to be abandoned by you. He'll do better from now on.
Batsubami Rei
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❣️After being freed from the Hundred Devouring Families, Rei has been able to live a fairly good and comfortable life. She's diligent and hard-working, dutiful with the job she has now. It's all for her darling after all who gave her new life a purpose, she wants to be able to provide for them. She always looks forward to seeing you after a long and tiring day of work but when she finds you in the closet, shivering and breathing rapidly, she quickly turns serious. She's been working as a servant for the Bami Clan since her childhood and she has definitely seen enough people being destroyed by them so she is familiar with what a panic attack looks like. She's taking on a composed and calm attitude though to give her darling a sense of security and safety as she gently kneels down to their height and starts talking with them to have them focus on her. She just starts having a conversation with her darling and talks about different topics to divert their attention from any negative thoughts.
❣️After a while she manages to talk you into leaving the closet and sitting down on bed, asks you if there's anything you want her to fetch you quickly. If there is, please tell her and she'll retrieve it for you. Rei is obviously concerned about why you're experiencing from a panic attack but she doesn't want to question you too intensely about what triggered it just yet. She doesn't want to risk you only panicking more so she just waits until you've calmed down enough before attempting to ask you what happened. In the meantime she just stays with you and talks about her own day and stuff she knows that you're interested in. She dotes on you slightly after you've calmed down as she advices you to sit back and take it easy for a while to recover from the emotions and physical symptoms you just experienced. Just let her serve you and take care of you for a while. Rei would like to know if there was a specific trigger and if you've ever had a panic attack before because if this turns out to happen more often, she'll definitely get you professional help.
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So uh... Yandere! Alois Trancy with a Femboy reader with freckles... i would imagine him to be over protective..? I dunno, everything is up to you.
Btw, the freckles are optional.
Have funnn
Yandere Alois Trancy (Older)
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Okay, life wouldn't really be easy for you.
Because the world was different then.
But don't worry because Alois is sure to protect you.
Alois would love you very much.
He would love everything about you.
Another thing Alois loves is torturing those people who make you sad :D
Of course he won't tell you anything about this.
And of course this is after he's made sure you've moved in with him.
Because only with him can you be safe.
Alois is "mildly" manipulative.
He would just like to spend the whole day with you and keep everyone else away.
Or almost all the time.
Alois would also really support you.
He would love to dress up with you.
And if you behave, he would definitely buy you a lot of clothes.
Just don't leave him.
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wxntxr-cxtrxs · 1 month
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Yandere Alois (platonic)
Platonic! Alois- 
Delusional, affectionate, cruel 
He's the most dangerous by far. His extreme moods and volatile personality meant that even if you’re trying to be the loving family member he wants, he’s likely to still lash out. What he expects from you changes day to day, sometimes hour to hour. And he won't express it to you verbally, he just expects you to know. 
After a while, his servants help you determine his mood, not for your sake, but for his. They want him to be happy, and will only help you to help him. Speaking of his servants, you won't have any luck trying to befriend them. You’ll be all alone except for Alois. 
His punishments are physical, and exceptionally cruel. He’s likely to gouge an eye out, or permanently scar you. Also, if he leaves a physical mark, he’ll get angry at you anytime he sees it. 
He feels extreme bouts of guilt and shame for his actions, where he’ll beg for your forgiveness, begging to be able to make it up to you. Anything you want, he’ll do. Don't leave, don't leave, please, don't leave. And he means it- for you, he’d do anything. Anything you want (besides your freedom) you can have. 
He’s one who will make you uncomfortable for sure- he has no respect for boundaries or your feelings. You exist for him. You live and die for him. 
He’s likely to break you by accident, and throw a fit when no one can fix you. Despite this, he’ll never let you go, not ever. If he does break you, he’ll likely cry about it for days, weeks even. He’ll be inconsolable. He’d do anything to bring you back as you had been. 
He’s the type of yandere that might threaten or attempt suicide if you tired to escape. Obviously, his demons will find you, but you will have broken him. After that, everything seems pointless. He might kill you, and then himself. 
Was it really so hard to love him? Was he so bad? So unlovable?
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yubiina · 2 years
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I can't believe the death of Queen Elizabeth literally revived the Black Butler fandom back to life for like 5sec and brought it together like a fucking high school reunion goodbye.
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"Yanderes On Sale!"
If only you read the description below before purchasing a few months ago. You would have avoided this type of scenario. If you didn't even notice that add during your daily scroll on Amazon. You would have not been in the arms of a lovesick man who claims to be your soul mate.
"Oh! How I long for you to be in my arms!" The man who tied you with the red ribbon you always have laying around said.
"Oh please don't struggle My lord,I'm afraid you'll hurt yourself....Ah...is it because I touched you without your consent...?" The man quickly backed away from you and started to beg
"I'MSOSORRYYOURHOLYNESS!!! IWILL REPENTYOURDEVINEGREA—" the man process to take a knife and nearly stabbed himself with it
"STOP THIS!" You yell
"I-I just—please just—PUT.IT.DOWN." you demand and then softly smile to the man"come now....just stay with me"the man slowly walked up and shakily wraps his hand around your body
You think to yourself 'frick this frickiri-frack I'm just going to accept my faith.
And so that's your story 'the living god'
@xxiaours
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vvyvernicus · 2 months
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Alois, but he's the "Cold Duke of the North" in a cliche romance Manhwa.
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Alternate Universe where the death of his parents causes his sweet personality to shift? It would be very interesting to see his interactions with Camilla then. I imagine her exile to Mohnton would be more of a "marry the scary guy who might kill you in your sleep".
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veampa · 2 months
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Hi there, thanks for stopping by!
It’s a pleasure to have you stop by my blog, my name is milsia, ill admit that ive never read the manga but ive watched the anime’s so my apologies if my writing isn’t as accurate as the characters should be!
I write- Smut! (mdni with smut posts!!! I also won’t write smut for ciel, elizabeth, doll, alois or any other minors!), Yandere! I will gladly write yandere and don’t mind writing for it (for minors it will be platonic!!), Romance! (Again im more than happy to write it but i wont write it for minors), Platonic!, fluff!, angst!, headcanons (most of my writing will be those IM SORRY I JUST FIND IT EASIER), Drabbles!, Oneshots!
I will gladly write any gender:)
Thank you for reading that! Now for my Don'ts-
Don’t request smut or romance for minors, I’m not comfortable writing for them in those ways!
Pedophillia. I don’t need to even explain.
Piss, scat, incest.
Sending the same request, if i haven’t done your request then theres a chance i haven’t gotten to it yet, still writing it or just don’t or can’t write it.
I BEG YOU MINORS, DO NOT INTERACT WITH MY SMUT POSTS!!!
It is not my responsibility to monitor what you do online but I will block you if I find out you are a minor.
MOST OF THE CHARACTERS I WRITE FOR ARE IN THE TAGS (if the one you want to request isn’t there i’ll probably write for them, just forgot to add them)
A little bit more about me-
Im 20. I am a taurus!
I live in the uk.
I absolutely love mercury! I think its a beautiful planet:)
I love vampires!
My pronouns are they/them.
Im afab!
I don’t own any of the photos i may use!
My posting times aren’t consistent (SORRY!!)
That is all, thank you dearie for reading
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animeyanderetalker · 1 year
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Just recently binge-read most of your yandere black butler headcanons and all I can think of is this everytime a headcanon includes Yandere Alois:
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Bro needs to chill for a few seconds or else he's gonna burst a blood vessel from how panicked or angry he is
I agree 100%, the poor boy is going to suffer from a heart attack one of those days since he's constantly going 180 as soon as his darling is involved.
Also, I love the image you used in here!
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merakiui · 2 years
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MERA PLEASE, I'M WEAK
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I love Riddle but this design just does something to me....
Beta Riddle... 😳 Beta Riddle would shove me into a locker because I didn't give him my strawberry tart (the one I paid good money for!!). Beta Riddle would trip me in physical education class because I'm a faster runner than him. Beta Riddle would purposefully knock me off of my broom because he needs to be the best. Beta Riddle would not take no for an answer, so I'd have to give him anything and everything he desires. Beta Riddle would collar me when I do tell him no, proceed to make a grand show out of it, and due to peer pressure and embarrassment I'd be forced to give up homework answers, sweets, my favorite stationery—whatever it is he wants at that moment. orz
He hits different!!! I love the idea of Riddle being a rebel and not caring about rules or studying. It's really delicious. He sounds like an arrogant menace. <3 But the Riddle we have now is still just as wonderful! :D
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mars-writes-yandere · 2 years
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okay i know i suck at finishing series but
yan!sugar daddy?? y’all gotta give me some character ideas though 😭
i was thinking maybe sebastian or erwin or maybe even levi
if you have other ideas tho i’m open to them
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Uselessly Protected | Yandere Black Butler
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Zombie Apocalypse AU
The howling sounds of the undead groaning rang through your ears as you adjusted the strap of your backpack. Letting your hand hover over the pocket knife you had hidden, you were acutely aware that you weren’t supposed to have it. But you found that impossibly unreasonable for the state the world was in. 
“Birdie? What are you lookin’ o’er there for?” 
The light voice of Finny calls your attention to him. Bright-eyed and no longer adjusting the grip of his bat, he’s searching your face for some indication of your drifting attention. You smile at him, shaking your head at your odd behavior hopefully silencing any worry. For Finny it's enough as he waits for you to walk ahead of him down the shadowed path to the vehicle. You move forward, eyes trained on the light illuminating the exit of the alleyway. Slow to leave, you scan your surroundings before darting across the street to the bus your troupe had begun calling home. Knocking a tune from childhood, the bus doors swing open revealing Elizabeth, dressed in the bloodiest, pink zombie armor ever, in the driver's seat.
“Hiya (Y/n)! Finny! How was the run?”
“It was great, Miss!”
You let yourself inside immediately dropping the backpack to the ground, relieving yourself of the hefty load. Hovering over your catch with sweat dripping down your face accompanied by the ache of your back relaxing it, you enviously watched the blond still at the entrance of the bus. Completely unphased by the weight of his backpack, which was already five times bigger than the one you had, he was still joyously conversing with the girl. You always thought his unbelievable strength would be generally unideal in a modern world but with the era of the infected starting anew, he was an asset through and through. Not to mention he was a sweet boy, a little clingy but that word doesn’t mean much since you’ve joined your troupe. 
Your troupe weren’t some randos you collected over time, the majority of them were the people you spent your hours working with. Maintaining the mansion, catering to the heir who lived in it, and raising the prodigy to be a decent person. It was a part-time job, miraculously handed to you after you returned the missing prodigy at a young age. A glorified babysitter–that’s what your peers called you; laughing about your gig when you told them what you do. Their jeers weren’t all that bad especially when you could wave your fat paycheck in their face. The Phantomhive family was more influential than one would think, with connections spreading  across the criminal world all the way to the English Monarchy. The point is this was a position beyond any average citizen, which meant striving to put your best foot forward at all times if only for your own safety.
This is the only reason why you found yourself in the Phantomhive manor the day the world ended. It didn’t matter that you tried to leave and failed. Those in the manor did not want you to leave so you didn’t. They were a different breed, something made clear by all their reactions to the world turning on its head.
“It was good…that department store is starting to have less and less.” You spoke to the blonde as you unloaded your pack, already missing the discouraged look on her face. 
“B-but you shouldn’t worry Miss! Sebastian and the Master are already working to find a new place!” 
“Oh…good.”
You appreciated Finny’s attempt to lift her spirits but you feared it was all in vain. When you were allowed to go on trips you could easily distinguish the severe lack of supplies it had originally been the hub for. You suspected another, larger group had found it and weren’t afraid to ransack the place. If that were the case, it could mean there were others who’d be willing to help survive. Others to pull their affection from you.
Having unpacked your bag and finished tying down the supplies in their rightful place, you plop on one of the seats designated as your bed. Nuzzling into the planklike surface of the old bus seat. You tried to ignore the thought of the millions that had previously sat on this nearly months before. 
“Why y’all lookin’ so glum?”
“Bard!” 
Finny cheered, launching himself into the chest of the cook. Returning the hug the two would begin to excitedly recount the number of zombies they offed. A game they started when they went on supply runs together. Not long after Mey-Rin followed suit, too busy stumbling over the stairs of the bus to speak properly. 
“We oughta make an official tally for ya, yes we should!” 
“If we did, everyone would see how I’m sweepin’ the floor with ya!”
“That’s not true, it's not! I’m doing better than yous, I did!” 
You hummed to yourself almost relaxed by their familiar squabbling, you let your eyes close. Listening to the steps going deeper into the bus before attempting to lightly tap away, you figured they must have figured you were trying to sleep. 
So sweet. You almost felt bad tricking them.
“Feeling relaxed, (Y/n)?”
Your eyes snapped open to Sebastian Michaelis who was leaning over you with a knowing smirk. Settling your beating heart with a hand over it, you sat up. Straightening out your position as his red eyes seemed to follow you.
“S-seb, you scared me!”
“How was your run today? Successful and uneventful I hope.” “Yeah, it was okay…”
You trailed off as you crossed your arms over your chest. It was normal for him to probe like this, even before the zombie apocalypse. He’d always catch you alone with this intense look in his eyes that had you demanding all of what he wanted. In a gross way, it was hypnotic. Others who have had the misfortune pleasure of coming across your co-worker would fondly recall his crimson gaze. You could do no such thing. 
Especially when it was attached to someone who obviously saw himself as more than you. Challenging your authority, in the guise of being a mere colleague. And of course, as the senior in the workplace, you expected that but not in life in general. 
“Reporting Sebastian! It was all clear! Not a single scratch!” Finny explained with a not-a-mock salute, smiling wider as the butler smiled at him. 
“Good.” He leaned in closer to you bringing his voice lower. “So why do you need that pocket knife?”
You had half a mind to curse him right then and there but the others were already turned away from you to focus on something else. No use bringing their nonsensical input. You held your ground tucking the folded weapon under you as a deterrent.
“Why not? The world’s going crazy and I have a right to want to protect myself.”
He looked at you like you were stupid. 
“Don’t you remember we said that we’d protect you? It’s an insult to our capabilities for you to hold on to something so useless.”
“Be insulted. I’m not who you guys are hired to protect, not to mention there’s no doubt going to be more…stressed scavengers looking for food. With the Department store running low, this weapon may very well save my life.”
Sebastian’s eyes narrowed at you initiating a silent bout of wills. You held his gaze while keeping a hand on your pocket knife. Knowing him, it wouldn’t be hard to distract you while he swiped it from underneath.
He stopped, tilting his head to the side, closing his eyes in a tight-lipped smile. 
“Fine then. For now, you can keep it with you. But the moment we leave this area you’ll be relieving it from your possession.” 
With that, he stepped away no doubt to help the on-comers who followed or more accurately clung to the young noble. Soma, a prince who happened to be in the area, was quickly ascending the bus steps hand-in-hand with Ciel. It isn’t long before Agni follows suit, waiting until the both of them were on the bus before shutting the door close, using the snipe to look out the window. 
“Come on Ciel! I’ll have to show you all my latest finds. Oh hi (Y/n)!”
“Hi, Soma.”
Ciel went to say something only to be pulled away deeper into the bus. Occupying the cot and pulling back the curtain Sebastian had arranged for him Soma happily dumped the contents of his bag on Ciel’s caught. You turned away stifling your laughter as you could see the red overtaking his cheeks. 
You instead watched the way Agni and Sebastian sent speculative glares to something or more likely someone outside. Groping the pocket knife in your hand you hoped you wouldn’t have to use it. 
Everyone began to settle down with the falling of the sun, having eaten and barricading the bus’ entryways. You still seemed to have trouble settling down, mostly on the account that Agni and Sebastian were both active. 
It was normal for Sebastian to roam at night, he did it often on your overnight stays. Surely, it's been heightened because of the Zombie apocalypse, which demanded his presence be known. This begs the question was he purposely not making himself known before. Agni mirrored him fully tense and prepared to fight in what should have been the safety of the bus. 
You were tired but not that tired.
“Hey, what’s the matter?”
They didn’t bother turning to you, completely well aware of your creeping steps over the sleeping troupe. Agni spoke first.
“Many of us have been followed by this fellow for a while. My guess is that he’s a scavenger.”
You looked out the window they hadn’t blocked, failing to find whoever he was speaking of. But this was Agni, he’d never lie over something like that. 
“Why not rest (Y/n)? We’ll handle them should they attempt to move forward.”
You glared at him or at his silhouette annunciated by his eyes which weren’t looking at you. He was doing it again. This undermining is an overprotective suggestion he’d do before steering you into a corner. A useless corner for the useless au pair. 
“Why can’t you trust me, Sebastian?”
His gaze shifts to you, fully focused on you.
“Whatever do you mean?”
“Why do you keep pushing me out of the way like I’m not an adult myself? I’m not Ciel, in fact, I help you care for him so why do you act like I’m so helpless all the time?”
You could visualize the smile that was spreading across his face. 
“I think you misunderstand my intentions towards you.”
“Am I?”
“You equate my care for you to be on par with that of Ciel.”
“Right?”
“I won’t shy from it, I care for you on an intensely different level (Y/n). Which naturally has me prioritizing your safety, can’t I have that luxury?”
“Not in a Zombie apocalypse you can’t…” 
You stole a look at Agni who looked incredibly uncomfortable like a family friend in a couple’s spat. Sighing you turned to Sebastian’s silhouette putting a hand on his back.
“Just believe in me some more okay?... And maybe I’ll appreciate your efforts a bit more.”
With a light pat to the back, you walked over to the ammunition corner taking to doing general upkeep on the arsenal. 
Thankfully in the darkness of your shelter, you didn’t have to witness the fumes of obsession spiraling off the butler. 
It’s nice to be heard every once in a while.
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“Hello peasants, we’ve come to make a proposition for all of you!”
“Who let this idiot into the bus!?”
That was a good question. The blonde noble you only recognized from the various competitions Ciel was meant to attend, was making the declaration while standing on the seats. Ciel was clenching his fists, turning a dangerous shade of red as everyone spoke their piece.
“Well hello there, you look around master’s age, you do!”
“Oh my goodness there’s three of them and they all look the same!”
“No, we’re not.”
“A little bit kinda.”
“Not at all you’re wacked in the head.”
Sebastian was glaring intensely at the boy’s butler, while his maid was smiling at an on-guard Agni. It was an odd dynamic to wake up to. Something that wasn’t solitary to living with them during a Zombie apocalypse, 
“You guys let’s all settle down and talk this through.” You gestured to the outside where the streams of the undead limped about. “Which sure beats alerting them.”
“Ahh (Y/n)! You’re still alive! Always so cool! C’mon Claude let’s sit next to them!”
Darting across everyone he was hugging you clinging to your arm as he chose a place to sit, no doubt worsening Ciel’s mood. In direct competition, Ciel took to your otherside slyly slipping his hand into yours. 
“Ahem, (Y/n) is right we should attempt to peacefully discuss your intrusion.”
“Intrusion!? How rude! (Y/n) we were in danger and had nowhere else to go!”
“Don’t cling to them like that!” 
You sent a look to Sebastian eager to usher everyone into a calmer state. Hopefully you could end this without bloodying your hands.
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animeyanderelover · 1 year
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Can i request Black butler with a very quiet darling and how would they approach them
Sure thing. You didn’t specify which characters so I just chose a few.
Tw: Yandere themes, unhealthy mindset, unhealthy relationship, possessive behavior, obsession, delusion, clinginess, stalking, manipulation
Very quiet s/o
Ciel Phantomhive
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☕️Considering that most of the people in Ciel's closer surroundings are a mixture of energetic, loud and chaotic except his butler he would most likely appreciate his darling for being on the silent side. Being in their company is far more peaceful as he can actually do something productive without being interrupted although he does wonder where your thoughts are in such moments. Ciel isn't the most talkative person himself and sort of expects you to not be someone who feels comfortable holding long conversations. So if he does strike up conversations with you, they're always on the short side so he does not make you uncomfortable and doesn't risk losing his face if you would decide to just ghost him. He might show some patience but that doesn't change the fact that Ciel is still awfully possessive so expect any potential suitor to disappear or to tragically die.
Sebastian Michaelis
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🐈‍⬛Ever the proud and arrogant demon, Sebastian can't help but see your quiet personality as a little challenge, one he is very willing to take. With the end goal of winning of course. Working for his master automatically means that he's also surrounded by very bubbly and talkative people so he finds the clear difference in personality in you very adorable. Sebastian is quite convinced that he can charm you with his looks and his flawless courtesy. He stalks you in your daily life, figures out your little quirks and uses that knowledge to start conversations with you, hearing your voice makes his dead heart flatter. Don't forget that the man in front of you is a highly possessive demon though, one who appreciates your quietness for the additional reason that it keeps you from interacting with others. Why not only talk with him and let him be the only one to bask in the pleasure of hearing your lovely voice calling his name?
Ronald Knox
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😃Ronald blends in really well with others and is quite the chatty person himself which makes for a great contrast between him and his darling. Something that doesn't intimidates Ronald in the slightest though, instead he can't help but dote on you a bit more thanks to your quiet personality. He tries to talk with you quite often although he often ends up being the one who fills the silence most of the time. As long as he knows that he has your attention, he's fine with it though although it is a great achievement if you do reply to him without him having to ask you to do so. If he realizes that his attempts kind of put you off though, he pulls back for a bit, reluctantly that is. After all he prefers spending time with you instead of stalking you. Given your quietness though, Ronald can't help but grow just that tiny bit more protective and possessive over you.
Joker
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🤡 Joker pays especially much attention to you, a new member of the circus of his. Initially some just assume it's due to your very silent nature as you rarely speak up or talk to anybody. As time passes by though others, especially his friends, realize that Joker has turned quite obsessed. He's highly protective over his darling and just as possessive as he keeps you around him nearly all of the time and acts hostile as soon as someone asks him about you. You find yourself isolated thanks to Joker who is for the most part the only person you can interact with as he uses his influence as the leader of the circus. Technically speaking he knows that he's doing something wrong but he just can't help it. He loves you so much and your silent nature only worsens his protective tendencies, he wants to hide you from the world. He doesn't mind your lack of words around others but by all means, please talk to him and let only him hear your lovely voice.
Alois Trancy
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👅 Probably one of the worst people to handle someone who is as quiet as his darling is as Alois is a demanding and equally bratty person although he highly adores and even worships his s/o to a certain extent. The only thing that is certain is that Alois is bound to be highly possessive over you and very unwilling to let others near you. Talking with you is very tricky as you're a silent person but it gives him the impression that you don't like him which does nothing except triggering his paranoia and if you do have someone you open up to and talk with, you can bet your kidneys that Alois will see it through, after a great fit of jealous rage, that they will be gone. It should be him with whom you share your secrets and worries! He's the one made for you! Count on an abduction sooner than later and after that absolutely no break from the young noble as he's up your arse every minute of the day, all whilst begging you to talk with him.
Hannah Annafellows
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🟣 Hannah is cunning and manipulative, especially once she realizes that you are her mate. Considering how silent of a person you are, it's a rather convenient situation for her. There most likely isn't a huge group of people in your life which means less work for her as there is no one she feels the great need to remove instantly from your life. Hannah enters your life very quick though although she makes sure to adjust herself for now to your own personality. She acts docile and careful around you, doesn't want to overwhelm you with her real side for now. If she could arrange it already, she would like to become your personal pillar as soon as possible so that there will be less troubles later on. She makes sure to be the only person you can really interact with as she scares everyone else away, creates an environment where only her and you exist. As it should be.
Ran Mao
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🌺 I think it's a well-known fact that Ran Mao herself is a woman known to not be someone whose voice you will be likely to hear all too often too. Maybe that's what sort of sparks her interest in you to begin with, both of you are rarely heard speaking up at all. The lack of hearing your voice leads to excessive stalking as she desperately wants to hear what you sound like and the first time you actually do talk, she seems to become only more obsessed with you. She tries to respect your silence though since she herself isn't talking that much for herself either but if you do talk, expect her to hang onto every tone leaving your lips. Her lack of words is definitely made up with the amount of touching she does though as she's essentially like a cuddly and clingy kitten. Ran Mao is a professional assassin though and that spells danger for others as she grows quite protective over you.
Charles Grey
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 🤺 Charles Grey just happens to experience a streak of boredom which is why he decides to entertain himself a bit with you, a simple game to crack your silent shell and charm you as you don't swoon over him nor pay him much mind. The only thing is that you're quite a hard shell to crack as you don't give in much despite the man's attempts to provoke you slightly and tease you. Unfortunately that only earns you his obsessive interest in you as Charles suddenly pops up around you on a daily base to try to chat with you and attempt to get under your skin by teasing you and annoying you. If he gets any reaction out of you, especially a verbal one, he sees it as a win. He'd like to clarify that he doesn't hate you though. He can confidently say that he wants you and for that your silence around others fits rather well since it quenches some of his possessive tendencies. Now how to teach you to only ever speak around him~?
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Reader whose likes just staring at Yandere alois and ciel ‘s demon mark thing (they just think it’s pretty)
Yandere Alois Trancy
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Alois demon mark is on his tongue.
This creates a bit of difficulty.
It really depends on Alois's state of mind whether he will let you look at the mark.
It also depends on whether you have behaved well.
If Alois is in a good mood, of course you can watch it.
Maybe you even get to touch it.
On the other hand, who wants to touch another's tongue?
If you want, that's up to you.
If Alois was in a bad mood you really shouldn't look at his mark.
This might make him even more irritable.
Poor Hannah or a random guy who was mean to you.
Alois needs to take out his irritation somewhere.
He doesn't want to hurt you.
But when he's angry it's hard to think clearly.
Alois might also take advantage of your interest.
He can be really creative
Yandere Ciel Phantomhive
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Ciel doesn't usually show off his other eye.
There's a reason he wears an eyepatch.
He would let you watch it. But certainly not in public.
Times are also limited.
And if you don't behave well Ciel won't really let you look into his eyes.
It might not be the most effective punishment in the world.
But punishment nonetheless.
Ciel still remembers the first time you saw his eyes.
He had just "moved in" with you.
You had a bit of a hard time adjusting.
It's not normal to adjust to being kidnapped, Ciel
So this is why Ciel wanted to sleep with you.
He tried to calm you down with hugs.
This time you saw Ciel's eye.
It was love… at first sight :D
shitty joke made by werty
You thought it was beautiful.
You wanted to stare at it for hours.
You went to bed late.
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smoresie · 7 months
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All this brainstorming about undertaker's children is so fun but what if I added an additional member
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coolkat122 · 2 years
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Sneak peek at a Black Butler AU fic I am trying to work on
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Colored by The Villainous Queen of Hearts
Long Black Butler Cinderella AU One Shot Here We Gooooooo!
note: I aged up the characters Ciel, Alois and Luka, despite them not being love interest, I thought it would just fit better for the story, the reader and Ciel are 18, Luka is maybe 16 or 17 with Alois being the eldest 19 close to maybe 20. It will probably make sense when you read the story (well they aren’t those ages at the start,since it’s a flash back)
Waring : implied posing, murder, maybe mentions of abuse? Idk, this isn’t going to be too dark, I just thought that I should mention it nonetheless though. Oh and slight Yandere Alois (platonically of course)
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It wasn’t too long after my Mother died that my Father remarried, not that I blame or hold that against him, my poor Father had always been a romantic and had so much love to give, that to me was made clear in how he loved both me and my Mother.
So when she passed away as she did, I could see how it nearly broke him, he had loved her so, so much and for such a long time practically since childhood from what they have told me, that I guess he felt lost without another by his side, and there was only so much that I as his child could do for him.
That’s why I truly did want his new marriage to work, I wanted to love this new woman as if she were another mother to me, I even remember my excitement for her arrival when my Father told me the news.
”My dear, you are about to have a new mother and BROTHERS! I know how much you’ve always wanted siblings!” My Father’s eyes sparkled, his face filled with so much love and joy, that it was infectious, I could feel my own bubbling up inside me, I could hardly stay still, my feet bounced up and down impatiently, it only grew worse as my Father went on.
”They are such lovely people too, Caroline is such a marvelous woman, her heart so kind, so true, and her boys are magnificent, you’ll love them, Alois would make such a dependable older brother and you’ll love Luka, he’s such an adorable young man, you’ll want to smother him” My Father gushed, everything he was describing sounded like paradise.
 I couldn’t wait to meet my newest family members, but I guess I wasn’t ready  for a new mother? I wasn’t strong enough to love her? Despite my best efforts to try, maybe I was so used to my parents soft and tender love, that this new woman’s stern and hard boiled approach repelled me?
Her children were a tricky bunch too, they were kind approachable around Father, but when it was just New Mother and I, they behavior shifted, they became cold and distant, some times making mean and hurtful comments, I couldn’t understand why? And Mother she encouraged it, saying that a little criticism/truth wouldn’t hurt me.
I didn’t know how to react this treatment was new to me, everything about them was new to me, even the cold stand-offish demeanor of their butler Claude was new and quite foreign when compared to my family’s servants, Hannah and the triplets (though those three were quite an odd bunch too but at least I knew what they were thinking).
Hannah was kind, warm and motherly, in fact, her behavior and overall aura wasn’t too far off from how my Mother was, which is why I would always go to her seeking comfort when everything was too much to bare.
The triplets; Canterbury, Thompson, and Timber were close to my age, they were orphans that Hannah found and took in as her own, I am happy she did, they might have been strange and overly honest about their thoughts, but before my Father’s new marriage, the triplets were the closest thing I had for brothers.
And they kind of still are, I was finding it hard to accept Alois and Luka as family, giving how they act, whenever I could I would slip away and join up with the triplets to spend time with them, they never minded, especially since I would help out with their chores and share my snacks with them.
One day, when the triplets had finished up most of their chores early and wouldn’t have to move onto the next set until later, we all decided to play in the nearby woods, I had grown up here and knew it like the back of my hand and the triplets had gotten used to the little forest area after working here for as long as they have now.
So we didn’t see the harm, none of us would have guessed that Alois had spotted us running off into the woods and followed after, nor would we have imagined him getting lost in the process. We only found out once we got back and everyone was asking where he was and why we had left him.
Neither the triplets nor I understood what was going on, my confusion became much worse when Alois’s Mother slapped me hard on the cheek with tears running down her face, calling me a cruel child.
”You were always jealous of my dear Alois the moment he stepped foot into this house, you couldn’t see that your Father had loved you all equally, that Alois was new and he just wanted to make my babies feel welcomed so, you played a cruel joke on my precious boy” Coraline sobbed as my Father comforted her.
His sea green eyes filled with disbelief and heartbreak.”Is that true? Were you really feeling as such?” My Father asked but I didn’t know what to say, I was still so confused, Luka was crying and asking about his brother, he genuinely looked scared, Coraline was sobbing so loudly that I found it hard to focus, Hannah was tending to my check with soft caring hands and the triplets were glaring daggers at Coraline.
Soon my eyes landed on Alois’s family butler but he was just ignoring the world around him, only staring at the wall across from him with zero expression, no light in his golden orbs, his body as still as a rock, one would think he were mere decoration had you not seen him move before.
”I,I’m sorry, I’ll go find him!” Was what I meant to say, but I was pretty sure that what really came out was a rushed incoherent mess as I broke free from Hannah’s soft grasp, startling her, while I ran, to fix the mess that I had some how made.
My eyes burned with tears, my chest felt tight, heavy from the guilt of leaving poor Alois on his own, I kept telling myself that I didn’t know, that I would have never played such a cruel joke on my brother, on anyone! But my Stepmother’s words kept replaying in my head.
”You were always jealous of my dear Alois!“ was I? Had I truly been jealous of my new family that I had somehow not realized that I was treating them cruelly? I didn’t know, I can’t piece together what jealous or cruel behaviors had I been displaying all this time without really meaning to, all I could think of now was how was I going to make things right?
When I finally found Alois, he was curled up and shivering like mad, he was definitely freezing and doing his best to keep warm, without a moment’s hesitation, I quickly shared my body heat with him as I apologized over and over and over again.
”I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry”  Tears were clouding up my vision, I barely noticed that he had opened his icy blue eyes to watch me, I don’t know what emotions were swimming around in those cool pools of blue, I was too busy trying to help him keep warm while I expressed my sincerest apologies to him, not for forgiveness, I hadn’t deserved it.
I just needed him to know that I was truly, deeply sorry for my behavior, maybe if I had worked harder in being a better sister, he wouldn’t be out here cold and scared, at least he wasn’t alone now, if anything happens to us, it would be together, though I would do my best to protect him.
Eventually I had fallen asleep, worn out by my crying, Alois was too heavy for me to carry alone, and he was too weak to move by himself, so we stayed right there, hoping and praying to be found, we were, at some point Claude found us, I was only made aware that he had when I felt Alois’s hand tightened so hard around mine I thought it would break.
I let out a low and meek “Ow” which caused Alois to loosen his grip but not by much it still felt like a death grip, as if he were afraid to let go, did he think Claude would abandoned me? Or was he scared that I’d some how get lost? I wasn’t sure, I was too confused by how Alois’s weak gaze locked onto me, there was this fear swimming around in them as he held my hand the whole walk back to the manor.
Only letting go when Hannah rushed over to carry my barely holding on self, though she soon passed me over to my Father who was a wreck, he was crying as he kissed all over my face.
Luka was desperately trying to grab onto Alois but Claude never slowed his pace or lowered himself so the poor boy could, instead the butler just continued on until he was in Alois’s room, that was the only time Luka could hug his brother.
 I tried looking for Stepmother so that I could apologize but she was nowhere to be seen, Father says she had tired herself out and was resting, I had to wait then…
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Alois had caught a horrible cold from being out for so long, I still felt guilty, so despite both Hannah and my Father telling me to keep away and let him rest, I nonetheless took it upon myself to make Alois not feel so lonely and to help take care of him.
Even though Claude worked here now, Hannah’s workload  still seemed about the same, though she did have extra people to serve now with Coraline,Alois and Luka joining the family.
Alois at first seemed confused by my visits although he wasn’t opposed and was quite welcoming to them, even Luka who apparently had the same idea as I did enjoyed my presence there.
‘ I see, so the problem was me all along then, they are so welcoming now, so kind,  nothing like how they were before’ I thought somberly to myself while playing card games or some times chess with Alois until he got better.
Thankfully he recovered rather quickly and was up on his feet in no time though he began acting weirdly again in the presence of his Mother, but was kind when it was just us and the servants (minus Claude), I found it strange but didn’t question it, he looked so sad when he would act that way, so I thought it best to leave it be.
Why hurt him even further when he’s already suffering so?
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On one unfortunate day a few years later, my Father soon fell ill and no matter what anyone did, no matter how much love Stepmother poured into his care, he still eventually passed onto the other side with Mother… perhaps he missed her more than he let on?…
At his funeral I wasn’t as composed as I was at Mother’s, I was crying harder, louder and what’s worse is that no one was there to hold me like Father did, Hannah was going to but stopped when Stepmother said it was unbecoming of a maid to touch a noble, so reluctantly Hannah stepped back and instead tried supporting me from afar.
Now that Stepmother was head of the house, she began acted even colder than before, threatening to throw out the triplets if they ever made a comment that she didn’t favor again, Hannah told them to for now on keep their thoughts amongst themselves for safety.
Things around the manor changed over the years, Alois changed, his eyes grew colder as Stepmother expected more things from him, to b more charming when socializing, to place higher at school whereas I was pulled out from school to save money, I’m not sure what Stepmother was doing with the family money that we needed to save, but I tried to be understanding.
And Luka…poor Luka seemed less cheerful and was becoming quite melancholy as of late or so I noticed from afar, I could never find the chance to cheer him up or talk to him, an unfortunate side effect of the new role in house I played.
Stepmother had saw it fit to have me work around the house and even took away my room, I was now housed with the servants, I didn’t mind much, I suppose, it put me closer to Hannah and the triplets, all of whom I love dearly and were pretty much the only thing of my old family remaining.
My eyes briefly cut over to Alois enjoying tea with his Mother and brother Luka…. That was a pleasant sight, they so rarely get together so, it’s nice to see the three of them, converse with one another….even if I’m excluded.
 I no longer held any illusions that Stepmother was just expressing tough love like I did in my younger days, it was painfully obvious that she despises me,for whatever reason and probably always has or maybe she just grew to hate me after that day Alois became lost in the woods? I was too young to really notice and I’m honestly quite scared to, because if I do then I become aware that this new family never had a chance in forming.
It may be foolish but I rather go on believing that I messed it all up than for a moment think that the family left my Father so desperately tried to create for us both was doomed from the start.
Besides it wasn’t all bad, for a moment Alois and Luka, were like brothers to me and if Father had never passed away then this family might have stood a chance at being a loving, comforting pair.
”Ack!” My eyes widened as I heard Stepmother cough and when I actually turn to look it’s a horrid sight to behold, there’s blood coming from her mouth, her eyes wide in pain and possibly shock, Alois was by her side in an instant, comforting her before ordering Claude to carry her to her room and for Hannah to get a doctor
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This fanfic is subject to change, this is not the final draft it is a sneak peek 🫣
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