#yeah im pretty much extremely emotionally distant and bottle it all up👍 because truly no one in my life gives a fuck | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

crazysodomite · 1 year

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i think 'reaching out' really doesn't matter to me... i don't really talk to anyone if i don't have a specific topic to discuss (which i think isn't good? but it's how i operate). i think what matters to me is what a person does when i do reach out and ask for support or something.

#i don't ever talk about what's happening in my life because. well. whenever i would ask my friends for support i'd just be #left on read #it just makes me feel like #that type of completely emotionally detached person who never ever talks about his life or experiences or anything #something truly horrible happens to me and literally not a single soul on earth knows it. because i see no reason to talk about it anymore.#sometimes i feel like. i actually shouldn't ever ask for any help. unless it's something really minor that wouldn't be distressing to anyon #and the really heavy shit i need to deal with on my own and be silent about #yeah im pretty much extremely emotionally distant and bottle it all up👍 because truly no one in my life gives a fuck #i'm really going through it today. forgive me.

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