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#yesterday looking through my screenshots n thancred headpatting [spoilers] made me smile sm
noxtivagus ยท 2 years
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what if i make an apollo appreciation post everyday
#๐ŸŒ™.rambles#i love my twin a lot!#tucking them in bed n putting the blanket over you!#hugs. i love hugging the people i love#>:c if no one's gna want to do cringe shit like hold hands w me then i'll shower my friends with affection!#;;;; i have a liking for headpats wtf#yesterday looking through my screenshots n thancred headpatting [spoilers] made me smile sm#so cute#n then [spoilers] and [spoilers] in endwalker! my bb boy n his blue bird#this will stray off from being an apollo appreciation post but oh well#i am v affectionate w the ppl i'm close with#unles i'm shy w you. for whatever reason#or if my mood's just ๐Ÿ’€ or ๐Ÿค• or ๐Ÿซ  or ๐Ÿ˜ญ or smth!#i think i'm touch starved. idk exactly how#hngggg i miss seeing my irls more often bcs#hugs ;w;; holding hands! even if i've ever only done those stuff platonically#they make me happy ehe#but. headpats :< i want a headpat give me one pls#my personality is so. bruh idk. it's like either uwu or emo (not in the extreme cringe way tho. i hope. god no)#like depending on my mood. me being quiet cld come across as shy >< or intimidating.#what if i force myself to stop being shy around ppl i've known for less than several years#n be openly affectionate. but not too much. would chaos happen. would i make someone fall for me#idfk what i'm saying rn. the way my mood last week was so sad n depressing n this week i feel ๐Ÿฅบ vibes instead of ๐Ÿ’€ is. wtf#i shld sleep soon i have to wake up in like 5 hours hdkgjdj#my personalities like my voice. n my style. idk there's always just these two different sides of me#woah. my duality#like for my voice sometimes it's soft but it cld also be deep ish? my texting style has two opposite ends. my fave colors too#gna play n fix some stuff then i'll go to sleep in a bit
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