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[starfoam]

//I'm sorry to all my HSR mutuals but I was already roped into a Train Aesthetic Thing years ago and now I'm doomed to go "I don't remember that character in Toqger" forever.

[coquelicoq]

me after reading four poems by internationally beloved, critically acclaimed, insanely influential 19th-century poet charles baudelaire: wow this guy's emo lol

[maudiemoods]

Hello! I've been thinking about your Space Au lately and I have a couple of random questions! (No problem if you don't want to answer them)

1- Are there different "standard" models for the suits they wear? As well as different models of swimsuit

2- If one of them commits cannibalism, is it possible for them to remain sane?

3- Does the amount of "person" they eat indicate how many of their abilitied or characteristics they will acquire? Or is it indifferent?

4- Are there children in this species?

5- Do they have any particular celebration?

6- Do they express emotions like humans? (Cry = sad for example)

7- Do they find any human activity or habit particularly strange or frightening?

8- Can the transparent garments they wear have color? Or do they need to be 100% transparent?

9- Do they have pets?

10- Do they use any type of makeup or face/body paint?

11- What would a normal room look like for this species?

12- (I just don't remember) Does that species have a name?

13- Does the crew have any distinctive uniform?

14- Could they make use of a translator so that the human can speak with them?

15- Can they eat ice cream? (It would be funny if Eclipse developed a taste for ice cream)

16- Are they sensitive to temperature?

17- Is that civilization dependent on technology?

18- Is the concept of giving or receiving gifts something that they practice or would it be something totally unknown to them?

19- What kind of special machines does the ship have?

20- At some point the human will feel comfortable with them to the point of helping them in the ship?

21- How would the human react to knowing what Eclipse did?

22- What would have been the reaction of Eclipse to discover the new friend of Sun and Moon?

23- Do they have any common illness? (like the flu for humans)

I'm sorry there are so many questions, but I haven't stopped thinking about them all night. Also sorry if it's not well written, I'm using the translator... (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)

Thanks for all the questions!! I had fun answering them :D!!! Underneath the read more is the answers typed out!

Since you said you were using a translator, I thought I'd be better if I typed it all out! Plus, my hand writing can be kinda sloppy jdkdkks

Answer 1: there are plenty of different models! For crew mates, they're usually pretty simple and most of the time, black! Also! Because they're super durable, they could be used as a swimsuit! (We don't really like swimming)

Of course there are also more extravagant outfits for captains! Those aren't used for anything except show! But they also tend to be black unless used for special occasions!

By the way! Water is uncomfortable to breathe in! They can "turn off" their ability to breathe in through their skin for a while but they have to breathe through their mouth a lot

Answer 2: yes of course! If one only cannibalizes only a couple! Too many will definitely alter one's state of mind! Most don't cannibalize too many, so most are sane. But, beings like eclipse, who have eaten many, will definitely have a few (a lot) screws loose!!

Answer 3: well, to gain abilities, one must eat the core! If the ability affects appearance, just eating the core will change appearance!

If one wants a physical change not connected to an ability, they would really only need to eat one bite of said trait!

Answer 4: even though I haven't figured out life stages and reproduction, I have decided that they will not have a child-like stage. Keep in mind I'm still figuring this out! This probably won't change but who knows!

Answer 5: oh yeah! We have tons! Our biggest one is the solstice festival! It's where we all celebrate our species' beginnings and achievements! There's tons of food and music! Also games and workshops! All kinds of beings get together and celebrate our differences! Also! Also! There's lots of parades and performances

(coming up with this on the spot! Sorry if it's poorly done!)

Answer 6: yep! Pretty much!! Facial expressions are very important in communication! Our kind can practically hold an entire conversation just using body language and facial expressions!

Answer 7: human sleep schedules are a bit strange compared to theirs!

Sun: "this is the third time they've fallen asleep in 78 hours! Is something wrong with them??

Moon: "I don't care"

They also find human lifestyles awful!

Y/n: "back on earth, I worked 60 hours a week and still hardly had enough money to pay rent and feed myself!!

Answer 8: yep! Usually we wear colors that compliment/match our skin!

Answer 9: yeah! There are tons of different creatures we keep as pets back home! Thing is, they're pretty high maintenance so it's unlikely anything brings them on board their ship!

Sugar mite!

Answer 10: we don't really use makeup daily like some humans do. We do however outline our patterns with paint (usually gold) during certain festivals!

Answer 11: idk but I'll share a few ideas aaa

Maybe some sort of reclining chair as a bed? Or maybe some kind of nest where they sleep with their close friends?? (Idk how to even draw that. I'll have to start looking some ideas up)

They definitely have some sort of work space! What that looks like changes from being to being! Honestly idk. I'll figure it out soon (maybe)

Answer 12: as of right now, no. I want to come up with something neat but I need to do some research first and I'm lazy so that might take a while.

Answer 13: maybe something like this? Eclipse will wear one of those fancy outfits and the crew will wear their teams symbol on their shirts. They only use these clothes when they're representing their ship in public. Most of the time they just wear the basic black uniform.

Answer 14: yes they can! They built one to help y/n understand most languages in case they get separated!

Y/n: "ok! Lets see if this works! Ok, say something.

Moon: "you're a waste of space and I hate you"

Y/n: "hm"

(The tablet shown in the doodle is just a prototype? They make a smaller, more travel sized version for y/n later. I was just too lazy to design an actual device at the moment)

Answer 15: ooo definitely! There's probably an equivalent of that somewhere in space!

Y/n can have it because it's toxic to humans

Random background character: "uh, caption? We need orders-"

Eclipse: "I'm busy"

Answer 16: no, not really! Our kind's internal temp doesn't change unless we get really sick! Most have an internal temp of 2,800°f! But others, like sun and moon, might have a high or lower temp.

Edit because I'm too lazy to erase and rewrite: there are different races of them! Cooler colored beings have cooler temps and the opposite for warmer colored beings! Temp is neutral for those who don't fall into those categories!

Moon temp: 38°f Sun temp: 3,600°f!

Again! This is only their internal temp! Surface temps are a lot milder.

Y/n: "dude. You're cold"

Moon: "get off of me"

Y/n: "warm.. and suffocating

Answer 17: yeah absolutely. We depend on technology for travel, healing, trading, building, and more

Answer 18: they do give gifts! It's seen as a very generous gesture!

Sun: "pretty box :))"

Y/n: ".. the gift is in the box sun."

Their kind is very sentimental!

Answer 19: can't draw them out just yet! I don't know how to draw machinery! But!! They do have some sort of healing tank, a small teleporter/3D printer, bathroom stuff (it looks a bit different from normal human stuff), and also basic kitchen appliances.

Answer 20: yeah! It'll take y/n a while for them to figure stuff out though!

Sun: (explaining mechanical tools) "blah blah blah blah blah blah blah"

Moon: "don't crash."

Answer 21: they'd be full of rage! But would also be pretty lost for words. They would just do their best to be there for them :)

Lots of hugs for sun and moon!!

Answer 22: honestly, I haven't thought of a situation where they would meet yet

Eclipse: "ooo!! Jealous!! Mind if I take them off your hands? Why the angry faces boys? What's got you so upset?"

Answer 23: yep! I haven't really developed this stuff yet and honestly my wrist is starting to hurt a lot (sorry)

I'm so glad you like my au!! I really appreciate all the support and I love answering these questions!!

[just-eyris-things]

❛ they say you’re dangerous, but you’re my safe. ❜ reminds me of Occam and Yvrell-

well, it reminds you good, Anon, my beloved!

No matter how hard Yvrell tried, no matter what he did, all people saw to him was a murderer who helped Scarlet destroy many lived and then contributed to Mordremoth's awakening. It did not matter to them that the a third of it was a hopeless, unrequited love that drove him to do insane things, a third was nothing but fear and hopelessness, a fight with morals, and finally, the last part: working undercover.

None of it mattered.

Most of the time he was sitting in his workshop, tinkering, trying to silence his own demons with the sounds of his trustworthy hammer. But nothing ever worked, no matter his desperation or how hard he tried. Yet, there was but a one thing, or to be precise, a person, who saw more to him.

"Still burning the midnight oil?" Occam asked as he walked in the workshop, badly lit from an almost burnout candle at the desk. He approached Yvrell, who was leaning over some parts, trying to fit them together. "Yvrell-"

"I can't sleep." The answer was short, said in a voice that could petrify with its tone. Clearly, the engineer was not in a mood. He wanted to be left alone. But Occam knew better than this.

"How many nights has it been?" he asked rethorically. "You need rest."

"Not like it will do any good-"

"Yvrell." Occam was not going to let his partner be passive aggressive towards him. He crossed his arms and glared intensely at him until Yvrell turned to face him.

"What."

Occam sighed as he walked closer and grabbed his hand.

"Let's go to bed."

Yvrell groaned, yet he listened. He let his partner lead him to the shower, Mother knew how much he needed it. It was so calming, to sit in the deeper part of their bathroom, soak in water that was neither warm nor cold. It was soothing to sit there with Occam hugging him from behind.

"Yvrell, you know I care about you."

"I know."

"You know I love you."

Yvrell was silent and could only nod, he knew well that if he spoke his own voice would betray him. Love... it was such an odd concept for him. Something he was sure he could never understand. Was it not love that got him in this place after all? Was it not love that was now drowning him in guilt?

"Yvrell." Occam's deep voice was like brand new prosthetics. It was magically picking him together. "We both know what they say about you. That you're guilty. That you're a murderer, a monster." Yvrell did not dare to speak up, knowing that all it was true. "They say you're dangerous..." Occam paused for a moment. "But you're my safe. After Maguuma... I was lost, too. I acted like everything was fine. I was expected to. But can one be truly fine with a dragon roaring in your mind, pulling on the ropes in attempts of getting full control? If it weren't for you... I'd be long gone. With you by my side I knew I was safe. And I still am."

Part of Yvrell wanted to argue. But part of him knew that Occam was not the kind to lie to make someone feel better. He trembled. He felt Occam's strong arms hug him tighter, to which he answered by leaning into him, closer, as if trying to merge with him like he merged metals in his furnace. He closed his eyes as he listened to the hum of sap within Occam's chest, a quiet, almost silent beating of his rhuddin. And then, for the first time ever, Yvrell dared to say it.

"I love you, too."

[shock]

wish there could be nuance in discussions of trans man social politics on here because I always feel so alienated by the idea I see on here a lot that your narrative MUST be, as a trans man, that you were always a boy and never anything else and always were one and have no stake in anything about womanhood or any positive associations with it at all or ability to speak on your experiences unless they explicitly indicate how privileged you are now (blatantly just not the reality across the board) and do everything in your power to disgrace it and separate yourself from it but the years I spent as a woman were just as important to me and I see with just as much love as the years I've spent as a man if I can even call myself that because I internally genuinely don't care as long as people call me Jack.

Like I feel constantly pressured into fitting into this narrative of suffering that doesn't apply to me. I didn't transition to run from something, to run from womanhood, but instead toward where I was happiest and healthiest, which is this unique space of what a lot of people might consider "mid-transition" but as far as I'm concerned exactly where I'd like to be and on the outside people easily just go with Jack and he/him and leave it at that without them knowing much about how I feel internally or my history.

Like in my personal offline life I go to plenty of events and talks on womanhood and safe spaces where I'm there with trans women and cis women and nonbinary people and we all talk openly about our realities regarding womanhood in a very healthy and honest and mutually supportive way. I feel like the only group that I haven't seen have an important stake/perspective on those spaces is cis men. It's been important for me to have an outlet to express parts of womanhood I still hold close to me, and to workshop with other people who have important personal understandings and experiences to learn from/with mutually. All of us belong there and contribute to discussions equally and ensure the safety of one another and prioritize each other's voices.

Like this idea that to be a trans man is to revoke your right to a fundamental part of who you are (if you consider it fundamental, which I do for myself personally) with the expectation that you must go completely stealth and celebrate zero parts of your relationship to womanhood to join the ranks of cis men (a whole other can of worms that I've discussed before, but I have zero desire to be confused or conflated with cis men in any way, and am open about being transgender in every aspect of my life partly for this reason) is... not realistic, or even healthy for me particularly, and negates the autonomy and unique association with gender that a lot of people have. Plus aspects of womanhood and my relationship to it still effect me in positive and negative ways regardless of whether I want them to or not. I do want them to, though. Every part of my history and understanding of myself over time is equally important to who i am as a person, as I am that first and not a gender or concept of one. :P

[dukereviewsmovies]

Duke Reviews: Pinocchio

Hello, I'm Andrew Leduc And Welcome To Duke Reviews, Where We're Continuing Our Look At Disney...

Where Today We Look At Walt Disney's Second Animated Feature, Pinocchio...

This Film Is About An Old Wood-Carver Named Geppetto Who Carves A Wooden Puppet Named Pinocchio Who Is Brought To Life By A Blue Fairy Who Informs Him That In Order To Become A Real Boy, He Must Prove Himself To Be Brave, Truthful And Unselfish...

Will Pinocchio Succeed In His Quest?

Let's Find Out As We Watch Pinocchio...

We Open With When You Wish Upon A Star As The Credits Roll, Eventually Ending We See Jiminy Cricket Finishing Up The Song As He Sits On A Bookshelf...

And Honestly, Who Doesn't Like This Song?

It's Basically One Of The Top 2 Songs You Immediately Think Of When You Hear The Word "Disney" (With The Other Being A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes From Cinderella)...

However, Lately It's Been Brought Into Question By People Who Believe It Promotes Laziness And A Lying Belief That Everything Will Be Okay If You Believe Hard Enough, But I Honestly Think That People Like That Never Had A Childhood Or Has Never Thought Like A Child In Their Adult Lives...

Also I'd Be Crazy To Not Point Out That As Jiminy Is Singing The Last Words Of When You Wish Upon A Star, You Should Also Notice That The 2 Books Alongside The Pinocchio Book Are Peter Pan And Alice In Wonderland, 2 Other Stories That Would Later Become Disney Animated Movies...

Introducing Himself, Jiminy Acknowledges That Many May Not Believe That A Wish Can Come True, Which Leads Him To Tell Us The Story Of Pinocchio As He Gets Off The Bookshelf To Open The Book...

Saying That One Night, Jiminy's Travels Through A Quaint Little Village Where He Took Up Shelter In The Workshop Of A Wood-Carver Named Geppetto, Who Carved Dozens Of Toys, Clocks, Music Boxes And Puppets...

Hearing Geppetto Enter With His Cat, Figaro, Jiminy Hides As He Works On A Marionette After Greeting His Goldfish, Cleo. Painting A Face On The Marionette, He Names Him Pinocchio And Tests Him Out By Walking Him Around The Workshop While Playing Music...

And While It's Really Not A Song, I Actually Enjoy This Scene And The Marionette's Interactions With Figaro And Cleo Are Pretty Cute...

With The Clocks Indicating It's 9 O'Clock (In A Scene Which Shows Some Of The Elaborate Clocks In The Workshop (Some Interesting, Others Slightly Offensive) Geppetto And Figaro Get Ready For Bed...

But Before Going To Sleep, Geppetto Wishes Upon The Wishing Star That Pinocchio Would Become A Real Boy, With The Star Growing Brighter And Closer To The Workshop, It Eventually Arrives And Transforms Into The Blue Fairy, Who Grants Geppetto His Wish And Brings Pinocchio To Life...

However, The Fairy Informs Pinocchio That The Task Of Granting The Rest Of Geppetto's Wish Is On His Hands, Saying That He Must Prove Himself Brave, Truthful And Unselfish In Order To Become A Real Boy And Also Know The Difference Between Right And Wrong...

But Unable To Know It As...

Well, One Of The Complaints People Have In This Movie Is That Pinocchio Is A Little Dumb And Yes, Even I'll Admit He Is A Little Dumb But It's A Naive Type Of Dumb So I'll Let It Go..

Anyway, Unable To Know, Jiminy Tries To Explain To Pinocchio The Idea Of A Conscience Which Leads The Blue Fairy To Ask Jiminy To Become Pinocchio's Conscience. Agreeing To, The Blue Fairy Dubs Him As So, Before Taking Off...

Though Unsuccessful At First, Jiminy Tries To Explain The Concept Of Right And Wrong And Tells Pinocchio That He Wants To Do Right, Which Leads Into Our Next Song, Give A Little Whistle...

But As Pinocchio Joins In, He Wakes Up Geppetto, Figaro And Cleo Who Discover That Pinocchio Is Alive And That If He's Brave, True And Unselfish He'll Be A Real Boy, Which Leads Geppetto To Celebrate With His Music Boxes...

Tell You The Truth, I've Always Wondered What Geppetto's Neighbors Thought About All The Music Boxes Playing At 3Am At Night?

But When Pinocchio Sets Finger On Fire, The Party's Over And They Go To Bed...

The Next Day, The Village Is Alive With Boys And Girls Going To School, With Pinocchio Going With Them..

Seriously, If Can Ask How Did Geppetto Enroll Pinocchio In School After Only Having Him For One Night?...

But As He Goes To School, He "Befriends" A Cat Named Gideon And A Fox Named Honest John Who Tells Him That He Is Just The Type To Become An Actor Which Leads Into Our Next Song...

And I Honestly Like The Tune As It's Very Catchy...

Late On His First Day, Jiminy Tells Pinocchio Not To Listen To Honest John, But Pinocchio Ignores Him And Goes Off With Honest John And Gideon While Jiminy Follows...

Taking Pinocchio To Stromboli's Caravan, He Buys The Puppet Off Of Honest John And Makes Him His Star Attraction That Night As Jiminy Watches From The Audience As Our Next Song Starts...

And What Can I Say About This Song Except That It's A Great Song, In Fact It's So Good Even Ultron Likes It...

Becoming A Smash Hit, Jiminy Realizes That Maybe He Was Wrong And Decides To Let Pinocchio Go On Without Him...

Meanwhile At Geppetto's Shop, He Worries About His Wooden Boy And Goes Off To Look For Him While In Stromboli's Caravan After The Show, He Congratulates Pinocchio On A Successful Show...

But Wanting To Go Home To His Father, Stromboli Throws Pinocchio In A Cage And Declares That He Will Stay In There As They Tour The World And When Pinocchio Gets Too Old He'll Chop Him Into Firewood...

Calling Out To Jiminy For Help, He Eventually Shows When He Goes To Say Goodbye To Pinocchio. Attempting To Get Him Out Of The Cage Proves Impossible As It's An Old Lock And He Can't Unlock It...

Feeling Sorry For Themselves By Crying, Their Worries Grow Bigger When The Blue Fairy Shows Up...

(End At 1:39)

Freeing Them And Returning Pinocchio's Nose To Normal, They Sneak Out Stromboli's Van Before Heading For Home...

Celebrating At Red Lobster...

May As Well Call It That As It's Called The Red Lobster Inn...

Honest John And Gideon Meet With A Coachman Who Will Give Them A Huge Bag Of Money If They Bring Him Stupid Little Boys For Him To Take To Pleasure Island, Though Honest John Is Worried About Getting Caught At First, He Eventually Accepts...

Running Into Pinocchio, Who Is On His Way Home, Honest John And Gideon Pretend To Be Doctors Who State That He's Allergic...

Allergic To What?!?

They Don't Really Say But Either Way They Say That He Needs A Vacation And Must Go To Pleasure Island To Get Better Which Leads Jiminy To Go After Him...

Once On Board The Coachman's Coach, Pinocchio Meets A Boy Named Lampwick...

Who I Honestly Love...

Seriously I Love His Character Design So Much I Wanted To Meet Lampwick At The Park And Take A Picture With Him...

And I Knew He Was In The Parks As For A Time They Had Him And Pinocchio In The Main Street Electrical Parade...

However, Every Time We Went He Was Never Out And Eventually He Became One Of The Characters That Was Taken Out Of The Park And It Made Me Sad As I Knew I Would Never Get That Picture...

And Ever Since It Has Been My One Disneyland Childhood Regret...

But Enough With Childhood Regrets, Let's Move On..

As I Was Saying...

Pinocchio Meets A Boy Named Lampwick, Who That Pleasure Island Is A Swell Joint Where Boys Can Run Without Fear Of Reprimand From Authority Figures And Everything Is Free...

Reaching Pleasure Island By Boat, The Boys Go Off And Enjoy Themselves While The Coachman Orders His Men To Lock The Doors Trapping The Boys In...

Search The Now Empty Fairground For Pinocchio, Jiminy Eventually Finds Him With Lampwick In The Pool Hall. Telling Pinocchio That He Has To Go Home, Lampwick Hits The Cricket With A Pool Ball That Goes Down With The Other Pool Balls...

Laughing At Jiminy, He Quits Again As Pinocchio's Conscience But When He Discovers That All The Boys That Arrived On The Island Have Transformed Into Donkeys, Jiminy Races Back To The Pool Hall To Save Pinocchio...

(Start At 1:00)

Arriving Just In Time To Get Pinocchio Off The Island, They Swim For The Shore So They Can They Can Return Home. But When They Do Return Home, Geppetto's Workshop Is Empty With Geppetto, Figaro And Cleo Gone...

But Through A Message From The Blue Fairy They Discover That Geppetto Went Looking For Pinocchio Only To Be Swallowed By A Whale Named Monstro. Deciding To Go Save His Father, He Ties His New Tail To A Rock And They Dive Into The Ocean To Go Looking For Monstro...

Well, If You're Looking For Whales I Think I Know A Fish That Can Speak Whale...

But Dory Aside, They Eventually Find Monstro Who Eats Them Along With A Bunch Of Fish Which Geppetto Tries To Catch From Inside Of Monstro. Managing To Catch Pinocchio Father And Son Are Reunited...

But Despite Being Happy To See His Son, Geppetto Tells Pinocchio That There Is No Way To Get Out Of The Whale But Luckily Pinocchio Comes With An Idea To Gather Everything That's Wood And Burn It So Monstro Will Start Sneezing,..

Doing Just That, They Board A Small Boat That Geppetto Made As Monstro Sneezes Them Out, Furious Over Losing His Food, Monstro Chases After Them And Destroys Their Boat But Grabbing His Father, Pinocchio Paddles For A Hole In The Cliffs, Getting Through As Monstro Crashes Into It...

With Geppetto Coming To, Him And Jiminy Discover Pinocchio Face Down In A Puddle, Dead After Saving His Father...

Ah! Let's Hold The Darth Vader No's For Now...

Returning To His Workshop, Geppetto, Figaro And Cleo Mourn The Death Of Pinocchio, However, Proving Himself To Be Brave, Truthful, And Unselfish Pinocchio Is Returned To Life And Becomes A Real Boy...

So While Geppetto Celebrates His Wish Coming True, Jiminy Goes Out To The Window Ledge....

And That's Pinocchio And I Honestly Love It...

The Story Is Great, I Love The Characters And While There's No Real Bad Guy (I Guess Since Honest John, Gideon And Stromboli Are In The Parks At Times You Could Classify Them As The Bad Guys But Still) I Absolutely Enjoy It...

However Looking Back At It Now And Watching The Nostalgia Critic's Disneycember Review Of It I Do Have Some Questions Some I Asked During The Review Others But This One I Seriously Agree With The Nostalgia Critic On Is What Happened To The Boys On Pleasure Island Did They Just Stay There Forever? Or Did Pinocchio Rat Out The Coachman's Operation?

Either Way I Feel Something Should Have Happened...

But Still It's A Good Film And I Say See It...

Be Sure To Stop Check Out Duke Reviews Xtra As This Week We Are Back Doing Drew Carey In Geppetto Till Then, This Is Duke, Signing Off...