#you taught me how to breathe again. you taught me how to live again ⸢ tokiya + haruka / heavenvessel ⸥

[caelcstis]

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i know your love is a lie but i keep wishing for more ⸢ raphael + michael / aristarchos. ⸥ we’re so madly in love &&. rocking our bodies like crazy ⸢ diavolo + mammon / aristarchos. ⸥ i’m like a sweet poison that you can’t stop drinking ⸢ roland + olivier / aristarchos. ⸥ dear do not say a word my heart is still with you ⸢ diavolo + yuno / pcrdiseseekers ⸥ you’re the brightest star &&. i never want to give you away ⸢ diavolo + lucifer / pcrdiseseekers ⸥ i’ll love you more i’ll be waiting for you to fall for me ⸢ minhyuk + simeon / pcrdiseseekers ⸥ i’ll dare to fall blindly if it meant to be in your arms again ⸢ raphael + lucifer / pcrdiseseekers ⸥ no one was supposed to break these walls but you did ⸢ kangnim + anthony / reliquice ⸥ you know you talk to much but i guess it’s cute ⸢ daewon + dagger / reliquice ⸥ you taught me how to breathe again. you taught me how to live again ⸢ tokiya + haruka / heavenvessel ⸥ you drive me mad but my heart keeps yearning for you ⸢ tokiya + ren / heavenvessel ⸥

[uta-no-sin-sama]

STARISH with an Autistic S/O

The next few posts are going to kinda be self-indulgent since I'm autistic and I've been reading a few similar scenarios to this one. I figured I'd write the next few posts since I haven't seen anything for Utapri regarding this. I'd be more than happy to clarify any terms that are unfamiliar if need be, just ask politely and I'll do my best to explain or find some sources to help you better understand what I mean.

Anyway, with that out of the way, on with the scenario!

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Natsuki Shinomiya -

- I actually low-key headcanon him as neurodiverse.

- But that's not really important lol

- Anyway, it might take some explaining for him to understand, but once he does, he's absolutely supportive of you!

- If you're non-verbal or semi-verbal, he'll give you a notebook and a pen that are tied to your special interest.

- If you prefer using sign language, he's more than happy to learn and might even teach the rest of STARISH some words as well.

- He might forget from time to time some of the things that make you uncomfortable (especially if it has to do with touch), so you might have to remind him if he does make you uncomfortable.

- But this soft bean doesn't mean it, so he'll apologize right away if he learns that he made you uncomfortable.

- He'd never judge you for your stims, especially your happy stims.

- If one of your stims is you singing the "Piyo-chan" song or any of his songs, oml he'd be so excited!

- Would absolutely let you stim with his hands or his hair if you asked

- Please, please, PLEASE infodump about your special interest to him!

- He loves hearing your voice, and you look so adorable to him when you're excited about something.

- He might panic a little during your meltdowns, but is pretty good at helping you calm down once he himself is calm.

- Tbh he's more helpful if being touched helps you calm down, but he does have a soothing voice and will give you the space you need if being touched will make your meltdowns worse.

- Satsuki may be a bit more intense, but he'll try to tone it down for you when he's present.

Tokiya Ichinose -

- He suspected that there was something different about you, he just didn't know why until you told him.

- Once you do tell him, he becomes more protective of you.

- He knows a little bit of sign language, so if you happen to be non-verbal or semi-verbal, he'll be more than happy to improve his sign language while helping you communicate with him easier.

- He's the type of person who likes learning, so he wouldn't mind at all if you infodump about your special interest.

- Wouldn't judge you for your stims, but would be very concerned if you have harmful stims (i.e. picking at your skin, banging your head against the wall, etc.)

- He'd absolutely buy you stim toys if you use them, especially if they help to keep you from your harmful stims.

- He stays mostly calm and collected during your meltdowns and guides you to a place where the two of you can be alone while you recover.

- Though he's not the best at physical contact, he'll hold your hands while helping you take deep breaths if touch helps you recover from your meltdowns.

Cecil Aijima -

- Another one you'd have to explain it to. Mainly because conditions like autism aren't really talked about much where he's from.

- Once he understands, he becomes more protective of you.

- He's very appreciative of your stims, since it makes it easier for him to tell how you're feeling.

- He'd be concerned about any harmful stims you might have and try to give you stim toys or stuffed animals to keep you from harming yourself while you stim.

- Would absolutely MELT if you stim while listening to or humming one of his or STARISH's songs.

- Would definitely get you stim toys (hey, he's a prince, ofc he's loaded) and might even buy a couple for himself to try to calm himself down from time to time

- He'd be honored to be your voice for you if you are non-verbal or semi-verbal and you wanted him to speak for you.

- He loves hearing the sound of your voice, especially when you're excited about something, so he wouldn't mind if you infodump about your special interest to him

- While he might initially panic when you have a meltdown, he does get used to it after a while and is now surprisingly calm when you have one

- He will gladly hold you tight while rocking you if being touched helps you recover from a meltdown.

- If not, he keeps his distance while you recover. His voice is really soothing too, so he'd help guide you while you take deep breaths to calm down.

Ren Jinguji -

- He might get a bit offended at some of your behaviors, especially if you're like me and not very good with eye contact when talking to someone.

- Of course he'll feel bad about that once you explain why you act the way you do.

- He's really good at remembering what bothers you and what your special interest is.

- Will definitely buy you stim toys or anything related to your special interest

- He learned sign language from one of his many tutors and would be happy to use it to communicate with you if you are non-verbal or semi-verbal. He'll also teach you if you don't know sign language and will get you a notebook and a pen for you to write to him if that's easier for you.

- Please stim with his hair or his hands. It makes him melt every time you do.

- He'd be worried about any harmful stims you have, but he finds your happy stims absolutely adorable.

- He'd feel bad if you took any of his teasing or sarcasm seriously and be more conscious about limiting that around you or gently explaining that he wasn't serious.

- "Oh, don't worry, Little Lamb. I was only trying to mess with you a bit. Please don't take it seriously."

- He finds you super cute when you're excited about something, so he'd never be upset if you infodump about your special interest

- He's one of the best when it comes to helping you through a meltdown. He's got one of the most soothing voices out of all of STARISH and gladly hold you if being touched helps you recover.

- If not, he stays a safe distance from you as he helps to guide you through taking deep breaths and helping you calm down that way.

Otoya Ittoki -

- I also hc him as neurodiverse (again not that that matters right now lol)

- He might not initially understand without you explaining how you being autistic affects you.

- Once he understands, though, he immediately asks what he can do to help you

- While his understanding of autism might be limited, he can definitely understand what it's like to be living in a world that's generally not considerate or accommodating to people like you.

- Like Natsuki, he might also sometimes forget if there's something that makes you uncomfortable, but he'll immediately apologize if he accidentally does something that makes you uncomfortable.

- He appreciate your stims as well, since they help make it easier for him to figure out how you're feeling.

- I feel like he'd buy you and himself a few of those spinner rings. Would definitely wear one for you to stim with

- Would MELT if you stim with his hair.

- Please infodump about your special interest to him. Seeing you get really excited about setting makes him super happy!

- If you are non-verbal or semi-verbal, he'd give you a notebook and pen related to your special interest. He's also more than happy to learn sign language if you prefer that!

- He usually tries to keep his distance from you when you have a meltdown. Mainly because he doesn't want to make you feel worse than you already do.

- If music helps you recover from a meltdown, he'll play a few songs on his guitar for you.

Syo Kurusu -

- Also might get slightly offended at some of your behaviors initially.

- Once you tell him you're autistic, though, he feels bad for getting offended and instantly becomes more protective of you.

- The two of you infodump to each other all the time: him about the Prince of Fights and you about your special interest. It's a win-win for both of you!

- He finds your stimming pretty rad! It also helps him in a way since it's not always easy for him to tell how someone is feeling.

- Spinner rings? Spinner rings.

- He'd definitely get the two of you matching spinner rings. He finds himself fidgeting with his ring often and it's actually helped him calm down after getting worked up.

- If you ever stim with his fingers or with the spinner ring he's wearing, oml he'd melt right on the spot. He'd pretend to be indifferent about it, but he secretly enjoys it when you do that.

- If you let him be your voice if you were non-verbal or semi-verbal, he'd be honored to do that for you. He'd also give you a notebook and pen to help you communicate with him easier if it's too hard for you to speak verbally.

- He's surprisingly calm during your meltdowns, and will guide you to a quieter, less overwhelming environment to help you calm down. He's also the type of person to generally not initially touch someone to help calm them down, unless it's what will help you calm down faster.

Masato Hijirikawa -

- He's always in a constant state of mom big brother mode, that only grows stronger once you tell him you're autistic.

- He's quick to learn what your safe foods are, your special interest and what bothers you.

- Like Ren, he already knows sign language since he was taught by one of his many tutors. If you are non-verbal or semi-verbal and prefer to use sign language over writing, he'd be more than happy to do that.

- Would also teach the rest of the members of STARISH sign language so they can all understand you.

- Nothing really phases him too much anymore, after having to basically be the group mom, he's totally cool with you infodumping to him.

- He'd be pretty concerned about any harmful stims you might have, but he's not phased by your other stims.

- If you struggle with understanding sarcasm, he's more than happy to help explain to you what's meant by what whoever is being sarcastic is saying.

- "Not again, Jinguji. Oh, don't worry, (S/O). He wasn't being serious. At least I hope not. It's Jinguji we're talking about, here, after all."

- The best at helping you get through meltdowns and even preventing some from happening.

- If the two of you are about to be in a situation that he knows triggers a meltdown for you, he'd do his best to casually distract you or lure you away from whatever the trigger is.

- He's also not that great at physical touch, but will definitely hold your hands to help you calm down if touch helps you after a meltdown.

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I might add a little more to these or make edits here and there, and there will definitely be these hcs for everyone else I write for as well.

Anyway, that's it for now!

- Lizzie Rose

[ofieugogyshz]

otoya + idol sister hcs

featuring all my idol daughters!!! which is like, 4 main ones currently but five or six if i include nozomi who i’ve lost interest in and yoshiko, who i’ve gained interest in.

this wound up SO LONG and if you read all of it then you get a shiny gold star!!! featured idols are Rin, Mari, Hanamaru, and Ai Miyashita!

Otoya + All the girls

he loves having so many vibrant and awesome little sisters!!! they love to hang out together and play

Otoya, Rin, and Ai are usually the ones down to play sports together!! 

Mari and Hanamaru are the ones he has a little difficulty connecting interests with, but they all still manage to get along and have fun together!

he’s also a little scared of them 

because they work so hard to achieve their goals

and because they’re only school idols and have to do a lot of work more work themselves rather than thru an agency like he does

he is often in awe of them and he supports them and loves every single one of his sisters!!!

they all like to help out at the orphanage from time to time!!!

him and ai are the best at handling the little kids! ai is like a big sister and the most down to earth one of the genki girls trio

mari is a little too..... encouraging of the kids’ outlandish ideas and also sometimes likes to scare them with silly-weird stories! to which all the kids go running crying to their oniichan and otoya has to tell her to not scare them! they’re just little kids!

rin would color/craft with the kids and while she can be mature for the little kids she would also often get caught up in their excitement/energy and basically be the one who would be yelling mcdonalds! mcdonalds! with the kids 

hanamaru would be the quietest one there, helping the kids read from time to time or quietly cutting crafting paper and talking to all the little shy ones who she happens to notice staring at her. 

when they quietly ask her if they could become an idol like her and their oniichan, she tells them, “I used to believe that I couldn’t become an idol, too. But then I met great friends, and they believed in me, and pushed me. If you work hard, and find yourself surrounded by people who believe in you, then you can become an idol too!”

(I’mma just shove that gif in there bc that’s it that’s the scene)

sometimes they like to practice their routines together, so they can all get feedback from people with very different points of view, since they’re all from different groups and backgrounds. 

otoya tries to give them a few pointers from what the academy taught him, but he’s mostly just like “wow!! you are so amazing!!” or something. Most Supportive Big Brother award when?????

he does provide constructive feedback though! it’s usually just after his usual surprise at how awesome his little sisters are already!

he’s best at providing feedback for dance movement since he loves to move around. 

if a fight starts to break out among the girls somehow, he tries to step in and ask everyone to take a deep breath

the girls enjoy listening to otoya’s music! They find it very refreshing and it’s nice getting to listen to him sing and play on his guitar!

Otoya + Rin

omg sports siblings

basically anything he does with syo would also include rin

they love to play any sport together obviously but soccer is their fave!

he’s really sad to hear that she thinks she can’t wear any cute, girly clothes 

[and is also understandably confused when he points out that she has no problems wearing the cute idol clothes her and her friends make?]

but he does his best to cheer her up and make her believe that she can!! He just... tells her that she’s the cutest little sister he could ever ask for and for her to please believe in herself!!! because he doesn’t know what else to say or do to show his support

of course rin is just flustered and storms off upset because she feels like no one is understanding the problem she’s having! and basically everything else follows like it does in s2e5 of love live

they love to go for runs! especially at parks!

if they pass by pet shops they will both wanna go in but they can’t stay long because rin is allergic to cats, nya :(

rin makes them cat earbands and he happily wears them with her because if that’s what will make her happy, then so be it!

orange + red hair siblings = best siblings

Otoya + Mari

oh my god. the chaotic energy. 

mari is probably the one he feels most awkward with

i mean, for starters, she’s hella rich and has some detachment from reality that the rich boys in starish don’t seem to experience

she probably also has a lot of fun teasing him

especially about his s/o

oh my god don’t let her know about his s/o

you know the >;3 face? she makes that face. all the time. any and every time s/o’s name comes up

she also probably ‘helps’ push them along by buying him two tickets to something ridiculously elaborate or expensive. because she can. she can do what she wants with her inheritance from the Ohara family

he is just a poor boy who grew up in an orphanage and hasn’t forgotten his roots mostly. he does not understand the freedom she has in spending money. he’s amazed when she arrives in a jet the first time they meet

Otoya probably feels bad for Mari when she manages to finally open up to him about her problems with her friends with the original Aqours and why they split. he probably tells her something like “that’s a toughie” and to be more honest with her feelings and maybe if she explained everything, they can all go back to being friends again!

ofc that doesn’t happen

and i forget what happened in s2 or whatever that got mari worried again bc sunshine was just that bad but i digress

When Mari makes her Stewshine, he is very intimidated by her and suddenly feels like he’s going to experience Natsuki’s cooking again

(it, fortunately, seems to taste better than Natsuki’s cooking)

Otoya + Hanamaru

this sister is so quiet, so sweet!

otoya usually does most of the talking, but hanamaru doesn’t mind! it’s nice to listen to him be so excited about stuff, and it reminds her of her best friends a bit, too!

if he doesn’t know what a word means or has trouble understanding some difficult text, and tokiya isn’t answering, he’ll go and ask her for help! 

he feels a little bad about it bc he’s supposed to be the one that’s helping her, but she doesn’t mind and never makes him feel bad for it!

he cheers for her the most when it’s workout time! he helps her learn to do some breathing exercises to help build her stamina or something

i honestly don’t have much for him and hanamaru bc she’s the only one that isn’t an energetic child, but they are still very sweet to each other!

he tries to help her sometimes when she’s working the library but he’s too loud and impatient and distractable to help with some of the busywork. maybe he can help reshelve books.

Otoya + Ai Miyashita

He is scared of Ai the most!

i’m not sure how to phrase it or point out specifically why, but maybe because she’s just as excitable as he is!

she’s very energetic, so both of them can go on talking forever and ever about things!

she’s a lot more fashion-conscience than he is, so he’ll sometimes ask her for her opinion on stuff

he also probably would ask her to help with rin’s character arc re her feminity, but love live canon would not make it so. except maybe in that all stars app but i don’t have enough room to run it between llsif and shining live......

while they don’t have many interests in common, ai is still good at school and athletics, so she probably joins him and rin from time to time for a game of soccer! or something. 

i’m p sure ai mikaze vs ai miyashita comes up in a conversation at some point early in. like

like how she’s really loose with her language and informal and energetic and stuff, while he’s very quiet and formal and cautious and calm. the stark contrast between the two ais!

also ai probably makes a pun about it? can you make a pun about it? I wouldn’t know I’m not a japanese speaker.

puns. so many puns

a lot of them fall short of their mark with otoya? maybe?

like, he probably is just like “Eh?” when she busts out into laughter at her own bad puns.

despite them not having many similar interest outside of idol work, they both get along very well! they both have very ‘easy’ and relaxed personalities, despite their big energy! 

they both are very big helpers!!! so ai would be the one that he would ask for help from the most when it comes to the preschool orphanage 

ai helps out there the most of all of the girls, because she really loves helping!

he probably helps her brainstorm her call sign! because they’re both very friendly individuals, he probably helped her come up with the high five part of her call by accident when they high-five’d sometime!

if you made it this far, congrats!! that is about all i have for my idol children!!! well the two actual idol series. I guess i technically have two more from tokyo mirage sessions! but it’s not the same as an actual idol series!