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Alternate Endings (Pt. 2)

Title: Alternate Endings (Pt. 2) 

Genre: more angst, possibly more than the last part. this is your warning. 

Pairing: Victor Nikiforov x GN!Reader

Notes: This is a part 2 to the previous part, and I still used the angst prompt list from the aforementioned previous parts to form this piece.

With that said, I think that this will be the only part following the first unless I can find some way to continue the storyline. I intend to keep the ending somewhat depressing and sad, so I guess proceed with caution due to such. 

If you want something similar to this for any other character, please let me know, though! I may also mention that this went from a drabble, to a scenario, and now borders on an imagine - I can’t help that I got caught up! 

Part 1

Below the cut! 

You practically fell off the face of the Earth as soon as you left. 

Harboring all of the money you saved and deciding upon negotiations to make with your employer, you left Russia. You left Japan. You just...left. 

Travelling became a huge part of your life afterwards, and though many people had tried to regain contact with you, you ignored most of them - save for a few. Only Yuri Plisetsky and Yuuko Nishigori were available to your whims, but they were still advised to stay as quiet as possible regarding your whereabouts. 

You changed your whole appearance, changed your mindset, and even changed something as generally miniscule as your wardrobe. Still, as much as you did change and throw away, you couldn’t rid yourself of the many frivolous gifts that Victor had given you over the years. 

Some things you just can’t give up, but you knew that it would be fine. At the very least, you had something that would never let you forget about him. 

Victor, on the other hand, fell off the deep end. 

He had come across the note you’d slipped under his hotel room door and for the first time in a long time, he cried. A true mess was what Yuuri had come across, and as many times that he was able to help him through unconventional methods, this was nearly impossible. 

Victor didn’t leave Japan, but he did become so reclusive that even Yakov was extremely worried upon finding out about the occurrence from an offhand comment that Yurio made when talking to Yuuko over the phone before practice. 

Everyone around him saw the typically extravagant man become so dulled by misery that it became painful to watch. 

He didn’t even know where to start since he’d already tried to find you - looking everywhere that he knew you loved, everywhere that he knew you were often obligated to be at - but had failed to do so. 

It wasn’t until, when Yurio was free, that he overheard him and Yuuko talking at the front desk of the rink as Yuuri was warming up and he was getting his skates on. 

“Yeah, they’re in America right now. They just got a raise, actually - they were even thinking of dropping in when they get enough saved up,” Yuuko recollected, excitement dripping from her tone. 

“Well, they’d have to come by when Victor isn’t here. That would also mean that I’d be gone, but at least you could update me,” Yurio responded. He seemed more nonchalant about the whole thing, but Victor became hysterical. 

Granted, he did suppress what he could to eavesdrop further. 

“Of course! I am still a little worried about them, though - you remember how Victor had gone crazy trying to find them?” Yurio grunted in response. “Well, what if he decides to do something impulsive again and leave mid-competition?” 

The light-blonde teenager in front of Yuuko flinched at the thought. “That’s a good point...but we’ll never know unless it happens when it does.” 

A solemn chill fell upon the two, but the conversation split onto Yurio’s next routine and Victor left it to them. He stared wide-eyed, in pure disbelief, at the wall of lockers in front of him. 

“So they’re...(Y/n)’s in America....”

Ideas began to run through his head as the room became eerily quiet. Even Yuuri, who was sat in the corner and preferred a calm and quiet atmosphere, was perturbed by the sudden shift. 

“I know what I’ll do! Yuuri, skate if you want - I’m going to be out for a while,” Victor announced, generally resembling the flamboyant figure skating icon that everyone knew. 

He took his skates off and capped the blades, putting them into his bag and reaching for his cell phone and scrolling through listings. Katsuki was left dumbstruck, but he went on about what he was doing and decided to run through his routine a few times. 

Yurio had left by this point, and Yuuko was too far in the back to catch the tall man’s outburst. 

It wasn’t until the next day that he was extremely prepared and anyone who understood his issue was suspicious. Victor had hunted for every listing to America from Japan, and memorized the closest ones. Yuuko was the one person who was going to be there that he had to ask. 

“Yuuko, I must ask you something! Would you mind?” was Victor’s burning introduction, shocking the normally upbeat mother. She was a little taken aback at the bold attention grabber. 

“Mmm, yeah?” She tried to be as ‘typical’ as possible, considering that her suspicions were up now. She knew what was going on, she knew what Victor was burning for. 

“You said that you’ve been in contact with (Y/n), yes?” 

Yuuko deadpanned, eyes blank and dropping the facade that she was going to attempt to maintain. “I knew it. Listen, I know that you’ve been troubled since they left, and that they have been as well, but please - give them some more time.” 

Victor visibly deflated. He didn’t think it would work, really, but it was worth a shot. Maybe, just maybe, though.... “How about a hint? Is it hot? Cold? What is a landmark?” 

“No, Victor. Sorry.”

And he was back to his dejected being by the next hour. 

Victor was willing to annoy both her and Yurio, but gave up once they stood their ground with firm hold. “No. (Y/n) is fine, and they will come when they want.” It was always the answer, no matter who he asked. 

Daily, Yuuri would keep him company and skate to the best of his ability. It seemed to quench his troubles just a little bit before the up and coming competition season. 

Eventually, the Grand Prix rolled around again. Yurio was competing, as well as Yuuri, and Victor was there to maintain support for his ever-promising prodigy. 

Amongst the drama that had ensued, the two of them decided to take a break romantically and focus on the practice rather than devote too much issue to their worryingly stagnant relationship. 

It wasn’t until Yurio had pulled Yuuri aside when Victor was getting changed that he was let in on soem information that, had Victor heard, would send him into a frenzy. 

“(Y/n) wanted to me wish you good luck and let you know that they are here to watch. If you wanna talk, they’ll be waiting in the lobby.”

Yuuri almost faltered and told Victor, but decided against it. Your wishes were still high up, even if you two weren’t amazingly close. 

Sadly, Victor was still shaken and hurried. It was a large competition, and as much as he wanted to focus on the task at hand, you never left his mind. 

Over the year that you had fallen out of reach, he began to realize where he screwed up. Maybe he did like you at one time, but he let his own fears get the best of him and he fell to putting more of an interest to Yuuri. 

He truly loves Yuuri, but he truly loved you (romantically) at one point, and you slipped from his reach before he could manage to comprehend anything. 

So, upon making eye contact with a familiar pair of (e/c) eyes and an eerie copy of a blazer that he had given you as a birthday gift years ago, he was left idle. 

“(Y/n)?”

You sucked in a breath and shrugged, sighing afterwards and shaking your head. “Yep, it’s me. Hello, again, Victor.” 

Tears flooded his eyes as he ran to you, arms open and tight as his hug enveloped your frame. You didn’t reciprocate, not immediately at least. With obvious hesitance, you returned the hug, but pushed him away only a couple seconds later. 

“You’ve got a skater to support. We can talk later, okay?” 

“But, you’ve come back and-” 

“Victor. Go support Yuuri.”

He bit his lip, but nodded nonetheless and embarked to the rink. 

After the free skate, the next day’s events were prepared and everyone was sent out for the day. Yurio had caught up with you before heading to his hotel room, and Yuuri had popped in before he changed out of his costume, but Victor was most eager to meet you.

Upon seeing each other, yet again, in the lobby, the two of you parted ways but decided to meet at a restaurant in town. Yuuri would be dining with Phichit and some other competitors, and Yurio was with Otabek going sightseeing, so this was a prime opportunity. 

Silence loomed over the two of you, slow walking and sounds of nature overwhelming your senses. 

“So, you’re probably curious as to where I’ve been,” you began, breaking the tension as calmly as possible. You could have sworn that your heart was going to burst out of your chest if you let the quiet settle any longer. 

“Yes, (Y/n). I really have been.” Victor, for once in the time that you have known him, was quiet. He was never really afraid to speak to you about anything, but the way he was acting now let some of the more obvious pain show. 

“I’ve also been extremely worried. I never realized that you felt like that.”

You stopped upon the sentence, eyeing a nearby bench. Victor followed suit and looked down at you, eye contact being maintained. His gorgeous blue eyes were glassy and he appeared on the verge of tears. 

“(Y/n), darling, I never realized how much you actually meant to me. I was stupid. I- I really, truly did love you. I always thought that you were too good for me, though, so I tried to make the ideas disappear. It worked, but only for a while. I love you, (Y/n). Honestly, I really do, and...

“I don’t know how much longer I can endure this.” 

Your brows furrowed at his proclamation. The thought had never really crossed your mind, but you had always been drawn to his personality and how driven he was. You knew that he would do this, though, as he could also be notably daft regarding certain things. 

“Victor, I-.... Listen, I loved you at one point, but you found Yuuri. You found your match. You made your decision. Out of respect for you and him, I left. But I also did it to respect myself.

“I know my habits. I know that I can fixate, so I needed to get out of your hair if I wanted to feel better. So I did. I’m engaged now, Victor, and the person that I met is amazing. I thought that could have been you. But it wasn’t, and I’m okay with that now.” 

“You- you’re engaged?”

“Yes, yes I am. We haven’t planned our wedding date quite yet, but it is being discussed. The fact of the matter is simple: I knew what would happen if I were to stay, and as much as I love you, - platonically - staying here wouldn’t do me any good. Life comes, things change, and sometimes we just gotta give up.”

Silence fell on you two yet again, but it was interrupted by the slight sniffling coming from the tall Russian. 

“Victor, I came back not because I wanted to fight for your affection, but because I’ve been worried about you. I just want you to know that...I still do care for you, and I have still supported you and Yuuri. But what you want, what I wanted...that’s not possible anymore.” 

Pausing, you thought over your next words. Nothing was ever going to completely repair what was broken, but at the very least, you could try. 

“How about this? Here’s my new number,” you handed him a small slip of paper with the nine digits printed on it in your handwriting. “Let’s start talking again, and you can meet my fiancee sometime. Sound good?”

His mood nearly took a 180, but his demeanor was still sullen and sad. A weak smile crossed his face, and he responded in kind, “Of course. How about we go back to the group and enjoy dinner, though? You’re here again, and it’s more than I could ask for - but we have a lot of catching up to do.” 

[greenthumbcosplay]

Would you all like to see me do another Viktor outfit? Bc he's pretty and I'm feeling it ⛸️ 📸 @lindsgaycosplay • • • #yoi #yoiviktorcosplay #yoicosplay #yurioniceviktorcosplay #yurioniceviktor #yurionice #yurionicecosplay #cosplay #viktor #viktorcosplay #viktornikiforovcosplay #viktornikiforov #viktoryoi #yurionicevictor https://www.instagram.com/p/B1bm9YEDD5L/?igshid=10ajr3k4zylhj

[addictwpencils-blog]

Line art of Victor Nikiforov⛸🇷🇺

Next step is colouring.

I’m trying out different styles and such, and hopefully in some way manage to find my own style:)

[lofi-lost]

Drew some YOI bois Speed paint hopefully coming soon .v. #yoi #yurionice #yuriplisetsky #yurikatsuki #katsukiyuri #viktornikiforov #yurioniceyuri #yurionicevictor #yurioniceviktor #drawings #art #digitalart

[angellioncosplay]

Spinning 'round and 'round each other, when will our hearts finally meet? Viktor: @sunchildcosplay Yuuri: me Video by: @ambiguous_cosplay #victor #victornikiforov #viktornikiforov #viktor #victornikiforovcosplay #viktornikiforovcosplay #yurionice #yurionicecosplay #yurionicevictorcosplay #yurionicevictor #yurionicevictornikiforov #cosplay #figureskating #cosplayfigureskating #yurioniceyuuricosplay #yurioniceyuurikatsuki #yuurikatsuki #yuuricosplay #viktuuri #viktuuricosplay #iceskating

[joyable10]

Yuri on Ice-animation

[pokeycosplay-blog]

I'm looking forward to revamping my Viktor for Sak, but for now have some pictures of the trash man on his garbage throne . . . PC📸: @teatime.with.taylor . . . . #crossplayer #cosplaying #cosplayers #cosplayer #victornikiforov #viktornikiforov #victornikiforovcosplay #viktornikiforovcosplay #viktorcosplay #victorcosplay #viktor #victor #yurionice #yurioniceviktor #yurionicevictor #yurionicecosplay #yurionicevictornikiforov #yurionicevictorcosplay #yoi #yoicosplay #yoiviktor #tsukinocon #tsukinocon2017

[taeminniesworld]

Creative pinning and tada! Before and after using a ton of Bobby pins. #wig #wigstyle #whitehair #victorcosplay #yoi #yoivictor #yoivictorcosplay #yurionice #yurionicecosplay #yurionicevictor #yurionicevictorcosplay #anime #cosplay

[dudelcos-blog]

"This is Halloween, everybody make a scene" - This is Halloween - Nightmare Before Christmas 💀👻 Drew #victornikiforov #cosplaying as #jackskellington from #nightmarebeforechristmas for #day30 of #inktober #jack #skellington #victor #yoi #yurionice #inktober2016 #art #fanart #yurionicevictor #victorfanart #victornikiforovfanart #digitalart #halloweenspirit #circleglasses #illustration #digitalfanart #digitaldrawing #digitalillustration #skeleton #cosplay #nightmare #before #christmas #mangastyle

[nightnyxvoid-blog]

YURI ON ICE DOODLES I DID ON AJ #animaljamfun #animaljamart #animaljam #yurionice #yurikatsuki #yoifanart #yurioniceyuri #yurioniceviktor #yurionicevictor #yurionucevicturi

[life-at-nanba-comics]

Can anyone (who watches anime) guess who this is??? . . . . . #yurionice #yurikatsuki #yurio #yurionicefanart #historymaker #fanart #yurionicevictor #yurioniceviktor #yurionicevictornikiforov #yurioniceviktornikiforov #photoshop #photoshopart #artwork #iceskating #anime #manga #mangaart #animeart #animeartist #smitty_the_ginger

[fanfictiondreamscape]

Alternate Endings

Title: Alternate Endings

Genre: tons of angst. be warned.

Pairing: Victor Nikiforov x GN!reader

Notes: This came to be purely because I noticed the severe lack of works under Yuri on Ice!!! on my masterlist, and the severe lack of pure and true angst. I then got inspired to write something to make people cry (cause I’m twisted like taht), and this came to be. 

I got the idea for this work from this list of angst sentences/prompts, so this isn’t my claim. The plot built around the sentence is, but this alone isn’t. Either way, I hope that this gets the point across. 

I also don’t know if there should be any warnings besides an overabundance of angst and unrequited love. So do with that what you will. 

(I will also warn you that this is kind of crappy, but do what you will with that knowledge. If anyone wants a part 2, please indicate so!) 

Part 2 (Final) 

Below the cut! 

“It was - it was supposed to end differently! It was - supposed to - no!” You had collapsed at the sight in front of you.

Victor was kissing someone else. Victor was kissing someone that wasn’t you.

Even after all the times that you were there to help him from his lows when he was growing up, you beside him. Even after all of the times that you had helped him get away from others when he needed space. Even after all of the times that you went along with and supported his crazy schemes and ideas. 

You still couldn’t match up to him. You still couldn’t match up to what he wanted. 

Victor wanted him, not you. He wanted his apprentice, Yuuri Katsuki, not his childhood friend that grew up beside him. 

Tears were streaming down your face at rapid speed, but you had to leave before he saw you. Even if he wasn’t yours, he’d still try to be there, and you didn’t need that now. You had to crawl away as best as you could, as quick as you could, as quietly as you could, just so he wouldn’t jump to wipe your tears away. And you did just that. 

You had jumped up and tried to tiptoe out of the room while muffling your sniffles behind your hand. Victor was still in a liplock when you left, so it was unlikely that he even noticed you. 

In fact, you shouldn’t be surprised that he chose Katsuki over you. He was always so enamored by him, and it seemed as if he was everything he’d talk about any and everyday. His improvement, his ability to draw him in, sometimes even how he’d do “cute little things” when he was eating or exercising. 

The thought made you cry harder, and it was then that you decided to leave. If you stayed here any longer, you’d be in a constant state of dread and depression, and you know what your worth is. If Victor doesn’t want you, then you’ll leave and regain your sense of self. 

You can’t throw it away over unrequited love, after all. You’d be reducing yourself to mean something to someone that doesn’t love you the same way the you do. 

You had packed all of your belonging with a tear-stained visage, and with your suitcase ready, you wrote a note to Victor. After finishing said note and grabbing your suitcase, you left your hotel room and went on your way to check out. 

Before you left, you slipped the note under his hotel room door. Your new adventure was going to begin soon. 

‘Victor,  I know you’ll be wondering where I went or what happened, but I saw you and Yuuri. I never got the chance to tell you this, but I love you.  I’ll admit, the sight hurt, but I wish you two the best of luck. I’m going to be going away for a bit of time. I’ll leave you two be, and I hope that you find immense comfort in each other’s company. I can’t stand by and deal with the pain, though, so I’ll get into contact with you when I feel ready to. If I ever do, that is. 

Don’t let me stop your relationship. Good luck at the Grand Prix!

- (Y/n).’

[greenthumbcosplay]

Would you all like to see me do another Viktor outfit? Bc he's pretty and I'm feeling it ⛸️ 📸 @lindsgaycosplay • • • #yoi #yoiviktorcosplay #yoicosplay #yurioniceviktorcosplay #yurioniceviktor #yurionice #yurionicecosplay #cosplay #viktor #viktorcosplay #viktornikiforovcosplay #viktornikiforov #viktoryoi #yurionicevictor https://www.instagram.com/p/B1bm9YEDD5L/?igshid=10ajr3k4zylhj

[addictwpencils-blog]

Victor Nikiforov from Yuri!!! On ice⛸🇷🇺

The arm to the left looks terrible on the picture, the paper was apparently really sensitive towards all the layers://

[angellioncosplay]

Okay, Viktor "Extra" Nikiforov -□_□- Photo by: @ambiguous_cosplay #victor #victornikiforov #viktornikiforov #viktor #victornikiforovcosplay #viktornikiforovcosplay #yurionice #yurionicecosplay #yurionicevictorcosplay #yurionicevictor #yurionicevictornikiforov #cosplay #figureskating #cosplayfigureskating #yurioniceyuuricosplay #yurioniceyuurikatsuki #yuurikatsuki #yuuricosplay #viktuuri #viktuuricosplay #iceskating

[mirintsumtsum-blog]

『Victor Nikiforov』from Yuri on ICE