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do u guys ever just run away from home then hope they'll write to you or call you after some time yet they don't while you realize how lonely you actually are because you lost the friends who were so close to you and you could share anything with them, even family drama? While all the same time you cry and wanna yell but your only companion is a bug in the dark park? no? just me? lol ok its a funny feeling

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I should re-do my tumblr page a bit, once my examns are over-

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can he sit on your dash for a minute?? he'll be very polite :]

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Please I'm so sick of being mute because I'm sick I WANNA TALK AND YAP GGAAHHHHH-

Reblog for a miracle to happen tonight

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So I'm sick af and I have a fever for more than 24 hours now, and I can't get the fucking tempeture right in my college room, but found out that in the toilet its actually perfect tempeture? So Im just sitting here like

While finally being able to sweat out whatever sickness I have got

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What do you mean demiromantic is a thing and I might experience it-

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Me: about to jump off a bridge onto a road

My depression: Ew that's cringe.

Me: You're right, my bad.

Walks back to college as if nothing happened

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so I got into grad school today with my shitty 2.8 gpa and the moral of the story is reblog those good luck posts for the love of god

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There's over 9 million users on Tumblr now. Reblog if you're one of the few who's never EVER left anon hate in somebody's ask box.

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The author's barely disguised desire for a cheeseburger

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my grandma sent me a picture of my dog with his new xmas present and i need a fucking inhaler LOOK AT HIM

oh to feel a fraction of the unbridled joy he is experiencing

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I've lost with 8 points I think

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i didnt want to have to do this

this is a callout post for @starheirxero

xero is my qpp and ive known it for 4 years now. and in that time, i got really close to it. but unfortunately, i have learned the dark truth, and everyone needs to be aware of the problematic nature of it.

you see. dinner is ready. it has been ready for at least 10 minutes. we are both starving. but instead of getting up to eat, it is continuing to scroll through its tumblr dashboard. leaving us to starve.

if this comes as a shock to you, im so sorry for your loss. i understand it can be horrible to realize that someone you looked up to has committed something horrible. but at the end of the day, you have to cut your losses. it has resigned itself to this fate of starving to death, after all.

please reblog. need to make sure the word is spread and everyone is aware 🙏 ❤️

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I was 3, and my sisters were born that year

They'll turn 18 this May, and I'll turn 21 in June

it used to be 2007 you know

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Sometimes I realize how lonely I am

then I also realize I isolate myself out of shame for not reaching out sooner to people who might still care after everything

But there is that nagging sensation that I fuck up every relationship and have to rebuild it carefully, but loosing a spark there was before

and I realize how lonely I am

then I also realize I isolate myself out of shame for not reaching out sooner to people who might still care after everything

But there is that nagging sensation that I fuck up every relationship and have to rebuild it carefully, but loosing a spark there was before

and I realize how lonely I am

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I'm tired I'm tired I'm so fucking tired of this world and this country's system and being poor and being only able to dream about things I coould have and could get.

I spent my Christmas without any gift with my close family, On paper my parents provide for me, in reality, I'm the one sending money to them if it's possible.

Banks are on our heels, we barely have food, our car, literally oue only belonging will be taken away if we can't pay our debts and I am just so so tired of everything... I can't work due to mental and physical health problems, and next to uni it's impossible, and I just want to rest somehow and pretend I can have something nice for a change. I can only eat fresh bread if I'm at a friend's house, otherwise I've been living on the same soup for a week and I am just so fucking tired of everything

And on top of everything, I don't know how long my parents can maintain this. If one of them falls, the other will as well, and as the eldest, I have no fucking idea what I'll do in that scenario. I have 3 younger siblings, and one if them are only 8 years old... I don't know what to do, how to help, nor how to fucking get out of this non stop survival mode

Anyways I just had to vent a bit, sorry about it :p