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writing for the first time in almost a YEAR is crazy I have missed them soo much <33333

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DO U GUYS WANT A TEENY SNIPPET OF SMOKE AND LIGHT???? HEHEHEHEHEHEHE

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Totally understand if you don't, but I wanted to ask, do you do taglists 👀 I'm not obsessed with your fics or anything that's someone else ong

Also I hope you're doing so well!!!!!!!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

i have a tag list for my series but not a general one i’m afraid my love, but i can add you to the ongoing series if you’d like to know when i update them!! 💗

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So happy to hear you are doing better and I hope az can bring you joy and peace during this time 🩷🥹

thanks bestie boo 💗

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Hey, it's so good to hear (read) from you!! It's so good to know that you are doing better, I hope things continue to get better.

I thought I'd share that I've been thinking a lot about plug Az and the other day I was listening to Illegal by PinkPanthress (that song is about buying drugs lol) and I was just like wow this is so plug Az, specially how she goes from nervous about buying from them and then she mentions how this person is now in her bed. It's just so Plug Az to me.

Anyways, hope to hear from you again!! <3

oooo i so see it!! that’s so cool when random songs remind us of little fanfics 🥺 hoping to update the story soon!!

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need you to know that i’ve thought about plug!az every single day for the last 4 months, so happy you’re back!!

AH BESTIE STOP I LOVE THAT YOU GUYS LOVE HIM AS MUCH AS I DO!!

my new macbook comes tomorrow so i’m hoping to break it in with some writing this weekend 🥺🥺

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hi pookie i hope ur doing amazing ily

my rae 🥺 stay sexy girly 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

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Hey Soph☺️☺️I’m happy to hear that you’re doing a lot better and that the meds are helping. It’s good to hear that everything is falling back into place for you. I am so proud of you for getting the help you need because I know it’s not easy to ask for help but look at you now!! Skin is glowing, you look good😍😍 (always have looked good😌😌) you are thriving girl!! And I have missed you on here, it’s good to see that you’re back❤️☺️

AH MY LOVEEEE I HAVE MISSED YOU!!!

i hope you’re doing good too gorgeous girl!! promise to try and be more active and consistent LMAO

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I just want to say that i think about your plug azriel fic about once a day since the day part 1 was posted on your last blog.. know it is beloved.. and lusted after..

HE IS COMING BACK BABY

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hehe hey so UPDATE i’m coming back eeeekkk plug!az has been on my MIIIINDDD recently and ugh i owe it to him and me and you guys to get it together 😩😩

meds are finally working their magic, i no longer feel or look like death incarnate and we’re finally working through our trauuumaaaaaaa

anyways hope all you sexy bitches are thrivingggg and i’m hoping to do a little blurb night or something this weekend to get back into the swing of writing 🤩

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Girl I always forget you’re a mom you literally look 19 😭

BRO IM TWENTY FIVE

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Hey Sophie, I hope you’re okay❤️ I’m here for you if you need anyone to talk to❤️

My sweet angel love 💗💗

I’m doing much better than before!! I’ve been lowkey lurking on here too hehe just reading some little bits and mindless scrolling, I am really hoping to get back to myself properly and start giving you guys some content too 💗

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started therapy today and it was great :)

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I want to start writing again so badly but I put too much pressure on myself and then crash LOOL

Maybe we could do a blurb night soon? If you guys wanna send in some little ideas or concepts! 💗

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Hi I just wanted to say I also struggle with post partum depression and panic disorder ❤️ just sharing because it’s one of those burdens us moms should shoulder together. Medication has helped me but it’s still a work in progress as all things are. If you should ever find yourself in need of someone to share the struggle with, I am available!

I appreciate this immensely!!

I’ve been back on meds for a couple weeks now and start therapy next week, so far I feel worse than before LOL but I also know I need to give at least 12 weeks for meds to start making a difference with me :(

I hope you’re doing okay my love! I am always here and open for a chat if you need any support too 💗

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guys I need fluffy modern!az recs asap !! I need the flirty fun az that teases bc he likes how you tease back, cocky az but not arrogant, the inside jokes and secret side eyes

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part three of smoke and light please 🥹🥹🥹 im dyinggg

Girl I promise I’ll eventually come back to it!!

Without sharing too much I recently got diagnosed with PTSD and postnatal depression, and my panic disorder has been taking over my life 🥲 just trying my hardest to get through each day right now so writing is not a priority for me in the slightest

But I promise I will update when I am feeling better and motivated to 💗