mybotanicaldemise

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Listen,

I needed to EXORCISE this out of my body. And you can find the… alt version on my twttr 🥴🔥

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I love Tobs outright saying Copia is Pathetic that brings be so much homosexual joy

“Look, I really like Cardi. I really like our Frater. He’s a funny person because he’s so pathetic, and even though they resemble each other, I don’t think V is as prone to patheticism. I think that they have the same propensity for a lot of bark. Maybe not a whole lot of bite.” - Tobias Forge, Revolver Mag Interview 2025

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He’s so bendy too, I saw them at one of the stops on the tour and his head almost touched the floor he leaned so far back

this is SO funny. he’s picked up on both aether AND dew’s behaviors

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I do wish it was me

Also, the little mocking head tilt to the side that he did when he was fingering himself on stage. As if to say, "Aww, poor little thing, don't you wish it were you?"

Like emphatically yes and also I hate you???

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Sometimes I wonder how you’re doing, but never say anything. Sometimes I wonder if you think about me, but then I laugh at myself. I see you’ve made more friends and your drag career took off so congrats and good luck. I hope life goes well and stuff.

If this is who I think it is I do! I still find stuff on Pinterest that makes me think you’d like it🖤

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I just got done at the gym and there’s something cathartic about having mid back length black hair, a little eyeliner, a full black beard, and my little metal band shirt and short shorts, repping a maxed out machine with a calm face and watching men that are more muscular than I am stare at me in awe/terror. I know I’m pretty and intimidating but pick your jaw up off the floor. Like come on babe I know you want me to make you cry but you can just ask politely. Didn’t your parents teach you it’s rude to stare without paying?

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Me and who

I FORGOT TO POST IT

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As a med student I understand smoking/vaping of any kind is terrible for you. However. As a certified queer I also understand that it is in fact so fucking hot when men blow out smoke.

i love when they share <3

source

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I have a much funnier version of this, because like college students are used to this shit, I am one I should know. But I was at a horse racing track for a school event (some social bullshit) and Ghost released the ghildo. Specifically the Infestissumam anniversary version. And I bought it. Sitting in a little box surrounded by rich old white men with generational sticks up their asses. I was the faggot who bought the ghildo. And I could 100% feel at least 3 of the men staring in what I can only assume was jealousy.

People who fuck around on their laptops during lectures are so important I'm watching someone in front of me play tetris online enraptured

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I had a photoshoot today and I checked Grindr. There were 5 men in the room, I could tell which ones they were not by their profiles, but the way they stared at me knowing they could look on their phones and see me in a slutty outfit asking for stress relief in carnal forms. There’s something so powerful about it. Seeing them view my profile multiple times, even liking it, but not messaging me. I appreciate an effort. If you aren’t going to put effort in getting me into your bed, I know for a fact you won’t put effort into me if I’m in your bed.

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As a continuation of this, first of all same, also feel free to have sex on my grave too. Mary Shelly and I will be so proud👍

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As a man who’s daily stretching routine is Barre and has done dance for many years. This is really cute, I can just imagine him being curious about the different positions and asking to be shown then

a little thought if you will..

newly summoned phantom secretly watching in mesmerization of reader warming up alone on a ballet barre and doing a small routine but then he gets discovered when he tries to move closer but accidentally falls cause he’s still clumsy

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well if you wanted honesty that’s all you had to say + you’re not in this alone let me break this awkward silence + be strong and hold my hand time becomes for us you’ll understand + every time you lose it sing it for the world + don’t stop if i fall and don’t look back + hide your eyes we’re going to shine tonight + come on angel, don’t you cry + this hole you put me in wasn’t deep enough and i’m climbing out right now + i’m unbelievable, yeah i’m undefeatable + i’ll find you when the sun goes black + you’ll never make me leave + you’re right, i’m not afraid of your condition + you must fix your heart + can you hear me cry out to you? + this time i mean it, never mind the times i’ve seen it + sometimes you do things you need to do to survive + if you’d stay i’d wait all night + we laughed so hard it would sting + we are up for everything it takes to prove we’re not the same as them + i fought them all off just to hold you close and tight + could i? should i? + i won’t go down by myself, i’ll go down with my friends + i’ll never let them hurt you, i promise + take my fucking hand and never be afraid again + we want you all to know we’ll carry on + wake up! wake up! + holding on, i hope you do the same + (shut up and run with me) move your body when the sunlight dies + a light to burn all empires, so bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be + it’s death or victory + if the world stops believing, i’ll keep believing + we are never gonna die + hold your heart into this darkness + i said get me the hell out of here + be afraid of what i am, i can take it + let’s say goodbye the hundredth time, and then tomorrow we’ll do it again + we’ll make them pay for the things they did + we all carry on when our brothers in arm are gone + for all of those who’ve seen the light, salute the dead and lead the fight + we’ll love again, we’ll laugh again, we’ll cry again, and we’ll dance again + for every failing sun, there’s a morning after + i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone + think happy thoughts, we’ll fly home + I mean this more than words can ever say + you’ll never take me alive, you’ll never get me alive + i’ve been holding on tonight + look alive sunshine + dream on and on and on and one and on + if we can’t find where belong we’ll have to make it on our own + give up or give it a shot + i mean this forever

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Which satanic metal band is gonna take me up on this

oh to be a groupie that gets passed around the whole band and crew backstage

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This seems fun, so ask away.

Kink Alphabet Ask Meme

A = Anal: Is Anal more fun than frontal penetration? B = Brat: How obedient do you like people to be in the bedroom? Is disobeying fun? C = Cum: Turn on, turn off, or favorite? D = Denial: How long can you edge before it can’t be taken it anymore? E = Exhibitionism: Do you like being seen getting off? Ever done anything explicitly hoping to get caught? F = Fucking Machines: Have you ever had a chance to ride a fucking machine? Would you? G = Glory Hole: Would you ever go to a glory hole? Have you been to one? H = Humiliation: Do you like to humiliate/be humiliated? Any stories? I = Ice: Are you in to temperature play? J = Jack Off: How often do you masturbate and what’s your favorite way to do so? K = Kitten: In to pet play? Do you prefer kittens or pups? L = Latex: Latex, leather, or neither? M = Medical: Have you ever done any kind of medical play? Share stories! N = Nope: What’s your biggest turn off? O = Orgasm Control: Would you give up your orgasms for somebody? Would you take them from somebody? P = Pubes: Full bush, trimmed, shaved, waxed, what do you do? What do you prefer? Q = Queening: Self explanatory. In to it? R = Rope: What’s your favorite means of tying somebody up? S = Switch: How often do you switch or are you exclusively one role in the bedroom? T = Teasing: How much is just the right amount of teasing before somebody gets dicked down? And what are you favorite means of teasing? U = Uncut: Do you have a preference or are all cocks built equally? V = Vanilla: What are you favorite ‘vanilla’ things for when you’re not in a particularly kinky mood? W = Wildcard: Answer any question submitted to you but you can only give Yes/No answers X = xvideos: Have/Would you ever upload videos of yourself online? Y = Yuri & Yaoi: Are you in to it? Does 2d get you going? Z = Zzz: Have any fantasies involving sleep?

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if you don't mind me asking, how did your earn a PhD by 20? a special program? lots of college classes in high school?

I was on a fast track in college since I was pre med and pre grad. I also took summer classes, dual credit in highschool, and lots of credit hours in college along with weekend classes. I’m currently now in the process of getting my M.D.

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I need this to be done to me. I would also like to request a blindfold and an audience of rich, perverted, and satanic men.