online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.
and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.
there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.
i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.
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Thanks for the tag sweetheart!!
1. Ada Wong - Resident Evil
2. Misato Katsuragi - Evangelion
3. Akiko Yosano - Bungou Stray Dogs
4. Morticia Addams - The Addams Family
5. Cleo De Nile - Monster High
6. Power - Chainsaw Man
7. Farah Karim - Call of Duty
8. Rin - Inuyasha
9. Harley Quinn - DC
10. Max Caulfield - Life is Strange
top 10 female characters
rules: name favourite female characters from 10 different fandoms, then tag 10 friends.
thank you so much to the awesome @octopiys for the tag!! ๐
six (little nightmares)
lara croft (tomb raider)
stella (spiritfarer)
faith connors (mirror's edge)
clementine (telltale's the walking dead)
mako mori (pacific rim)
nariko (heavenly sword)
sansa stark (game of thrones)
farah karim (call of duty)
karlach (baldur's gate 3)
np tags: @undercoverpena, @lunallaa, @bucky-lents, @ghostaholics, @chaoskrakenuwu, @writeforfandoms, @homicidal-slvt, @sam-id
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Tagged by: @weskerprincess love ya gurl!!!
Last song: Shinigami Eyes - Grimes
Favourite colour: Wine Red
Currently watching: Banana Fish (I need the pain)
Last movie: Devil wears Prada
Currently reading: The Hound of Baskervilles
Sweet/spicy/savory: Spicy
Relationship: Single but romantic at heart
Current obsession: Wesker and Leon, I realised that I may or may not have a type in guys hshshs
Last thing I googled: "aquitance english"
Currently working on: probably a lil fanfic or headcanons or rant or analysis but it's still in the beginning phase lol
Tagging: I didnโt post on tumblr for so long I don't know who to tag tbh
9 people you'd like to get to know better
Tagged by @steven-grants-world <3
Last song: Fascination / 101 String Orchestra (bc of @runa-falls and her lovely drabble)
Favorite Color: green (especially sage/forest)
Currently Watching: Moon Knight, The Mandalorian, Ugly Betty, Daredevil
Last Movie: oh golly I think it was In Secret (2013), I'm still blushing
Currently Reading: Stardust by Neil Gaiman
Sweet/Spicy/Savory: savory, I love a good soup ๐
Relationship Status: singling and terrified of mingling (the men on my phone can't hurt me if this is the only app I use)
Current Obsession(s): Oscar Isaac, Pedro Pascal, Across the Spiderverse, MOON KNIGHT
Last Thing I Googled: Dead Again (1991)
Currently Working On: a paint-by-number, chapter 3 of Last Night (my jake lockley/reader fic) finally unpacking from moving in July ๐
No pressure tags: @virtie333, @dowbastan @awakeandlonely, @howellatme, @suddenlysteven, @arrozyfrijoles23, @readerthatreadsss, @ssp3ctor, @crescentbelle
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Rules
Well hello again. After nearly a year of being inactive on tumblr Iโm back with a new set of rules and ready for new requests. Like always please look at the rules before requesting. Iโm always open for constructive criticism and feedback on my work.
Characters I write for:
Bungou Stray Dogs:
Armed Detective Agency
Dazai Osamu
Atsushi Nakajima
Akiko Yosano
Kunikida Doppo
Yukichi Fukuzawa
Ranpo Edogawa
Port Mafia
Chuuya Nakahara
Mori Ougai
Koyou Ozaki
Paul Verlaine
Rando
Gin Akutagawa
Ryลซnosuke Akutagawa
Higuchi Ichiyo
Sakunosuke Oda
The Guild
Francis Scott Fitzgerald
Edgar Allan Poe
Mark Twain
Louisa May Alcott
Margaret Mitchell
Lucy Maud Montgomery
Rats in the House of Death/ Decay of the Angels
Fyodor Dostoyevsky
Ivan Goncharov
Sigma
Nikolai Gogol
Hunting Dogs
Tachihara Michizo
Saigiku Juno
Tetcho Suehiro
What I will write:
Fluff
Angst
Yandere
SFW
Headcanons
Scenarios
Alternativ Universe
Platonic/Romantic Relationships
What I wonโt write:
Non-/Dub-con
Incest
If something isnโt on the list feel free to ask. Requests might take a little longer since I have exams and school work to do but I will try to finish them as soon as possible.
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Request: Childhood friend headcanons with Ryลซnosuke Akutagawa
Requested by @wcmghost
Ryลซnosuke Akutagawa
Living on the streets you quickly noticed how easier it was to live in a group rather than completely alone. In the end, a problem shared is a problem halved. So after you wandered for some time you finally found a group of children that accepted you
You quickly got accustomed and befriended the Akutagawa siblings. You were three very good friends, always sharing things with each other, playing little games while you searched together for food and sleeping together in the winter.
It wasnโt the typical child friendship you see in movies but it was still nice even if Ryลซnosuke was more the quite kid while Gin did the major talking stuff. But he always tagged along.
Sadly your luck didnโt last long and you were alone again. And it made you only happier when you finally met him again, dressed fully in black and threatening you with Rashลmon for trying to steal his wallet. You both didnโt recognize each other for a moment before realization hit you both and he let go of you. He changed really much
He was much colder, much more violent than before but in the end you managed to re-establish your friendship with him and his sister to a certain point. Though warming up to each other again would be a long process.
Having Ryลซnosuke as a childhood friend is hard. You can see how much he suffers because of all the expectations that are a burden on his shoulders and the lack of recognition from his mentor
So be ready to deal with his anger outburst and the aftermath. Heโs not the person who talks about his feelings and emotions but be ready to meet him at the harbor in the middle of the night and just stand by his side, telling him something while you both look at the sea
At first it might come off like heโs not listening at all but you know that if he wouldnโt listen he wouldnโt stand beside you. It helps him to calm down a bit and distract himself from his thoughts
You would casually come over to his place with tea and sometimes some figs. Unlike nearly everyone you are welcomed in his home and you often hang out with Gin. Ryลซnosuke has always his poker face on but that doesnโt mean that he isnโt happy. Itโs nice to have good person around who doesnโt try to change him or intervene into his business.
Might sometimes accompany you when you go somewhere. You canโt demand from him that he will go somewhere with many people but if itโs a calm place he might tag along
Traditional cafรฉs are one of your favorite places. Having a tea together with a nice view in a privat room is the best thing in the evening after a hard day
Because of his work you might not see him very often but itโs always appreciated when you drop by with some medicine or tea when he comes back from a mission. He wonโt tell you directly about his work but in the end itโs easy to understand what he does
Even if the friendship sounds one sided he would never let you down as a friend. Heโs loyal and if you would need some support he will help you. After all he didnโt forget about your long lost friendship and on the inside heโs somehow happy that you came back into his and his sisters life
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I must say it's hard to hang in there. I feel uneasy and yes it sounds stupid but I got really attached to the characters and after every cliffhanger like this I can feel mentally uneasy and sick for the whole month so I also stay mostly away from social media. Those theories basically help me deal with it since they look at the situation more objectively ( ๏ผโ๏ผ)
Anyways I want to contribute something to the How-Chuuya-Will-Survive-Theory-Pool :D
So the most common theory that I saw was that Chuuya will activate corruption and get out of the water and break free from the vampire control. But then came the question up how he would do it underwater if he canโt say his chant (seriously no idea how itโs called. The thing that activates corruption) and in my personal opinion I think that in this situation he basically doesnโt need to say it. So hear me out:
When Chuuya says the chant heโs conscious. Heโs aware about what heโs doing and to fall into the state of corruption he needs to โlet it outโ. He basically needs to let go of his normal self and without his chant it simply would be impossible even on an psychological level. In this situation heโs drowning. Heโs not in charge of his body and isnโt โconsciousโ. So I would draw the line to survival instincts. We all heard the stories of people who for example tried to kill themselves but in the end their body subconscious saved them. The brain doesnโt want the body to die and will try to save you even if you arenโt fully conscious. My point is that Chuuyaโs brain might just activate corruption because itโs like the last resort that can save his body and we already saw how heavily Chuuya was panting so it might be that his brain still tries to fight that virus and by throwing him in a life threatening situation his brain is forced to activate corruption on a subconscious level without Chuuyaโs โpermissionโ.
But please correct me if Iโm wrong. Since Stormbringer came out I still didnโt catch up to how Chuuyaโs ability works. Still need to go through the new information we got. Thanks for listening and thank you for your awesome work!
Hey just dropping by to say that your blog is the โจfinest soupโจthat I ever found. Your analysis are awesome and very interesting!
I also wanted to ask you two things that have been on my mind for a while since the latest chapter came out and I think youโre the best person to ask these things.
In the past two days I saw many theories and thoughts on how the things might work out for Chuuya. One theory that I found really interesting was that Dazai is using nearly the same strategy on Fyodor that he used in Stormbringer on Verlain. In this strategy he basically tries to push Fyodor to the point where he reveals his โwild cardโ. In this situation he just shows Fyodor how useless Chuuya is so in order to escape he needs to use his wild card. I wanted to ask you what you think about this situation and what Dazai may try to archive with his words. (Your words that Chuuya most likely wonโt die keeps me really afloat these days)!
The second thing I wanted to ask you is about Fyodor. Dazai stated that he actually wanted to kill Fyodor in the prison. Do you think Fyodor is meant to die? I agree with you that BSD usually donโt kill off their main cast but do you think it is possible that Fyodor is a character that is meant to die at a certain point? On this theory Iโm kinda torn between two sides myself. I must say I donโt like him as much as some other characters but in kinda want to know more about his origins and why he became the person that we see.
Sorry if Iโm bothering you with my question and thank you for your answer in advance!
AWW MAN thanks so much!! I can't stop talking about BSD hhhhh I'm super glad to do it with other peopleeeeee ;;;;;
OKAY LET'S SEE
First thing, yeah, I do think it's gotta be similar to the Verlaine strategy! The lack of disclosure about Fyodor's ability in particular seems to keep coming up, it's far from the first time. I wouldn't be surprised if Dazai doesn't feel certain of any winning strategy until he knows for SURE what he's handling, until he makes Fyodor pull out everything he's got, and for his ability to be part of that somehow too. This situation is extreme enough to instigate him to lay down all his cards. He might be poking to check for Gogol's actions too, or any other wild cards, extra players or extra tricks Fyodor has.
At any rate, Fyodor looked more seriously pissed than he ever has, so I don't doubt Dazai's succeeding in cornering him in more significant ways than he expected. The guy loves control, after all. I'd bet anything that losing ground on their mental games together stings more than any fear of dying right now.
Which takes me to the other thing. As much as I'm the first to say "calm down, no one in the main cast is dying", Fyodor has been SUCH a huge and difficult villain that when it comes to himโฆ in his undefeatable-villain role, I can't help but imagine that him dying would be viable to have his defeat finalized. BSD is 50% a story about finding meaning, 50% a story about redemption told around Dazai. In it, Fyodor is sort of Dazai's opposite, who so far seems completely unremorseful, having made his "meaning in life" something way too twisted. I can't quite imagine a Fitz-type continuity-after-his-defeat to be written for him. BUTโฆ
BUT, HUGE BUT.
We do not have exposition on Fyodor yet, right? We don't really know him. He's as intriguing as he is cause so far we've just never been told his story, his perspective. And Asagiri hasn't released any characters from the story without them getting their exposition. I've been waiting for it so anxiously. Who knows, once we hear his story, something might come up for him.
All I feel certain of is that Fyodor wouldn't die before giving us his full exposition already. And with Dazai pushing him so much to lay down all he's got, that moment might come soon!!
Thanks for the question, hang in there until the next chapter!! And let's revisit this in the future haha.
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Re: bsd 101, to be honest, Iโm not worried about Chuuya at all.ย
Again, BSD never killed main or secondary characters and it feels more like buildup, a momentโs tension, than an actual death scene. I donโt think that that was a real goodbye from Dazai either, he knowwws and I think he believes Chuuya will get out of that.
Letโs see about it next month, but thatโs my take!
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S/O who has an telekinesis ability and is an cinnamon roll that could kill you with Sigma, Nikolai Gogol and Jลno Saigiku
Requested by @super-mikisenapi-blog
Sigma
Maybe the only one in this list who wonโt actually exploit your ability or force you to use it
โMy love what is this thing???โ he said a bit nervous as the flying couch approached him
After he finds out that you have this ability youโll basically pass things to him the whole time. He needs the guest list that lays across the room real quick? No problem, here he goes.
The boxes that lay out of his height reach? They are no match for you too
But even many simple things that could have gone wrong in his casino were mostly prevented by you
He would be glad if you help him around the casino but wonโt exploit your ability in his favor and wouldnโt force you to use it
He managed the casino somehow without your ability so he can still manage it without using your ability
Still sitting on a couch while you move from one destination to another while not even moving a finger is a literal luxury that he can experience and enjoy to the fullest
Nikolai Gogol
Your ability is your ticket to survive a little longer with this man
Your ability is the thing that caused his interest in you but his love is as twisted as he
He isnโt the one who keeps relationships for a long time and in your positions itโs a wonder how you even have one
Will make the craziest things with you and your ability. There isnโt even a question if you want to use your ability or not. You simply will
Never let the enemy know what your next move is they say and with your abilities nobody knows your next move
โOh darling we will have so much fun after this!โ he said as he swung you around and laughed
But your ability is maybe one of the few things that keep you alive
You see the organization heโs in is ruthless and never hesitates to use and kill people and the more youโre useless the shorter your life is
So youโre pretty lucky to having an ability with him and maybe it will help you to escape death. Just donโt show your betraying intentions or even your ability wonโt help
Jลno Saigiku
A twisted being so to say
First of all to be in a healthy relationship with him you shouldnโt have an ability but still not be helpless
Being an ability user makes you a tool and in this case a tool for justice if you are with this man
Heโs constantly torn between using your ability to the fullest and nearly exploiting it and actually understanding how hard it must be with this ability and letting you alone
Because of his position in the hunting dogs he canโt really say what is the best to do but even though he knows what would be the best for you both he probably wonโt do it
Yes he wants to have a healthy relationship but your ability has just so much potential that itโs very hard to say no to using it
Will ask you to use it but if you refuse he might just manipulate you into using it in his favor and before you even notice it he will archive what he wants even though you may not like it
โSo wonโt you mind using your ability for the sake of everyoneโs well being?โ
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Hello! I saw your requests were open, but please delete this if you are busy, I don't mind! If you are able, could you do chuuya when his s/o stumbles into his office injured after a mission and passes out in his arms? He finds out from his subordinates it was because she defended his pride when the enemy insulted him? Thank you so much and make sure you're taking good care of yourself!
๐ฅ๐ฒ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐๐: S/O gets injured while defending his pride in front of the enemy and stumbles back into his office with Chuuya Nakahara
โHey Chuuyaโฆis it normal to feel so dizzy after a scratchโฆ?โ you said before collapsing into his arms
When you first entered the office everything seemed alright. You were send to an investigation mission to find information about a lost ship container. Usually, such things are found pretty fast but not in this case
Apparently the scratch was more a stab wound. Of course, he knew that people sometimes donโt notice that they were stabbed but it was a wonder how you didnโt collapse on the way back to the headquarters
Before rushing to the emergency department he would tear a piece of cloth from your suit jacket to bandage your wound temporarily. Letting you lose more blood isnโt in his interests
Since you are being treated in the infirmary the report about the process of the mission and the information your team gathered falls on one of your colleagues. While nothing extraordinary happened for 90% of the time he told Chuuya but he mentioned how you ran in a group of thugs who were really excited to finish you off
Well, a gun is always a brilliant argument when it comes to dealing with such people. But you werenโt the one who would unnecessarily pull out a gun. Usually, your diplomatic abilities were enough to let people back away. But these guys were having a good time making fun of you and your connection with Chuuya
Especially the comments they were making about him, his fashion sense, his height and his status pissed you off since everybody knew that they would be too afraid to make fun of him in his presence. Such cowardly acts pulled really hard on your last strings of patients until they finally torn
He will remain calm so nobody would be able to detect any feelings on his poker face but on the inside he has a mixture of different emotions at the same time. Anger, frustration, proudness andโฆ.happiness???
Even if he doesnโt need someone to protect his pride in front of a bunch of low lifeโs and he doesnโt really care about other people's opinions about him, somewhere deep down heโs a bit proud of you and happy that you also defended him.
While he himself wasnโt there and it wouldnโt have mattered to him much what those thugs said heโs also happy that you didnโt leave him out. After all, being defended by someone is a nice feeling. He wonโt admit it though.
But will scold you for being so careless and not going right away to the infirmary. Itโs there for a reason, so donโt just go into his office when you know youโre hurt and are probably bleeding to death
โHey! I was defending myself AND your pride and these guys werenโt backing off. What else should I have done???โ
โIโm not telling you you arenโt allowed to defend yourself! Iโm telling you to go to the damn infirmary when you are injured. What the hell did you expect from me when you walked into my office half dead!?๏ผ๏ฟฃ+ใผ๏ฟฃ). Iโm proud of you and I love but donโt just walk around with a stab wound!โ
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๐ ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ถ ๐ข๐๐ด๐ฎ๐ถ, ๐๐ธ๐๐๐ฎ๐ด๐ฎ๐๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐๐ฬ๐ป๐ผ๐๐๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐ฑ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฟ ๐๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฃ๐ผ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐ฎ ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ถ๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐๐ต ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ฟ ๐ฆ/๐ข ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐บ, ๐๐ต๐ผ ๐๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฑ ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ, ๐๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐บ๐.
Requested by: @ravenina14
๐๐๐๐ฃ๐ช ๐๐ ๐ง๐๐
๐ ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ถ ๐ข๐๐ด๐ฎ๐ถ
โDarling did you find the movie you wanted to watch?โ
โYup! Finally. Itโs hard to find good movies these days.โ you sighed โThey characters either do the most stupid decisions, the plot is boring or not scary at all. And I want some good stuff.โ
Moments like this were rare. As the boss of the port mafia he was a really busy man. If he wasnโt busy with paperwork and organizing, he was busy resting or fulfilling Eliseโs needs and requests. Of course you were mostly present in the last part but you still hadnโt much time alone. Just you two. It was simply a prize you had to pay if you wanted to be with him.
โAhhh itโs been a long time since I watched something.โ he said thoughtful while leaning back onto the sofa โIf I remember well it was more than a year agoโ
โWell letโs see if some horror will be your cup of tea then. The ratings of this movie are pretty high and the reviews are nearly all over good.โ
You sat down beside him and leaned your head on his shoulder while he put an arm around your waist. As the time went by and the plot in the movie developed you noticed by the look on his face that he could easily spoil the whole plot. The movie was pretty scary but you doubted that this could scare a person who had done things worse than that. And now as one of the main characters ran to the last train you could only think โRun, Run, Run! Donโt turn back. Just Run!โ the tension was high and you were curious what would happen next. But as often seen in horror movies he turned around. A black matter pierced trough his face making it a quite brutal and gore-some death. At the same time you let out a short but high pitched scream. This movie had a high rating for gore after all.
With a โHmm?โ he lowered the volume of the TV. He looked at you with curious and a bit surprised eyes. It wasnโt like you never watched horror movies, in fact when he sometimes passed by you he often saw someone get murdered in your phone. But he guessed that seeing some get pierced right through the mouth was a bit too much.
โYou alright?โ he asked
โYes I am. Can you turn the volume up? I donโt hear anything.โ
โAwww my Y/N-chan youโre so cute when you are grumpy and fearless.โ he exclaimed pulling you closer into his arms
โIโm not afraid, I was just simply surprised. Thatโs all.โ you explained
โOf course, of courseโ he smiled
โI have a brilliant Idea!โ he exclaimed โLetโs watch something Elise friendly next time. Iโm sure โUpโ or โFinding Nemoโ would be nice for both of you. Last time when we went to the aquarium she enjoyed watching the fish.โ
โIsnโt โFinding Nemoโ old?โ
You werenโt against old movies or movies for children. Quite the opposite: It was nice to remember old childhood memories. It was refreshing but sad at the same time to remember old bygone days when life was easy and problems were small and unimportant.
โPerhaps, but old doesnโt mean bad. I hope I find some time soon to spend it with you two~โ
๐๐ธ๐๐๐ฎ๐ด๐ฎ๐๐ฎ ๐ฅ๐๐ฬ๐ป๐ผ๐๐๐ธ๐ฒ
โHow about this one?โ
โNo.โ
โAnd this?โ
โNo.โ
For the last 5 minutes your conversation sounded like this. It was rather hard to find a movie that he would watch with you. He was at your place and since you didnโt plan anything to do you offered to watch a movie. The main quest was: Find a movie. You offered him many from different genres but he didnโt seem to like any of them. He was picky since he liked movies with a good and interesting plot. He declined every movie until you came into the horror section. You enjoyed horror movies but not all of them. Some were just too scary to handle. But it seemed he found the one among the others.
The description of the movie was interesting so you agreed to watch it. But after a while you kinda regretted it. The beginning was interesting and not scary at all. But right after the first 25 minutes the horror began. No question the movie was well made but the tense atmosphere, the dark and abandoned scenes and the empty bloody black holes that the person in front of the protagonist had instead of eyes made shivers run down your spine.
โAre you scared?โ he said and looked at you
โNope, not at all.โ you said
The movie was more unsettling than scary. But he seemed to like it. Such moments were rather rare when you both could just sit together on the sofa and do nothing and the silence was still a pleasant one. Now around halfway through the movie there was a rather claustrophobic scene underwater. You were already nervous for the protagonist even if you knew that it was just fiction. You were hugging your pillow tightly and when you thought the main character made it the โthingโ that was following her jumped out. A typical jumpscare but enough to make you let out a high pitched scream. He looks at you concerned and pauses the movie.
โAre you alright?โ
โYeah yeah I'm alright don't worry...โ
But you didnโt sound very confident and he on the other hand didnโt dive deeper into it and pressed the play button again. You sat on the sofa, hugging your pillow tightly with a unsettled look on your face when you felt his arm sliding around your shoulder that was pulling you softly to him. You turned your head a little bit to him but he was looking straight at the TV not paying attention to you. Affection wasnโt something that Akutagawa gave often or liked. But you didnโt decline his offer and snuggled up to him. Not too much but quite enough so you both were comfortable. With his other hand he covered his mouth to cough but he seemed unbothered and focused again on the movie. His gesture didnโt make the movie less unsettling but it made you calm down and be less frightened by it.
โWellโฆโฆ.since the movie is over should we go into the kitchen? I think I have some figs left in my refrigerator and I bought some tea yesterday too.โ
You didnโt quite know what you should do after the movie but you didnโt want him to leave yet. You thought he would say no but with a nod he covered his mouth with his hand to cough. As you stood up he quietly followed you to the kitchen to continue this lovely night.
๐๐ฑ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฟ ๐๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ป ๐ฃ๐ผ๐ฒ
โA-are you sure that you want to watch that movie?โ
โYeah Iโm pretty sure. Why? Are you afraid?โ you teased him
โNo of course!โ
It was a lie. He was scared of the movie. Even though he himself probably wrote some scarier mystery novels than that movie he still didnโt feel right with this one. The bright red 18+ mark, the dark cover with blood and tools that were used in old psychiatryโs (also covered in blood) made him curious and frightened at the same time. Psychological horror wasnโt his cup of tea after all.
โYou sure? If you donโt like it we can always watch something else. I know some great comedy movies too.โ
Even if his reaction were funny you still cared about him. The last thing you wanted is to make him uncomfortable but he insisted that he wasnโt scared at all so you let him beโฆfor now. You were looking forward for your movie night the whole week but till the end you didnโt quite know what to watch. In the end your choice fell on a horror movie from the 90s. You placed the snacks and drinks on the table in front of the sofa and clicked on โplayโ after you both got comfortable.
The first hour of the 3 hours long movie were fine. The plot was pretty good and didnโt fall into typical clichรฉs that you often see. Poe almost thought that it was just an old detective movie and not a horror one. Almost. Slowly the movie became creepy. The visions of the mental ill patient got worse, the paranoia and schizophrenia made the line between reality and vision blurry and the attempts to escape the psychiatry became more and more desperate. Even you both couldnโt tell if something was reality or just another projection of the twisted mind of the protagonist. Poe started to fell more frightened than in the beginning. Chills ran down his spine and you could see on his face how unsettling the movie was for him. Near the end when the movie reached its peak of action and the most horror already happened he felt a bit better. But in the end the last jumpscare got him. It was too calm in the movie and he sensed that something was wrong but this came a bit unexpected. Even you were taken aback but the short high pitched scream didnโt come from you. It came from the person beside you who hugged the pillow. In the end you just waited for the credits to approach him.
โAnd how was it? Too scary~?โ
โN-No, it was not!โ
โYeah, yeah we will just ignore the little scream of yours near the end~โ you smiled innocently
Behind his black hair that was covering his eyes you could see a blush. He opened and closed his mouth searching for words to defend himself from your teasing. After all, he didnโt watch as many scary movies as you so he was easily terrified of them. Before he could say something you stopped him.
โAlright before you say anything letโs watch some TV-shows. There are some channels which show late night comedy and contests so letโs watch something before we go to sleep.โ you said and reached for the TV remote.
He felt defeated. But he didnโt say another word and just leaned back on the sofa holding you close to him. Holding you was relieving since he knew he wasn't alone. You snuggled up to him and were quickly using the remote to find an interesting show.
โI was not scaredโฆโ he said silently but determined
โI know, I know.โ again you chuckled a bit
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Forgive any insensibility, but I really donโt understand why people would be upset at BSD or at the vampire arc. It seems so, so clear that itโs only a plot point, none of those important characters are going to die - the fact that itโs so many main-cast characters all infected should precisely be an indication that itโll have to be undone. It runs long, for sure, itโs a huge-ass buildup to a rollercoaster climax and it can be a lot to take in, but Iโm really not seeing anything wrong, traitorous to the audience or a single sign of bad writing, from my point of view.
BSD doesnโt make a habit of killing characters, not main-cast ones. Side characters, guards, smaller enemies, sure, but not main cast. Thatโs why Iโm calm as ever and simply enjoying the ride!
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Hello hopfully request are still open, and of so I have a request. Could you please write something for Margaret that is just pure fluff? The plot matters not to me, and I would prefer if it was gender neutral if you can. Thank you and have a great rest of your day/night
๐ด๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
โEarl Grey? A really interesting choice my love.โ
The woman who was sitting behind an elegant white dressing table was slowly brushing through her honey-colored hair. Her mint umbrella was standing right beside her mint dress which was hanging on the closet door. Usually, she wouldn't allow anyone to see her like this walking around in her pajama. It wasn't ladylike at all and even the servants who brought the tea decently put the cups down on the table without looking up and left as quick as they came.
On the other side of the room, you were laying on the large bed. Because of the big amount of work you laid face down on the mattress. You were patiently waiting for her to finish with her night routine. Even though you could just sleep without her you still waited and waited. Between brushing her hair and getting ready for bed she sipped from her cup. You could see that she liked your choice. Her cup was nearly empty.
โI think it matches you.โ
โIsnโt it late for tea though?โ
โItโs never late for a good cup of tea, love.โ
Outside the wind started to get stronger. The weather wasnโt the nicest and the whole week is going to be stormy and cold. Really cold. It was winter after all. But tomorrow the weather should be nice (or at least not that windy) if you remembered quite well so you pronounced your thought out loud.
โTomorrow the weather should be nice. How about we go for a walk together? In the rose garden for example. Even though there arenโt any flowers now the sight should be beautiful and since itโs still cold there shouldnโt be much people around.โ
You both often went to the rose garden. Especially in summer and spring it was a really beautiful place while in winter you could enjoy the snow covered garden that was still beautiful, even without the flowers. But the only thing that bothered was the cold. In the area you both were living it could get really cold in the winter. Even the warmest clothes you wore only halfway helped especially when it was windy. But tomorrow was a calm day.
โA great idea. I like it. We shouldnโt forget to dress in warm clothes or you will get sick.โ
โSince when do I get sick. You were the one who got sick last time.โ you exclaimed while smiling
โOh shush your sweet mouth my love. As I remember I was sick only one time while you were the one who gets sick nearly every year. Now move a bit or you must sleep alone in this bed.โ
โYeah, yeah I got it, I got it Iโll wear extra warm clothes just for you my love.โ you chuckled as you moved to your side
As she crawled under the warm blanket you welcomed her in your arms. You cuddled up to each other and enjoy each otherโs company. It was warm beside her and you closed your eyes while pulling the thick blanket up. โLove youโ was the last thing you said and you received a โlove you tooโ back. All your problems and worries disappeared in the dark room. Iโm the end they didnโt really matter.The only think you could think of was how good it is to have someone by your side amd how good it is to be loved.
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if requests are open, can you write angst scenario for tecchou x female reader please?
๐๐๐จ ๐ฉ๐๐๐ง๐ ๐๐ซ๐๐ง ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ง๐๐ฃ๐ฉ ๐จ๐ค๐ก๐ช๐ฉ๐๐ค๐ฃ?
The Synonym Death.
Death is the permanent, irreversible cessation of all biological functions that sustain a living organism.
How does death feel? The moment you can tell how it feels you are already a corpse. But corpses donโt talk and keep their mouth shut and so you keep silent forever. Itโs not like there was a different solution. Since the government doesnโt like betrayals and some information in the wrong hands can cause dramatical consequences for every citizen in the world. Itโs the best choice to kill the one who betray. From the beginning you had just one mission. Get in, transfer some important data and maybe get out if you donโt get caught. Well working for an international crime organization wasnโt always easy and you always doubt you would live past your 30s. Since you managed to get into the governments special unit for unusual powers it was much easier to move around and gather the necessary information. Though it always felt like walking on sharp blades.At some point in this time, you really thought you could change. Stop being a criminal and start a new career. But they always reminded you who you are and that you wonโt be able to change. They wouldnโt let you go so easily, thatโs not how it works. Since your path crossed with the hunting dogs your fear of being caught just got bigger. You learned that not all of them are heartless beasts but betrayal is betrayal and they have their methods of dealing with it. But even if your fear rose, in the meantime you got even closer to the danger. Even though your relationship with Tetchล was strange and you never knew what you currently are it was nice that you werenโt completely alone. You were something like friends, something like partners, something like lovers but from the beginning nobody could tell what it was in the end. It was complicated. But you both were happy. Since both of you were busy you didnโt spend much time with each other but the few moments together made your life a little bit better, made you forget who you actually are and why you are there.
But getting too close to the danger eventually will get everyone killed. You were always afraid of Jลno. He was like a deadly shadow and you always tried to stay away from him. The way he was extracting the necessary information sent shivers down your spine. The thought of being caught by him, being tortured and killed made the urge to run away stronger. You already noticed how he glanced at you and it was a clear sign of suspicion. He wasnโt stupid. Slowly he started to confront you with your affiliation. It felt like a hanging rope was slowly getting tighter around your neck and you couldnโt do anything against it. Run? He will catch you. Stay? You will end up dead anyway. In your last week, you managed to transfer the last data you needed and you were ready to get out. Get out from Japan and never come back. Your organization got what it needed. But when the time came for you to leave you were stopped.
โY/N do you have time?โ
The voice came from behind the door after a knock. You knew it was Tetchล but you still were high alerted. What if he wasnโt alone? What if there were other agents or worse: this sadist Jลno himself. Still not opening the door wasnโt an option. So you made your way to the door and opened it. Tetchล was standing there in his usual hunting dogs uniform and he was completely alone in the hallway. Like in old movies he held his hat in his arm like a soldier. You let him in. There was silence for a moment between you. You werenโt looking at him and he wasnโt looking at you. You didnโt understand what he wanted from you. Why should he even come to you at 1 a.m.? You were busy with your own thoughts until he spoke again.
โI like you. Like very like you. I know I never told you this and I myself donโt know what we even areโฆI just wanted to tell you this. Tomorrow I will attend to a very important meeting and I donโt know when we will see each other again. And I wanted to say that I will miss you very much. I hope we can see each other soon.โ
His face showed nearly no emotions and his voice was calm as usual. He looked at you but you didnโt say anything. The only thought in your head was โHe likes me!!!โ. But you werenโt happy at all because you knew you wouldnโt see him again. Not tomorrow, not the day after tomorrow, and not even days after the day after tomorrow. With a sad smile, you walked over to him for a hug. His arms welcomed you. You hugged him and buried your face in his chest. How sad and angry you were. Why did you just meet under these circumstances?!
โY/N why are you crying?โ
But you didn't have an answer. This was the last time you are seeing him and he doesn't know it. Was there ever a different solution? No, not anymore. If you don't want to die you need to run. Because if he finds out, he will personally kill you. You didn't have the will to live but at the same time, you didn't want to die. Well, now it's too late anyway. Tomorrow you won't be in Japan anymore and it's goodbye forever.
โGoodbye Tetchล. I hope to see you soon then.โ you forced yourself to smile not knowing it would be your last. Death is the permanent, irreversible cessation of all biological functions that sustain a living organism after all.
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๐ฅ๐ฒ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐๐: ๐ฌ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ป๐ผ๐ป๐ ๐ณ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐๐ผ๐ฑ๐ผ๐ฟ ๐๐ผ๐๐๐ผ๐ฒ๐๐๐ธ๐, ๐ก๐ถ๐ธ๐ผ๐น๐ฎ๐ถ ๐๐ผ๐ด๐ผ๐น, ๐ฆ๐ถ๐ด๐บ๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ป ๐๐ผ๐ป๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ผ๐
๐๐๐๐ ๐ฅ๐๐๐ช ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐ฃ๐ฆ๐๐
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แดส Dแดsแดแดแดแด sแดส
โ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ค๐๐๐ , ๐๐๐โ๐ก ๐ฆ๐๐ข ๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฃ๐? ๐โ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โ๐ก ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ค๐๐กโ๐๐ข๐ก ๐กโ๐ ๐๐กโ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ค๐๐ฆ๐ ๐กโ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐i๐๐๐๐๐๐ก ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ค๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐. ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข ๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ผ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐บ๐ฒ๐?โ
Drinks really really really rarely
He has better things to do than get drunk
Never really drunk because it would damage his judgment sense and he can't afford this to happen
Since this is no good at all he avoids drinking much alcohol
Mostly sticks around with classical red wine
His behavior wouldnโt change much. He might only get a little bit more sadistic than usual and start smiling
But it wouldn't be a happy smile, more a sadistic and dark one
He exactly knows what you want, he exactly knows that you fear him, that you fear the day he will give you the peaceful dead
But he likes your sweet pain and fear. These feelings make the difference between humans and puppets. It makes them alive
Sษชษขแดแด
โ๐ผ ๐๐๐โ๐ก โ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐๐. ๐ผ โ๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ก ๐๐ผ๐ ๐๐ถ๐น๐น ๐ด๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐ฎ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐ผ๐ป ๐๐ผ ๐น๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐น๐ถ๐ณ๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ด๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ป ๐๐ผ ๐บ๐ฒ.โ
Since he had never drunk alcohol before he's open to new things
But usually prefers drinks like wine or champagne to vodka or whiskey
When he drinks he becomes more serious
Only when he drinks does he realize in which situation heโs stuck
No family, friends or memories. Completely nothing
He hopes that you can fill this empty spot in him
Dark thoughts will start to pollute his mind if you arenโt around
But maybe itโs for the best.Maybe he can realize who he really is
Maybe he isnโt or never was a kind man. Maybe deep inside he was always like this. Twisted and false like a defect toy in a big fabric called world
Is he even mean to exist? Who knows, who knows. At least he has you and that is what matters, right?
Nษชแดแดสแดษช Gแดษขแดส
โ๐ป๐ด๐ป๐ด๐ป๐ด๐ป๐ด ๐ผ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฃ๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ข๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ก ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ก ๐๐ก ๐กโ๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ผ๐๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐ก๐๐๐ ๐ต๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ถ๐น๐น ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐บ๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ ๐น๐ฎ๐๐~?
If he drinks then he drinks a lot like there is a huge celebration
Vodka and Whiskey are his most favorites among alcoholic drinks
Nothing is better than having one or two shots with his dearest friends and loved ones
Becomes more sadistic than he already is
Classical music on and will steal you for a dance or two
While you dance he will slowly poison your thoughts with the wish for freedom and how far away you are from it
Seeing your sweet misery brings him so much joy he can't stop laughing
In the end, the line between neverending misery and death is so small yet so sweet to cross
Iแด แดษด Gแดษดแดสแดสแดแด
โ๐ดโ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฃ๐. ๐๐๐ข ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ข๐โ๐๐๐๐ฆ. ๐ผ ๐ค๐๐๐๐๐ ๐คโ๐๐ก ๐๐๐โ๐ก ๐๐ ๐กโ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฆ๐๐ข๐ ๐ข๐โ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ .... ๐ต๐ข๐ก ๐๐๐โ๐ก ๐ค๐๐๐๐ฆ, ๐ผ ๐๐๐๐ค ๐กโ๐ ๐๐ข๐๐! ๐ฟ๐๐กโ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐๐ป๐ต๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐๐ ๐๐ผ๐ผ!โ
Doesnโt drink at allโฆlike at all
Alcohol is not his thing but would gladly enjoy a cup of tea with you with some beautiful concert from Tchaikovsky
But if he would somehow get drunk his crazy side would show itself
After the surgery he had, he feels only joy
His โunhappiness is removedโ so he says but can a person fall into madness?
In short yes. Be careful or he might drag you into this never-ending happiness
Alcohol can damage oneโs judgment so itโs best to keep especially him away from alcohol
So better keep a happy face on or you might get your โunhappinessโ removed too
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I saw your yandere hcs for dazai and chuya could u do soft moments with them? When they are nice to their darling, would that be possible? Thank you and donnt stress yourself
Soft moments with Yandere! Port Mafia! Dazai Osamu and Yandere! Chuuya Nakahara
Yandere! Port Mafia Dazai Osamu :
โ๐๐ฎ๐ฎ๐ต ๐๐ฒ๐น๐น๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ผ๐ป๐ป๐ฎ~๐ฌ๐ผ๐โ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐๐๐ถ๐ณ๐๐น ๐ฎ๐ ๐ฎ๐น๐๐ฎ๐๐! ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐ต๐ผ๐ ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ฒ ๐ต๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐น๐ถ๐๐ฒ~
Softness with this twisted man is possible but itโs still a mind game for him and a tense situation for you
He wonโt put the chains fully away, reminding you to still behave well but heโll loose them a bit as a tiny reward and perhaps motivation
Will mostly make a beautiful movie night with you but if he isnโt in the mood heโll just cuddle with you in his bed
If he choose a movie night he would take some old movies to play in the background. They doesnโt necessarily interest him, you and your reactions are far more interesting
But beware, heโll let you many opportunities to escape but donโt think you could use any of them. Even if he isnโt in the same room with you heโs always alerted
But if everything goes smoothly, he would consider to be nicer to you. He would let you sleep with him in one bed and let you roam around his apartment when heโs at home
In the end itโs on you how he behaves. Be a brat and itโs gonna end ugly as always, be a nice darling and youโll see the soft side of this oh so twisted man
Yandere! Chuuya Nakahara :
โ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ธ๐ป๐ผ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐โ๐บ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ป๐น๐ ๐ผ๐ป๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฑ, ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐?โ
Would be soft with you most of the time. Unlike Dazai he doesnโt need a reason to be soft with the one he loves
But his softness really depends on how you behave. If you for example tried to escape donโt think he will be soft with you
You will receive the cold shoulder for weeks until he is over it. Only after that he would give you a second chance and try to be soft with you again
Heโs not as twisted as Dazai to provoke conflicts but heโll be always alerted of your movements so donโt even think of anything stupid
Since you would have more freedom around the house expect to receive random affection from him trough the day. He isnโt really the one who likes to cuddle and kiss you the whole time
Small gestures like giving you a kiss when he comes home or randomly play with your hair are the things he likes more than โpointless and empty affectionโ
If heโs drunk he will become more giggly and a little bit more affectionate towards you. He would hug and snuggle with you whether you like it or not. Well itโs not like you could break free from his strong arms anyways
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Chuuya or Ranpo with 21 from the angst thing please? <\3
21. โ๐ผ๐กโ๐ โ๐๐/โ๐๐/๐กโ๐๐, ๐๐ ๐โ๐ก ๐๐ก?โ
Chuuya Nakahara
โIn the end I was right,โ he said, โ If you didnโt love me, why did you accept my confession?โ
He was calm. No trace of anger was on his face. He was standing in front of you simply looking into your face with a blank expression. He didnโt wait for an answer. It wasnโt necessary.
โItโs him, isnโt it?โ
Again no answer. But what should you answer him? There is nothing to say anymore. You didnโt love him anymore. In fact, youโre not even sure if you did it in the first place. You stayed with him despite loving someone else. Really why did you accept him in the first place if you didnโt love him?
You looked down. You didnโt want to meet his blue eyes, the eyes that looked at you for a half year now. Wasnโt he enough? He was but not for you. Love is a twisted thing after all. You should have told him the truth in the beginning but you couldnโt do it. Of course, you were happy in the first weeks. He loved you and you had the feeling that you did too. But as more time you spend with him the more your feelings grew colder.
Eventually, you went to the person you truly loved and left him behind. But you didnโt break up even if it would have made everything easier. You didn't want to hurt him. After all, he did nothing wrong. But your hesitation only made it worse. He found it out by himself.
With a sigh, he turned around and went to the balcony. Smoking was a small habit when he met stressful situations. You never liked it.
โPlease pack your stuff and go away. I donโt want to see you in my apartment anymore,โ he added
You nodded and went to your bedroom. Most of your stuff you let at your place. You never planned to move in fully. So after you packed the rest of what was left nothing was holding you in this place anymore. You were ready to leave.
โI'm sorryโ you said quietly and went to the door
Nothing was left here. He didn't turn around, he didn't say goodbye, he only continued to smoke. Maybe it's for the best. The door behind you closed.
โGoodbye.โ
That was the last thing he said to himself. His apartment was now once again empty.
Ranpo Edogawa
โItโs him, isnโt it ?โ
A spiteful voice said as you opened the door. It wasnโt the most pleasant thing to hear when you enter the apartment after a rough day. He didnโt even bother to look at you when you entered the room.
โWhat do you mean?โ you asked wondering of this sudden change of mood
What was wrong? You didnโt remember doing something that might have offended him so much. Besides you werenโt at home the whole day. But your question only made his mood only worse.
โDonโt play dumb. Did you have fun with him?โ
Now you understood to who he was referring. The officer who was new in this department. He was young and was currently sticking around with an older officer. So no wonder you saw him often at the crime scenes. He was quite charming and perhaps many others would say this but you werenโt interested in him. You saw him only as a friend. But the person who was sitting on the couch was currently thinking very irrational.
โAnd of course you wonโt answer me because there is no answerโ
โRanpo I was only at a crime scene with him. There wasn't anything between us.โ you sighed โBesides he's just friendly to everybody โ
โAnd that's the reason he walked you home?!โ he asked ironically โIs this still just being โfriendlyโ in your eyes? If yes then you must be really stupid.โ
You didn't understand what was the whole deal with this. Yes he walked you home, yes he was friendly with you but that's it there wasn't something more. But he refuses to listen. He doesn't even look at you, the newspaper is way too important than this conversation. Honestly, he was mad. At you, at him, at everyone. He was right after all. Even if he knows he isn't he won't admit it.
โRanpo you know that I don't want anything from him. What's the big deal?โ you asked a bit desperate. You simply don't know how to deal with this situation.
โOf course you don't know. If you can't even notice that he likes you way too much for a simple friend then it's only natural that you can't know what the whole deal is.โ
โHow about I leave then? If you're mad at me just because he's just a friend then why should the โoh so stupid personโ stay?โ
You crossed your arms as you answered him. You didn't want to just stay there and say nothing while he lets you down. Especially if you didn't do anything. It's impossible to talk with him now. He won't listen. You turned around, ready to leave. You felt bad but leaving is the best option now.
โSee ya tomorrow, partnerโ you said to yourself as you closed the door behind you. Maybe his mood will be better tomorrow. The only thing you can do now is walking towards the sunset, ignoring the feelings that are dragging you down, and hope that tomorrow is a new day. Everything will be alright, right?
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