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Literally me 😂😂😂

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Here’s a Q: how long until you’re done with school and how do you think you’ll cope when you’re not at school with her anymore? <3

I have a week left and exam week but I only have one exam. And frankly I'm going to be honest, I'm probably not going to cope. I'm going into grade 12 next year and I'm not ready to graduate and leave C. Plus there's some stuff going on with C and I'm worried. So that doesn't add on as well to my anxiety.

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You’re honestly all I can ever think about.

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““What’s the point of having a voice if you’re gonna be silent in those moments you shouldn’t be?””

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Asks anyone? If you ask I’ll ask u a question.

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I have a habit of dreaming about you only to wake up to a dark room instead of your smile.

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I’m painting C. I’m so fucking proud

I feel everytime I think of C I think of sunflowers 🌻 because they’re bright and make any boring field beautiful. Just like C♥️

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So I have a weird coping mechanism

So now I’m trying not to self harm. So everytime I want to cut myself I write C’s full name. First and last name on my thigh. In pen or sharpie. But now I came to the realization my entire thigh is covered in her name. And it’s plus 30. I have to wear shorts😬😬

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Ok this touched EVERY single part of my inside😂 (I’m in a very weird mood today)

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