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on the 11th day of christmas my mutual gave to me softcore middle aged man pornography

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"Beautiful Losers", Leonard Cohen

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what if we explored each other’s bodies [not sex] [i open your ribcage up and start messing around in that thang]

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Salvation

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i'm sure i've said this before but i feel that near and mello both repress their feelings for each other but in, like, very different ways. near is like. i want something i cannot have and that's just how life is sometimes. thems the breaks. i will cope with this with perfect grace and dignity until my bones turn into dust. mello meanwhile just outright refuses to acknowledge that he's ever wanted anything in his life (or at least. he refuses to acknowledge wanting any of the things he REALLY wants, save for wanting to beat near). their saving grace, however, is that once near realizes he CAN have mello [and, is like, at least sort of secure in their relationship] he can access Spoiled Brat Mode and just directly ask for / demand what he wants. absolutely huge relief for mello because this way he can just be like >:) "well... i GUESS we can make out since you want me so so incredibly bad." instead of having to admit that he was going to fall to his knees crying if he had to go another thirty seconds without gluing his mouth to near's

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xxx

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best part of tumblr is; i come here, reblog and i leave.

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filter on ao3 that only shows fic by women in their 40s who has a degree and works an office job and probably leaves authors notes that are like “sorry for the wait on the chapter guys! i had to give birth to my third kid😂”

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Iris van Herpen: 'Capriole, Ensemble' (2011)

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calling in sick to work with realising i've been dead for years

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up to ep 17 and this is now just a joint rewatch for me/first-time watch for her. during the solitary confinement arc she GASPED at soichiro being all haggard and went “poor peepaw’s falling apart!!!” and i’m like. peepaw. how old do you think he is. and she’s like “shut up he’s peepaw spiritually because i like him.”

made it to ep 5 last night and the current struggle is that i have to repress the urge to perform the entirety of flirt (with your dad) literally any time soichiro is on screen

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Tokyo (2015)

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Ship dynamics are always like Sunshine and Sunshine protector~ Cinnamon roll and their grumpy one 🤗 Well what about 2 cunts. They're both cunts and that's the dynamic. cunt4cunt.

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scanned from Rolling Stone Magazine (1984)

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put three f/f ships you like in the tags. doesnt matter how obscure or embarrassing the media, go for it. and no, your m/m ship doesnt count as women

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file -> phrases that are going to shift something in me forever