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they can never take hey tiger away from us

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So what if Jean spends Thanksgiving with Renee and Stephanie.. And they take a cozy little blurred photo where Renee is hugging his shoulders and Jean is holding her close and they are looking at the camera. And Jean sends it to Cat without a caption. Just a pic to wish her happy holidays. Cat is on her bike, ready to take off after saying goodbyes to Jeremy before the holidays. Her phone beeps and suddenly she shrieks and shoves her phone in Jeremy’s face. And Jeremy’s like “Wow so cool” and his smile falters. Happy Thanksgiving to you too Catalina 🙂

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okay but why is dial drunk by noah kahan a kevin/kevjean song. hear me out.

riko and then kevin’s crippling vodka addiction

this screams kevjean TO ME

i feel like I don’t really have to explain this one but. how they used to know each other so well. and then the second line is how kevin presents himself to the media and then his true character

(@you-know-i-get-itt kevjean tag)

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Sensible girl

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things to think about as an act of self flagellation

"i was more when i was alive"

ronan lynch

"i was more when i was alive"

adam parrish

"i was more when i was alive"

the orphans lynch

"i was more when i was alive"

"i was more when i was alive"

"i was more when i was alive"

"I WAS MORE WHEN I WAS ALIVE"

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y'all ever get bored but like in an angry way….like you keep picking things up and putting them down bc none of them is The Right Thing and you have like pent up manic energy but absolutely nothing is holding your interest long enough to release it and you’re just >:(

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describe in the tags how you pronounce the word “horror”

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Raven!Neil AU but it’s not even about the Nest and is instead entirely about Andrew and Renee being allies in secretly/reluctantly thirsting over the Perfect Backline.

Renee has mostly accepted her fate and just doesn’t want to invite judgment from the other Foxes unnecessarily, but Andrew is pissed. It’s not like he’s never seen an attractive man before - it’s hardly anything worth dwelling on - so why can’t he move the fuck on already? Why a goddamn Raven of all people?!

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There’s something so poetic about Jean being the one who taught Kevin French, meaning Kevin probably speaks it with a heavy southern accent. Kevin Day, polished, not a hair out of place, queen of the court, Kevin Day, speaking French with lazy vowels and a twang on national tv. Inextricable pieces of Jean in every syllable, right there for the public to see. What do you think it does to Jean? To hear the sounds of home coming out the mouth of someone who stopped being one years ago? And how do you think Jean will feel now, to hear it again from someone who is just starting to be?

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Chestnut tiger butterfly.

Kyoto, Japan.

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i don't use spotify that much so all most of my liked songs are recently added from various aftg playlists but oh well it's an accurate portrayal XD

Impossible - Piano Version, Nothing But Thieves

Just Pretend, Bad Omens

First Love/Late Spring, Mitski

When The Party's Over - from the room below, Sleep Token

Patricia, Florence + The Machine

Granite, Sleep Token

Songbird, Fleetwood Mac

Flume, Bon Iver

All These Things That I've Done, The Killers

King And Lionheart, Of Monsters And Men

not tagging anyone but open invitation to join!! :D

@harlotsforcinnamon tagged me to shuffle my liked songs and post the first ten that came up!!

Diva - Beyonce Who's Afraid of Little Old Me? - Taylor Swift The Bed's Too Big Without You - The Police New York - Addison Rae Blossom - Sunday (1994) Sports car - Tate McRae Reach the Rock - Havana 3AM Live Your Life - TI, Rihanna Supermassive Black Hole - Muse

no pressure tagging @inafieldofstarflowers @sonofa-dream @laequiem @kelliealtogether and anyone else!

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Kevin is the type of person that would not admit to Neil that he’s the best he’s ever had on the court and then when he changes team to never let anyone forget that he once had Neil Josten as a teammate and no one will ever reach that level of good

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hii, 25 & 89 for the ask game if they haven't been asked yet? :)

25. do you collect anything?

i used to collect pencil shavings! now i think different copies of hamlet, and also old coins

89. if you could keep any animal as a pet, what would you choose?

given the opportunity to choose literally any animal out of many many animals. i have to say. i’d pick a dog

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what you learn from hobbies:

consistent practice opens up whole worlds of skill that you couldn't imagine

making mistakes in the process of learning is not only natural, it is also essential

activities that you enjoy can give you more energy back than you spent on them

wow everything is so expensive

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I love this scene SO much

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at least theres still listening to music while staring at the ceiling