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ANNOUNCEMENT SHIT

I’M MOVING! I MADE A NEW BLOG THAT IS IN NO WAY TIED TO MY MAIN BLOG AND WILL BE POSTING STUFF THERE FROM NOW ON INSTEAD OF HERE. FOLLOW IT IF YOU WANT, IT’S KARKATATONIA.

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ANNOUNCEMENT SHIT

I'M MOVING! I MADE A NEW BLOG THAT IS IN NO WAY TIED TO MY MAIN BLOG AND WILL BE POSTING STUFF THERE FROM NOW ON INSTEAD OF HERE. FOLLOW IT IF YOU WANT, IT'S KARKATATONIA.

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I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THAT UPDATE. I… I NEED TIME TO PROCESS BEFORE I WRITE ANYTHING HERE.

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RAMBLINGS.

AM I REMEMBERING MY OWN TIMELINE, AN ALTERNATE ONE I ALSO LIVED OUT, OR AM I GETTING LEAKS FROM OTHER ME'S BECAUSE OF BLOOD SHENANIGANS? WE MAY NEVER KNOW AND IT PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF. I'VE PICKED UP MEMORIES FROM WHAT I'M ASSUMING ARE FOUR DIFFERENT TIMELINES NOW. ALL THE SAME NUBBY SELF BUT CONFLICTING EVENTS MAKE ME THINK IT'S NOT THE SAME ITERATION. 

I'VE PICKED UP WHAT I'M CALLING THE MAIN TIMELINE FOR ME, WHICH WAS THE SESSION I REMEMBER PLAYING. THIS WAS THE FIRST SET OF MEMORIES TO SHOW UP. THEN AFTER THAT I STARTED PICKING UP OTHER MEMORIES FROM WHAT MIGHT BE BEFORUS, SEEING AS I WAS OLDER AND ESSENTIALLY THE SLAVE OR PET OF AN UNIDENTIFIED PURPLE BLOOD. AFTER THOSE MEMORIES TURNED UP I STARTED GETTING FLASHES FROM WHAT APPEARED TO BE THE METEOR BUT I REMEMBER WE NEVER GOT THAT FAR IN OUR SESSION. THEN FINALLY THE LAST FEW MEMORIES ARE TOO HAZY TO PROPERLY IDENTIFY BUT I BELIEVE THEM TO BE EITHER ANOTHER VERSION OF THE ALTERNIAN TIMELINE OR A DREAMBUBBLE. 

ALL IN ALL IT'S BEGINNING TO BECOME VERY AGGRAVATING WHAT WITH ONE MINUTE HAVING MEMORIES OF YELLING AT ERIDAN TO STOP KILLING ANGELS AND VRISKA NOT TO GO OFF ON HER OWN AND THE NEXT GETTING NASTY GHOST FEELINGS OF METAL CUFFS ON MY HORNS AND WAITING FOR HOURS IN COLD ROOMS WITH NOTHING TO DO. GRRRRR. I CAN'T EVEN IMAGEN HOW PEOPLE WITH SYSTEMS MANAGE TO STAY SANE. I DON'T LIKE GETTING MY REALITY TURNED ON IT'S EAR.

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SOME OF MY MEMORIES FROM LOPAH. DRAWING THINGS SEEMS TO HELP ME WORK THEM OUT SOMETIMES. THE THREE FIGURES WITHOUT HORNS ARE TROLLS, I JUST DON'T REMEMBER WHICH ONES.

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i hate myself and i feel like crying but im not going to because it requires too much energy 

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Doodled in Photoshop rather than illustrator. Made Alternia and its moons. It’s so stupid how easy it is to make planets in Photoshop. I thought it would take longer than 20 seconds, I really did. UGH the blue in the back is so clear now. On those school macs, it looked perfectly subtle. Now it’s so obnoxious. bluh

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Eridan on a seashore

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Day 8- favorite song

‘Alternia' i really love it but it makes me feel so sad

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VENTING.

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:)

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【画像】 カニvsワニ！　カニの勝利！ - ゴールデンタイムズ

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hi karkat!! i don't know if you really want to hear from me, but i'm jade!! and i hope you're doing well. i've missed you a bunch and i'm glad to see you around. :)

HI JADE. ACTUALLY I DON'T MIND HEARING FROM YOU, A FRIENDLY SLICE OF TEXT FROM ANYONE IS PRETTY MUCH WELCOME AT THIS POINT. I'M DOING REASONABLY WELL ALL THINGS CONSIDERED, I'M NOT ACTIVELY BEING HUNTED SO THAT'S A PLUS. MY EXISTENCE ACTUALLY BROUGHT POSITIVE EMOTIONS TO SOMEONE FOR A CHANGE, THAT'S UNEXPECTED.  IT'S A NICE CHANGE THOUGH. (:B

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SERENDIPITY FAVOURS THE BLIND,

STARDUST FALLS ON THE CRIPPLED,

DIAMONDS GLINT FOR THE COLD AND UNKIND,

SEAS CALM FOR THE MERRY TO A RIPPLE.

MIRACLES SPARKLE LIKE FIREWORKS,

FOR THE LONELY BOYS ON THE BEACH,

TREASURES SHAKE OFF LAYERS OF DUST,

FOR THE GIRLS WHO EXPLORE IN THE BEEPS,

LUCK FIGHTS FOR THE BAD BROKEN GIRLS,

WITH SPIDERS AND NIGHTMARES TO HIDE,

LIGHT SHINES IN THE DARK FOR THE DELICATE,

LESS KINLDY NOW THAT THEY'VE DIED,

LOVE RETURNS FOR THE TWO FOLD DISASTERS,

LIKE VISIONS RESPLENDENT IN RED,

PITY GLOWS WARM FOR THE BRIGHT VICIOUS HUNTERS,

HOTTER STILL NOW THEY'RE DEAD.

BUT WHERE ARE THE DAYDREAMS FOR THE KILLERS?

THE PEACE THEY SEEK BEFORE REST,

WHERE IS THE END FOR THE MUTANT,

THE ONE WHO I SURELY KNOW BEST.

THE TRUTH IN THE STARS AND THEIR TURNING,

IS HARD TO STARE AT AND SEEK,

BUT THE TRUTH IN MY VIENS THAT'S STILL BURNING,

IS TOO HARSH A SENTENCE TO SPEAK. 

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some erikar babbus cuz i love them a lot