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How TMR characters would react if you teased them in public

Aris

Sends you a silent pleading look not to

If you don't though he pulls you away from everyone the second possible

Edges you until you're in tears as payback

"Hopefully, you think about this the next time you want to pull something."

"And hopefully you still do it."

Brenda

Teases you right back

If she can she'll just get you off where nobody can see

"Don't start something you can't finish."

"Or do. It's always fun."

Gally

Gives you a warning look

If you don't stop he just pulls you away from everyone no matter who you were with

Fucks you until you can't even walk

Taunts you when you start screaming his name

Harriet

Doesn't even seem to acknowledge it

Rubs her hands up and down your thighs

Fingers you in front of everyone

Still doesn't look at you as she makes you cum

If you look closely though, you'll see a small smirk

Minho

Will not hesitate to guide you until you're just getting him off

When he finishes he does the same to you

He makes sure to make you squirm just so it gets harder to hide what's happening

"If you can't take it don't give it."

Newt

Sends you a warning look

It's more of a "quit while you're ahead" than "don't make me punish you"

If you don't, he starts to tease back

Will casually pull you to his hut before railing you

Sonya

Already three steps ahead

Puts her hand on your inner thigh and whispers in your ear

Does everything but satisfy you

Eventually, neither of you can take it so you fuck until you're cross eyed

Teresa

Let's you tease her like nothing's happening

Holds back noises when she cums

At the very next opportunity she'll do the same to you

The difference is she's not stopping after one round

Thomas

Quietly begs you to stop

When you don't he makes up some excuse for why you both need to leave

Drags you to his hut and puts you in every position imaginable

"I can't walk ever again."

"That was the goal."

[that-tmr-girl]

His Past {Part 1}

Sub Aris x Dom female reader smut, masterbation, blowjob, oral, face riding, vaginal sex

Y/N was never supposed to find out about Aris's past. His ties to WICKED, the way had watched them in the Maze, the plans he helped put together, all of it. She was never supposed to find out just how much he had truly done.

He had been sloppy though. Because while he usually vented to the mirror about everything when she wasn't around, he hadn't made sure of it. Not after the memories of them.

Despite being the main player of them he had woken up in tears. Seeing Y/N's face watching over him while she whispered soothing words, he came back to reality as his heart rate slowly went back to normal.

“You're okay, Aris. It was just a nightmare, okay? You're safe now. You're safe with me,”She coaxed, pressing her lips to his forehead.

“Sorry,”He muttered, feeling his face heat up as he avoided looking at her. Shaking her head, she repeated that it was okay before kissing the tip of his nose.

“I've got tea, okay? That'll help knock you out for a few hours,”She promised.

“When'd you make tea?”

“It doesn't matter,”She shrugged, leaving his side for a moment. Pulling his knees to his chest, as he watched her leave he tried not to cry. Sometimes, he wanted to tell her everything. He wanted to get it over with already so that this weight would be lifted from his shoulders. Then, maybe his mind would let him be truly at peace.

If she reacted in anger though, if she left, he would never find peace again. He would never know the word hope. He would never feel her lips on her skin as she made the world better by those little things. Little things like meeting his gaze across the room, holding his hand under the table, whispering loving words in his ear when they were surrounded by people, kissing him whenever he walked through the door, letting him pick her up and spin her around just because, read to him, keep her head on his lap while they looked at the stars, dance in the ocean waves when nobody else was awake, and make him tea.

Thinking about all those little things made him sure that this secret slipping out would ruin everything. So he kept his mouth shut as she came back with a cup of tea and a gentle smile. Rubbing his back, she kept her gaze on him as he drank it. Still in a mindless daze, it was gone before he could even comprehend the taste.

Despite having already been ready to collapse the drink truly was pushing him over the edge. So the second his head moved from her shoulder to the pillow he was out like a light.

When he woke up, she wasn't there. Looking through the blinds, when he saw that the sun was up it made sense. She was stuck with the afternoon job, getting to deal with the heat as she tensed to the crops. He had the evening job of healing up anybody who was injured or sick. Usually, they would spend their mornings together. While he wished he would have been awake for that, he recognized that she found a way for him to sleep soundly. So he would look forward to seeing her tonight.

That memory from last night though, of him in front of the monitor, watching a Greenie run straight from the Maze before anyone could catch him, stung. The Gladers did what they were able, yelling for him from outside, sending all their Runners in, but in the end it was all in vain. The Griever's got to him early in the night.

Standing in front of the mirror, he looked at himself as he kept telling himself everything he thought.

“They're going to find out one day. All of them. They're going to realize that you were their capture,”He started, putting his hands behind his neck as he kept going. “They'll realize that you hid that you're from WICKED and outcast you. They'll kill you,”He continued. “They'll hate you for working for . . . WICKED,”He finished, seeing someone in the reflection behind him. Daring to turn around, he saw Y/N standing there looking at him with something that he had never seen before. That normal bit of love and adoration wasn't there. Her soft eyes were replaced with a cold stare and her gentle smile was now a scowl.

Disgust.

She was disgusted by him.

She actually did hate him.

Now that he saw it he didn't think that it would have been true. He realized that he didn't realize that she truly would want nothing to do with him.

Shaking her head, she stormed to her closet and grabbed regular clothes. Changing her shirt, as she went to get her hygiene supplies so that she could stay with a friend he blocked the doorway. Begging her to listen, he kept holding back tears as she glared at him. Deciding that she had enough, she turned to leave, figuring that she could find other stuff.

Aris though, couldn't let that happen.

So, in a desperate, pathetic attempt to make her stay he was on his knees, holding her legs as he begged her to understand and forgive him for keeping this from her.

While Y/N knew that she could kick him off, there was something about him begging that did things to her it shouldn't. So she remained silent, listening to his pleads as he groveled at her feet.

Without realizing he had his head between her legs, making her gasp as his pleas sent vibrations through her body. Unable to handle it, she pulled him up and forced him on the bed behind him. Laying there, he just stared at her as he tried to think about what she could possibly be willing to do with him.

“Here's what happens. You let me do whatever I want to you, and I'll forget about this. Or if you want, we'll talk about it. Either way, you have to let me do whatever I desire,”She bargained.

“Whatever it takes,”He promised.

Not giving him a verbal response, she was on his lap, straddling him. As he tried to put his hand on her back she pushed him away.

“You do everything when I say. You touch me when I say, where I say. You stop your sounds when I say. You cum when I say. I am in charge,”She said firmly.

“Whatever you want,”He repeated.

“You sit back,”She demanded, pushing his chest back. Doing as she said, he watched as she slowly pulled her shirt over her head, letting it fall to the ground and revealing her black, lace bralet. Slowly pulling the hem of her pants down, she gave him a glimpse of her red underwear, immediately turning his face the color of them.

Putting her knees on the side of him, when he tried to touch her waist she pulled his hands back. Slowly grinding on him, she put her hands on his shoulders, kissing his neck. Biting his skin, when he moaned she pulled away and admired her work before her eyes traveled to his arms, seeing them balled into fists as he held back from touching her.

Making it worse, she got off and let the last of her undergarments fall, making his eyes go wide as she ran her hands down her stomach, to her inner thigh. Coming to her slit, she made him watch her get herself off. Sticking two fingers inside of her, she moaned as Aris grew hard. Barely having self control he closed his eyes only to feel hands on his jaw. Looking up, he saw Y/N gazing at him.

“Watch the show,”She demanded, stepping back. Taking her bra off, she sat on his still clothed dick while pushing her breasts to his face. Realizing what she was demanding, he sucked on her nipple, swirling his tongue around her bud. Grinding against him, she felt his erection as he moaned on her skin.

Suddenly pulling away and throwing her hair over her back, she took his shirt off. Trailing her hands down his chest, she came to his belt loops. Taking them between her fingers, she pulled them and his boxers off, revealing his precum already dripping down his sides. Stroking him, she played with his cock before kissing his tip. Just barely swirling her tongue around it, she licked down the side, only stopping when she was by his balls. Pulling away, she looked at the way he was panting as her teasingness killed him.

Uncaring, she just stared at him while chewing on her bottom lip in a way that had him feral.

“You’re going to let me ride your face,”She ordered, positioning herself above him before just wrapping her thighs around his head. Bouncing on his face, she felt his tongue inside of her while she grew closer. Letting out high pitched whimpers, she rubbed herself against his mouth as he opened so that he would swallow.

Wrapping her thighs around his head even tighter, she moaned as she creamed on him. With him holding her waist, he got every bit he could in his mouth. Just the way he knew she wanted.

Getting off, she sat on his stomach while raking her hands down his chest. Just as he was getting comfortable though, she crawled on top of him. Putting her hands on his shoulders, she held him still as she rode his cock. Staring at her, he resisted the temptation of touching her. Her waist, her hips, her stomach, her tits, her ass, her thighs, her. He couldn't touch her.

At the same time the though, he could feel his orgasm coming as her tits bounced and her moans grew louder.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck,”He repeated as he closed his eyes while somehow holding back. Bouncing faster, she met his harsh thrusts as he started begging. “Please? Please, please, please let me cum? Just let me cum in you,”He repeated.

“Shut up, and fuck me,”She ordered through heavy breaths. Doing what she said, he was almost in tears as his body was begging for release.

Hearing his whimpers, she smashed her lips against his. Moaning in her mouth, he was barely hanging on. With his noises getting to her, she pulled away and repeated his name to the gods as the knot in her stomach broke.

No longer moving, she just watched the tears in his eyes at the discomfort. With a satisfied smile, she got off of his still very hard dick.

“Y/N-”

“That isn't my name.”

“Then what-”

“Call me a slut,”She ordered, knowing just how against the idea he would be.

“Excuse me?”

“Call me your slut.”

“But I-”

“Call me a slut while you fuck my goddamn brains out or I’ll make you,”She threatened. Hesitantly shaking his head no, he waited for whatever she was going to do to him.

Pulling him off the bed, she had him standing there as he just kept wanting to touch her.

“Knees, now,”She ordered. Doing as she told him, he waited for the next command.

Going against the idea, she just grabbed his face and pushed it into her. Harshly pulling his hair, she listened to him whine as he tried to keep up with the pace. Ignoring it, she put her hands behind his neck and pushed him into her over and over. Grinding her hips on him, she looked as he sucked on her juices, somehow plunging his tongue in and out. With a groan of pleasure, she came all over his face. Lapping up all he could, he licked her thighs and stomach as he silently prayed for her to just make him cum.

“Call me your slut,”She slowly repeated. As he shook his head no she glared at him before throwing him on the bed.

“You don't listen well, do you?”She asked. Not saying anything, he just stared while still breathing heavily.

Sliding back on his cock, she moaned as she started riding him. Arching his back, he whimpered as he was just waiting for her to say yes. To say that he could put his hands all over him while filling her up. He just wanted to do something, to show love, to be loved again. He just wanted her.

Increasing her pace, she was almost screaming as the knot in her core came back. With her eyes rolling to the back of her head, she pulled off and grinded against his thigh until she came. With not even that being enough, he was back to pleading.

“Please let me touch you? Please, please, please, please?”He begged. Ignoring it, she grabbed her handcuffs and cuffed his arms to the bedposts.

“Have fun,”She whispered in his ear, slowly stroking him a few times before swirling her tongue around his tip. Just as he thought it was over she stood up and walked grabbed her clothes l.

“Y/N? Y/N, don't. Please no, I-”

“We’ll talk later. I’ve got things to do,”She waved him off, putting her garments on.

“Y/N, please don't-”

Interrupting him, she shut the door, leaving him tied there, completely nude and hard. Throwing his head back, mumbled a string of curses.

From right outside the door, she listened, her heart still hurting as she debated just opening it and hearing what he had to say. Hear why he didn't trust her enough to say it out right. Hear why all the love she had given him hadn't been enough for him to trust her.

Shaking her head, she walked downstairs as she tried to figure out what the hell she was supposed to do next. How the hell they were supposed to move on from just everything.

She wasn't sure, but some part of her desperately hoped that they could. If they had survived so much, she just prayed that they would make it through this too, together.

[that-tmr-girl]

Relief

Harriet x female reader, Oral, fingering

If I had a choice I’m not sure that I would have chosen to be leader of the Spring. I know that it can be rewarding when everything falls into place or a problem is fixed, but it also takes a lot out of you. From having to give Blondies the tour, to deciding suitable punishments for rule breakers, it just takes a lot of time and energy. So much so that I swear I run out.

There was always one thing that made it okay though. Or one person.

Y/N. She just seemed to always know what I needed, sometimes before I even knew. From silence, to venting, to sex, she always made me feel better in some way.

Today was one of those days where I didn't know what could help me. All I knew was that I needed her.

Spotting her near the gardens through the settings sub, I walked up to her. Raising her head, she just got this soft look in her eyes as she stood up and grabbed my hand.

“Rough day?”She asked, running her thumb over my knuckles.

“Yeah. Rough day,”I sighed. Wearing a small smirk, she just started kissing the side of my neck before putting her hands at the hem of my pants.

“Then, you need rough sex, don't you?”She suggested, making me shiver as she kissed my neck again.

“Not here,”I said firmly as she started rubbing my inner thigh. Taking her hand again, I led her to my hut. Quickly shutting the door, before I could blink she pushed me against it. Taking my shirt off, she unhooked my bra and started sucking on one of my nipples while gently pinching the other, making me throw my head back. Trading off, she started kissing my other one before putting my breast in her mouth. Swirling her tongue around, she made me wet as she kept going before kissing towards the center of my chest. After a moment of kissing my bare skin she licked down my stomach before coming to my pants. Pulling them down, she started rubbing me through my underwear, making me groan. Teasing me, she just touched my inner thighs before kissing me through the fabric.

Knowing that she could tease me all night, I shuffled out of my pants and took my panties off before grabbing her face and pushing her into my pussy. Putting her hands on my waist, she held me as she stuck her tongue inside of me and circled my walls. Desperate for more, I pushed my hips towards her. Accepting it, she just started licking my pussy lips. Moaning her name, I looked down to see her looking back before thrusting a finger into me.

“Close. I’m so fucking close,”I repeated as she started pumping me. Adding another finger, she curled them to reach my core before attaching her mouth to my clit. Flicking her tongue against me, she kept going as I put my hands on her head for something to hold. Anything.

“Don't stop, oh my god, don't stop,”I moaned as she pumped faster. With my eyes rolling to the back of my head, I bit my lip so that I didn't scream her name as I creamed on her face. Unbothered, she just licked down my thighs and stomach before getting as much from her lips in her mouth. Sucking on her fingers too, she looked at me as she did before standing in front of me. Just trailing her fingers between my slit, she made me whimper as she collected more of my juices. “Taste yourself,”She whispered, teasingly placing her hand over my lips. Opening my mouth, I let her stick her finger inside as I sucked on my juices. Licking between her fingers, I got all that she wanted off as she pulled her finger out only to press her body against mine. Brushing her lips against mine, she kept trailing her fingers from my thighs to my chest.

“Don't tease,”I pleaded. Ignoring that, she just slowed her pace.

Without warning I pushed her onto my bed and pulled all of her clothes off. Laying on top, I smashed my lips against hers and pushed my tongue in her mouth. Tasting her, I sucked on her while slipping a finger into her. Hearing her moan into the kiss, I increased my pace as she started squirming beneath me. Moving down her jaw, I nibbled on her neck as she crossed her legs in her neediness. Grinding my palm against her clit, I added another finger while circling her walls. Hearing her moan, I bit her neck harder, making her whimper. Feeling her clench around me, I spread her legs while still fingering her. Hearing her breathing became shallow and raspy, I sucked on her nipple to add to the pleasure.

“I’m gonna cum,”She said through strangled breaths. Staring at her, I watched as she threw her head back. Going faster, I was more than proud as she basically went cross eyed. Throwing her head back, she gripped the sheets as she climaxed.

Holding still, I just circled her walls before slowly pulling my hand out but trailing it along her slit. Sucking each finger, I didn't let a drop go to waste as I cleaned her thighs with my tongue.

“God damn, the things you do to me,”She got out as I got all of her liquids. Smiling as whatever had me stressed was completely forgotten, I laid next to her.

“Why do I always feel better after we fuck?”I sighed as she wrapped an arm around my shoulder.

“Because I know how to make you feel good,”She said as she placed her head on my shoulder. Rubbing small, loving circles on her stomach with my thumb, I knew that I agreed in more ways than one.

Because sex with her, I would be a liar if I said that I didn't crave it.

It's not the sex though. Not really. It's the sweet relief of having her close, of her touch, of the way she feels, of how she cuddles up to me after, that truly makes me feel better. Every. Single. Time.

[that-tmr-girl]

Safe Word Series {Part 1}

Descriptions of vaginal sex, safe word, fluff

I try to be soft with her, all the time. I love being soft with her, being gentle, being slow. I love touching her, kissing her, grabbing her thighs, guiding her, arching her back, tasting her, feeling her. I love her, and she needs to know that. Always. Whenever I’m inside of her there can't be a single doubt about how much she means to me.

I need her. Emotionally, mentally, physically, I need her.

I love being on top of her. I love being able to grab her hands. They're soft, like her.

I hadn't stopped. Not for a long time. For hours, I took her pussy in every way I could. Licked her, sucked her, hummed into her, buried my head inside of her, wrapped her legs around my waist, let her ride me, and everything I could.

Keeping her arms above her head, I interlocked our fingers as I looked at her, at the pretty marks on her neck, the dazed look on her eyes, the sweat on her forehead, the knots in her hair, the light purple color on her lips, all of her. I admired every part.

Pushing my chest against hers, I thrust into her only for her grip on my fingers to be tighter than usual as she let out a different kind of whimper, one that I hadn't heard before.

“No more,”She said through heavy breaths. Pulling out as quickly as I could, I let go of her hands as she panted, her chest frantically rising and falling as small tears filled her eyes.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry,”I quickly apologized, wiping them from her eyes. Cupping her cheeks, I pressed my lips to her forehead while repeating my words.

“It's okay,”She whispered as I kept kissing her temple.

“I love you. You know that, right? I love you,”I whispered, keeping her forehead against mine.

“I do, okay? And I love you too. I love you.”

“I didn't mean to hurt you. I would never try to hurt you,”I promised.

“I know, Aris. You're soft. You're loving. You're gentle,”She sighed, playing with my hair. “You're gentle, but you last longer than I think anyone could. You can't make love to me for half the night and think I won't get sore.”

“I’m sorry. You just feel so good, and you sound really pretty, and taste so sweet, and have such a nice cumming face. You're just so good, and I’m sorry,”I repeated.

“You're okay. It's all okay, my lovely,”She coaxed, kissing my cheek. “Why don't you dress me? I know how much you love doing that,”She teased.

“I do,”I nodded, slowly raising her legs to pull the towel out from under her. Grabbing her underwear, I cautiously tried to pull them up her legs, apologizing when she winced a few times. After adjusting them around her hips, I put her in one of my hoodies before dressing myself. Laying beside her, I just looked at her as she closed her eyes.

“You can hold me. I like it when you do that, and you do too,”She reassured me. Turning her to completely face me, I wrapped my arms around her before kissing the tip of her nose.

“I’m sor-”

“Shush. I know I’m always safe with you. I know that you love me,”She whispered, wearing a small smile before cuddling up to my chest and curling her knees to hers. Gently grabbing her outer thigh, I ran my hands over her skin while keeping her as close as possible. Whispering sweet nothings in her ear, I listened to her breathing even out as her grip around my just barely loosened. Still rubbing her leg, I kissed her temple before trying to go to sleep with her.

[that-tmr-girl]

The Rules {Part 2)

Blow job, vaginal sex

Waking up, I looked over to see her cuddled into my chest. Feeling my face flush, I thought about the last time she had woken up in my arms. It was exactly six months ago. I was sure of it because that had been a Blondie night.

It obviously wasn't one that had super harsh words and insults involved. It was just that a few other girls didn't exactly like her being with the only boy. I don't know if it's jealousy, their distrust of me, or an excuse to be mean, but the result was the same. They just made her feel awful about herself, and I couldn't stand her being sad if she didn't have to be.

It wasn't that either of us wanted to be apart. It wasn't some huge fight. It wasn't like we didn't try to figure literally anything else out. This was just genuinely all we could think of.

So sometimes when I'm inside of her, no matter which way, there's this pang of hurt in my chest. I can't praise her by calling her things like my princess or my sweet girl. I couldn't say that I love her. I couldn't kiss her cheeks, lips, nose, or worst of all, her forehead. Because I used to get to wake her up with my forehead kisses. She would open her eyes and smile at me, and the day was going to be great. Because of her.

I hadn't really been able to hold her after sex. I couldn't tell her how much she means to me and run my fingers through her hair. I couldn't rub her back and trace shapes on her arm.

All I could do was make sure that she was okay. I could dress her too, in her own clothes, and lay on her bed. Just not next to her. Not with her. It was like some sick joke. If I moved just a little bit I would have her.

Looking at her now though, her eyes shut and her hair falling around her face brought back so many memories. Not just about our love-making either. I thought about sneaking off with her at night to look at the stars. I thought about the small notes we used to hide in each other's tent. I thought about the way we would dance in the dark where nobody would see. I thought about the way I would bring her the smallest thing that reminded me of her. I thought about what getting to love her like that was like.

But I thought about the way she looked after the backhanded remarks. I thought about her quietly crying in my arms. I thought about the way her smile would disappear in a flash when certain people were around. I thought about how hurt she seemed, and I couldn't let that happen to her.

Holding back tears, I pulled her closer to me as I rested my chin on her head. Still, I was so close to one other thing I had missed. So close.

The rules.

I would just break one more rule.

As lightly as possible, I kissed her forehead, pressing my lips to her skin for a moment longer than I once had. Barely holding it together, I pretended this was how it used to be for just a moment. I imagined it was the next morning of that night. I remember waking up to her after our first time, her wearing this lopsided grin as I kissed her nose. Going to start the day a little early, when her legs were shaking to the point that she almost fell over, I caught her and laid her beside me. Putting the blankets over us, I peppered her face with kisses as she laughed before hugging me as tightly as possible. Accepting the embrace, I called her every special name that I could think of as she buried her face on my neck. With my hands that had been on her thighs, clit, and breasts, just a few hours now on her back, I rubbed innocent shapes on her skin.

I miss that. I miss her so much more than I’m allowed. I love her more than anyone loves anything, and I just want to know why people had to be so cruel that they ruined it. Why did they ruin us? What’d we do?

We thought we did everything right. We didn't show off, we weren't touchy in front of others, we weren't constantly talking about each other, we were able to spend five minutes apart without getting obnoxious, and we didn't even tell anyone outright. It was just an absentminded, “I love you,” sometimes. It was just so natural and common when nobody was looking that it slipped off.

The night it started was also on Blondie night when she had a little too much to drink. So I put my hands on her waist and helped her up, picking her up bridal style when nobody was looking. I took her to my tent, helped her get dressed in my hoodie and night pants, and tucked her in before doing the same and laying beside her. It was such an innocent thing, just me looking out for her, and giving her my love, yet it ruined everything. Because she went back to my place and left when people could see. Who cares though? I was making sure that she was okay, and that's suddenly the worst thing ever? It wasn't like there was anything disruptive, and even when there should be, we’re quiet. It's not their business, and we thought that was well known.

It wasn't though, and I lost her. She's right beside me, but she's not even mine.

Unable to hold back, I pulled away as tears streamed down my cheeks. I so desperately wanted to leave so I could sob my eyes out, but I didn't want this moment with her to be over.

So I turned my back and cried into my hand. Feeling my shoulders shake, I wiped the tears that kept falling as I hugged my knees to my chest.

Thinking she was asleep, I was almost scared when I felt her hands on my shoulders. I knew her touch though, so all I did was cry harder.

“Aris, what happened?”She whispered, rubbing shapes on my arm.

“I still love you,”I finally said out loud. Being met with complete silence I mumbled out an apology as I went to leave before I could make this any worse. Standing up, as I went to put my clothes on she grabbed my wrist. Looking back, I saw her own tears as she looked at me. In complete silence, I accepted her touch as we stared at each other for a long, long time.

“I’m sorry, Aris. For letting what they said get to me. I know that I shouldn't care, and I know that it shouldn't matter,”She whispered.

“But it does,”I quietly pointed out.

“No. Not anymore,”She said firmly.

“You were hurt.”

“Maybe I was, but losing you hurt more than anything. I don't care what anyone has to say. Not anymore.”

“What are you saying?”I asked, hoping it was what I had wanted to hear for so long.

“I’m saying that I still need you. I always have, and you mean more to me than anyone else. I’m so in love with you. I always have been. Maybe not the second we locked eyes, but I still trusted you. I trusted your gaze. Getting to be your Keeper, that was the start of it. The start of butterflies and sneaking glances when you weren't looking. The start of blushing whenever you laid your eyes on me. When you ended up working beside me, the world had never been so bright. I thought about you every second of every day. Our first kiss, that sweet, that soft yet electric feeling of your lips is something that I’ll never forget and never want to. You saying I love you made me so thankful to have you,”She whispered, still looking at me as tears spilled down her cheeks. “I love you, and I’m sorry that I let other people get in the way of that.”

“It's not your fault,”I promised, sitting beside her. Putting my arms around her, I let her bury her face in the crook of my neck as she hugged back. Pulling away, I brushed her hair out of her eyes before kissing the tears from her face.

“Can I be yours again? Please?”She whispered.

“Only if you let me be yours.”

“Absolutely,”She said without skipping a beat. Feeling my heart melt at her answer, I kissed her forehead before brushing my lips against hers. Starting out slow, when she licked my bottom lip I granted her entrance. Resting her tongue in my mouth, she moved my hand to her bare outer thigh. Rubbing my fingers on her skin, I disconnected our lips as I looked at her.

“We never did finish what we started last night, did we?”She asked in the voice that she knew I had me in a chokehold.

“Do you think that's a problem, my sweet girl?”I asked, using that same tone.

“Yeah. I do,”She whispered, pulling away and gesturing for me to stand up. Getting on her knees, she looked up at me before removing the only clothes I had. Pumping me, she had me hard in seconds as I threw my head back and moaned. Tracing her tongue on the side of my cock, I looked down to see how pretty she looked from this angle. Caressing her face, I watched as she took me in her mouth. Needing only her warm cheeks and wet tongue to pleasure me, she pushed me further into her. Lightly pulling at her hair, I felt my tip hit the back of her throat. Refusing to let up, she swirled her tongue on the sides of me while I sang all the intimate praises my heart desired. Feeling her hum around me while bobbing her head, I twitched inside of her. Suddenly massaging my balls with her hands, I threw my head back and came. Swallowing as much as she could, I closed my eyes and bathed in this feeling before looking down to see some of my cum around her lips. Licking them, she wore a small smile until she felt my eyes on her. With her cheeks turning a light pink, she looked down as her smile got wider.

“Don't hide your pretty face from me,”I sighed, putting my hand on her chin and looking at her. Slightly tilting her head to the side, I admired every part of her, still as captivated as I had been when I first laid eyes on her. “You're so good at taking me, and you look so nice while you do it. Do you know that? How great you are?”I asked. Giving me a shy nod, she still kept her gaze on me as I pulled my hands away, looking at me in a way I had so deeply missed.

“I need you, Aris. I need you inside of me,”She breathed out. Agreeing, I had her back on her bed. Slowly slipping my hoodie over her head, I admired every part of her, every curve, every mark, every feature, every everything.

Putting my hands on her stomach, I just traced my fingers down her hips as she shuddered at my touch. Gently pressing my lips to her neck, I just brushed my lips over her skin before kissing her jaw. Coming to the corner of her lips, I placed another teasing kiss to her face as she ran her fingers through my hair.

“I love you,”I whispered against her lips. Connecting our lips, she wrapped her arms around my shoulders as she deepened it.

Then, before I could react, she flipped us over so that she was on top. Taking her last bit of clothing off, she kept her hands on my shoulders as she lined herself up with my cock. Gently holding her waist, I helped her slide onto me, watching her bite her lip to hold back little whimpers as she adjusted to me. Keeping still, I let her put her knees at my sides as she started slowly rocking her body against me.

“Oh fuck,”She moaned as I bucked my hips into her. Keeping my hands on her upper waist, I thrust into her as little whimpers escaped her throat. “Just like that, my sweet girl. Ride me just like that,”I repeated, feeling myself twitch as she met my sloppy thrusts. Repeating my name, she clenched around me as her breathing got raspy. Watching the way her eyes rolled back to her head, I put my hands on her thighs to keep her on top of me. Pushing herself into me one last time, she tightened as her eyes shut. Throwing my head back, I sang more praises as she grew louder. Starting to cum, I gripped the sheets just as she slipped off and came on my stomach. Singing her name to the heavens, I caught my breath as I did the same.

With nothing but heavy breathing, after a moment she collapsed on my chest, nuzzling her face in my neck. Hugging her, I kissed her forehead as she held me back.

“I love you, Aris,”She whispered in my ear, her smile evident in her voice.

“I love you more. Forever and always, I’ll love you,”I promised. Not arguing, she just kept her body close to mine as I finally truly got my sweet girl back.

[that-tmr-girl]

The first word TMR characters think of when they think of your sex life

Aris

Intimate

Brenda

Experimental

Gally

Shameless

Harriet

Stress relieving

Minho

Adventurous

Newt

Gentle

Sonya

Fun

Teresa

Soft

Thomas

Passionate

[that-tmr-girl]

How TMR boys would react if you called them vanilla

Aris

Stares at you for a moment

The next thing you know he's on top of you, trailing his hands down your hips

Kissing you, the only thing he changes is edging you even more than before

"And you're still going to cum every time."

Gally

Completely offended

Walks towards you, making you nervous

The next thing you know, you're screaming his name as he goes rougher than ever before

"Call me that again. I like teaching you lessons."

Minho

Looks you up and down

Walks away, leaving you confused

Then, he schedules you to run together in the Maze

Fucks you against a wall until take it back

Newt

Doesn't bring it up for a while

When you've forgotten about it one Greenie night, he takes you to his hut and rails you

Only after making you cum until your legs give out does he tell you why he did it

"Being vanilla doesn't seem to be a problem, does it love?"

[that-tmr-girl]

How TMR Character would react if someone asked about your sex life

Aris

Offended that anyone thinks they have the right to ask about that

Nobody needs to know about that special part of your relationship, and he makes that clear

Seeing him get protective over it is pretty hot though

Brenda

Looks at the person like they're stupid until they leave

If they're going to try and make you guys uncomfortable by bringing up that private topic, they get to feel it twice as hard

Makes you scream her name later so that person has an answer

Gally

Would start insulting the person

Makes it clear that that's a conversation that he won't have with anybody but his girl

If the person tries again his warning will feel like it had please and thank you in it

Harriet

Messes with the person so they back off

"Why's it matter? It's not like you'll ever find out."

Casually rails you later

Minho

Has a sarcastic response

He'll make the person feel stupid and look like an idiot to anyone that's around

He makes them feel embarrassed so they never ask again

Newt

If you're in the Glade they go into the slammer

If you're not, he lectures them on why you shouldn't ask those sorts of things to people

Sonya

Doesn't bother to engage in that conversation

Goes to find you and ignore that person's existence

If you're with her she turns her attention fully towards you and has a nice conversation

Teresa

She shuts that conversation down before it even starts

Walks away with no shame

Thomas

He tells the person to shuck off

He will not have that while he's around

Or ever

[that-tmr-girl]

Flipping them over series {Part 1}

Aris x female reader

Vaginal sex

I had her under me, repeatedly slammed in and out as she moaned louder. Pressing my chest against hers, I wrapped her legs around my waist as I firmly pressed my lips against hers to quiet her moans. Putting my tongue in her mouth, I sped up as I felt her walls clench around me, making me pull away and grunt at how good she felt.

Before I could react, while I was just slamming into her she flipped us over to start riding me. Putting my hands on her waist, I bucked my hips into hers as she put her hands on my shoulders, digging her nails into my skin as she was getting closer. "Just like that, princess. Just like that,"I repeated through heavy breaths, throwing my head back as she moaned louder.

Feeling the way I twitched inside of her, I put my hands on her chest to play with her tits. Staring up at her, I saw the way she was biting her lip to hold back screams while both our thrusts got sloppier. "I'm close,"She panted, clenching around me. "Then cum, princess. Cum,"I repeated, putting my hands back on her hips. Throwing her head back, I stared at the way her eyes shut as she whimpered. With nothing but the sound of skin on skin and heavy breathing, I kept up my pace.

Getting tighter than I thought possible, she let out high pitched moans before her grip on my shoulders got tighter, keeping me in place.

Bouncing on my dick and coming down one more time, she released, her liquids dripping from her thighs to my stomach. Saying her name over and over, I went harder as I was so close to reaching my breaking point.

Despite the fact that she was still sensitive she slammed herself into me one last time, making me let go. Making sure to look at her, I saw her eyes roll to the back of her head as I filled her up, feeling instant relief flood my body as I did.

Staying still for a moment, we came down from our highs. Still holding her, after a minute she slid herself off of my cock and collapsed on my chest.

"Good job, princess. You did so good. You're such a good girl,"I praised in her ear.

"Don't. You know that makes me horny,"She whined.

"What if that's the point?"

"Then, you better make me scream."

That, that was all I needed. That was the only thing I needed to make love to her until the sun came up.

[that-tmr-girl]

How TMR characters would react if you flashed them during an argument

Aris

Tries to pretend it didn't happen but starts tripping over his words

Visibly nervous as he tries to think about anything but your tits

Trying and failing to remember what you were arguing about

"Y/N, this is a very serious conversation."

"And you seriously want to rail me, right?"

He does indeed rail you

Brenda

Looks at you for a moment

"Did you just show me your tits when I'm supposed to be mad at you?"

"That depends on if you're still mad at me."

Is no longer mad

Just horny

Gally

Throws whatever you were arguing about out the window

Casually slams you against a wall

Doesn't care where you are

Casually takes away your ability to walk

Sonya

Catches you off guard by flashing you back

Railed

[that-tmr-girl]

Aftercare series {Part 1}

Aris x female reader

Descriptions of first time sex, aftercare

I just had sex with her. I just had sex with Y/N! I actually had sex with her.

And it was fucking incredible. I got to finger her and she gave me a creampie. She actually bounced on my face and put her hands on my chest and wrapped her thighs around her head. She let me have a creampie. A fucking creampie! She touched my dick too. She actually touched me and gave me a fucking blowjob. On her first time she put me in her throat and bobbed her head and sucked me off. And her pussy felt so good. She was so damn tight too. She clenched around me and dug her nails in my skin and was so fucking great.

I think the best part was that I got to teach her everything. I taught her what her clit is. I showed her what a cock looks like and how to touch it. I showed how much she should be dripping. I showed her what she tasted like.

I fucking did it. I put my dick in her. I broke her hymen. I took her virginity. I gave her her first orgasm, and on her first time made her have three. Three damn orgasms.

And I was the one getting to wash her off. I held her up and washed her hair. I scrubbed between her legs and on her stomach and back. I cleaned her neck and wiped her mouth. I did that. I got to do all these special things. I was the very first person to show her how to climax and give her the aftercare she deserved.

I dressed her too. In nothing but panties and a loose shirt because she didn't need much clothing right now. She just needed to be comfortable.

I hugged her from behind as she brushed her teeth to get the cum taste out of her mouth. I liked hers so I didn't, but I understood why she did. She had never had this before so she didn't want to go to sleep tasting it. I just stroked her hair while she did, whispering sweet nothings in her ear.

I put chapstick on her so that the cum wouldn't dry out her lips. I brushed her hair and braided it for her. I gave her every bit of aftercare that I was capable of, because she fucking deserved it. She was so amazing. Not just at sex, though I wouldn't deny how great she was.

At life. At being there. At loving me. At being sweet, and kind, and considerate, and smart, and funny, and beautiful, and perfect. I love her, I love her, I love her.

She was tired though so I laid her down and put my arms around her while kissing her forehead over and over. Telling her how much I love her, I nuzzled my face in her neck and kept praising her just for existing until she fell asleep. Then, I praised her some more until I did the same.

[that-tmr-girl]

How TMR characters would react if you degraded them

Aris

Instant turn off

It would just make him feel bad

He wouldn't ask for one, but you'd end up apologizing

He wouldn't want to do it for a while

Brenda

She's actually offended

Not because of your words, but because if anyone would do that, it would be her

She rails you harder than ever just to prove it

Gally

He's in shock for a second

Then, he just degrades you harder

He finds it half amusing and half hot

Minho

He's so caught off guard for a moment

He tries not to laugh

He just thinks it's cute

He'll tease you about it until the day he dies

Newt

Like Aris, he doesn't like it

He'll genuinely think he did something wrong

You'll apologize, but he won't want to talk to you for a while

Sonya

She's just confused for a second

Then, she jokingly does it back

Thomas

He's genuinely confused

He has to stop, because he has no idea where it came from

You have to tell him why you said that or it will haunt him

[that-tmr-girl]

Songs that Aris would rail you to

Flawless-The Neighborhood

"Your only flaw, you are flawless, but I just can't wait for love to destroy us."

Void-The Neighborhood

"I wonder how I got by this week, I only touched you once."

How-The Neighborhood

"If you're gone then I need you."

We Can Make Love-SoMo

"So we can make love or we can just touch."

Ride-SoMo

"I'm gon' take care of your body, I'll be gentle, don't you scream."

West Coast-Lana Del Rey

"I can see my baby swingin'."

Do I Wanna Know?-Arctic Monkeys

"Maybe I'm too busy being yours to call for somebody new."

Sleepless-Duth Melrose

"But til then won't you promise I'm yours?"

Earned It-The Weekend

"'Cause I see nobody, nobody, but you, you, you."

TiO-Zayne

"I just want to watch you when you take it off."

[that-tmr-girl]

TMR characters favorite small parts of sex

Aris

He likes holding you close

Holding your hands, intertwining your fingers, grabbing your waist, gripping your thighs

He just likes being able to touch you in some way

Brenda

She likes the way you act when you're horny and needy

Something about seeing you squirming while thinking about her, being clingy, and quietly begging to just leave so she can fuck you, makes her want you just as badly

Knowing that she makes your body and mind react like that to her, just sparks something inside of her that she can't explain

Gally

He likes looking at all the marks after

He'll count and kiss every single one with pride

He hates it when you try to cover them and will just give you more if he catches you

Harriet

She likes the way you two undress each other

Fingertips on skin, shirts slowly being slid over shoulders, pants slowly being pulled down as hands caress thighs, and even touching each other through your underwear, are all things she doesn't take for granted

No matter how long it takes, it's all worth it

Minho

He likes the fact that you want him and only him

It's just that he's the only one allowed to do the things he does to you, and you're the only one he wants to touch him

It's this feeling of knowing that you two belong to each other that makes sex important to him

Newt

He likes getting to just keep kissing you

Knowing he has access to press his lips to every part of your body makes him feel so lucky

He barely lifts his lips from your skin as he takes in the way you feel

Sonya

She likes the build up to it

The tension, the craving, the yearning, the long looks across the room

Finally getting to undress you and that wait being over always makes life feel so carefree to her

Teresa

She likes knowing that only she'll know what your body looks like at that moment

If she spots anything new, from a mark she hadn't noticed to a cut, she'll feel so proud that you trust her enough to let her see it

It's not so much possession, as it is pride to call you hers

Thomas

He likes the feelings after

The way you're both worn out, tired yet happy, and content makes his heart melt

Knowing that you just did something so intimate and energetic with such a calming aftermath is all he wants

[that-tmr-girl]

The Rules {Part 1}

Oral

I already know what everyone would say if they knew about us. How it's a bad idea and we'll get hurt. How it would only end in feelings and disaster. How we'll both just be worse off than before. How history will only repeat itself.

But what's the alternative? I can't just go around taking every girl's virginity, and there aren’t exactly any other guys coming anytime soon. Besides, even if there was, they wouldn't know her the way I do. They wouldn't know the right way to touch her, where to be soft, how fast to go, and all the things she adores but won't ask for. And nobody else could be her. Nobody could make her sounds, taste like her, feel like her, look like her. Nobody could ever be her.

And now, nobody needs to be.

Brushing her hair out of her face, I whispered in her ear, listening to her laugh as I pulled away. Holding back a smile, I put my fingers to my lips as she gave me a nod, her lips still upturned in her pretty grin.

Taking in her features for a moment, I averted my gaze when I felt it become too much. Kissing down her stomach, I made sure not to look her in the eye as I trailed my lips against her soft skin before coming to her pants. Pulling everything off, I looked up at her for permission which she granted.

Accepting her answer, I licked up a teasing stripe up her middle. Giving me a whine, she clutched the sheets as I slowly pleasured her with my mouth. Not that it matters. She'd be pulling my hair soon enough.

Pressing a kiss to her clit, I gripped her thighs as I started plunging my tongue in and out. Arching her back, she let out small whimpers as I increased my pace just enough. Sure enough, her hands made my way to my head as she started tangling her hands in my hair. Moaning inside of her, I heard her grow just a little louder as she repeated my name through ragged breaths. Pretending that didn't kill me, I tuned out her sounds as I felt the way her legs started shaking. With her grip on my hair tightening, I kept her legs spread as she pushed her hips further into my mouth one last time before letting go. Keeping my mouth open, I got everything I could from her, savoring her white liquids on my tongue before swallowing them. Pulling away, I traced my tongue on her inner thighs just to be safe, feeling her cum warm my throat. Licking my lips, I got the rest of her before opening my eyes to see her out of breath with a dazed smile. Resisting the urge to call her my sweet girl, my beautiful girl, my love, my princess, I didn't say anything as I caressed her cheek.

“Need you, Aris,”She said through heavy breaths. And I need her too. Just not only in that way.

Pushing the thought down, I straddled her and aligned myself with her entrance before asking if she was ready. When she said yes, I slowly pushed into her. Hearing her moan my name, I closed my eyes to stop the tears as I tried to savor being inside of her. Holding her waist, I fit myself all the way in before holding still so that she could adjust. Holding back grunts, I didn't think anything of the way I kept my hands on her. Not until I felt her start to shake a little too much. I looked at her only to see little tears in her eyes. Pulling out and leaning over her, I was quick to wipe them and ask what happened.

“You’ve never held on that tight,”She managed to say through ragged breaths. Looking down, I saw the dark handprints, soon to be bruises I left on her, and she was never good with pain. Her tolerance was admittedly low so what could be so minor to some hurt so badly to her.

“I’m so sorry. I’m really, really sorry,”I promised, praying that she knew that I always only wanted to be gentle with her. With her body, with her mind, and with her heart. Hoping that she knew I didn't do it on purpose and never would. Silently pleading to myself that this wouldn't be our last night like this.

Being light, I ran my fingers over the bruises to try and soothe her. All the while, repeating my apology.

Feeling the way she seemed less tense, I pressed my lips to every single print before gazing up at her. While her tears had stopped falling, she just looked out of it. With a quiet yawn, I got my answer as to why. She was tired. Really tired.

“Is there anything you need from me?”I asked, still tracing my fingers on the bruises.

“Stay?”She whispered.

“Of course. I always-”

“No. Next to me. Stay next to me,”She clarified.

The rules. This was definitely against the rules.

But I don't care. I had missed her. Really, really missed her, and even if I didn't mean to, I had just hurt her. The rules can fuck off for one night.

Like I used to, I slipped her underwear back on, being extra cautious this time, before putting her in one of my hoodies. Only bothering with my boxers, I put the blanket over her before pulling her close. She seemed to lean into my touch as I pressed a kiss to her neck. Wrapping my arms around her, she intertwined our legs as she held me back.

This was breaking the rules. So many of them.

But I couldn't care less. Whether I said it or not, it was true. I had never fallen out of love with her.

[that-tmr-girl]

TMR characters submissive traits/kink

Aris

He has the biggest thing for praising and being praised

Brenda

She's teasing, but she's terrible at waiting when she's horny first

Gally

He'll never admit it, but he secretly loves it when you randomly try to take control

Harriet

If you're stressed she'll be basically whatever you want her to be

Minho

He secretly has a fear of being too rough so sometimes he holds back

Newt

He thinks about you being on top of him, even when he's in a Keeper's meeting

Sonya

She'll try basically anything you recommend no matter what

Teresa

If the subject of sex brought up in public in a non-scientific way she gets nervous

Thomas

He's always more than willing to be the bottom

[that-tmr-girl]

What TMR Characters would be like during your first time

Aris

Slow and gentle

Nervous and doing everything not to hurt you or make you uncomfortable

Asks before everything

"Do you want me to give you head so it might hurt less?"

"Are you sure you're ready?"

"You promise you'll tell me if you need me to stop?"

"Can I move?"

Brenda

Made the first move

Eager but not pushy

Very straightforward and bold

Still teasing despite it being your first time but the build up makes it so much better

Gally

Has been waiting for this moment but hasn't said anything for fear of pressuring you

Tries really hard to go slow

Won't do anything freaky for the first few times

Has a safe word and makes sure that you remember it

"I've been thinking, and I think we should have our first ti-"

"Yes."

Harriet

Wasn't what either of you expected going into the night

It just sort of happened

Still communicates beforehand on what you both expect

It's comfortable and safe with her

Minho

Very confident in himself

Still checks to make sure you're actually enjoying it

Tries not to go too rough

Overall, makes a super lighthearted atmosphere

Newt

Keeping his cool on the outside but sort of freaking out on the inside

Takes his time so you both remember it forever

Asks before every little thing

Warns you every time he's doing something different

"I'm gonna use my fingers now, love. Is that okay?"

"Are you okay if I move?"

Sonya

Really excited

Very slow and teasing

The atmosphere is just overall comfortable and safe with her

Teresa

Knows what to do because she taught herself but is kind of hesitant

Internally afraid she'll do something wrong at first but gains confidence as you go into it

Very slow and careful lover

"Is this pace okay?"

"Are you alright?"

Thomas

Trying to play it cool but nervous

Probably more nervous than you actually

Sort of lost on what to do, but he's got the spirit

Takes his time

"This is good, right?"

"Am I doing okay?"

"Did I hurt you?"