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YES, I know this one person, and when my friend confronted them about being a little too judgmental of people and being a little mean, she just straight out said "This is who I am, I'm a bitch" and honestly- what?. Not to call her out and say she's a bitch and all that, but I really hope she realizes what effect her words have on people.

Once you become a certain age, it is your responsibility to unlearn behaviors that hinder your growth as a person.

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Okay so I've been sick for the past 2 weeks, now I've completely recovered though, so yep I'm ashamed to admit- all I did was lie in bed, eat, attend classes and take notes, and watch BTS Bon Voyage all over again. But my exams are coming up again, like, in another week or two, so I've also been studying for that, it's been kinda nice actually- except for physics, cause all the other subjects are just easy to learn if you just listen to class but physics just needs so much practice.

Anyway, I've also been writing for 'cruel summer' which I'm really excited about. Kind of ran out of ways to describe things but diving head first into writing is the best method to improve.

I'm going to be cleaning up my space today (I do this so much honestly cause it gets messy quick) and washing my hair to gain a sense of cleanliness.

So yep:)

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Hey guys! I cleaned up my dresser and bookshelves today. It was so tiring. I'm not even sure if I'm doing 3 productive things a day anymore, it's just me doing productive stuff every other day h ah a. But I'm really trying! I've also found my way around the guitar, but I'm still having trouble with chord progressions obviously, but eh I'll work through it I guess. I've also been listening to all my classes and taking notes so I'm proud of myself for that haha. I've been trying to put some time aside everyday for studying as well, and just reading my textbooks so yeah, that's what I've been up to!

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My exams finished a week ago! but they wanted us to submit all our assignments and notes that we've written so far, so I've been writing a little every day. Also! I've picked up and dusted off the guitar, I've never really learned cause I'm so bad with basics, I just try to learn on the way. I'm trying to learn gone by rose, which is very hard for me obviously but I'm trying!

I also set up my google calendar, and I realized how nice and effective it really is. I went through a lot of planning techniques and apps but I think google is the best! It's free and it has a lot of quirks! I've seen people complain about how they can add in tasks for a specific, but now you can! you can add in an even, task or reminder. You can even use google keep and tasks which are in the sidebar. What I'm saying is overall, it's one of the best planning apps according to me.

Anyway, I've also cleaned up this old desk/drawer which literally had stuff from 5th grade(a.k.a my "novel"). I was able to clean up and throw away a lot of things so it's mostly empty now!

I found an old wireless mouse as well, and It's been way too long since I've used a mouse cause I've just used the small cursor pad thing on the laptop(?) but using a mouse just feels so nice and smooth, I don't think I can ever go back to not using a mouse.

Other than that, I've just been attending classes(and listening yayy), going to music class, and watching shows.

I got through most of my assignments by watching gossip girl on the side. And I even finished it today. I have to say, not a fan of the ending, but yeah it was kind of good, a lot of drama for sure:))

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I basically haven't done a lot of productive things every day, I just studied everyday cause of my exams 3 days away. Other than that I just practiced a little bit of singing every day:)

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Today I:

Listened to all of my classes (but only took notes for bio and chem)

Called an old friend and we talked for a while!

Practiced singing for my music lessons (and had music lessons)

I didn't really study today but I will tomorrow!

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“i am a monument to all your sins” is such a fucking raw line for a villain it’s amazing that it came from halo, a modernish video game, and not some classical text or mythos

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due to not wanting to, i will not. thanks.

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Adaptation (2002)

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His eyes make it funnier

A Score to Settle (2019)

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omg yes. Someone said it. People have different opinions on music, and just because someone doesn't share the same views on a song as you do doesn't mean you bULLy them.

the "go touch some grass" got me😂

If u don’t like Permission to Dance u don’t like it. And if u do like it, you do. End of story. Don’t turn someone’s opinion on a song into a fucking problem. Go touch some grass.

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100 days of productivity

I've seen the 100 dop challenge going around and I think it's gonna be a great way for me to actually try to be productive instead of mope around and whine that I'm not.

So I'm gonna start from tomorrow! I've already disabled all of my social media except for this Tumblr.

I'm gonna try and do three different productive tasks a day. Some things that I'm going to be considering as being productive are:

ACTUALLY listening to my online classes AND taking notes (I'm gonna ease into this one, cause it's been a few days since I gave up on listening to class (don't encourage it, listen to your classes please))

STUDY: listening to classes and studying are two different things, I'm gonna re-read the notes I took in class, maybe add onto it and read through my textbook, and practice problems when needed

WRITE this blog :)

BE CREATIVE: like painting or learning a song on the keyboard

CLEAN: you clean and it turns back to ugly, cleaning should be regular.

JOURNAL: could come under being creative

KEEP IN TOUCH: like e-mailing my friends to keep in touch with them or video call them or my cousins. I'd like to consider this productive, spending time with people is important!

I may add on to this list as I go so yeah! let's try this thing!

I may or may not update every single day but I'll try to every week:)

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j u n g k o o k h a s m y h e a r t

he is the moment <3

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OMG THEY'RE SO PRETTY TT

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You know what, I think I'm gonna make this sort of a general blog, consisting mostly of a studyblr+btsblr. Mainly because I don't want to make another blog when I can just use this one

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Oh goodness, I want to be productive so bad. How do you force yourself to or just be productive?

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UPDATED CRUEL SUMMER!

wow, twice in a day? I'm feeling pretty good about this

Cruel Summer│JJK

Summary: When summer comes around, all you think about is how much of a dread your upcoming camp’s going to be, well, it turned out to be the opposite.

{strangers to lovers}

Pairing: Popular!jungkook × popular!reader

Genre: fluff, comedy, romance, young love

Word count (so far): 1.3k words

Warnings: none!

Note: Yes, the title is based on Taylor's iconic song, I've been in love with it for a long time now( ꈍᴗꈍ) This is basically one of those feel-good stories which you'd wish happened to you. It's one of those stories that probably wouldn't happen in real life but it did! Not to me though haha, to one of my closest friends, but of course I altered it here and there to make it more of a story.

I'm gonna keep updating it and not post part by part just to keep it all in one place. But I'll put in dividers to make it easier! Hope you guys like it

July 16th                                           

10:49AM

How convenient is it that I had a train to catch in about 15 minutes and yet we were stuck in traffic? It wasn’t convenient at all, it was bogus. Why did the streets have to be so crowded at 11:00 in the morning on a Sunday? God knows.

I really didn’t want to go to this camp, but my parents thought it was going to be educational or whatever.

Some people may say I’m crazy for dreading summer camp but I was supposed to have a big family trip that month and I was really looking forward to it cause’ I hadn’t seen my cousins in so long, god, I missed them.

Anyway, we arrived at the station, thank god, I didn’t want to sit in that car shaped oven for longer. “Y/N! here!” I heard my friends scream from the other side of the track. “The train’s almost here, come on” they said again as I walked over to the stairs quickly, my dad right behind me.

“Okay sweetie, be safe, get along with everyone, and call me every day.” My dad says as he pulls me into a tight hug while the train makes a loud appearance.

I rush down the stairs to reach the other side to where the rest of my campmates and teachers stood. "I'm so sorry I'm late, my dad assumed there'd be no traffic today" I explain in a rushed manner as my teacher in charge- my science teacher struck off my name in a small notebook, keeping track of who's here and who isn't.

Just as the last of us were about to climb in, a voice shouts from the staircase- "I'M HERE, I'M HERE" The voice belonged to a boy with dark, slightly wet hair who sported grey sweatpants and a loose band-tee. I think his name was Kook or something, I've only seen him playing basketball before so he's definitely not in my grade, I concluded all while staring at the boy who made a new appearance.

"Guess I wasn't that late after all" I remark to my friend who was struggling to pull her luggage up with her. I would've usually made fun of her but our suitcases were truly heavy, we were going to a hill station and most of our clothes were just sweaters. After I help her with her suitcase, I was about to haul my suitcase up but another set of hands helped me with a push, what do you know, it was the guy I was staring at. Don't get me wrong, I don't like him or anything, I just daydream when I think about something.

"Thank you! I'm Y/N by the way" I introduce myself briskly as he hauls up his own suitcase. He seems strong, he'd do well in the camp I think to myself when he finally replies "I know who you are Y/N" he says, taking me aback "you're pretty popular, you know" "well, I know your name too, it's kook isn't it?" he chuckles before saying "It's Jungkook but you're free to call me Kook if you want" "Kook! Y/N!" a familiar voice from inside the train calls out to both of us. It was Jimin, I knew him from Spanish class. Oh yeah, he and Kook are on the same basketball team.

I wheel my suitcase towards the busy compartment but just then our teacher interjects "Boys and Girls are supposed to be in separate compartments, sorry guys" she shrugs "We all know you're gonna be together throughout, I was just told to inform you about the sleeping arrangements that's all" I smile to Jimin before wheeling my suitcase forward to the compartment the rest of the girls were in.

The trip was starting to get better than I imagined- I knew most of the people already (since this was a school trip anyway) and made friends with the ones I didn't.

"How many crushes have you had so far?" The rest of us groan. It was 3am and we were supposed to be awake by 4. We had stayed up talking and playing stupid games like Truth or dare and charades. "I'm gonna go to the bathroom" I get up and slither through the small crowd. "Hey, me too, I need to go to the baño too" Jimin appears from behind. I giggle at his attempt to incorporate Spanish into his sentences like I told him to. "So, what's up? How do you like the trip so far, even though it's just started" "I've been having so much fun, everyone seems so nice" I say as we checked which of the bathrooms were vacant. "Yeah, I've been looking forward to this since the day our club announced it, and most of my friends from basketball are here too so" he shrugs with a grin. "I actually didn't need to go to the bathroom, my leg just fell asleep" I disclose, "ME TOO!"

"FANCY YOU 지금 너에게로 갈래-" "oh my god shut it off!" I shout out to no one in particular. I don't know why anyone would want to wake up to a song like this. Again- don't get me wrong, I love Twice, I know the entire choreography of fancy. "Girls wake up, we're almost there" the familiar voice of my science teacher wakes me up from my slumber fully. I kind of forgot I was on a train.

"you kind of look like a chipmunk in the morning" mina, my friend says as she examines my droopy face. "oh my god! how dare you?" I act overdramatic as I place one of hands on my forehead. I hear someone giggle and I see Jungkook from the side of my eye "What are you laughing at, you bunny?" His eyebrows shoot up as he looks at me with a confused but betrayed look "When did I come into this conversation? and me? bunny? don't be ridiculous" he huffs. "Okay, kids! this is the last stop so don't worry about rushing and check for all of your belongings before getting down"

After the teachers confirm that all of us have gotten out, we all trudge along towards the parking lot and then onto our bus. Mina sat with her boyfriend, Seokjin- I never really liked him, mainly cause me and Mina can never spend time together like we used to, and also I never understood his jokes. Jimin sat with his other friend from basketball, Hoseok- or also known as my ex, but it was very casual, we thought we liked each other but we decided we'd rather be friends. But yeah Hobi is a sweetheart, we're still friends but not as close as we used to be, it bothers me sometimes but it was inevitable.

Everyone had found their seats already since I'd been one of the last ones to put my luggage in the trunk "Hey, there's an open seat here" Jungkook calls out to me from the end of the bus. He's sitting with Namjoon, Yoongi, Sona, Taehyung and Rya. I grin as I walk over to the small lot "Are you sure I can fit in here?" I question "Yeah! Of course you can, there's plenty of room for one more person" Taehyung says as he scoots over and motions for everyone else to do the same. I thank him as I quickly plop down next to Namjoon.

"You like Selena too? me too! I've been there since she started wizards of Waverly place!" I scream quietly since half the bus was asleep. We were listening to Jungkook's playlist, and turns out we have the same music taste, he loves all of my favorite artists. "Me too! I loved Alex! She was basically my first crush" he says while scrunching up his nose. "Y/N, please switch seats with me" a groggy Namjoon pleads while looking at me. "Oops, of course, I didn't realize we were being that loud"