thatsysfeelwhen

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tsfw your friends from 5th grade validate your experiences and also understand your systemhood.

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[lawyer voice] mothers and fuckers of the jury-

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shot in the HEAD. and you're to blame. You are not good. At dart game

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THAT SYS FEEL WHEN...

BASICS:

this blog is for sending moments relating to systemhood, hot takes, healing progression, or anything relating to systemhood.

TAGS:

#tsfw - moments of systemhood (#tofw, #tdsw, #tpfw will be added on tags if requested or specified)

#tofw - relating to osdd-1

#tdfw - relating to did/pdid

#tpfw - relating to polyfragmentation

#hot takes - hot takes

#vents - vents, tw will also be added in tags

#healing - any posts relating to healing

#education - links to did/osdd-1 education

RULES:

1. this is a system blog for those with DID/OSDD-1, while the admin is endo neutral, we ask that endos do not send asks. (we do not support "created did/osdd-1 systems or did/osdd-1 without trauma.)

2. no syscourse around endogenics or system origins.

3. no NSFW asks. we want this blog to be accessible to everyone with did/osdd-1.

4. venting is ok, but no detailed descriptions of abuse. if you vent, add tw warnings. if tw are not added, your ask will not be posted.

5. otherkin, fictionkin, therians, and regressors are allowed here.

6. introjects are allowed here no matter the source.

7. you can have a sign off, if multiple people do it we will make a doc showing which ones are taken.

8. integration and fusion will never need to be tw or cw.

OTHER:

this blog is created by a diagnosed did system.

our main blog is @monachopsis111

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my asks are back on

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officially diagnosed! on the 1st of disability pride month too

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Sigma sigma boy sigma

god, mascha, youre so gay.

/silly

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tsfw: you randomly discover 1 alter is actually 2 alters that just fronted together coincidentally at first

and you only discover that because one of said alters says, "i'm not that guy!"

GOD THATS SO REAL. THIS HAS HAPPENED TOO MANY TIMES PLEASE STOP THE SUBSYSTEMS.

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thank you!-G

no worries! its scary to discover you might have a dissociative disorder. please make sure to take your time and not worry about how other systems present as every system is different.

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looking into osdd to see if i have it, if you’re willing to give advice(no pressure), is there anything specific i should be looking for or focusing on? i really don’t know a lot about it so i’m just goin round asking people who look like they know what they’re doin -G

i recommend meditation and symptom tracking. if you think you have alters you can use apps like octocon (android, ios has yet to release) or simply plural (ios and android) journaling is also helpful.

i also recommend doing research: this is a google doc with links

also PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DO NOT GO ONTO DISBOARD TO FIND SYSTEM SERVERS. it seems tempting but please wait until you have a handle on your system as they can be very gatekeepy, if you want to interact with more systems tumblr is usually tamer and i like the r/did and r/osdd reddits.

there are some servers i know which are nice and wont gatekeep things much:

this one i own (its 18+ but sfw)

this one is the all ages system server

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tsfw: am i really a system or is it something else

(sometimes featuring me ignoring the grosns and yelling from headmates as they have to deal with this bs once more)

- Dylyn ✨ he/any | @thebluestreetboys

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tsfw: everything is so, so quiet and i miss my headmates </3

even though ive never had real internal communication, i still miss the feeling of not being alone

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tsfw you all Walk Differently

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Reminder that DID, like every mental illness, is on a very wide spectrum. There's such a strange emphasis in the community on stuff being a "DID thing" vs an "OSDD thing" or it's "P-DID actually". People get wrapped up trying to catagorize themselves when it really actually has no tangible benefit to you. Therapists make the distinction to formulate their therapy approach, but to you, the system, it makes no difference. Going "oh but I just have OSDD not DID" does nothing to help you cope, recover, or process your symptoms. Your symptoms are your symptoms regardless of if they're following these arbitrary lines in the sand. You and your system should be focused on healing, not on what checkbox in a book you fit best.

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tsfw: people should stop fakeclaiming; it harms people more than helping them.

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tsfw you have so many head mates in a system that you lost track..

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tsfw: chat im so mean for blocking an abuser :(

/s