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[the-bakist]

She's going to do it this time...

She's really going to kill herself, and there's nothing I can do

[the-bakist]

Say five facts about yourself and send this to ten of your favorite followers you absolutely love<3

1. I'm obviously not a positive person

2. I'm bisexual

3. I really wish I was female (I don't feel comfortable as a male)

4. I've tried to kill myself six times

5. I love Borderlands

[the-bakist]

I love you. Please stay. ♥

Thank you, I'm not staying for much longer...

I'm sorry...

[the-bakist]

Reblog this if you want a LONG anonymous message saying what they think of you.

[the-bakist]

I suck

I haven't cut in about a month.

I relapsed...

Except I couldn't find my razor...

So I used a steak knife.

[the-bakist]

Oh good

I hate this. I wish I wasn't a, me...

My parents aren't helping either. Being the homophobes they are...

They set a new list of rules:

1. No wearing pink

2. I am a male, I may not identify as a female

3. I may not speak about anything regarding my bisexuality

4. I am not to bring a boy home

[the-bakist]

I give up

I'm done trying

Goodbye guys

[the-bakist]

What would you do if I accidently, just killed myself?

[the-bakist]

I'm, fucking, done

If things don't change soon, I'm going to fucking kill myself.

[the-bakist]

I ate lunch today,  I usually never eat

[the-bakist]

I want to bake so badly, but I have no money or supplies...

[the-bakist]

I have atelophobia

[the-bakist]

I don't know why I'm still alive

[the-bakist]

So, today my gym teacher made me take off my lab coat and show off my cuts...

I was so afraid...

But he told me that he would fail me if I didn't...

    He, and my classmates, started laughing and calling me names...

  "Waste of space"

"Emo freak"

"Attention Whore"

    I really wish I could fall asleep and not wake up...

[the-bakist]

CONFESSION NUMBER TWO

I try not to associate with a gender or age. I am a Bakist, nothing more.

[the-bakist]

Oh my god...

[the-bakist]

Hi, I really don't know what to say and i don't want to make you feel worse but your posts made me cry so here is hug. Hope this helps, a bit. I know what your going through and it's really shit. Xxx

I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to make you cry! I didn't want to make anyone feel bad...

 Thank you though, I love hugs...

 -Hugs back-