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Some vent art from last week

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i think theres something deeply and horribly wrong with me *remembers im a tumblr user* i know theres something deeply and horribly wrong with me

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Started my T gel a couple weeks ago. Extremely pleased to finally start this journey, but also extremely hellbent on refusing to gain any weight even though I keep being told it’s just what happens naturally

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when I do something bad: obviously this is reflective of my true character

when I do something good: I’m just trying to manipulate people into thinking I’m a good person

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before you murder everyone in the room because you had a bad day. haveyou done your sudoku yet

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Me when I need to lose 100 pounds by May 13th.

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I actually really respect the ed folks who started at a high weight. Like wym you lost 50-100lbs?! That's insane. You must push yourself really hard.

I'm sorry for the way people treat you. If doctor's don't take you seriously. Family and friends don't realize you're suffering. I see you. I respect you.

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They need to invent a locking in that is permanent

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reblog if ur a disgusting piece of shit

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I hate the way fat accumulates on my face, it makes my cheeks look fat djdnfn

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Updating my cw to 134lbs because last time I got weight on was at planned parenthood with my clothes on and that’s where I was at. Will update it when I get a proper weight on on Friday.

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As usual it’s been a while since I’ve posted myself, mostly due to going back and forth with binging. There’s been a few things that have brought me a great deal of anxiety lately and it’s pushed me right back on the path of restricting (new job, two week long visit to my parents, realizations about my marriage).

My parents don’t own a scale so I’ve been unable to weight myself for a couple weeks now, but I feel like I’ve lost a significant amount of weight. If not then I’m delusional.