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square enix better give us more details about eutrope's and retsarra's relationship, because this woman dropped off the face of the earth to find a cure for the man she loves and her friends in the heavyweight division.
i want a carefully tailored montage of retsarra lying awake late at night, staring at the ceiling and pining hopelessly after eutrope. walking away from a wicked thunder billboard and throwing a whistful look over his shoulder. awkardly shrugging off podcasters' and fans' questions about her. unable to escape her larger-than-life presence in the face of her absence.
i want that catboy to realize that you'll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you.™
#musings#m. eutrope#m. retsarra#ship. retsarra x eutrope#; this this this this this!!!!!! ;#; this is their relationship after she runs away ;#; along with her disappearance being a catalyst for him ;#; don't get me wrong he liked to fight ;#; but now that she's gone? oh he likes to FIGHT ;#; because it's easier than facing this. that he loved someone that ~didn't love him back~ ;#; that ran away from him without a word rather than talk to him or tell him what he did wrong ;#; (the irony is that he didn't do anything wrong but he doesn't know that because he couldn't know that) ;#; to him what else is there to do in life OTHER than fight? what else is he good for? ;#; the world just feels empty and he doesn't want to talk about it not to himself and especially not to hector ;#; he doesn't want to talk about it right up until he literally can't not talk about it anymore because he has no other choice ;
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Alphinaud
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⓻ Reno
".... Ah." No. No, Ruluf really didn't - in another life, Reno might have ended up there too, if he hadn't been taken off the streets before he'd ever gotten old enough to be attractive to such a disgusting man. They both knew more than well enough what that meant - and that Reno would never judge him for it. He'd never been the sort to judge anyone for what they had to do to survive. (After all, his own past would have stared back at him with that sickly mako green glow that burned in his veins every time he would do what only he could.)
The chair wobbled then under Reno, his eyes widening for a moment before he hurriedly shifted his weight, expertly riding the thing back down onto four legs with a skilled roll of his hips. Panting softly, he ran a hand through his hair before offering a smile. "Hey, someone has't keep Tseng on his toes," he chirped back, grinning widely, as though to offer himself up to Ruluf on a silver platter. "And Rude. And 'lena. And anyone else dumb enough t' think I'm cute."
"..."
Ruluf once again fell silent. "I worked for the Don, before joining the Turks. I don't think I need to explain or divulge the implications of what that means," it was a point of time in his life which he felt the most disgust and self-hated at himself, the fact he'd sink that low to aligning himself with such a disgusting man.
The slums, however, were unkind. One did what one had to do in order to survive. Even if it meant dirtying one's own hands for a mere chance at food.
He blinks ever so slowly, as though an eternity had passed within that second.
"Crazy shit is reserved for you," Ruluf quips, the faintest trace of a smile forms. "It's better to be suspicious of everyone, and keeping eyes peeled when in unknown territory."
#brcidablik#c. reno#; asdfjkl I AM GLAD I AM REMEMBERED TY ;#; and that i was right ;#; but also i could probs have a whole spiderverse style summary about what i've done since then ;#; it's been a WILD..... has it almost been a decade???? ;#; i feel old now :c ;
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Tease my muse about any crushes they have/you think they might have!
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Memory Meme
Past experiences help shape who we are currently, how we see the world. Send in a symbol and I’ll write a drabble of one of my muse’s memories.
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❥ - a childhood memory
♣ - a fading memory
✂ - a vivid memory
✖ - a repressed memory
✈ - an eye-opening memory
✤ - a memory that involves romance/love
☤ - a memory of death/loss
✍ - a memory of their mother
☽ - a memory of their father
♘ - a memory of their sibling(s)
✌ - a memory of a relative
↕ - a memory that may or may not have happened
♚ - a memory of something paranormal
✓ - a sexual memory
♬ - a friend/best friend memory
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In Depth Headcanon Prompts;
☠ : Are there any recent/daily thoughts they have about death or dying? ☯ : Do they believe for every darkness there is a lightness? If not, why? : Name one thing about the way their emotions work that they despise. ☆ : Would they ever wish upon a falling star? If so, what would they wish? ☁ : Describe how they would spend a stormy, overcast/rainy day. ☂ : Storms or clear skies? εжз : What about nature do they find calming? What about nature do they find disagreeable? ☎ : List three or more people they would call out for during an emergency. ☛ : What is their typical response to being given orders? ☢ : Describe a thought or dream that would cause them to have a mental meltdown. ✄ : Are there any reasons why they would ever think of self-harm? If so, what are they? ❤ : Describe a physical action that shows complete trust. ❥ : Describe a verbal way they would express complete trust. ✗ : Explain how they portray feelings of hostility or dislike. ⊗ : What is something that causes them to question themself? ☾ : On a sleepless night, what would they be found doing? ☤ : Is there anything about their health they are continuously on edge about? Something they disregard? ✓ : Name at least two people who can trust them with their life. ❣: Describe a way that will earn affection (whether platonic or romantic) from them. ✖ : Describe a way to make them uneasy or apprehensive. ♆ : Are they prone to violent outbursts or thoughts? ✏ : What are their creative outlets? ✉ : Do they tend to rely on words or actions more? ♡ : Is there a certain scent that brings about nostalgia? If so, describe a memory this scent brings back. ۞: Are there any inner demons they can never seem to get rid of? What are they?
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screeching softly as i realize that dragon city can just exist in hsr and that's entirely free-
#outofhearts#; the astral express landing on this earth and whispering wtf as they learn about the infinite empire ;#; no one wants to be here but they all care too much to leave ;
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Death of a Bachelor starters
VICTORIOUS.
‘ tonight we are victorious. ’ ‘ all my friends were glorious. ’ ‘ let me be your killer king. ’ ‘ it hurts until it stops. ’ ‘ my touch is black and poisonous. ’ ‘ I know you need it. do you feel it ? ’ ‘ drink the water, drink the wine. ’ ‘ we gotta turn up the crazy. ’ ‘ I’m like a scarf trick, it’s all up the sleeve. ’ ‘ I taste like magic. ’ ‘ Throw the bait, catch the shark, bleed the water red. ’ ‘ 50 words for murder and I’m every one of them. ’
DON’T THREATEN ME WITH A GOOD TIME.
‘ it’s a hell of a feeling, though. ’ ‘ who are these people ? ’ ‘ I just woke up in my underwear. ’ ‘ I should probably introduce myself. ’ ‘ there’s no such thing as getting out of hand. ’ ‘ memories tend to just pop up. ’ ‘ don’t think I’ll ever get enough. ’ ‘ champagne, cocaine, gasoline– and most things in between. ’ ‘ I roam the city in a shopping cart. ’ ‘ this night is heating up. ’ ‘ raise hell and turn it up. ’ ‘ If you go out you might pass out in a drain pipe. ’ ‘ don’t threaten me with a good time. ’ ‘ what are these footprints? they don’t look very human-like. ’ ‘ Now I wish that I could find my clothes. ’ ‘ I wanna wake up, can’t even tell if this is a dream. ’ ‘ how did we end up in my neighbor’s pool ? ’
HALLELUJAH.
‘ A moment you’ll never remember, and a night you’ll never forget. ’ ‘ Show praise with your body. ’ ‘ Say your prayers. ’ ‘ My life started the day I got caught. ’ ‘ the time for being sad is over. ’ ‘ you miss them like you miss no other. ’ ‘ being blue is better than being over it. ’ ‘ I was drunk and it didn’t mean a thing. ’ ‘ I love the things you hate about yourself. ’ ‘ just finished a daydream. ’ ‘ no one wants you when you have no heart. ’ ‘ I’m sitting pretty in my brand new scars. ’ ‘ You’ll never know if you don’t ever try again, so let’s try. ’
EMPEROR’S NEW CLOTHES.
‘ finders keepers, losers weepers. ’ ‘ welcome to the end of eras. ’ ‘ dress me up and watch me die. ’ ‘ if it feels good, tastes good, it must be mine. ’ ‘ you just might see a ghost tonight. ’ ‘ And if you don’t know, now you know. ’ ‘ I’m taking back the crown. ’ ‘ I’m all dressed up and naked. ’ ‘ I see what’s mine and take it. ’ ‘ so close, I can taste it. ’ ‘ I’m so much more than royal. ’ ‘ Heroes always get remembered, but you know legends never die. ’ ‘ welcome to my world of fun. ’
DEATH OF A BACHELOR.
‘ do I look lonely ? ’ ‘ people have told me I don’t look the same. ’ ‘ maybe I lost weight. ’ ‘ I’m playing hooky with the best of the best. ’ ‘ I’m walking the long road, watching the sky fall. ’ ‘ how could I ask for more ? ’ ‘ a lifetime of laughter and the expense of the death of a bachelor. ’ ‘ it feels like my heart is going to burst. ’ ‘ and when you think of me am I the best you’ve ever had ? ’ ‘ share one more drink with me, smile even though you’re sad. ’
CRAZY=GENIUS.
‘ you can set yourself on fire. ’ ‘ you dance on a tightrope of weird. ’ ‘ but when I wake up you’re so normal that you just disappear. ’ ‘ there’s no residue of a torturer inside of your eyes. ’ ‘ then I’m a fucking arsonist. ’ ‘ I’m a rocket scientist. ’ ‘ you can set yourself on fire, but you’re never gonna burn. ’ ‘ you’re never gonna learn. ’ ‘ Darlin’, you know how the wine plays tricks on my tongue. ’ ‘ other boys you may have dated serrated your heart with a slice. ’ ‘ the cut of your love never hurts. ’
LA DEVOTEE.
‘ you got two black eyes from loving too hard. ’ ‘ I wouldn’t change you. ’ ‘ I wouldn’t ever try to make you leave. ’ ‘ just another LA devotee. ’ ‘ I couldn’t change you. ’ ‘ I couldn’t ever make you see. ’
GOLDEN DAYS.
‘ I found a pile of Polaroids in the crates of a record shop. ’ ‘ boy, he was something debonair in 1979. ’ ‘ and she had Farrah Fawcett hair. ’ ‘ don’t you wonder when the light begins to fade ? ’ ‘ all the memories that we make will never change. ’ ‘ time can never break your heart, but it’ll take the pain away. ’ ‘ Right now our future’s certain. ’ ‘ I won’t let it fade away. ’
THE GOOD THE BAD AND THE DIRTY.
‘ truth is that it was always going to end. ’ ‘ if you wanna start a fight, you better throw the first punch. make it a good one. ’ ‘ And if you wanna make it through the night, you better say my name like the good, the bad and the dirty. ’ ‘ I know what it’s like to have to trade the ones that you love for the ones you hate. ’ ‘ don’t think I’ve ever used a day of my education. ’ ‘ there’s only two ways that these things can go. ’ ‘ how was I to know that all your friends won’t hold any grudges ? ’ ‘ I got the final judgement. ’ ‘ you’ve been gone so long, I forgot what you feel like. ’ ‘ but I’m not gonna think about that right now. ’ ‘ all our friends want us to fall in love. ’
HOUSE OF MEMORIES.
‘ the lonely moments just get lonelier, the longer you’re in love. ’ ‘ I don’t want to be afraid. ’ ‘ baby, we built this house on memories. ’ ‘ promise me a place in your house of memories. ’ ‘ I think of you from time to time, more than I thought I would. ’ ‘ you were just too kind. ’ ‘ I was too young to know. ’ ‘ that’s all that really matters. ’ ‘ I was a fool. ’ ‘ those thoughts of past lovers, they’ll always haunt me. ’ ‘ I wish I could believe you’d never wrong me. ’ ‘ will you remember me in the same way as I remember you ? ’
IMPOSSIBLE YEAR.
‘ there’s no sunshine. ’ ‘ all the guests at the party, they’re so insincere. ’ ‘ these nightmares always hang on past the dream. ’
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meet 🦓 wicked thunder (eutrope)
⑭ final fantasy xiv
Full Name - Eutrope Age - 28 Species - miqo'te (turali-alexandrian mix) Pronouns - she/her pronouns (cisgender) Sexuality - bisexual heteroromantic
wielding both magic and machina, she's a witch for a new age, the wonderous wicked thunder! once the dark horse champion of the arcadion's heavy-weight division, eutrope's fighting career came to a screeching halt the day she found out she and the other fighters had all developed psychokinesis, a condition where the body begins to reject the soul - and one that the arcadion knowingly inflicted upon its fighters. in the wake of such a discovery, she had disappeared, fleeing for her life from a system that would kill her to keep the truth under wraps, but with a potential cure on the horizon, she now returns with a vengeance, willing to risk everything not to save herself but to save her sister yaana and her boyfriend retsarra from the same fate.
Content Warnings - Terminal illness + Chronic Disease (her body is rejecting her soul), Parentification, Bodily Injury (she's basically a WWE fighter), Furry-adjacent (what else am I supposed to call her feral soul self-) Shipping Disclosures - By default, Eutrope is almost always going to be some degree of in love with Retsarra (since after all, her canon does seem to be operating based on it), but I have no problem playing that as a doomed/ended relationship for a Retsarra who isn't interested in that dynamic or another character who she ends up falling for instead.
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Thunder Will Fall (Base) - after years of hiding, having to live in secret far from her loved ones, eutrope finally makes her move: throwing everything she and the levinsteed have to bear against the new challenger, so she can steal their soul and use it to strengthen her own. against all expectations, however, her failure only serves to give new hope to her fate, a chance for herself and all the other fighters to get out, while they still can, and heal, so long as they can escape the arcadion without playing right along with the president's script...
Lightning Will Strike (Past) - young and with something to prove, the new challenger to the arcadion has armed herself with the levinsteed, a powerful feral soul that offers her the chance to not only climb her way out of near-poverty with her two sisters but into the greatness that comes with being crowned champion. the only things standing in her way? the other opponents, all bigger and stronger than she is, but if she can just manage to find the right keyfabe, she might just be able to climb the ranks...
Dares to Dream (AU) - in the wake of discovering her diagnosis and the complacency of the arcadion in her condition, eutrope flees everkeep, only to find herself in a strange new world, the one her parents used to tell her of when she was a miqitten. determined to find a cure for psychokinesis, eutrope throws herself into this strange new world, full of garleans and ascians and primals, armed with the levinsteed and the knowledge that if she fails, no one from her world will stand a chance against what is to come...
Some Foresake Longevity (LaDS) - once a well-known professional fighter known for her mastery of her electrokinesis evol, eutrope was forced to flee the glitz and glamour of linkon's fighting circuit after discovering that ever had been experimenting on her and the other fighters by infusing them with protocores. now trying to piece herself back together, she survives as a mercenary in the n109 zone, waiting for the day that she'll finally have enough influence and favors to be able to challenge ever and find a cure for the sickness inside her (and the visions of running among the lightning she sees every time she dreams).
Then Fade to Dust (LaDS) - long ago, in a past life she only barely remembers, eutrope was a being crafted from pure lightning, fashioned to be the faithful steed of a lesser god of thunder. she would carry out this duty well, even after the death of her god, and cast her fate in with other divine familiars, right up until the day that their worshippers began to whisper that the fate of the gods was no mere coincidence and turned on the familiars, binding them in chains and stripping them of their divinity until one by one, they fell, reduced to little more than the feral beasts they had once been and falling upon each other to undo what had once been done...
Stunning with the Light (Arknights) - well-renowned in the arenas of kazimierz, eutrope was a famous face among the tournaments, the melee arts guard decimating much larger and stronger opponents effortlessly with the powerful arts she would channel into the sword blade she would craft from her own armor. however, it would be this prowess that would ultimately doom the kuranta, as she would be intentionally infected with oripathy to halt her rise and force her to flee the arena rather than continue her crusade and risk the lives of her family and her fellow fighters - but she would not forget, vowing to one day return, for them...
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#important.#muses.#h. eutrope#; girl how are you so much longer than ayn smhhhhh ;#; you didn't even DO that much ffs- ;
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Recommend Me A Blog
Or two blogs. Or ten blogs.
Recommend to me who I should be RPing with - your favorite partner, a person who’s writing you think would compliment mine, a pairing you want to see happen.
Do it on anon, or do it off anon. Recommend yourself, or someone else.
Just let me know - who should I be RPing with?
#askbox meme#; i reblog this again before sighing to go add stuff for ayn ;#; this man has me in a chokehold but i would like for other people to do that instead ;
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me: we're probably not gonna do a bunch of verses for ayn's variants since they kind of are their own verses-
me, not even 24 hours later: okay but ff7 verse for dragon city ayn
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anonymously send me something your muse is secretly thinking about mine, and my muse will guess who it is!
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Send my muse “👀 + a question” and they’ll have to answer with 100% honesty.
No deleting questions, either!
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The Lion King: Sentence Starters
❛ Life’s not fair, is it? ❜ ❛ And you.. shall never see the light of another day. ❜ ❛ Oh, I shall practice my curtsy. ❜ ❛ I’m afraid I’m at the shallow end of the gene pool. ❜ ❛ Don’t turn your back on me. ❜ ❛ I wouldn’t dream of challenging you. ❜ ❛ There’s one in every family. Two in mine, actually. ❜ ❛ He’d make a very handsome throw rug. ❜ ❛ And just think, whenever he gets dirty you can take him out and beat him. ❜ ❛ Let an old pro show you how it’s done. ❜ ❛ This is so humiliating. ❜ ❛ I despise guessing games. ❜ ❛ Oh, goodie. ❜ ❛ Yes, well, forgive me for not leaping for joy. Bad back, you know. ❜ ❛ Well, I suppose you’d have found out sooner or later, you being so clever and all. ❜ ❛ I’m kind'of in the middle of a bath. ❜ ❛ One day, you two are going to be married. ❜ ❛ With an attitude like that, I’m afraid you’re shaping up to be a pretty pathetic king/queen indeed. ❜ ❛ Right now, we are all in very real danger. ❜ ❛ Danger? Hah! I walk on the wild side. I laugh in the face of danger. ❜ ❛ Do you know what we do to kings who step out of their kingdom? ❜ ❛ Hey, did we order this dinner to go? .. ‘Cause there it goes. ❜ ❛ Why don’t you pick on somebody your own size? ❜ ❛ I thought you were very brave. ❜ ❛ You could have been killed. ❜ ❛ I’m only brave when I have to be. ❜ ❛ I thought I might lose you. ❜ ❛ No wonder we’re dangling at the bottom of the food chain! ❜ ❛ Oh, it’s just you. I was afraid it was somebody important. ❜ ❛ I just hear that name and I shudder. ❜ ❛ I’m surrounded by idiots. ❜ ❛ Who needs a king/queen? ❜ ❛ If you tell me, I’ll still act surprised. ❜ ❛ You are such a naughty boy. ❜ ❛ Long live the king/queen. ❜ ❛ You know, having a lion around might not be such a bad idea. ❜ ❛ Amateur. Lie down before you hurt yourself. ❜ ❛ When the world turns its back on you, you turn your back on the world. ❜ ❛ If you live with us, you’re gonna have to eat like us. ❜ ❛ You mean a bunch of royal dead guys are watching us? ❜ ❛ Oh, do lighten up. ❜ ❛ Why am I not loved? ❜ ❛ Your timing couldn’t have been more perfect. ❜ ❛ Then you have sentenced us to death. ❜ ❛ Let me get this straight. You know her, she knows you, but she wants to eat him, and everybody’s okay with this? ❜ ❛ I really missed you. ❜ ❛ You know, you’re starting to sound like my father/mother. ❜ ❛ You think you can just show up and tell me how to live my life? ❜ ❛ Would you stop following me? Who are you? ❜ ❛ I’m not the one who’s confused. You don’t even know who you are! ❜ ❛ The past can hurt, but from the way I see it, you can either run from it or learn from it. ❜ ❛ Remember who you are. ❜ ❛ Carnivores, ugh! ❜ ❛ This is my kingdom. If I don’t fight for it, who will? ❜ ❛ What do you want me to do, dress in drag and do the hula? ❜ ❛ If it weren’t for you he/she would still be alive. It’s your fault he/she’s dead. ❜ ❛ You don’t deserve to live! ❜
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meet 🍰🐉 president ayn alwyn (dragon city variant)
⚶ lovebrush chronicles
Full Name - Ayn Alwyn Age - 28 Species - human paragon Pronouns - he/him (cisgender) Sexuality - demi-homosexual biromantic
hailing from a bad end, where humanity lost to a conquering alien empire whose survival depends on hollowing out worlds to harvest emotions until they're fit only for destruction, president ayn alwyn serves as the last line of defense between humanity and the invading outsiders - a thankless task that has long hardened him to a cold, aloof man who wields power and force to ensure that his people survive in the face of a might they're unable to remotely comprehend (and if, behind the scenes, he still carefully stokes the fires of rebellion, yearning for the day they burst once more into flame, well, that's no one's business but his own and that of the face that mocks him from the holoscreens, his missing partner-in-crime, the little painter from another world who was taken back by the very people she once tried to fight).
Content Warnings - Alien Invasion + Technological Dystopia (he's from a bad ending), Blackmail + Extortion + Ruthless Behavior, Survivor's Guilt + Grief/Mourning, Character Death (not his own)Shipping Disclosures - I'll be honest in that, as feral as I am to have a good ship with the Dragon City variant of Ayn, he's also probably going to be one of the hardest to ship with, simply because I usually run with that he's living in denial about his relationship with the MC being doomed right up until he's confronted with the reality that she's not coming back. Chemistry is really important for him, and I'd love to find someone interested in a slower burn that builds up over time, since he's just not really one for one-night stands or opening up to people he's not already comfortable with. Additional Note - Lovebrush Chronicles is a game with a canonical multiverse, so much of the work that would ordinarily be done with verses is instead handled via variant counterparts. This is why there is only one headcanon tag despite that I do separate out his variants (which also will limit the verses for individual variants). If something doesn't fit setting-wise for a potential crossover, one of the others is likely to be more helpful (and if not, just nudge me, I'm always happy to gush about my niche little otome game).
verses
Dragon City (Base) - in the wake of humanity's defeat at the hands of alien invaders, ayn serves as the disaffected, aloof, cold-hearted president of dragon city, a cyberpunk dystopia that serves as the last bastion of the human race, ruled by greedy businessmen and mind-numbing addicting virtual reality games that hold the people's attention captive and harvest their emotions as tribute to the conquering race. beneath the surface of pragmatism, however, lurks a soul desperate to spark a rebellion once more, working from the shadows to engineer this truth to become a reality, not only for his people but for the real, long-captive counterpart of the android "bodyguard" at his side.
↳ Note - This verse is compatible with Honkai: Star Rail, with Dragon City operating as the civilization on one of the planets that has been claimed by the Infinite Empire, an aggressively militaristic people whose lives are unnaturally prolonged via harvesting the emotions of the planets they conquer and hollow out. (Naturally, most of the more advanced civilizations/groups try to avoid interacting with the Infinite Empire, as they are notoriously duplicitous and deceitful, but with their technological might and the preternatural abilities of their over-empathetic possible-future-time-hopping "Travelers", there are few who can hope to challenge them and live to tell the tale.)
Modern (Past) - before the invasion and humanity's defeat, ayn wasn't the ruthless leader he is but instead a standoffish, "lone wolf" of a music student. presenting as cold and aloof, in truth, the heir to the alwyn crime empire has rejected his birthright to instead pursue his passions in piano and video games, unaware of his true nature as a paragon (one whose soul is primed to rise to the occasion whenever a threat materializes to destabilize a world).
Final Fantasy VII (Adapted Verse) - shinra general electric company may have long since taken over midgar, but when it came to technology, alwyn industries (alwynd, as it became known more widely) was always considered the finer product. sabotaged at almost every turn by shinra, the company has remained to this day, headed by its heir, ayn alwyn, whose motives and interests have remained ever a mystery, even to the most comprehensive of turk investigations...
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You will never forget the day everything changed.
It had been a day like any other - your little painter was sitting out on the porch, paintbrush in hand, Beanie batting at the edges of her long sweater as they danced in the air while she worked. The wind tugged lightly at her hair, making the grass ruffle in the yard, and as you watch her smear a streak of crimson paint across her cheek when she hurriedly scrambled to grab her beret before it can be yanked away, you couldn't help but feel your heart swell at the sight and your fingers itch to dance across the keys of your piano. (You love her. Fantastic, mysterious, impossible creature that she is, you love her. You love her.)
You were just beginning to turn, to pour her a cup of tea just the way she liked it, when the television turned on behind you. Your brow pulled together, knowing you had turned off the system last night before you had gone to bed, not wanting to hear her scold you for how quickly you had rushed through the game she'd gotten for you just last week as a present. And then, she screams.
You both watch on in horror as it happens - as the Outsiders drag forward her guardian, Professor Anselm, beaten and bloody, and throw him down before the camera. They take his life there, for all to see, his only crime that of loving the girl he had promised to protect so much that he had hidden what she had loved most from those who would only wish for its destruction. And as she sobbed into your shirt, her heart ripped out of her chest just as yours had once shattered long ago, at the side of a bed with cream covers and the softest scent of vanilla over antiseptic and disinfectant, you knew that nothing would ever be the same again.
You rose to the occasion, just as you always did (according to what she'd tell you, in those moments tucked away in your secret base, her tone hushed as she told you of worlds only she had ever seen, worlds where you did what must be done to protect those who had placed their faith in you to keep them safe and show them a brighter tomorrow). All four of you did, Paragons each and every one of you, those souls who always step up whenever a world is in crisis, when it is in most need of a savior. This time, however, it is your world. This time, it is your world.
And you wouldn't be enough.
You fight. Of course you do. You fight with everything you have in you and more - the businessman, the star-gazer, the president, the pianist, and their beloved little painter - to try to stop them, to try to save humanity. But even with every scrap of everything the four of you have to offer, with every bit of courage and skill and wisdom she has acquired over the course of her endless travels, all the worlds she's seen and the lives she's lived, it isn't enough. It isn't enough.
And so it is that you are forced to make a choice. The businessman and the star-gazer know what they must do - the sick and the weak must be protected, and so it is that they turn their attention towards the knowledge she had stolen, the maps she had charted through the stars, and they leave to live among them, to allow humanity the chance to live, even if it means running away, even if it means chasing the light of the stars for the rest of their days.
You two remain, the pianist and the president, and you keep fighting. You keep fighting until the day comes that you can't fight anymore. Until the day that she walks into the ship, her head held high (the president's blood on her hands, invisible yet ever-present after she'd tried to stem it from the wound the Outsiders had torn in him to pluck his life for their own). She makes a deal with them - humanity's survival, in exchange for their emotions. Peace, in exchange for herself.
You don't want to accept it. You don't. But she makes you promise to protect them, Dragon City, the people that she had given herself to protect, and you cannot deny her, not in this, not when she has placed her faith in you. You let them take her away while you remain, with responsibility shackling you like chains, all because she asked you to wear them.
You become the monster they force you to be, all because she asked you to.
The Outsiders call her the ambassador to humanity, parade her on the holoscreens to speak the words they put in her mouth; the people call her a traitor, spit on her name as the only two of the human race with the authority under their rule. It angers you, hardens you - pushes you to take your first human life (becuase yes, you do take it then, your gun kicking in your hand and your eyes burning for the names they called her), for all that you swallow back the words when she calls your name from the hollow shell of the robot she sent to you, her own puppet simply to see you again. They turn on you too, for the lies you tell, for how you promise happiness only to steal away the lives of anyone who volunteers for the program, to offer their emotions to the Outsiders in exchange for a virtual paradise of their own making. You become cold, cruel, calculating - the President of Dragon City, the last bastion of humanity.
(You modify the systems of the Dragon City Consortium, to harvest not only emotions but intelligence, so you can use everything humanity has to offer to try to undo what has been done. You save a boy named Santos, a boy who can move through the systems and is willing to harness the truth of your nature if it means getting his hands on the Fleet Defense System. You found the Hidden Dragon and nurture it until it is ready to bare its fangs at all those who have sought to keep it from soaring in the sky. You do what you must, because you are the king who is going to lead the Dragon City and humanity to fight against the Outsiders.)
1307 days since the defeat. 7 days until the new year.
#important.#muses.#h. ayn alwyn#; i'm not sure if i like this format for him but we're running with it anyway ;#; we'll see if i come back later to massively edit it after i start hitting my groove with these ;
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𝜗𝜚 ⠀𝗕𝗬 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗣𝗥𝗜𝗖𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗢𝗙 𝗠𝗬 𝗧𝗛𝗨𝗠𝗕 ﹔ various sentence starters ( platonic/romantic/antagonistic/etc ) from short n' sweet deluxe edition ( 2025 ) . please , like or reblog if you plan on using . don’t claim as your own .
i leave quite the impression.
now i'm gone but you're still laying next to me.
i heard you're back together.
do you want forever? i bet you do.
all his jokes hit different - guess who he learned them from.
you'll just have to taste me when he's kissing you.
every time you close your eyes and feel his lips you're feeling mine.
you can have him if you like, i've been there done that once or twice.
it don't mean i care.
i know i've been known to share.
i know i have good judgement, i know i have good taste.
its funny and it's ironic that only i feel that way.
i promise 'em that you're different and everyone makes mistakes.
i heard that you're an actor, so act like a stand up guy.
whatever devil's inside you, don't let him out tonight.
please, please, please, don't prove i'm right.
don't bring me to tears when i just did my makeup so nice.
heartbreak is one thing, my ego's another.
i beg you, don't embarrass me, motherfucker.
we could live so happily if no one knows that you're with me.
if you wanna go and be stupid, don't do it in front of me.
don't make me hate you prolifically.
i won't give a fuck about you.
when i love you, i'm sweet like an angel.
drawin' hearts 'round our names and dreamin' of writing vows.
don't mistake my nice for naive.
i don't waste a second.
it's not that complicated.
you should stay in my good graces.
no one's more amazing at turning loving into hatred.
i'll tell the world.
break my heart, and i swear i'm movin' on.
want you every second, don't need other guys.
i know you're not the sharpest tool in the shed.
a bird flies by and you forget.
i don't hear a word 'til your guilt creeps in.
we were going right, then you took a left.
left me with a lot of shit to second guess.
if that was casual then i'm an idiot.
i'm looking for an answer in between the lines.
lying to yourself if you think we're fine.
we never talk about it.
all the silence just makes it worse, really.
all the silence is just your strategy.
we never talk about how you found god at your ex's house.
seems like overnight, i'm just the bitch you hate now.
without even being here, she's back in your life.
you've lost all your common sense.
what a coincidence.
tryna turn the past into the present tense.
palm springs looks nice, but who's by your side?
i was in a sheer dress the day that we met.
maybe it's all in my head.
how you talk so sweet when you're doing bad things.
how you're looking at me, yeah, i know what that means.
where art thou? why not uponeth me?
see it in my mind - let's fulfill the prophecy.
isn't that sweet? i guess so.
i can't relate to desperation.
you're so dumb and poetic.
i am not dramatic, these are just the thoughts that pass right through me.
if i can't have the one i love, i guess it's you that i'll be kissin'
you make me wanna make you fall in love.
oh, late at night i'm thinkin' bout you.
if you love me right, then who knows?
give me more than just some butterflies.
have you ever tried this one?
tell me i'm the only one.
don't say it was just an isolated incident that happened once.
there's no need to pretend.
i've never seen an ugly truth that i can't bend.
i can make a shit show look a whole lot like forever.
all of your best excuses, no, they don't stand a chance.
you're supposed to think about me every time you hold her.
i want you to miss me.
the clock is tickin' lately, i guess that means i'm doin' somethin' right.
i hope i make it through the night.
where did all these parties come from?
what i'd give to be meeting you as the glass-half-full version of me.
i couldn't make it any harder to love me.
i'm so mature, collected, and senseible.
to turn me down, well, that's just unethical.
i'll turn into someone you're scared to know.
if you don't need my love - i didn't want your little bitch-ass anyway.
if you want my kisses, i'll be your perfect mrs. 'til the day that one of us dies.
sill i choose to be in love with you.
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@docteur-vanitas asked for some fun (much to my wheezing)
♞ Kaname Kuran

It never failed to amaze Kaname how much humanity could progress and yet stay exactly the same.
It had been a moment of carelessness, allowing for his fangs to be seen there in town (he'd already long slaughtered the pitiful souls that had dared to wake him up, weak as they'd been to bare their fangs at him, but even their lifeblood had been a pittance to a thirst as ancient as his, and so it as that he'd gathered himself to venture from the castle, to sate the ache of his fangs before he turned himself to the task of eradicating whatever fool had dared to wake him from his slumber), but it had brought the same response as ever - a hue and a cry, screaming and hysteria, before hunters had come, armed with weapons they didn't understand, to kill something they didn't understand.
All the wonders of time and wisdom, producing things Kaname had never seen before, wasted on a people who thought they could kill him with a rapier and their own arrogance.
Withdrawing his hand from the chest of the last of the group that had been sent to kill him, Kaname inspected curl of his fingers for a moment before he lifted it to his face, tongue coming out to lap at the blood (the taste was like sickness and moonlight on his tongue, awful in combination but still enough to tempt the hunger that had burned for centuries as he'd slept). The five of them had been the greatest threat yet, able to pierce through his coat, but even they hadn't taken much more than a few moments' effort for him to attend to, for all that they had moved faster and hit harder than the other humans had. All the more pity that he'd killed them - it was, after all, a waste of life.
He paused then, mid-lick, as something pinged at the edge of his consciousness, a soft presence that registered as a fond mingling of threat and companion. He lifted his head then, away from the blood; if he was to be awake, it would be a kindness to share the coming company. "Luna," he greeted without turning, once he sensed the aura closely enough at his back, a hint of warmth in his tone. "It had thought you long lost when you didn't return from Monsanto."
#docteurvanitas#c. kaname kuran#; i am SO sorry he insisted ;#; PLEASE feel free to ignore him if he is too much ;#; this man just out here killing a whole bunch of chausseurs that got sent out after he scared a village ;#; he's out here making people think he's a malnomen when really he's something far worse ;#; he's an OLD MAN (who predates the divide between the red moon and the blue moon) ;#; why must you not play by the rules i bemoan of him ;#; as he maintains eye contact while being an even worse problem ;
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