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you know what day it is……….

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Well after an unfortunate breakdown on the last Friday the 13th of last decade I was hospitalized for a week and informed that I don't have anxiety I have PTSD from all the abuse and neglect I went through as a kid.

I'm on new meds and still struggling to come to terms with my diagnosis but I'm doing better than before and am back to waste more time on Tumblr now. Not that any of y'all miss my weird reblogs.

Moral of the story is don't stop taking your meds without talking to your doctor or psychiatrist about it.

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Practical, not sexist or supposed-to-look-hot female armor which actually protects you.

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cheat code

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Friday the 13th

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Not sure what this is but I love him

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“it’s just a parking lot”

exactly. there’s nothing there. not a statue. not a plaque. nothing.

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Can someone please tell me what it means when an owl LITERALLY fucking swims towards you and then stares you down??

Like look at it?? Literally flew past me and my my friend, it was so close that the wings touched our faces.

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Flavor of Love season 1 — (2006)

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Dil Dhadakne Do, 2015.

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If your political stance is rooted in somebody else’s oppression, then the oppressed people your stance is oppressing don’t have the luxury of letting it go or agreeing to disagree.

They can’t just let it go or agree to disagree because you threaten their right to exist.

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a relapse does not affect your worth as a person <3

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I don’t think people realise how easy it is to feel ugly when you’re South East Asian.

I know so many popular East Asian bloggers, who always get so many notes because of how elegant and refined and. Pale. They are. Those are standards most of us can never achieve. I’ve never seen a selfie set of a southeast Asian girl break 1k: but I’ve seen plenty, and I mean plenty of pale East Asians break 3k easy.

I know East Asian bloggers who go on about racism against East Asians and act like it’s universal. I know some who will talk about East Asian racism but never breathe a word about racism against southeast Asians.

I know East Asian bloggers who literally don’t follow any South East Asians. The ones who say that it doesn’t matter because “we’re all East Asian!” Technically. Or those who act like we’re a different breed and a different species.

I wonder if most East Asians know that their beauty standards get passed down to our countries. I wonder if they know how it hurts a lot of us.

So I’m giving a shoutout to every southeast Asian girl. Every one of you,if us, deserves to feel pretty.

I’m talking about the Indonesian gals with broad noses. The Malay girls who wear Tudung and are mocked. Chinese Singaporeans who are still not “Chinese enough” for mainlanders. Filipino girls who feel guilty about their curly or frizzy hair. Indian Singaporeans who are feel like they need to be pale to be worth something ( you don’t). Thai girls who are told their country is only good for farming rice. Myanmar girls who get asked mockingly if they’re domestic workers. Even if you are, there is no shame in that. Every Cambodian girl who felt bad about having thick lips. I know I left a lot of people out, and I’m sorry. But if you’re reading this and haven’t seen yourself here - you are just as worthy and my spirit and strength and good wishes are with you

You are all beautiful. Every single one of you. We are all beautiful. It’s hard to see it and it’s hard to feel it sometimes but we are. You are. Every one of you. Pride to our people!

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Hey idk how many boys follow me, but I wanna let you know that the general idea we seem to have as society that you need to man up and not cry is fucking bonkers. If your partner mocks you for crying, they ain’t shit.

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