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How Han Solo should have really handled Ben Solo’s temper tantrums. 

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the hoppers

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I don’t know where else to vent...

I wish I kissed her more. I wish I hugged her more. I wish I said “I love you” more. I wish I loved her more. I wish I talked more. I wish I listened to her more. I wish I held her hand more. I wish I smiled more. I wish I didn’t want her to go home early. I wish I did all the things I wanted to do, but felt too shy or afraid. It’s 3 am. I’m lying in my bed, rewinding the memories that just keep on coming and skipping the not-so-sad songs on my phone. It’s been weeks and I still can’t believe it. I also can’t believe you can go on with a heart so crushed. What she did is too selfish to do to a person you say you love. I can’t recall the last time she said it, though. So I guess she fell out of love. Or more like catapulted out of love, because it happened so fast I didn’t even notice something was wrong! I’d like to say I’m happy that she’s happy, because I love(d) her too, and you should be happy for the people you love, but I can’t. Not anytime soon. I loved her more than anything on this goddamn planet and beyond and now it’s just gone. She begged me to forgive her and I said “of course I do”. I wonder if I get to see the day I truly mean it. We always used to say that our thing was like out of a film. Only if it really was a film, the audience - unlike the main characters - would probably anticipate this turn of events. Was there a warning sign I missed? Why did she assume I KNOW? You have to talk about stuff! You can’t let it rot in a corner somewhere and then just throw the whole thing away! When we were together I remember thinking about whether it’s better to have something and lose it, or to not have it at all. Obviously, I went with “to have and lose”. On the day I did lose it I remembered the question again. In the whirlwind of emotions I went with the other answer. Stupid. One of my favourite quotes comes to mind...: Life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa, the bad things don’t always spoil the good things or make them unimportant. And she added so much to my pile of good things... a good chunk of which got spoiled in the end. The quote is from Doctor Who. A show that basically kickstarted our friendship. A show that is now stained as well. Everything is bittersweet now. It’s 4 am. I should try to fall asleep. (I don’t have anyone to vent to, because I usually talked to her about the bad stuff, so I figured I will post it here. I needed to get it out there. Thank you for reading.)

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Wedding day❤

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rewatching trf. we know that sherlock uses people he already knows in his emp (like he borrowed this guys name) so it seems the old case in tab wasn’t real so weren’t any of the modern scenes. hello 13 possibilities theory

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The Thing About Chips

TEH

1) SHERLOCK: And what about John Watson? MYCROFT: John? SHERLOCK: Mmm. Have you seen him? MYCROFT: Oh, yes – we meet up every Friday for fish and chips.

2) SHERLOCK: Fancy some chips? MOLLY: What? SHERLOCK: I know a fantastic fish shop just off the Marylebone Road. The owner always gives me extra portions.

3) (Dropping his chips to the floor, he races down the stairs with Mary following.)

TLD

4) SHERLOCK: Chips. FAITH: Chips? SHERLOCK: You’re suicidal. You’re allowed chips, trust me. It’s about the only perk.

5) FAITH: Amazing. SHERLOCK: I know. FAITH: I meant the chips. SHERLOCK: Hm.

6) THERAPIST: It was lovely. We had chips.

7) THERAPIST: In fairness, though, he does have excellent taste in chips.

TFP

8) SHERLOCK: No, we’ve spoken since then. You came round to my flat a few weeks back; you pretended to be a woman called Faith Smith. We had chips.

Eight times chips are mentioned or shown and under very different circumstances: 

Myrcoft’s sarcastic answer to Sherlock’s Big Question, the only thing he seems interested in after his return: John Watson. 

Sherlock’s thank you invitation to Molly

Sherlock going home alone to eat the chips, being called upon by Mary, dropping the chips on the floor to go and save John

Sherlock connecting being suicidal and eating chips, he seems to be talking from experience. 

Faith making a joke that reminds me very much of John’s way with Sherlock. On the downside this reflects John not being amazing by Sherlock’s deductions anymore and not wishing to be Sherlock’s friend anymore. 

Therapist Eurus mentioning eating chips with Sherlock when talking to John. 

A slightly dismissive joke about Sherlock’s deduction skills. 

Sherlock mentioning the chips to Eurus when meeting her as Eurus for the first time. 

In the Sherlock universe, “having chips with someone” symbolises connecting to other people and it reflects upon the Holmes brothers as well. 

Mycroft is sarcastic, he did not meet John for fish and chips = he did not connect to his brother’s best friend just as he does not connect to other people in general. 

Sherlock inviting Molly and Faith to have chips with him, is a deeply felt, non-sexual way of connecting with other people, something Sherlock has learnt by now and Mycroft has not. 

And there is another interesting parallel: There are two times Sherlock invites a woman for chips and both times Sherlock thinks he has lost John. 

P.S. I’d be happy if a native speaker wants to have a go at the additional idiomatic uses of “having chips”. 

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Sherlock and John interrupt Mycroft’s meeting with prime minister. :p Original BBC video is (X)

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I need a list of those Martin films above, please. For research purposes of course.

Martin // Ben: kissing (for @violetwylde)

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do something while there’s still a chance, because that chance doesn’t last forever.

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It’s the landing (we’re yet to see)

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I mean, do riddle me this - How isn’t this a happy ending for some people. John Watson who suffered enough, and Sherlock Holmes who’d probably be dead if he wouldn’t met John Watson, living together [yup, in my world they’re living together just like ACD wrote] and raising little Rosie, who’ll have a happy childhood despite losing her mummy. HOW isn’t this a happy ending. What more do you people want.

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ON THE TRACKS OF SHERLOCK HOLMES BBC

a while back when I was in London, my friend and I tracked down some Sherlock locations and I took printed pictures with me to catch the exact scene.

North Gower Street, Russell Square Gardens, Northumberland Street, China Town, ST Bart's Hospital, Eaton Square London.

by farbenfrei & FB       

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57?

john: *is on the other side of london*

sherlock: john.

john:

sherlock: joooohhhhnnn

john:

sherlock: joooOOOOOOHHHN

john:

sherlock: JJJJOOOOHNN

john:

sherlock: *text bombs john*

john:

sherlock: JOHN ROSIE SAID HER FIRST WORDS

john:

sherlock: JOHN MORIARTY IS BACK

john:

sherlock: JOHN IM ABOUT TO JUMP OFF BARTS AGAIN

john:

sherlock: NO AIR BAG THIS TIME

john:

sherlock: JOHN IM IN LOVE WITH YOU

john:

sherlock: *gives up*

*irene's text tone*

john: *bursts through the door* WHAT THE BLOODY HELL

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Martin Freeman + Emojis

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“My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss.” - William Shakespeare