Butches be like: *learns an instrument to impress a girl* *idealizes knighthood* *fantasizes about holding a girl and comforting her when she is sad or scared* *buys a tie* *idealizes knighthood* *daydreams about buying lingerie for a girl* *rescues a stray animal* *repairs a household object* *researches knights and finds out they weren’t really kind and chivalrous and gets disappointed* *decides that making a code of honor that is respectful and loving of people in general but especially women and abiding by it is still a good way to live* *wants a motorcycle*
once, my butch and i were taking a shower together and i spontaneously started roleplaying a mean, closeted cheerleader femme, stuck sharing a shower with an unapologetic bad boy butch of the school. it was getting steamy (literally and figuratively), she was crowding me against the cool tiled wall of the shower telling me just how good she could make me feel, asking me why I was so obsessed with a dyke anyway, then Bam! shampoo in my eyes. so that was pretty embarrassing but anyway ANYWAY
Fucking them so hard their eyes roll back and their mouth open. I’ll stop to make sure they’re okay but I’ll feel their nails in my back and their fucked out voice whisper “Don’t stop, don’t ever fucking stop please.”
i wanna make my butch feel like a god when they fuck me. i want them to feel how much they affect me, how easy I melt under their touch. how wet I get just from their hands or lips on me, the look on their face when they reach down and feel how badly I want them. telling them that no ones ever made me more wet than they do, that nobody has ever made me need them so badly. i want them to see the look in my eyes when I get my hands on them, hear me begging for them to touch me, to kiss me, to fuck me. feeling my hands all over them, my nails leaving marks on their skin.
one of my favourite things about being femme for butch (and maybe this happens in butch4butch relationships I hope it does I’m just not in one so I’m not sure) genuinely they/she/he always say the goofiest and sweetest shit in response to you being sexy/naked. Here are some of my favourites that have happened to me:
- sometimes my butch will just bite their fist and moan LMAO
- the little etch and sketch head shake to shake out the dirty thoughts after seeing you
- last night we were calling and I was taking off my work uniform. They saw my tits and went (no context) WOAH. NICE.
- the speechless stare
- sometimes when we are in the shower he will just look at me (I could be washing my hair or my bellybutton or something idk) and he will just go, HOW DID I GET SO LUCKY?! And ofc it makes me a blushing mess.
- not a goofy one, but every single time I do my makeup each time he sees me, in every step of the process he makes sure to tell me how pretty I look and how he loves what I’ve done