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FND has taken over my life, its so unpredictable and even hard to describe. Each day feels different. Some feel like torture. Others feel like a disorder that is no fun but survivable. Mostly torture. No exaggeration. I beg, I plead, I go to the internet for an escape, and I constantly fall asleep as it is the only place it cannot exist. I would not wish this disorder on anyone. I am not sure if it will ever go away. I am sick of comparing myself to the past or the future or even right now. I just want to live. This thing is what it is. Its a beast. Never nice. Always making you the victim. Imagine you brain not working. And because of that your muscles don't work and your brain responds to that in an improper way. Its like a loop or a domino effect. No escape. No one understands. Doctors cannot understand if they don’t have it. Eventually some that have it may help the knowledge base. in 2021 its a lost cause. I am so afraid. It is not anxiety. It is reality. This is my reality. Peace out. #FND #Neurology #brain
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tennis ball was an idea I had this summer during class and some other shit #tennis #ball #dentist #plz
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bless u child
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