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★ JAX TOY REPRISE ANIMATION

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SORRY tumblr forgot about you. but anyways jakeneutron and micheal kovach saw this and ive never been more happy for myself EHEHEHEHE

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Boy got issues

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points and laughs

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at long last I have tried my hand at a human design for Jax >_>

I'm not 100% settled on anything yet but he just gives me 2010s lazy wannabe edgelord and chronic hoodie wearer energy

worth noting: just like for my Zooble and Gangle designs, I didn't aim for a direct translation of their circus avatar designs so much as an attempt to do a more realistic "what they could've looked like pre-circus" concept.

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I don’t think anyone is gonna abstract fully but man did that scene have me scared for a sec

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The self sabotage so bad that theres a tiny part of yourself screaming at how horrible a person you are

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Has anyone else done this yet

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Funnybunny writing dabble 1 / ?

      “The worst thing you can do is make someone feel like they aren't wanted.”

   The phrase repeats in Pomni's head as she descents down the endless brightly lit coordinator. It was night. At least she thought it was? The sun never set in the circus. Her internal clock was beyond broken. But everyone was asleep for the night. They didn't need to sleep. Yet she still felt tired. But couldn't sleep. Couldn't rest. She'd tried. Layed down and closing her eyes. Kinger's words repeated in her head on a loop. While Images from the day's events accompanied them. 

The in-house adventure. The gun fight. The award ceremony. 

Everything was a blur, only one thing stood out sharp and clear. 

One name. 

Jax. 

Their fight. 

And the look on his face. 

That's what got her up. 

She still wrestled with herself as she continued down the hallway. Should she have checked on him at the awards ceremony? He looked so sad. So upset. So unlike himself. She should have said something to him after at least. But he'd been long gone. 

Would doing this now be a good idea? Should she just go back to her room? 

She pauses, Kinger's words echo again in her head. And she looks up, finding herself near Kofmo's door. Jax looked so upset at the mere mention of him. On the subject of abstraction. 

Abstraction. 

“People are not pleasant to be around before they abstract.”

She thinks back to the fight, to his behavior. 

Frowning, she carries on. 

No, she needed to try. At the very least. Jax hadn't fought back. He'd taken her hits. He could have easily overpowered her. But he didn't. That had to account for something. Besides, what if he did abstract? They'd all be in trouble then. 

She reaches his door. The same as the rest. His cartoony smile stares back at her. Square pupils against yellow eyes hide several unspoken secrets. She raised her hand with hesitation, it lingered inches from the doors' perfect wood as she thought about what to say. What should she say? Knuckles curling, teeth nipping her bottom lip. Pomni decides that nothing she says will be perfect. That she can only speak from the heart, and hope her words reach Jax. 

Stilling her heart and taking a breath. 

She knocks.

       A simple knock. 

He flinches. Ears standing at attention. 

       Who knew a simple knock could rattle him so much? He couldn't remember the last time someone knocked on his door. He looks over his shoulder at the door. Jax remains where he is. Crouched beyond his bed, beyond the light seeping underneath the door that could touch him. Show that he is here. He remains quiet, hiding away in the darkness. Wondering who is beyond the door. What they wanted with him. It wasn’t Zooble; she didn’t care enough to come to his door for anything. Gangle was too afraid of him. Good. She ought to be. Kinger was too crazy to do anything sensible. So that left two options.

Ragatha.

Could it be Ragatha? Here to accuse him again. Or maybe to spout some false concern. She didn’t care about him. She just wanted to be liked. She always tried so hard to be liked. 

So then…

No. No why would she? He’d scared her off. He pushed her away. She wouldn’t. She’d be stupid too. She-

“Jax?”

His body tenses. 

His hands presses against the dampness on his face. He stills his breathing. 

“Are you in there? Her voice muffled, he reminds himself she’s behind the door. Behind the safety of the door. She can’t see him.

Pomni. It was Pomni,

This was just a short little thing, I write in my free time and it's been awhile since I wrote anything. But I haven't really done any writing for this ship yet and just wanted to kinda get my feet wet with trying to dabble in it a little bit. But I'm tired and felt like writing this little tidbit, maybe I'll continue it? Who knows?

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daisy, daisy, give me your answer, do!

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I miiiight make a part two of this comic but idk how much I can post on tumblr. I made an X account : barkeroodl

Link : https://x.com/barkeroodl?s=21

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Pat 1 next

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So... Funny bunny fics?

After the latest episode I'm hopping on that funnybunny train and I'm curious, anyone out there got some good reads they'd recommend?

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Can u draw eldritch monster alastor

What, exactly, qualifies as "eldritch"? Anyway, here's a couple quick ones.

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"I thought Pomni was so gonna shoot herself here-"

Yeah so did Jax check it out

He doesn't want her to do that, even maybe he's trying to prevent her from doing that while also trying to play this argument off so that they don't totally be at odds with each other later. Not enough though.

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Animatic ; Waiting in the wings - Lucifer

I thought that song would fit Lucifer (before his fall)

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This Digital Circus truly was... Amazing.