theplayfulmind

[theplayfulmind]

Never been this in-love with someone. Never been this scared to lose someone.

As I wake up in the morning, it's always you whom I want to see. It's always your voice whom I want to hear. It's always your touch whom I want to feel. It's like you're a drug I'm obsessed with right now and I don't want it to end, I just don't want to stop.

With you, everything seems to be light, everything seems to be easy... Everything seems to be surreal. Until now, I still can't believe that I have you in my life. I can't believe how blessed I am. I've been waiting for years and then you came so unexpectedly and it felt like destiny. Please stay for good. Please don't leave. Please let this be forever. 

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I’ve never been this scared to lose someone in my life maybe because you mean more to me than any other person. You are everything I think about, everything I need, everything I want. I’ve never been this happy and contented with what I have. I’ve never felt this feeling of being complete and absolute, wherein it’s like after years of hoping and waiting, I finally found the missing piece that is needed to make me whole again, to make me open my heart and learn to love again whatever the risks may be. It’s amazing and indeed overwhelming to have someone who promises to stay by your side and make every day with you magical and impeccable and just make you feel this never been felt happiness in the most natural way he/she can.

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Right now, no words can express how thankful I am to God for letting me have you in my life. I never saw it coming, actually. It happened so fast and unexpected, and it felt like destiny made its way. It’s like everything fell into pieces at the perfect place at the perfect time. Until now, I still can’t believe how all of this became so plausible. What’s important is I’m happy and it gives me a different feeling. It’s a happiness that I want to last, a happiness that I will fight for no matter what odds.

Nothing beats that feeling of being in-love and loved at the same time. It’s something great. It’s something surreal. It’s something that every time I think about give me chills.

Last August 13, 2013, I wholeheartedly welcomed someone into my life, and also, into my heart asking that person to stay and not to leave. I love you.

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Hi.

Marami bang online? Well, it's starting to rain again. Hope everyone's okay. I would like to apologize for being inactive here because of school and my organization. Life of a student and a student leader. Tiring...

I also want to thank my followers for not unfollowing me. Hihi. I love you guys! And hello to my new followers! 

So, if you're free, let's talk. TA me. :)

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Get ready with your prettiest smile ‘cause we’ll be taking a lot of pictures together as we capture every moment we have.

I would love to capture all the magical moments we have together and put it in an album so that after years of conquering life with each other’s presence, we could easily go back and trace how happy we are and how happier we will be in the years to come. These picturesque memories that we took with our camera of whatever effect is used will totally shine and bloom as it gives and provides color and life to that moment right there. Your ever captivating smile in our pictures will be the best view my eyes would not get tired to look at ‘cause it would totally bring me back to memory lane and glance that impeccable ecstasy you bring to me, into my life.

These pictures, I’ll forever keep. Our moments together, I’ll forever treasure.

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  We survive by remembering, but sometimes we survive by forgetting.

There are some memories in life that is better left forgotten, memories that you don’t want to remember anymore, memories that only draws back pain once remembered, memories that will just bring you into tears and memories that you wish never really happened.

Forgetting is good. It makes you mature as you choose to let go of the things that will do no good into your life. It also makes you grow as you learn from these memories that only brings back the pain and sorrow you’ve been through. Life is a matter of choosing which memory you’ll keep alive and which memory you’ll bury in abyss. It is a matter of choosing your happiness rather than letting yourself be trapped in the gravity of depression.

Forgetting is hard but no matter how hard it is, we have to do it in order to cast aside the burden it brings. No matter how hard it is, we have to be strong. We can never survive life if we keep on remembering all these sh*ts. At the end of the day, we have to move on, we have to move forward and grow, we have to forget and learn.

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I am Jansen Andal, your Mass Communication Society Treasurer.

Sorry for being inactive here lately. Been very busy in school especially with the responsibility given to me. I miss my friends here. :(

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All the heartaches and pains from yesterday will soon fade. I would love to think that all the nuisances that love causes would not make a permanent mark in our life but soon be vanished and be replaced with lessons learned; lessons that will make us a better person, lessons that will not let history repeats itself, lessons that would remind us greatly how much it hurts, lessons that would enlighten us to the path towards a happy life.

I do believe that these heartaches and pains would all fade from the very moment we meet that one person destined for us to be with, that person who holds the power to erase and wipe out all the adversities that we came across in the rapture of love, that person who is the only one who can make us open our hearts and eventually take risk and love again.

So don't you worry if you are broken, and hopeless. At the end of all these, you'll meet someone who'll take that feeling from you and throw it all away and eventually, make you feel the kind of happiness and love you deeply deserve.

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Don’t fall in love with someone who will only enjoy seeing you in tears.

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Wagas maka-ngiti.

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I want a relationship like what I see in the movies.

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If you care too much, you'll get hurt. If you care too little, you'll lose them.

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Aside from trust, one thing that is very essential in a relationship that both must have for each other is respect. Respect for each other’s time. Respect for your each other’s decisions. Respect for each other’s NOs. And still, respect for each other’s privacy. There are still concrete boundaries that both must put into consideration. It doesn’t totally mean that just because the two of are you together, anyone of you can already meddle and intervene in the life of your partner thus affecting mostly everything in each other's lives. It doesn’t work like that and it doesn't have to be like that. It doesn’t give you absolute freedom to control each other and base it to what is wanted or to what is being commanded. You can never love him or her if there is no shared respect, respect whoever or whatever he or she is. Bear in mind that a relationship without being guided by respect will definitely collapse and will therefore be forgotten. You are together, but it doesn't mean you own each other.

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Falling in love is like giving someone a gun & letting them point it at your heart but trusting them not to pull the trigger.

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I want to be that person you’re scared to lose.

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I easily get jealous.

Please understand me if I’m like this. I just can’t help myself from feeling this way. It’s not that I don’t trust you, I love you and I’m just scared to lose you. The very fact that I don’t want to lose you explains it why. I’m scared to lose you who makes it easier for me to smile if I have problems. I’m scared to lose you who makes me love and appreciate every single day that passes by of having you here in my heart. I’m scared to lose you who gave me a brand new meaning of what really love is. I’m scared to lose you who makes me feel like I’m the luckiest and most blessed man right now ‘cause I have you in my life.

You’re definitely a huge part of me and I don’t know what could possibly happen if you’re gone, if I totally lose you. I can’t seem to imagine tomorrow and the next days to come of not being with you. As I imagine it, it hurts me; it badly hurts. You can’t take away this fear of losing you now that you’ve played such an important role in my life. I love you. You’re special to me. You’re important to me. You’re everything to me and I’ll do all things to keep you, my everything, safe and secured in my arms.

Jealousy is simply saying… I love you and I’m scared to lose you.

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“Be happy. Be who you want to be. Life’s not about pleasing everybody.”