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prayers for my cousin, please. He’s got a tumour on his spine

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Please pray for my grandmother

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I’ll never forget how I was falling apart and you chose to hold somebody else instead of me.

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There is a four year old girl on TikTok battling B-cell lymphoma who is called Camryn. In a recent TikTok of hers I saw, she asked for prayers. If you could please pray for her health and for her family. Her family also run a charity which aims to deliver free colouring books to other kids battling cancer, which you can donate to here.

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someone's lack of effort is their lack of interest in you regardless of what they tell you.

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never asked for much, just wanted someone to be there for me how i am for them.

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i hate when i find out shit i had a gut feeling about cause whole time i was right & you tried to make me feel bad about it

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The devil couldn’t reach me, so he made sure the love I gave never found its way back.

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"if they wanted to they would"

takes on a whole new meaning when you realize that they hurt you because they want to.

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You were never more than a moment I mistook for meaning. A presence that lingered just long enough for me to build something around it. I thought there was weight in the way you looked at me, in the way your words landed soft and careful. But now I see it for what it was—passing interest, not intention.

I spent so long believing there was something rare between us, that you were the one who saw me differently. I held onto that illusion, turned it into something sacred. But the truth is simpler, quieter, and far less romantic. You were just someone who noticed me once. And I was someone who mistook that for something more.

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I keep turning it over in my head, trying to figure out what was real. Was it all just something to pass the time? Did you mean any of it, or was I just someone you said nice things to because you could?

Because I held on to every word like it mattered. Like it was something solid I could build trust on. But now I’m left wondering if you ever really meant any of it at all — or if I was just something easy to say things to, with no intention of staying long enough to back them up.

So tell me. Was it real for you at any point? Or was I the only one who took it seriously?

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And if love finds me again I pray it’s someone who values me & protects my heart.

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Honestly I just want to feel loved without feeling like I'm begging for it. Having a good heart has done nothing but make me look stupid.

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"We are prone to think that 𝘸𝘦 are very willing to have forgiveness, but that 𝘎𝘰𝘥 is unwilling to bestow it… but indeed things are quite otherwise." – John Owen

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Horny for some real love and connection

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in the mood to be cuddled aggressively

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Please pray for me