theramblinglunatic

[theramblinglunatic]

no title

i watch the truck that just blew past

as i stand at the edge of the curb

it should have taken me out

just a foot away from freedom

[theramblinglunatic]

another bathroom poem

stories are written about people like me

in books that have bad endings

because death follows love

like a shadow follows the sun

[theramblinglunatic]

i wrote this while hiding in the bathroom

i feel disconnected from where i am

because i want to be somewhere else

i feel disconnected with those around me

because i want to be with someone else

[theramblinglunatic]

i love tea

i look for my lover

at the bottom of a mug

hes hot and sweet

like the tea inside it

buy me more mugs

[theramblinglunatic]

those bastards in parliamant ought to be hung

murder is a sin

but sometimes it is justice

would god forgive me if i killed him

or would i burn in hell with him

[theramblinglunatic]

im glad this is too cryptic for anyone to understand

my mouth opens in a silent scream

ive done it again, this lovesick sin

temptation on the back of my neck

i give in, its fingers all over my skin

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i feel sick right here

every night

i feel more and more

but less and less

its numbing and excruciating

[theramblinglunatic]

woah twice in a night, really feeling things today

i cant cry anymore, its been years

nothing more than a shaky lip

or a singular tear

and nothing more

[theramblinglunatic]

i, dont know, how i feel when im around you

i feel things words cannot describe clearly

like the yellow tulips in my garden

like a candy so sweet, it tastes artificial

and cheeks so hot, no breeze can cool them

i, i know, how i feel when im around you

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i imagine it every day

death is on my tongue

those cursed words leave my lips

a hiss of a snake, strikes like a sword

and he lies, dead, on the floor

[theramblinglunatic]

he has a nice reading voice

your soft voice

caresses my ears

like a cool breeze

at the sea

[theramblinglunatic]

regaining my will to write again, i wonder whos fault that is

id like it to be

just you, and me

and eternity

[theramblinglunatic]

its been ages since i wrote

i stare at the love

of my life every night

hes a star

shining bright

from so very far

a light in the night

[theramblinglunatic]

I restored your mother's faith in men

Whilst boring you to death

left nothing more than a stubble rash around your chest

[theramblinglunatic]

mum said its my turn with the romance stick

i stare out the window

but all i can see

is the reflection

of two lovers across the train

[theramblinglunatic]

im hooked and baited (anihalated)

ive lost an arm

but hes a tourniquet

ive lost my mind

but hes here to talk

[theramblinglunatic]

im in my yearning era

theres emptiness inside

only he can satisfy

the taste that i fancy

of american candy