๐ Mika | 26 y/o | he/they ๐ Searching for myself after years of complex trauma. Diagnosed with DID, C-PTSD, Depression, an ED and Autism. Recovering addict. I use this blog to document my recovery, find comfort in poetry and nature and to connect with other people. I'm trans (on T since November 2022, 06.09.2024 top surgery ๐ณ๏ธโ๐) and bi. All personal posts are tagged as #personal posts. Asks are always welcome.
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Guess who just got kicked out of work without even having as much as a conversation about it... The jobcenter dude quit me because I plan to do school again the future. What kind of reason is that. I'm my own person with my own wishes, dreams, plans. Like, am I not allowed to have that just because I'm disabled??? He didn't even tell me directly. He called the social worker from work and told him that he kicked me out. Yesterday was officially my last day at work and I didn't even know.
The social worker from work just contacted the jobcenter dude to ask if I can reduce my work hours... My support worker was mad that he just kicked me out too. What is wrong with this man. He could have at least emailed me to make an appointment to talk. But no, he decided it behind my back and without my knowledge let alone my agreement. I'm so pissed
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this obliterated me
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People always ask, Why are you so quiet? Like bro, if you heard the conversations I'm having in my head, you'd stay quiet too.
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๐๐ง ๐๐ง๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐ฎ๐ง๐ข๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฌ๐ ๐โ๐ฆ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฌ๐ฌ ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ. ๐โ๐ฆ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ซ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ ๐ก๐๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐.
excerpts from a book Iโll never write
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Anne Sexton, from a letter featured in Anne Sexton; A Self-Portrait In Letters
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Megan Nolan, from her novel titled "Acts of Desperation," originally published in March 2021
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no one is there for you like the music you listened to at your lowest point in high school
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no one is there for you like the music you listened to at your lowest point in high school
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The only thing keeping me sane rn is playing the sims 4... I would be dead without it lmao. And yeah, I probably really have to go to detox because I am drunk again, but I don't nearly drink as much as I used to... I plan to tell a friend tomorrow, that I have been relapsing... And he always shows me some tough love. But yeah, Sims 4 for the win. This game is saving my life rn fr. Fr fr...
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"dead doesn't mean absent...", tathev simonyan
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Victoria Chang,ย Obit
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hey bro can i ask you a question that will reveal a deep and fundamental gap in my knowledge of the world
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