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started a second blog just to get my holly x ethel writing out into the world.

you’re welcome

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this was all for you♡

W+E

art by me<3

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vera farmiga as vera cain approved by vera (me)

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my tumblr has been crashing for a few days now and i have not been able to post for quite a while so i apologize if it seems like i’m staying silent on the situation, that is not at all the case.

that being said, i would like to address everything that is going on. now i’m borderline translucent so none of the comments that were made directly affect me, but those words cut deep for many and i think that’s reason enough to speak on it.

no i don’t think it’s “parasocial” to call out someone for remarks that have possibly hurt people. if even one person felt hurt because of those comments that is one person too many. i think it’s a good thing to hold people accountable for their actions, no matter how long ago. i also want to add that no matter her age at the time that does absolutely not excuse any of the stuff said. “she was young” is not a valid reason to justify her actions. “she grew up in the south” is also not justified. they may be reasons as to why she would say this, but they are not excuses.

she should come out and hold accountability. i believe she has grown as a person since she’s made those comments, but that belief still needs to be supported. so many people deserve an apology from her.

sorry if this seems all over the place i’m truly not good at putting my thoughts into words, i just felt the need to speak out about this and not be one of the fans to blow it off as nothing.

and to those fans. do better.

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ethel and holly talking after cheer practice ♡

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ethel and holly ♡ wip

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“three years undefeated as miss holiday inn…”

a better, more detailed drawing of what i think holly looks like

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posted outside the liquor store (teeth eater)

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this MY holly reddick (photos from pinterest)

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some really shitty sketches of what i imagine holly looks like

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i have fallen in love with holly reddick as a character and i fear she’s been added to the list of fictional characters i’ll always think about

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fuck me eyes is for the girls who are jealous of the other girls that can be sexual and sexy. for the girls who are sexual but feel guilty after any sexual act. the girls who hate how they’re perceived in society. the girls who hate the patriarchy but always fall victim to it. it’s a song that encapsulates that high-school girlhood feeling. watching the rise of purity culture and falling victim to the mindset pushed on so many young girls. that feeling of insecurity around those who seem more secure. feeling like you should hate them because of it, but knowing you shouldn’t because at the end of the day they’re just another teenage girl fighting for love and reputation.

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she had me FOOLED…

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a new song…?! girl i’m still processing nettles give me a second

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americanized jesus christ…

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body on body, until i’m all gone…but i’m with you, inside

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gardenias on the tile, where it makes no difference who held back from who