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[therulerofcats]

When we broke up I didn't think I'd move on from you. But it's been a long 41 days and I've finally found someone. He's been my best friend, listened to me cry and put me back together when you've just broken me down. I didn't think choosing between you two would ever be hard, it's always been you. But as I sit here thinking of how perfect life could be with him I realize I too am moving on. Maybe not as quickly, maybe not as easily, but I'm moving on

Excerpt from a book I will never write #241

[therulerofcats]

You ain’t shit.

I catch feelings for like an hour, and then I go back to thinking about important things. Like my eyebrows.

[therulerofcats]

My biggest fear is being referred to by a man as “chill.” I am not chill.  I am sensitive. And anxiety ridden. And poetic.  I am sexual. Supportive. Loving.  Oh so loving. Long after you leave I will still dream about you, write about you.  I will write you a song and sing you to sleep. But I am not chill. I am me.

@likewedream (via lovelustquotes)

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I think it’s important to realize you can miss something, but not want it back

Paulo Coelho (via itcuddles)

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i just wanna go stargazing with you and makeout with you and hold your hand

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When he says he feels bad for hurting me, I remember not to say "it's ok" because I read somewhere that response feed their subconscious it is ok that they hurt someone. So when he says he's sorry, I make sure I say I forgive him. This way he knows what he did isn't ok. And the whole thing seems a little pointless. He talks about his hurting me like it was significant. I was hurt before him and after him. It's all the same now.

Kat Savage

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There will be a day I can look you in the eyes again. There will be a day I can be near you without shaking There will be a day I can finally speak words to you again That day is not today Or even tomorrow  But that day will come soon

One day my love (via wrists-of-a-broken-girl)

[therulerofcats]

I will not fight for anyone to stay. I will not force someone to take the same risk for me as I would for them.  I would not fight for someone to love me. Therefore, I won’t settle with someone who doesn’t know my worth. I’m worth more than that.  Know your worth.

YP (via ypenapoetry)

[therulerofcats]

me: today was pretty alright, a little rocky but

my brain: i want to fucking die immediately

me: well thats alright too

[therulerofcats]

All the things I did wrong..

1.) I relied on someone for my happiness.

2.) I love people more than I love myself.

3.) I never asked for help.

4.) I asked for help.

5.) I opened up.

6.) I had hope.

[therulerofcats]

Lets get this straight..

You either like me or you don’t. It has taken me years to learn how to love myself, and I don’t have that kind of time to convince somebody else.

[therulerofcats]

I am figuring out which parts of my personality are mine 
and which ones I created to please you.

Lora Mathis, The Dust On This Poem Could Choke You (via wordsnquotes)

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Life..

My life may not always be together but at least I know the difference between ‘your’ and ‘you’re’

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This guy, he doesn't get it. I just want to use him. I want to get him off. I want to make him beg. And yeah, I'll get something out of it. A little bit of drama. A little bit of a thrill. But he says he wants more. That he knows I don't. And it's not enough. Fuck, this guy, he doesn't get it

J.R. Rogue

[therulerofcats]

I’ve soon realized that you can never truly count on someone to stay. The only person who will always be there for you is yourself. Never forget that.